I am a Good Man

evening.

When Ji Yang came back from get off work, he went to pick up his son from the hobby class by the way.

As soon as I entered the door, the atmosphere was a bit wrong, the table was actually empty, and Yan Yun disappeared.

Did not cook?

"Mom." The little guy yelled with his schoolbag on his back. No one answered. He frowned, bent over and yelled again, "Mom!"

The response can be heard throughout the room.

"Don't make a noise." Ji Yang scolded softly.

Yan Yun came out of the bedroom with a dignified expression. She squatted down and stared at the little guy. She tried her best to reduce her emotions. "Baby, mom didn't cook. I ordered takeout. It will take a while before you arrive. You can watch TV outside now." , Mom and Dad have something to discuss. Okay?"

"Um."

…

The little guy climbed onto the sofa with the remote control, and looked at the closed door from time to time. His ignorant eyes were filled with doubts, but he was quickly attracted by the wonderful cartoons.

Inside the house.

Yan Yun handed a few pieces of paper to Ji Yang, "I went to the hospital this afternoon, please see for yourself."

Hearing that, Ji Yang thought she was ill, so he quickly took it and looked at it. The result was that it read, "I have been pregnant for three weeks."

He was greatly relieved, and came over, "Isn't this good? Then you don't have to go to work."

Yan Yun looked at him like this, and his calm emotions just now got involved, "Can you give birth?"

"Why didn't you give birth?" He asked back, a little angry, "Kill it?"

"Duodou just went to kindergarten, no one to take care of him, and we simply can't afford two...no one to help us, dad is not in good health, mom can't go away at all, their health is getting worse and worse... just in case... The quality of life here must also decline, and this will cost a lot of money." Yan Yun naturally reluctant to fight, but the real problems are like huge mountains, weighing on the two of them.

She walked to the bed and sat down irritably.

Life is just a little better, they can't afford two, and they are afraid that they will treat their son badly.

How could Ji Yang think about these?

He seemed to work hard and make money to support his family, but in fact, once the salary card was handed in, everything was thrown away, and she was required to do all the big things and small things.

"Then you have to be born?" Ji Yang's voice became much smaller, sitting next to her, and whispered, "Two are good too."

"You think everything is good, it doesn't matter, I'm sure I won't be able to work for a few more years." Yan Yun didn't want to talk to him, don't want to ignore him.

When the time comes, a family of four is still living in a one-bedroom house, and the elderly in the family are like two time bombs.

In the countryside, there is no guarantee, and the health is gradually getting worse.

"I think I should stay, and then slowly figure out a solution, what do you think?" Ji Yang asked her.

Yan Yun was silent for a while, "I plan to say it again in a few years."

She didn't want to be so fast.

They really don't have much savings, and they just got over.

"When will it be in a few years? Are you sure you will be fully prepared by then?" Ji Yang took her hand, "I'm sorry, but I didn't even give you this basic sense of security. I'm useless. ."

"It's not the problem." Yan Yun didn't meet his eyes.

Both of them came along in a flat way. Compared with many people, Ji Yang has done well, and Ji Yang has also worked hard enough.

Ji Yang let out a sigh of relief, and the words were a bit lonely, "If I can rest assured you, you probably won't have so much hesitation and worry."

"No." Yan Yun bowed her head.

"Just stay, we will try our best to create a better life for them, I will work harder." Ji Yang promised.

Yan Yun raised his hand and patted him, Liu eyebrows frowned tightly, perhaps out of anger, raised his hand and patted him again.

The strength is not heavy, but the grievance is not small.

"My fault." He admitted that he was wrong, and he was very good. He leaned forward to hug her, and even pushed forward when he was pushed.

Yan Yun pushed and laughed. She stretched out her hand to wrap her head around his waist and buried her head in front of his chest. After a while, she said, "Actually, I don't want to increase your pressure. I want to relieve your stress."

Otherwise she would not go to work.

Ji Yang works two jobs alone. Although she is not idle at home, she feels guilty in her heart.

"Pressure is also motivation. Everyone is very hard." Ji Yang let go of her and looked at her with a smile, "but our purpose is for this family. As long as the family's happiness is high, it is not hard work if we feel it is worth it."

"You are also very hard."

…

The child in Yan Yun's belly was left behind, and she could only quit looking for a good job and recuperate at home.

As the months got older, it was inconvenient to pick up and drop off her son, and Ji Yang didn't dare to let her go out alone. The little guy was just being naughty, and he was really afraid of her accident.

He still works at the headquarters, and his salary and bonus have increased a lot, but it is far from enough to support the family and prepare for the subsequent expenses of the second child.

Yan Yun has a good plan for financial management, and will divide his salary into several parts and save them forcibly. The quality of life is obviously tighter than before.

Although it is not the part of saving, but I dare not use it randomly.

Ji Yang sometimes feels unnecessary and can count as one step. Yan Yun educates him with a big belly, "We are all people without backing. Now we are the children of other people, or the parents of children. We can't take one step and count one step. "

He fell silent suddenly, with a look of embarrassment, "My wife is still more thoughtful. I didn't think so much, I just listen to you."

After October.

Yan Yun gave birth to a daughter and made up a good word. Ji's mother took time to take care of it for ten days, which was already the limit. Yan's mother also came for a few days, but finally went back.

Yan Yun was given a C-section again. She had just returned from the hospital and had very limited energy. Ji Yang still felt that the second child was a little harder at best, so he helped watch it.

As a result, the life of a joke started.

When he came back from get off work, the first thing he did was to pick up his son and then go home. At this time, Yan Yun had been taking care of the child at home for a day. After he came back, she had to look at the baby and she hurried to cook.

The baby cried so much that he hugged it up and coaxed, and may also have to complete the parent-child homework arranged by his son's kindergarten.

Finally eat a good meal, the son wants to sleep, the daughter wants to make trouble, bite the bullet, go to coax one by one.

In the middle of the night, both of them were exhausted. When Ji Yang went to work tomorrow, Yan Yun would let him go to bed first, and hugged his daughter.

He couldn't sleep peacefully when he looked at him. He got up and took turns to coax. How could he think about the relationship between husband and wife at this time?

When I get older, I don’t have the full energy of giving birth to the first child, and I can still go to work after a day of staying up all night, usually dizzy and in a trance for a day.

One person in a row, depressed to collapse, the whole person is irritable, and even powerless and bored.

The baby is prone to get sick again. If the son makes a fuss, the husband and wife may quarrel. No, the two will do it today.

It seems that both of them have been forced to a certain edge, the anger has been accumulated, Yan Yun is also aggrieved, and Ji Yang is physically and mentally exhausted.

"I don't want to quarrel with you. I have had a one-day meeting in the unit. Tomorrow I will go to class and send my bags to hobby classes." Ji Yang had a dark face with an impatient look.

"Who's not tired?" The son was already asleep, Yan Yun lowered her voice, looked at Ji Yang, a little hysterical, "Am I not tired? My daughter had a trouble for a day, I hugged him for a day, and I didn't eat lunch. I didn't dare to sleep, I didn't sleep much last night."

Everyone knows the truth, but there is a lot of feathers in the house.

Ji Yang helped his forehead. Like Yan Yun, everyone wanted to escape, but he was reluctant and impossible.

Life is tight, and troubles keep coming.

No one is a saint, but a layman after all.

It's noisy and troublesome. Occasionally, both parents call to persuade them, and the two call or text messages to communicate.

The people next to him can feel it more or less, even Zhang Ran, who is on the same campus with Jiyang.

Men are most likely to have two minds in the later stages of pregnancy and childbirth. On the one hand, the wife's physical appearance has undergone tremendous changes, and on the other hand, the energy of the child is limited, and most of the wife's attention is diverted.

It is easy to steal food at this time.

When there is no class, Ji Yang sometimes sits alone in the classroom, and he doesn't seem to be in a good mood.

Zhang Ran observed for a few days, walked in and talked with him.

Not long after Chen Zijun broke up with her, he had a flash marriage. The other's wife had just given birth now, and she hadn't come to her to steal the fishy, ​​and she didn't want to go back.

At the bottom of her heart, she spit on men, but she also enjoys welfare on the side.

Today Ji Yang worked overtime automatically. Zhang Ran came in to ask him about his recent situation. He said with concern, "Is there anything wrong with your family? You are in a bad mood, don't you want to go back?"

Hearing this, he smiled helplessly, "I have a little conflict with her. My son is in his hometown today. Let's go back later to avoid direct conflict with her."

"She should be considerate of you, I think it's a bit too much if she is still working so late and not idle during the weekends." Zhang Ran said with a sullen head and face.

Chen Zijun would praise her for her gentleness and regret breaking up with her, while Ji Yang put away his computer and said lightly, "No one is easy."

"But it's not easy for you." Zhang Ran said like this.

"Actually, I can still be lazy at work. She can't do it. My second child is troubled. I insisted on giving birth to her at the time. The child is too young and my energy is really limited." Ji Yang said a little helpless and regretful.

"That can't vent your emotions on you. Every adult should digest his own emotions and not let others pay the bill."

Ji Yang nodded, agreeing with this sentence.

"She also agreed at the time. It's hard to raise a child, right?"

"Right." Ji Yang packed up his bags and walked out, casually replied.

Zhang Ran was about to go back, and the two were together.

On the way, she continued, "I think two people should communicate well and will always spend that time. The conflict between the two people is exacerbated by the quarrel, and it is impossible to solve the problem by complaining."

He exhales, "Yes, if she thinks the same way, I thank God."

Hearing, Zhang Ran’s heart was tinged with the joy of being recognized, “In fact, at this age, you still have to have this kind of ideological awareness. I didn’t say that I don’t care, but people would never be satisfied."

"Hope." He said and walked away. "I'm going to buy Mala Tang. Are you going back from there?"

"Let's go together, I just want to eat it too." Zhang Ran was only halfway talking, and took the lead to go over there. "That hot and sour noodle is pretty good, and I often buy it home after get off work, and you like it too. ?"

"My wife likes it, buy it back to make her happy." Ji Yang smiled.

Zhang Ran smiled and calmed down a bit, and then said after a long while, "It's all quarreling like this, are you still coaxing her?"

Still honest people are easy to bully, Ji Yang is really good at handling.

She did what she told him to do, but it was a pity that she didn't look down on him at the time, and felt that he was too weak and incompetent.

There is nothing to tell.

Ji Yang asked the boss to make a clear soup of hot and sour noodles, and chose some snacks. After a while, he said, "In fact, we understand many things, we say so, but they all have a stage, including emotional ones. Venting, adapting to pressure, and changing roles. She and I are working hard, and everyone is changing."

"They are also making concessions."

…

Zhang Ran didn't answer the conversation. He stayed on the spot for a long time, suddenly felt that he was a bit clever and wanted to judge others.

It's ridiculous.

A person who has been married and has never had a child has never experienced this feeling, but has made a conclusion that he is better and better than the other party.

A long time after Ji Yang left, she walked aimlessly on the street, those ridiculous and dark thoughts circling in her mind, and then disappeared again.

Just as Zhang's mother has been chanting, which family does not have a sutra that is difficult to recite? I wanted to disband several times, but still kept it up. Everyone was reluctant and tried their best. The past few years have been running in, and it will get better and better in the future.

"Crack." Ji Yang slowly opened the door, then closed it gently, carrying the bag on the tea table, and then walked to the bedroom.

Yan Yun hugged her baby and leaned against the head of the bed, patted her hands constantly, coaxing her daughter to sleep.

He walked over to see that the little baby had closed his eyes, pointed a finger, and lowered his voice, "Asleep?"

"I just closed my eyes." Yan Yun still didn't dare to put it down, and held it for another ten minutes, then slowly moved to the bed and put it down carefully. Seeing that she was not awake, she breathed a sigh of relief and stretched out her hand to punch her sore shoulder. .

"I'll beat you." Ji Yangxian stretched out his hand gallantly.

"No." Yan Yun has bothered him recently, glanced at him and walked away, the words were very weak, and when he listened carefully, it was a little awkward.

"I bought you hot and sour noodles and barbecue." He hurriedly followed behind and pinched her shoulders.

"I'm not going to eat." She didn't look back, "I'm annoying you, don't touch me."

That being said, he didn't shake his hand.

"Wife." Ji Yang followed her to the living room, took her to the sofa, let her sit down, and continued, "I bought you chicken wings."

Not to mention, the living room is filled with fragrance, and it smells delicious.

Yan Yun tightened her lips without looking at him.

"Let’s calm down, and Dudou has been making trouble recently. I let him stay with my mother for two days, so that we will also slow down. I will not go to class tomorrow. I will take my daughter. You have a rest. Then we are talking about this. For a period of time, can we in-depth communication? Only when the problem is solved, we can go on well."

Ji Yang looked at her eyes and spoke sincerely.

During this period of time, both of them felt that the other side was holding their breath, and no one would let anyone else. In addition to the difficulty of raising the child, the contradiction became more and more serious.

Yan Yun wasn't unreasonable either, he lowered her head and she went down the steps, after all, everyone was wrong.

"It's the one downstairs in the institution. I bought it today." Ji Yang opened the box and handed her the chopsticks.

"I can't finish it." Yan Yun took it.

Ji Yang: "Then you eat first, and I will take the rest."

Yan Yun kicked him lightly, "Then you go get the bowl, I'll divide you half, I can't sleep if I'm too full."

"Um."

…

Yan Yun had no resistance to these delicious foods. After gnawing two chicken wings, the two of them had a dinner, and the mood was better. Looking at Ji Yang, she was twice pleasing to her eyes.

Someone looked at the child, she was a full sleep, and the next day did not let Ji Yang take care of the child alone. The two of them took care of the child together. The troublesome son was not there and it was a lot easier.

When communicating, the two also talked about what they thought in their hearts, except that they were both too tired, mainly because they felt that the other party was not considerate enough.

No one has changed, nor has two hearts, but is dissatisfied with the other party's state, thinking that they have a second child, and should bear more and change more.

Many things are said to be open, and the contradictions are reduced a lot. Ji Yang takes on more housework, at least don't think it is her responsibility. Yan Yun is more considerate of his hard work and tolerates each other.

After that, if Yan Yun was very depressed, Ji Yang asked her to take her daughter back to her natal house for a few days and take her son at home.

Back and forth, her daughter is also slowly growing up, and when she can walk, Yan Yun can take her to pick her up and go out of school. The two are very obedient and sensible.

There are fewer worries, and the relationship between husband and wife is getting better and better. In the past, a family of three went for a walk, but now it has become four. Every day, the family is full of children’s laughter, which is very lively.

The following year.

The reunion of Ji Yang classmates was held again.

This time, everyone changed a little bit. Chen Zijun got married and had children, and divorced again less than a year ago. Pan Chengnan still looks like a fool, and the girlfriend who talked about it didn't agree with him, so he blew up.

Where is Zhang Ran? I was still single. I heard that I had hooked up with Chen Zijun again. The news was still spread. Many people knew about it, but they didn't say it.

Of course, most people in the class are still happily married, and many have a second child like Ji Yang.

Ji Yang now holds a one and a half year old radish head in his arms, white and tender, with a small hat on his head, very cute.

Both she and Dudou followed Ji Yang’s temperament, they were relatively shy and coy. They stayed in Ji Yang’s arms throughout the whole process. They would whisper to Ji Yang to give her food, and then slowly stammer like Yan Yun is eating. , Tasting delicious, obedient and obedient, what I like most is looking at my father, reaching out and pulling the corner of his clothes.

"I heard that Ji Yang is now what director?" Pan Chengnan looked at Ji Yang, picked up the wine glass, "Come on, have a drink."

"No, I will drive in a while." Ji Yang declined.

"You are getting less and less interesting." Pan Chengnan felt disappointed. Recently, he asked Ji Yang to eat out. In the few of the few times, he ate half of the meal and left. The other time he didn't take the initiative to check out, and he wanted to AA.

Pit them again.

"I will really drive for a while." Ji Yang was very helpless. "My wife was with his son in a business class nearby. I have to go back together. I really can't drink this wine."

"I heard that Ji Yang bought a car?" Chen Zijun interjected.

"No way, there are two children, it is more convenient to buy a car, otherwise they will not be able to go out together." He explained.

"It's been pretty good lately."

"that is."

"I used to look at you most honestly and do nothing but promise, but now it's better than us."

…

The people at the table sang and harmonized, each with their own thoughts.

All Ji Yang could do was smile, and didn't answer too much.

Zhang Ran made waves in his heart listening to those people's words, but he didn't say a word with him. Even if he was pulled out to make a joke, he would immediately change the subject.

At the end of the party, she and Chen Zijun walked to the parking lot and met Ji Yang's family of four downstairs.

Yan Yun took the little boy, and Ji Yang handed her her daughter with a smile, "Didn't you keep calling your mother? Then let your mother hold him."

"Mom..." His daughter leaned forward and fell in Yan Yun's direction, her voice crisp and soft.

With a smile in Yan Yun's eyes, she stretched out her hand and hugged her, bowed her head and kissed her, "Mom is going to class with my brother, and I have said to Ruoruo today, right? We are here waiting for Dad to drive over."

"Go around, stand by."

"I want to go with Dad."

…

The voices of a family of four kept coming, and Zhang Ran didn't let himself be found from beginning to end, turning around and walking in the other direction.

Her only little shame and reason told her that there was no need to join in, the price was too great, Ji Yang would not leave the family, and he might even spurn him.

Gradually, she was still single. On the one hand, she was demanding and she had to admit that her advantages were getting smaller and smaller.

She slowly heard about Ji Yang's current situation from others. He changed houses, promoted, and changed to a better car. His wife went out to work, and his children seemed to be doing well in their studies...

All this, just as he said to her at the beginning, he will work hard, and everything will gradually get better.

Unfortunately, she didn't believe it.