I Am a Master of Light Novels in Japan

Lianhua also wants to go out, Wei Wei feels better.

"Are you going to play with friends?" His mother was still cleaning and asked.

"Well, yes." Li Yan said with a smile.

Suddenly, Li Yan noticed something, he walked over, compared to his mother's height, he was a full head taller, stretched out his hand to remove some bits of debris from his mother's hair, and then carefully Helped her straighten out some gray hair.

"Oh, I didn't notice, Xiaoyan's eyes are really sharp." His mother smiled kindly and said.

Li Yan saw it, his hands couldn't help shaking, and finally, he put down his hands.

He looked at his mother and said, "Then I'm off."

"Remember to come back for dinner on time at noon." The mother behind reminded.

Li Yan's footsteps paused slightly, and then he turned his head to look at her, and said with a smile: "Ah, don't worry. Mom, I'm leaving..."

Lianhua saw it in her eyes and realized that something was wrong.

Why, Li Yan, who has been clearly living a happy life, at that moment just now, his eyes seem to have recovered the burning but indifferent unique emotion when she and him met for the first time.

No matter how deceitful it is, the eyes are the window to the soul, and there can never be any disguise.

The inertia on Li Yan's body also started to fade.

Li Yan kept walking on the street, while Lianhua quietly followed behind. In a quiet city street in China, a Chinese youth followed by a lovely girl in a gorgeous black kimono is a strange sight.

For three consecutive days, the sun was shining brightly, and this was also Li Yan's favorite weather.

All the while, all of a sudden, the sky gradually darkened...

Just like the scene when he and Kasumigaoka Shiwa were on the side of the tram tunnel in Japan, some rain began to drip down from the sky, and the flickering car lights reflected Li Yan's lonely figure. He stood quietly on the overpass Looking at the opposite side, he was silent.

"Miss Lianhua, I know you are around."

Li Yan said suddenly.

【…】 Lianhua remained silent, quietly looking at Li Yan.

"In three days, I really felt very happy. Maybe some people will never understand that this is the happiest thing. The Wanhua Mirror is really amazing. It can find the dream I want most in my heart."

Li Yan said in a deep tone.

"It's just... reality is always reality, no matter how good a dream is, it's all fake." Li Yan raised his head quietly and looked at the rain.

Very cold rain, after he passed the university entrance examination and received the notice, the grandfather who raised him told him the address of his parents before he passed away. He braved this cold rain with endless longings and dreams. The scene of looking at his biological father's house from the opposite side is exactly the same.

Lianhua looked at Li Yan, he was drenched and talking to her.

"When I was born, my biological father and my biological mother accidentally gave birth to me because of love, but not long after, they broke up because of love, and left me at my grandfather's house in the countryside, relying on my grandfather's upbringing and growing up big."

Li Yan looked at the sky and continued to speak slowly: "I have always been eager to know who and where my parents are, that is, because I have no parents, when I was in school, a group of classmates always called me a bastard, so I I have been constantly fighting for my dignity, and for the peace of mind of my grandfather, I have not given up on my studies, and I have worked hard while studying hard, and this is how I got here."

Lianhua stared blankly at Li Yan, what he was talking about was completely different from what she had grasped.

Aren't his parents rich, and hasn't he always lived in doting?

"Until one day, my grandfather was getting old, and before the college entrance examination, he was lying on the bed and finally agreed to the address of my biological parents."

Li Yan's eyes darkened, he clenched his fists, and said coldly: "In the end, my parents have already started their own families. Since they came together because of love, why did they abandon me so irresponsibly when the love was broken?" , even my grandfather abandoned me in order not to want me, do you think that emotion like love is really reliable?"

[...Mr. Uesugi. 】

Lianhua looked at Li Yan in astonishment, and suddenly felt that the most beautiful dream was perhaps the most torturous experience for Li Yan.

Therefore, when he went out this day, he had no plan to go back to his warm family.

The heavy rain in the sky was getting heavier, and Lianhua realized that the beautiful dream was being broken by Li Yan's consciousness.

Lianhua understood that she knew about Li Yan's family situation, and there must be some problems. It was because of that person's attachment that his mind was able to affect the dream like this.

[Mr. Uesugi. 】

Lianhua came behind Li Yan, looked at him with some hesitation, and said, "Are you going to give up the hard-won family reunion? As long as you live here until you grow old, it's even in a dream. You can live all the life you want in the same way. There is really only one such precious opportunity. You like the life here so much, do you really just give it up so simply? 】

"...Of course I don't want to, how could I."

Li Yan said with sad eyes.

But then, his eyes were as cold as ice, and he suddenly used all his strength to punch that space. Suddenly, as if the glass was broken, the whole space began to shatter in an instant, shattering the dream. It wasn't his strength, but Li Yan completely abandoned this dream of Wanhua Mirror.

Lianhua saw it in her eyes, and her pupils reflected the scene of flying debris.

The Wanhua Mirror was shattered.

"However, how can a beautiful dream be compared with a real life! No matter what, I will take Xiazhiqiu Shiyu back."

Li Yan put away his fist, looked at the crack with sharp eyes, and said.

Fragments fell one by one, and the entire space began to collapse. After the beauty of the fantasy was destroyed, what was revealed was across the road. Li Yan's biological father took a strange middle-aged woman from the car, and a little girl from a private house. The warm scene of getting in and out of the car.

This was the real scene Li Yan saw when he rushed to meet his father after receiving the admission notice.

For Li Yan, such a warm scene was simply the cruelest act.

It was raining heavily.

【L……】

Makes you feel very alone.

For someone who was redundant to begin with, he hates the rain.

Tears mixed with the rain flowed down his cheeks, but he smiled and turned his head to look at Lianhua.

"So, I made a decision at that time, from now on, I will live for myself."

Li Yan's voice began to overlap with his own voice. He turned and left, looking for the soul of Xiazhiqiu Shiyu through the fragments of the Wanhua Mirror.

[... Now, it's too bad. 】Lianhua looked at the direction he was leaving, thinking inwardly.

Chapter 37 The Reversed Butterfly, and the Stagnant Time

In the illusory world of Wanhua Mirror, after Li Yan shattered a large piece of Wanhua Mirror, he was like a wild horse galloping in countless dreams.

If a person is faced with infinite vastness, how would he feel?

Excited, or scared?