I am a Good Man

Zhang Ruowan climbed up. He was about to climb in, but when he saw that there was no movement from him, he climbed halfway and lay on top of him, half-pressing him, and facing his face, "What are you thinking about?"

This is not in line with his temperament.

Unless he got into a quarrel with her and got a little angry, he wouldn't be so quiet and would have kept talking to her for a long time.

In the past, he was responsible for speaking and she was responsible for listening.

"Thinking about something." Ji Yang blinked, stretched out his hand, and hugged her.

"What are you thinking about?" She leaned closer, "Can you tell me? Or not?"

Ji Yang hugged her softly and listened to the tone of her question. Her voice was clear and sultry, and his heart softened.

"Isn't it possible? Then I won't ask." She didn't go into details and propped herself up to sleep inside.

As soon as she stood up, she was hugged tightly by Ji Yang and fell on him again. He turned over, hugged her and slept inside, lowered his head and smelled her neck, it smelled delicious.

After a while, he said in a hoarse voice, "I was just thinking about what mom said about the child. We have been married for almost a year, so we really need to think about the child."

Zhang Ruowan paused and bit her lower lip without saying a word.

"Do you want to give birth?" He raised his head and looked at her closely.

Both of them had been using birth control.

Zhang Ruowan didn't dare to look directly into his eyes. He hesitated and struggled a little, but said nothing and turned his eyes away.

She meant it.

He had said it from the beginning, but he didn't want to.

Not knowing what he was thinking in his heart, she didn't dare to speak rashly.

The process of raising a life seemed to her longing and beautiful, not to mention it was with his child. Ji Yang will also take care of the children with her.

He lowered his eyes, sighed silently, let go of her and slept next to her, continued to look at the ceiling, and said honestly, "I don't think much about it."

After hearing this, Zhang Ruowan's heart sank to the bottom, and his eyes became darker.

"I grew up in a dysfunctional family and have always been quite pessimistic. I didn't think giving birth to a child was such a beautiful thing. I used to think that people are doomed to suffer from the moment they are born. I thought You have to suffer to get good grades, you have to suffer to get into college, you have to work, get married and have children... you are as busy as a spinning top."

"When I was a child, I often thought that if I could choose, I would never choose to come to this world."

Ji Yang's low voice came out, which was particularly clear in the silent room. Zhang Ruowan turned to look at him, and someone grabbed her hand before she could speak. He met her eyes and the voice continued, "I met you later. , I began to think that marriage might be something to look forward to. It’s good to have someone to accompany you. Someone to share happy things with, and someone to comfort you when you’re unhappy. There’s always someone by your side, someone you like, and you’re energetic in everything you do.”

The misfortune of his original family has given him a lot of negative energy. He does not long for a family of three or four like many people do. Instead, he feels that children are a burden and does not want to have children. How good is it to be happy alone?

As for being with Zhang Ruowan, I didn't want to get married to her.

In his sight, Zhang Ruowan raised a faint smile at the corner of her mouth, stretched out her hand to touch his cheek, and spoke softly and gently, "Then don't you want to take him to see this beautiful world? Except for some unpleasant things. , and there are many, many beautiful things.”

"I'm thinking, I'm wondering if he will be like his father, humorous and sunny, knowledgeable and curious, and maybe also very considerate. I will accompany him to slowly understand the world and accompany him at the critical moment in his life. Grow up and share the joy of every success he has.”

"I don't know if he will thank me for bringing him into this world, but I will thank him for allowing me to embody the beauty of motherhood."

…

Before Zhang Ruowan finished speaking, his eyes had changed.

"It doesn't matter if you don't want to do it now. Don't worry about what your parents say. I will always live with you. I told them that I don't want to do it yet." She made good excuses for him.

Originally wanting to continue to comfort her, Ji Yang sealed her mouth, without turning off the light, and pulled the quilt up to cover the two of them.

Everything returned to calm after the hot and lingering moment, Zhang Ruowan's chest rose and fell, and a blush appeared on his cheeks.

Ji Yang's short hair was quite wet, and he buried his head into her neck. He was a little silent, and the two hugged each other.

She put her hand on the back of his head and said, "It doesn't matter. We can take our time. I'm not in a hurry. It's good to enjoy our world together."

"We still have a lot to do."

Zhang Ruowan is a person with a good temper, which is actually the salvation in his life. Before he met her, he had a dark and evil heart. Later, he got used to pretending to be a pretender in front of her.

"It's only been a year." When she saw that he didn't speak, she puffed up her cheeks and continued to comfort her, "Not long, it's only been a year."

Ji Yang took a deep breath, lay down and hugged her again, pulling the quilt up, "I'm sorry, it seems I didn't give you the life you wanted as promised."

Zhang Ruowan shook his head, only to remember it later, and looked up at him, his face froze, with a hint of panic, "It seems... it's not a safe period."

I don't use contraception only during the safe period. Although I know it's not 100%, I have never been pregnant.

"It's okay." Ji Yang hugged her, lowered his head and kissed her forehead, "Just give birth as soon as you get pregnant."

"But, aren't you not ready?" Zhang Ruowan hesitated. She also likes to have plans when doing things. She doesn't want her life to be suddenly messed up, which is not good for them and her children.

"Ready." He met her eyes and said softly, "I want to be with you and show him the world."

His eyes seemed to be filled with starlight. Zhang Ruowan felt that the tip of his heart was slowly sinking. He stretched out his arms and hugged him, and took the initiative to close his lips. In exchange, he was counterattacked again. He became fierce. Zhang Ruowan I almost couldn't get up the next day.

Someone didn't make breakfast for her today, and even tried to hold her to sleep when she woke up.

"Sleep for another five minutes." He closed his eyes, hugged her waist and dragged her back, trying to tuck her into the bed.