I am a Good Man

Zhang Ruowan came back earlier today. She went to the classroom and walked around. There were no students asking questions and nothing was wrong, so she went downstairs and walked back.

When she entered the bedroom, Ji Yang had already taken a shower and lay down on the bed, with her hands resting on the back of her head, as if thoughtful.

"The pajamas are in the bathroom." He turned his head and looked at him.

Zhang Ruowan looked at him on the bed, and suddenly remembered what he said about going back to help her warm the bed, her face was a little hot.

People who don’t take a bath in the middle of the night on weekdays are so diligent today. Isn’t this difficult to watch a football game?

"Yeah." Zhang Ruowan hung up the bag. He looked at the homework in her hand and sat up, "Bring the red pen over and I will help you correct it."

"It's dirty on the bed, don't." She refused, took it to the study and put it in the study, and then went to the bathroom.

The clothes really helped her put them away, from the inside out.

Ji Yang is very careful with her. Anyway, he can estimate all the things arranged, and sometimes it makes her feel distressed, probably because his childhood experience has given him these abilities.

She quite hoped that he would be "clumsy" so that the two could stumbling and stumbling together and running into each other in groping.

After taking a shower and blowing her hair, she walked out, entered the bedroom and closed the door.

He fell asleep again and continued to lie down and looked at the ceiling, not knowing what he was in a daze.

Zhang Ruowan climbed up, and was going to crawl in. Seeing him nothing, she crawled halfway down on him, half pressed him, and faced his face, "What are you thinking about?"

This is not in line with his temperament.

Unless you froze with her and got a little angry, you wouldn't have been so quiet.

In the past, he was responsible for speaking, and she was responsible for listening.

"Thinking about things." Ji Yang blinked and stretched out his hand to hug her.

"What do you want?" She leaned closer, "Can you tell me? Or not?"

Ji Yang hugged her soft and soft, listening to her asking, her voice was crisp and sultry, and her heart was soft.

"Can't it? Then I won't ask." She didn't delve into it, propped up her body and wanted to sleep inside.

When Ji Yang just got up, he was hugged tightly by Ji Yang, and fell on him again. He turned over, hugged her and slept in it, lowered his head and sniffed her neck, which smelled delicious.

After a while, his voice came out dumb, "I was thinking about mom talking about the child. It's been almost a year since I've been married. I really need to think about the child's matter."

Zhang Ruowan paused, biting her lower lip and making no sound.

"Do you want to give birth?" He looked up and looked at her up close.

Both have been contraceptive.

Zhang Ruowan didn't dare to look directly at him, struggling with hesitation, didn't say anything, and turned his gaze to look away.

She was thinking.

It was said at the beginning, but he didn't want to.

She didn't know the thoughts in his heart, she didn't dare to speak rashly.

The process of raising a life seemed to her to look forward to and beautiful, besides, it was still with his children. Ji Yang will also take care of the children with her.

He lowered his eyes, sighed silently, let go of her to sleep next to him, continued to look at the ceiling, and said honestly, "I don't think so much."

Hearing, Zhang Ruowan sank her heart into the bottom, her eyes dimmed a little bit.

"I grew up in an unsound family, and I have always been pessimistic. I don’t think it’s such a wonderful thing to give birth to a child. I used to think that people are destined to suffer from the moment they are born. To get a good grade in the exam, you have to suffer, and to get a good university, you have to suffer, working, marrying a wife and having children... as busy as a spinning top."

"When I was young, I often thought that if I could choose, I would not choose to come into this world."

Ji Yang's low voice came, especially clear in the silent room. Zhang Ruowan looked at him sideways, and was grabbed by someone before speaking. He met her eyes and the voice continued, "I met you later. , I began to think that marriage might be something to look forward to. It’s good to have someone to accompany and walk together. People who are happy are shared, and people who are unhappy are comforted. There is always someone around me who is the one I like, and I have the energy to do everything."

The misfortune of his native family gave him a lot of negative energy. He didn't want to have a family of three or four like many people. Instead, he felt that the child was a burden and he didn't want to have a baby. How good is it to be happy alone?

As for being with Zhang Ruowan, I didn't want to get married with her either.

In his sight, Zhang Ruowan raised a faint smile at the corner of her mouth, stretched out her hand to attach his cheek, and said softly, "Then you don’t want to take him to see this beautiful world? Except for some unpleasant things. , There are many, many beautiful things."

"I think, I'm wondering if he will be like his dad, humorous, humorous, knowledgeable, knowledgeable and inquisitive, and maybe also very considerate. I will accompany him to learn about the world slowly, and accompany him at a critical time in his life. Grow and share the joy of his every success."

"I don't know if he will thank me for bringing him into this world, but I will thank him for showing me the beauty of being a mother."

...

Before Zhang Ruowan's words fell, his eyes had changed.

"It doesn't matter if you don't want it now, don't care what your parents say. I always live with you. I tell them I don't want to." She made good excuses for him.

Originally wanted to continue to comfort her, Ji Yang sealed her mouth, did not turn off the light, and pulled the quilt up directly to cover the two of them.

After the lingering heat, everything returned to calm, Zhang Ruowan's chest rose and fell, and flushes appeared on her cheeks.

Ji Yang's short hair was getting wet, and he put his head into her neck, a little silent, and the two hugged each other.

She put her hand on the back of his head, "It's okay, we can take it slowly, I'm not in a hurry, it's good to enjoy the world of two people."

"We also have a lot to do."

Zhang Ruowan is a very good-tempered person, but in fact it can be regarded as the salvation in his life. Before meeting her, he was dark and evil in his heart. Later, he was used to pretending to be in front of her.

"It's only a year." Seeing that he didn't speak, she bulged her cheeks and continued to relieve herself. "Not long, only one year."

Ji Yang took a deep breath, lay on her back and hugged her, pulling the quilt up, "Sorry, it doesn't seem to give you the life you want as promised."

Zhang Ruowan shook her head, and then realized it later, she looked up at him, her face froze, with a hint of anxiety, "It seems... it's not a safe period."

I don’t use contraception only when it’s safe. Although I know it’s not 100%, I’ve never been pregnant.

"It's okay." Ji Yang hugged her, bowed his head and kissed her on the forehead.

"But, aren't you ready?" Zhang Ruowan hesitated. She also likes to have a plan in her work. She doesn't want her life to be suddenly messed up. It's not good for them, and it's not good for the children.

"Ready." He met her eyes and said softly, "I want to be with you and show him the world."

His eyes seemed to be full of stars. Zhang Ruowan felt that a piece of his heart slowly collapsed, stretched out his hand to wrap him around, and took the initiative to put on his fragrant lips. In exchange, he was counterattacked again. He was ruthless, Zhang Ruowan. Almost unable to get up the next day.

Someone didn't make her breakfast today, and even when she got up, he wanted to hug her to sleep.

"Sleep for another five minutes." He closed his eyes, hugged her by the waist and dragged it back, and then put her in the bed.

"I'm too late." Zhang Ruowan looked at the alarm clock, struggling in his arms, and was too anxious. "My clothes were thrown on the ground by you. Pick them up."

Ji Yang was really sleepy. After a while, he sat up and put on a piece of clothing for herself without picking it up. He went directly to the closet and picked it up for her, and then picked up the one on the floor and put it in the bathroom for a while to wash.

She hurriedly cleaned up, he walked to the kitchen with wistful eyes, and gave her a bottle of hot milk and two slices of toasted bread when she went out.

"Thank you." Zhang Ruowan took it, put on his shoes and walked out.

"Look at your feet." Ji Yang yawned, watching her walk away and then back to the bedroom, lying on the bed with her eyes closed, as if she was asleep.

After a while, he rolled over and continued to look at the ceiling.

Kid kid kid...

When it comes to the child, his brain hurts. To tell the truth, having a baby with Zhang Ruowan was not in the original owner's consideration at the beginning. In the previous life, Zhang Ruowan felt it was difficult to get pregnant, but the original owner was actually negligent. Now, take some male contraceptives or something that makes the other person feel unable to conceive, and then Dink will do it for the rest of his life.

The thoughts in his heart always surround him, and Ji Yang is so irritable to sit up. In this matter, the emotions in his heart are quite resisting, but it is better than before.

This body is disgusted when seeing the child. It really doesn't like the child, but as the love value for Zhang Ruowan increases, the disgust decreases a bit.