I am a Good Man

In the blink of an eye, on New Year's Eve, Zhang Mu made dumplings, and the family sat down to eat. Ji He also ate several.

After eating the dumplings, when it came time to ask for the red envelopes, Jihe was a little elf ghost. He had already spotted a remote-controlled plane in the mall and wanted to buy the red envelopes.

"Grandpa and grandma Congratulations on getting rich." He sat on the ground, grinning and handing over, behaved and cute.

The child Ji Xin looked at her elder brother, she was drinking milk, and then looked up at her father, her eyes traversing several adults.

"This is grandpa's." Zhang Fu smiled and put it in his hand, "I hope we will be safe and happy."

"Thank you, grandpa." Ji He held the red envelope and smiled openly.

"@#￥%……" The child Ji Xin crawled forward two steps, learning his brother's appearance, and stretched out his little fleshy hand toward Zhang's father.

She didn't know how to arch her hands, holding her hands together, swinging up and down.

Zhang's father still had a red envelope in his hand, and he smiled heartily when he saw Ji Xin's appearance suddenly.

This kid is smart, and he is a treasure for the whole family.

"This is for Xinxin." Zhangfu placed it in her palm, and Ji Xin looked down at the red red envelope.

"Xin Xin, grandma still has it here, what did Xin Xin do just now?" Zhang Mu coaxed her with a red envelope.

The child Ji Xin looked at her grandmother, sucked on the pacifier, and threw the red envelope aside.

Not fun at all.

Everyone: "..."

"Baby." Zhang Ruowan squatted down to hug her, picked up the red envelope and put it in her pocket, bowed her head and kissed her, whispered, "You can't throw it away."

Both Ji He and Ji Xin had four small red envelopes, while Ji Yang and Zhang Ruowan received two, and Zhang's father and Zhang mother each gave them one.

Zhang Ruowan returned to the room, put her daughter to sleep, and carefully put her in the crib. As soon as she got up, Ji Yang stood behind her. She was taken aback, "What are you doing?"

Ji Yang stretched out his hand from behind, holding a red envelope in his hand, holding it between his fingers, and handed it to her.

"What red envelope do I need?" Zhang Ruowan said that, but still accepted it.

"In my heart, you are the same as Hehe and Xinxin, of course you need it." Ji Yang's beautiful eyes were sentimental, looking at her with gentle eyes.

Zhang Ruowan didn't reply.

When his mouth was sweet, he said that she was his darling, and he wanted to shelter her from the wind and rain for the rest of his life, and he might have brought all the blood and blood in the end.

Untrustworthy.

"What's the matter? I've been depressed recently." Ji Yang followed her, "What about the New Year, aren't you happy?"

Zhang Ruowan lowered her head while folding her child's clothes, pursing her lips and smiling, "No, I'm happy."

Even if it is forced, the words are still very plain.

Ji Yang raised her eyebrows, stood on her and stretched out her hand, and then wrapped her around her waist, hugged her on the bed, and pressed her slightly, "Really? I felt wrong?"

"You have thought about it a lot." Zhang Ruowan wrapped his neck around his neck and smiled softly.

Ji Yang continued to stare at her, and met her cool eyes, as if wanting to see her inner thoughts through these eyes.

Zhang Ruowan had a guilty heart, but she still held on to look at him, tugging at the corners of her mouth and continuing to laugh, "Why do you think so?"

What did he find?

But she didn't reveal anything, she was very proficient in everything. Although she couldn't remember a few things, she asked the second elder of the Zhang family side by side, and there was nothing wrong with it.

"I don't know, I just think you might like other people, and you don't like me that much." Ji Yang suddenly said this, his tone still a little hurt.

"No...no." Zhang Ruowan felt denied.

"I know, because of taking care of the children, you put a lot of energy on taking care of them." He sighed again as he said, "It's still hard work for you."

"...I'm sorry, because Xin Xin is still young, I can't rest assured, maybe I didn't pay much attention to this aspect, I apologize." Zhang Ruowan quickly admitted her mistake.

Said like this, she actually knows that Ji Yang has not done much to take care of the children, and he has done a lot of big and small things. He also takes care of her in his spare time, and often wakes up to do it for her. Breakfast and cook her favorite meal.

"It's good to know that you are wrong." Ji Yang snorted softly, and squeezed her little nose. "If you have a child, you ignore me. What do you think of me? It won't work."

"Yeah." Zhang Ruowan nodded, "I will review it."

"What's the use of talking about review?" Ji Yang lowered his head and kissed her, Zhang Ruowan grabbed his hand and whispered, "I...I'm in my menstrual period."

Ji Yang froze suddenly, as if suffocating, gritted her teeth, rolled over in her arms, and then said again, "This time we are all children. When did the two of us go out for two? The world is for the two of us, even if we go for a long time."

"At the beginning of the year, it's also busy." Zhang Ruowan said hesitantly, and her tone was more tactful.

He feels right.

She deliberately avoided him and put her whole heart on the child to weaken her feelings for him at once.

Even if Ji Yang looked harmless, the indelible "experience" told her: he is dangerous and unfeeling.

"Hehe will go to winter vacation class in a few days. Parents can also take care of their daughter. It's nearby." Ji Yang is still fighting for himself, with a bit of complaint, "You made arrangements before, but you still mentioned it last time. "

Hearing this, Zhang Ruowan suddenly had a dazed scene in her mind. She was nestled in Ji Yang's arms as she is now, her head held up and her voice sweetly said, "Husband, should we just go out and play? I'll decide. Hotels and attractions, two days to go."

She frowned slightly, dismissing the scene in her mind, and sighed, "I don't really want to. Xin Xin has been making trouble recently. I'm afraid my parents won't be able to take care of it. Let's go for a while."

Ji Yang couldn't do anything. The two with children can no longer do as they like before.

Zhang Ruowan didn't know how long it was after a while.

In a blink of an eye, school started.

Ji Yang teaches high school and is still in class. Zhang Ruowan is also teaching high school, but not in the same class.

High school was already busy with courses, and Zhang Ruowan was in charge. She hadn't taught in that "experience", but she picked up the knowledge points and prepared lessons easily.

She knows all the difficult and difficult points of the required exams and frequently.

Knowledge is constantly emerging in my mind, the average score of the mid-term exam is also quite high, and the ranking is also high in the city.

She feels that she is more like amnesia, because there will be some fragments appearing one after another. The moments of her life with Ji Yang are not like the pain in the "experience", most of which are very sweet to get along with.

But what happened to that "experience"? She couldn't deceive people when she was heartbroken. To be honest, she couldn't believe Ji Yang anymore.

Slowly, she put her energy on the child, teaching and research, the human energy is so little, Ji Yang's side is also ignored.

Of course, even if it is well hidden, there are subtle changes that others will discover.

Zhang's father and Zhang's mother asked her several times in private, did she quarrel with Ji Yang? Of course she denied it, and then used the pressure of the school as an excuse.

So, the two can't say anything.

Ji He went to the kindergarten, originally Ji Yang picked up and slept in the kindergarten at noon, and then Zhang Ruowan went to pick him up by himself.

She just wants to keep herself busy, it's best to be very busy, so busy that there is no need to worry about some things.

Because Ji Yang treats her very well.

How good is it?

It's better than when you are in love and married. People's hearts are long. She is a sentimental person, and her mind is easily shaken.

Once I think about it, those pains will come up again, torment her, and start to lose sleep all night.

Sometimes I think this is a weird thing, maybe she has crossed into someone else, but it is indeed her.

Face experience, her parents have been telling her all the big and small things, this is her.

Her body, her parents, her husband, her children, her work...all tell her that all this is what she has experienced. There is no way she can only maintain the status quo. If she is so distant from Ji Yang , Go on without any surprises, pull the two children to grow up, she also feels very good.

Stop loving. Loving someone is too painful and it is easy to lose yourself.

This day.

Zhang Ruowan is going to take Xiaoji classmates to the movies. It is a children's anime that has just been released. Because Ji Yang went to a meeting, the mother and son went out.

During the period, Ji Yang called and asked once. After knowing it, he didn’t say anything, but Zhang Ruowan had something to say and forgot to tell him. Now she likes to spend time alone, often forgets him, and maintains Ji Yang’s small opinions. .

Classmate Xiao Ji watched very enthusiastically. After the movie was shown, she was still talking, her expression was very excited, and she yelled that she would go to school to tell other children.

Zhang Ruowan smiled and took him by the hand. After going out, she squatted down and picked him up and walked out. The mother and son kept talking.

For her son, she felt that she had been lost and recovered. She had tasted the pain of loss before knowing it was precious, and she wished to give all the good things she had to these two children.

"It's raining, Mom, it's raining heavily." Xiao Ji held Zhang Ruowan and watched the pouring rain outside.

Zhang Ruowan frowned. This is not a square, and her car is still parked on the right. How did this go?

A large street across.

"We have to wait a while." Zhang Ruowan hugged her son and said to him, "We will go back when the rain stops."

Xiao Ji nodded.

The two waited for a long time. The rain was still falling, and there was no trend of getting smaller. Xiao Ji looked at her, "Mom, do we want to call Dad? Dad will come to pick us up."

"Dad doesn't have a car." Zhang Ruowan shook her head, and the car let her drive.

"But Dad can take a taxi and come here." Xiao Ji pointed to the yellow taxi outside, "Take that car."

Zhang Ruowan didn't want to trouble Ji Yang and shook her head, "Shall we wait and wait?"

"Okay." Xiao Ji nodded, and looked at the rain in the next second, a surprised voice came and shouted, "Mom, Dad, it's Dad."