I am a Good Man

Before Zhang Ruowan thought about how to deal with the relationship with Ji Yang, a crit had already struck the small family.

This year, the school arranged for teachers to undergo a physical examination.

Ji Yang's physical examination was abnormal, and the hospital asked for a detailed examination again, and happened to run into the school's class evaluation. After he got busy, he didn't take it seriously.

As a result, a week later, Ji Yang started to cough and continued to have a low fever, and he did not get better after taking anti-fever medicine.

"Go to the hospital, go now." Zhang Ruowan was always a little uneasy in her heart, and immediately took action and took Ji Yang to the hospital.

The doctor looked at his physical examination sheet and asked him to be hospitalized. First, he would undergo several examinations, one of which was a chest X-ray examination.

Zhang Ruowan looked at the checklist and then at Ji Yang, the other side looked indifferent, but she was suddenly a little scared.

The results of the examination would have to wait an hour to be printed out. Zhang Ruowan waited outside with him, sitting in a chair.

"Is it better?" Zhang Ruowan gave him a cup and asked anxiously. She was actually fidgeting.

"Yeah." Ji Yang took a sip of water, put the water glass in his hand, and paused, "Don't worry, it's okay."

"It's okay that the doctor will let you recheck?" Zhang Ruowan blurted out, frowning.

I realized my excitement only when I spoke the words.

She thought that facing Ji Yang, her emotions would be very peaceful, but her heart was also hanging at this time.

Ji Yang looked at her, pursed his lips and smiled, then slowly reduced his smile, "I'm actually not afraid, it's just that the child is still young."

When he said this, Zhang Ruowan's tears were in his eyes.

Even if she was so physically wounded by him, she never thought that he would have any retribution. Once someone said that he had been in a car accident, she hurried over, for fear that something might happen to him.

"It's pretty good, I don't think it's a big deal." He comforted her.

"Yeah." Zhang Ruowan nodded heavily. She looked at the time, and when the time was up, she immediately went to the machine and agreed.

Several reports were printed out quickly.

Before Ji Yang reached out, she already picked it up and looked at it.

She couldn't understand the film, but she could guess a bit about the diagnosis. After a scan, her pupils suddenly shrank, her face turned pale, and her hands and feet were a little soft.

"Let me see." Ji Yang stretched out his hand from behind her.

Zhang Ruowan didn't show it to him, and took him to the doctor's office. The pace was a little hasty, and the words she saw were all in her mind.

There are shadows on the chest and the left chest, and an abnormality is found...

doctor's office.

Zhang Ruowan didn't let Ji Yang in, and went in alone. The gentle and quiet person in Su Ri Li was exceptionally strong today.

Ji Yang didn't resist either, waiting for her outside.

"They all have a shadow area, which is elliptical. It looks like a lung hamartoma, and it is not a common benign tumor. You can see here, there is also a shadow area. It is also here. It is very likely to be lung cancer. If it has spread..." the doctor Looking at Zhang Ruowan, she said slowly.

Zhang Ruowan forcibly resisted the tears in her eyes, her lips trembled when she spoke, "Then what should we do about this situation? How should we treat it."

Once a malignant tumor spreads, it is already very difficult to cure. If it is severe, the life span will soon end.

"Your husband has no other obvious symptoms. I suggest you go for another biopsy to confirm the diagnosis."

"If it's lung cancer... treat it as soon as possible."

...

Zhang Ruowan shuffled out of the doctor's office, and her eyes fell on Ji Yang. As a family member, she knew she needed calmness the most, but when she saw Ji Yang, she burst into tears.

It's as cold as being in an ice cellar.

I was still thinking that if Ji Yang treated her as before, she could also live with her children.

If he changes, then she has the ability to face the rest of life, with him or without him, but as soon as the doctor's words are spoken, her heart is like being slowly sharpened by a blunt knife.

It hurts so much, it hurts so much.

She couldn't breathe a little, her eyes were blurred with tears, and her whole body was trembling.

"Why are you crying?" Ji Yang stepped forward and raised his hand to wipe her tears. "What did the doctor say?"

She slammed into his arms and shook her head, "It's okay."

It must be fine.

He has not been diagnosed yet. He is so young and has no bad habits. How could it be lung cancer?

impossible!

Ji Yang hugged her with his chin resting on her head, still laughing, "Do you care about me?"

Hearing these words, Zhang Ruowan cried more fiercely. She had been brooding about ignoring some things, planning to gradually forget Ji Yang, but she had forgotten that for some people, love is love.

Going deep into the bone marrow, if you want to forget, it may be cramping and painful.

Even if Ji Yang is an irreplaceable existence in her heart.

Ji Yang was in hospital, Zhang Ruowan was afraid that the two elders were worried, and lied that the fever needed to be reduced, and repeatedly assured that it was okay.

An appointment was made for a biopsy the day after tomorrow, and she stayed with him in the hotel.

Ji Yang seemed to be in good spirits, but Zhang Ruowan still tried his best to take care of him, meticulously.

The next day.

Zhang Ruowan wanted to go back to get a change of clothes and daily necessities. Ji Yang leaned on the hospital bed and stopped her.

"Is there anything I need to take?" She turned around and asked him softly.

"Wan Wan." Ji Yang looked at her and said softly, "The second grid of the cabinet."

"Huh?" She wondered.

Ji Yang smiled, "Bring the contents over and let me have a look."

"Okay, I'll come over tonight, you have a good rest." Zhang Ruowan thought it was something.

When she got home, she packed up her clothes, opened the closet and looked for it.

Seeing the contents, I stopped my hand and took it out for a while, turning over one by one, his eyes were a little moist, and he held his head slightly to prevent tears from dripping.

She slowly sat on the sofa, her eyes staring at the bedside, and the pictures in her memory played back like a movie.

"What do you buy so many insurances for? We don't need special medical insurance anymore. Didn't you buy them last time?" She has a slightly convex belly, holding on to her belly, looking at the insurances in her hand, and looking at the season sideways. foreign.

"Yes, I want to buy." Ji Yang said without hesitation, "The insurance coverage is not enough. I want to make sure that something happens to me, and you and your child will be able to worry-free forever."

"How could something happen? I don't allow you to talk about yourself like that." She snorted, her face stern, very upset.

"Isn't this afraid of my own accident? I can't bear to leave you." Ji Yang leaned over to hug her and kissed her on the cheek, "Is the baby behaved today?"

"Be good, be good every day." She smiled, leaned over to hug him, sat on him, put her slender hands on his shoulders, and leaned lazily into his arms.

Ji Yang circled her and pecked at her. She seemed to feel itchy. She stretched out her hand and smiled and pushed him away, "It's necrotic, itchy."

...

The scene inside the house slowly changed. She looked to the side of the sofa and saw herself wearing a woolen hat on her head, holding a small baby in her arms and wearing thick warm pajamas, which should have been just recently given birth.

Ji Yang squatted in front of "She", his sleeves were rolled up, and there was a small basin in front of which was filled with chopped ginger. Ji Yang put her feet in it, she smiled hard, her eyebrows curled up, "This time the temperature is just right, it's awesome."

"Great?" Ji Yang raised his eyebrows and looked up at her.

"Baby, Dad is the best." She looked down at the child with a happy smile in her eyes.

...

"Give birth to birth, give birth to a little padded jacket."

Her voice sounded in her ears again. Zhang Ruowan turned his eyes to the bed. Little Ji He sat on the inside of the bed, holding the bottle in both hands, and was drinking milk obediently. "She" was lying on Ji Yang's back while he was holding Watching a football game with a mobile phone, "If you don't have a baby, you will have to bear it. What kind of birth is there? It's not enough to have me and my son?"

"I want a daughter." She lay on his shoulder and continued to act like a baby, "husband...you don't love me anymore."

Zhang Ruowan looked at such a wayward herself, she would act like a baby with Ji Yang, but not so excessively, but now the emotions in her heart are constantly changing.

This is her memory, the memory of "waking up".

The picture continued, Ji Yang looked at her sideways and squinted.

"She" suddenly moved forward and kissed his face, a little provocative, aggravated, "Then do you say you love me? Do you love me?"

Ji Yang looked helplessly and spoiled again, and turned his head back again, which was regarded as a acquiescence.

She lay down and continued to hug him, put his phone down, and continued to rub him in his ears.

...

Zhang Ruowan stared at the empty bed with a smile on her mouth. Those memories appeared in her mind, one after another, gradually becoming clearer, and slowly overshadowing those painful memories.

Knowing each other and falling in love, getting married and having children, walking together, places visited, things said, things done, every sweet moment, she knows.

Zhang Ruowan wiped away her tears, eased her emotions, got up and walked out.

Zhang's father and Zhang's mother were a bit skeptical, but never asked. Zhang Ruowan kissed her daughter, and the other smiled at her. She raised her hand to touch her. Her daughter really looked like Ji Yang and Bi Ji He. It was the crystallization of their love.

She bought Ji Yang rice, two stir-fried vegetables and one soup.

When he came, Ji Yang was leaning in a daze, and smiled when he saw her coming over, "Is the baby behaved today?"

"Well, let's eat first." She nodded, put the bed table, laid out the food, sat across from him, reached out and filled him with a bowl of soup, "drink something to warm the stomach."

Ji Yang took it, looked at her more, twitched the corner of his mouth, and did not continue to speak.

The communication between the two of them has always been this way, and she rarely returns to him, so she rarely talks about irrelevant things.

"Eat this." Zhang Ruowan picked up vegetables for him and urged him to eat more.

After eating, she cleaned up the bowls and gave Ji Yang the insurance she had brought, and said softly, "It's all here."

"Well, I'll take a look first, and I will know the result after the inspection tomorrow." He looked at it, and there were several copies in total.

Zhang Ruowan knew that she couldn't hide it from him. Although Ji Yang didn't tell him, he knew many things. After hearing him say that, she suddenly cried, "What's the use of Gao? I won't use it."

This kind of critical illness insurance is mostly guaranteed to die, and if the conditions for claim settlement are met, people can't keep it.

Although it was distressed last time, she was also afraid and flustered and didn't want him to have an accident. This time, Ji Yang said that she was powerless and she felt extremely desperate and was on the verge of collapse.

"Wanwan." Ji Yang has always been very sensible, "There is nothing to cry, everyone has everyone's life, if it is really cancer, it will not be cured, and there is no need to keep the money for you and your children. I just feel sorry for you."

"About what you said last time, I always wanted to talk to you and cultivate our relationship again, but now I think it’s pretty good. I don’t like it. The child is better, and I have been with personal support, and I can take care of you."

"Your teammates will help you a lot more easily, but don't stupidly expose your property to the opponent."

...

He said a lot, and each one was a sincere suggestion. Zhang Ruowan was already crying and couldn't help but step forward to hug him tightly.

She didn't know how Ri Jiyang felt when she heard her say this, or how sad and disappointed he was, but now, she couldn't accept without him, and would not allow him to do anything.

Can't accept it.

She loves him so much and loves herself more than herself. If something happens to Ji Yang, all her spiritual support will collapse.

"Don't cry." He hugged her back and coaxed softly, really making her feel ashamed of the season.

"As long as you, I only want you, Ji Yang, I only want you." She choked up, tears streaming, "I said I only want you, I don't want anyone, don't."

"You said, raise your children with me and educate them together. You can't leave me alone."

With tears on her face, she looked at Ji Yang and choked, "Husband, don't you leave me alone? I'm afraid."

Ji Yang's complexion changed a little at this time. He looked at her deeply, and the emotions in his black eyes were surging. Zhang Ruowan took a breath and continued to speak, "I had a dream. I'm alone, with others."

"Nonsense!" Ji Yang frowned and interrupted her solemnly.

"You said you haven't loved me, and you're tired of me, so don't have a baby with me and tell me to go far away." Zhang Ruowan was already a little vague about that memory.

"Wanwan, don't have messy dreams." Ji Yang sullenly, with a look of displeasure, obviously taking it seriously, pulling a piece of paper to wipe her tears, "Dream is the opposite."

"The dream is the opposite. The baby is born. You have to raise it with me, walk with me, and always be nice to me." She emphasized.

"...Hmm." Ji Yang nodded and comforted her, "I will actively cooperate with the doctor for treatment."

"It will be all right, so there will be nothing wrong." Zhang Ruowan continued to hold him, leaning sideways on his generous shoulder, rubbing his face, and kept saying, "Don't worry about you."

She felt that the previous incident hurt Jiyang a lot. She had never treated him like this before. He had discovered it, but the words made him very chilling.

In the evening, because it was a single ward, the bed was a bit bigger, Zhang Ruowan was lying on it with him, she stayed in his arms as before, and reached out to hug him.

Ji Yang's embrace was the warmest place she felt, and countless moments came out in her mind. It was super warm and healing for her, and she smiled when she looked at him.

He looked down at her, with doubts in his eyes. Zhang Ruowan gently kissed his chin, still a little shy when he looked at him.

Ji Yang rubbed her head, "Go to sleep, and get up early tomorrow."

"Yeah." She hid in his arms.

The next day.

Early in the morning, Ji Yang was going to have a minor operation, and then he was sent for a laboratory test. Zhang Ruowan waited for him outside. No one suffered more than her. She didn't show anything in front of Ji Yang. In fact, the spirit was tense. It may be unacceptable at any time.

The test results did not come out, Ji Yang had to continue to be hospitalized, Zhang Ruowan stayed with him as a whole, and the two were tired of each other.

"Is this a two-person world?" Ji Yang looked at the front Zhang Ruowan and asked.

"No! I don't want such a two-person world." She turned around, "Wait for you, let's go somewhere else, who has lived in a two-person world here?"

Ji Yang always did this, saying this to ease the atmosphere, she knew he was afraid that her psychological pressure would be too great.

On the second day, the results came out.

Zhang Ruowan didn't dare to take it, instinctively wanting to escape, Ji Yang took it while she was going to the bathroom, but she rushed over. He hadn't spoken yet, and her face was already extremely ugly.

It was pale, without a trace of blood.

Ji Yang didn't dare to scare her vaguely, "It's benign, it's okay, but there will be an operation."

Hearing, Zhang Ruowan's body suddenly loosened, tears still streaming down, and he muttered, "That's good, that's good."

The diagnosis is pulmonary pseudotumor, a benign tumor that can easily be judged as lung cancer. Surgical resection will have a significant effect and a good recovery.

The doctor arranged the operation, and Zhang Ruowan dared to inform Zhang's father and mother at this time.

It was not that the malignant tumor made her breathe a sigh of relief. Then, she worried about the danger of Ji Yang going to the operating table.

Ji Yang couldn't talk about her yet. He was the one who was tearful when she talked about it.

After talking a lot, Zhang Ruowan still had weak legs when he was thrown into the operating room, sitting on the chair outside without any strength to stand up, listening to the movement inside with his ears upright.

Seeing Ji Yang being pushed out, her complexion paled, her heart felt like a ball.

Taking care of him in the hospital. After he was discharged, they were afraid of the children's noise. The two lived in the opposite small room. Zhang's father and Zhang's mother went to take care of the two children. Zhang Ruowan also left the baby behind these days. .

If the daughter cried, she would be afraid that Ji Yang would take a break, so she hugged and whispered, "If the baby cries again, mother will let grandma take it away."

As if he could understand, the child Ji Xin stopped crying with his mouth narrowed. He looked at his mother pitifully, and her mother only looked at his father. She blinked and the tears fell again.

She is no longer a caretaker of her mother.

Two months later, after Ji Yang was well, the two went on a short trip to a famous ancient capital in China.

Zhang Ruowan was wearing a light blue pierced knee-length skirt and a yellow hat. She was slim and slender, and she could not tell that she was a person who had given birth to two children. She led Ji Yang to the front. She was full of girlishness. .

Ji Yang looked at her back, holding a bunch of local glutinous rice cakes in his hand, and the corners of his mouth curled up. Looking at her who occasionally turned to talk, his eyes were soft.

When there were a lot of people, he stretched out his hand to get her waist, Zhang Ruowan habitually stretched out his hand to embrace him and grabbed the corner of his clothes.

In the evening, I went to the pedestrian street to play a circle. When I came back, I had to walk back to the homestay. It was a long way. Zhang Ruowan was still wearing a **** heel and walked slowly.

Ji Yang took her by the hand, then squatted down on her back and put on her back. Zhang Ruowan stepped back like a reflex, "Your body is still not well."

In this way, he is regarded as a fragile doll.

"It's okay, it's okay." Ji Yang smiled, and continued to pull her, easily picked her up and walked forward.

Zhang Ruowan was afraid that he would be tired, so she leaned firmly on his back, wrapped his neck, and looked at the dim yellow street lamp in front of her. She was a little dazed, like countless times in love.

The sweetness in my heart is spreading.

The relationship between the two heats up and is better than before. Zhang Ruowan sometimes has nightmares and dreams of those painful scenes. Ji Yang added bad words to her and looked indifferent, wishing that the words turned into sharp swords to stab her.

This time, I also dreamed that Ji Yang said that her child deserved it. Who made her eat and had nothing to do to look at his cell phone, followed, and divorced earlier.

Zhang Ruowan opened her eyes, tears on her face, her heart aching.

"Have a nightmare?" Ji Yang said lazily, did not turn on the light, hugged her in his arms, kissed her on the forehead, and patted her back, "Why do you have a nightmare again? Sleep well."

"Yeah." Zhang Ruowan's heart slowly calmed down again, listening to his strong and powerful heartbeat in her ears, hugged him back, closed her eyes and soon fell asleep.

This time, she had a sweet dream.

The dream is the scene of Ji Yang and Ji He assembling a racing car. She sits with her daughter while Zhang's father and Zhang's mother sit on the sofa and watch TV. The family enjoys themselves.

A smile appeared at the corner of her mouth, and she unconsciously nuzzled Ji Yang's chest in infatuation.