I Am a Master of Light Novels in Japan

The monster girl seemed to muster all her courage, her cheeks were slightly flushed, her cheeks were also puffed up slightly, she clenched her fists, and said to Li Yan: "So, I have one thing I want to ask you, it's not a troublesome thing, that, Human, can you take me to meet Natsume?"

"...!" Li Yan was slightly taken aback.

"Decades, hundreds of years are like a day to me, but now, I really want... really want... to see Natsume again, so please, human, take me to meet Natsume. I won't trouble you, is that okay?"

The monster girl looked at Li Yan nervously and asked.

"..."

Once again, Li Yan felt as if his heart had been hit. The expression of fear of loneliness could not be faked no matter what. Whether it was him or Natsume, even now, he couldn’t get rid of the shadow of loneliness. No matter how many years passed, he could understand The horror of being alone...

Do monsters also feel lonely...

He was silent for a while, sighed, and said with a smile: "Anyway, I'm going to his place, and I can take you there by the way. Next time, you can go see him yourself. Is that okay?"

The girl listened blankly to his words, and after analyzing it for a long time, she realized that she had succeeded, and immediately smiled happily.

"……certainly!"

...

As a result, on Li Yan's suitcase, there was a kitten with black and white fur and a pair of bright and beautiful emerald green eyes. He followed Li Yan on the second tram to Renji City.

At the beginning, the monster girl was still eagerly waiting to go to Natsume's side, but gradually the distance became farther and farther, and this kitten suddenly realized that the journey was a bit far beyond imagination...

"Human, I want to ask..." she asked in a low voice.

"My name is Li Yan, you can call me Li Yan or Ah Yan." Li Yan whispered to the kitten beside him.

The names of monsters are not easily told to others, let alone humans, in order to prevent humans from abusing the names of monsters. The same is true on the human side, but he doesn't have the same defensiveness as before. What's going on?

However, she gradually felt that he and Natsume still had some similarities.

For example, spiritually.

"...Well, Li, Li Yan, how long will it take for us to go to Natsume's house?" She asked in a shy tone when she called her name.

"It will take about three and a half hours. When we get there, it will be about three o'clock in the afternoon." Li Yan looked at the time on his phone and told her.

"..."

The monster girl stopped talking.

"What's wrong?" Li Yan noticed that something was wrong with her and asked.

"...No, just curious."

She looked out of the window, she definitely wanted to see each other no matter what, but she left too hastily that time, if she couldn't stand the loneliness and wait, then go find him...

Let her see with her own eyes that Natsume's life is no longer lonely.

Chapter 58 Li Yan's Most Regretful Thing

Be it decades, hundreds of years, or even a thousand years, for some monsters, nothing seems to have changed. It also seemed that they were born just to watch the changing seasons, or to welcome a group of new students and send away a piece of the past.

In this way, it feels very lonely.

She didn't quite understand, what was she waiting for? What is the meaning of my own existence?

As a monster, she has sat on this tree from the very beginning, quietly guarding the sky and the forest.

Whenever spring snow comes, she stretches out her hand to feel the coldness, and in summer, when the hot wind blows past, she feels a little bit of heat...

Until one day, she met him.

Natsume, that's his name...

We cried together, we rejected each other again, and finally reunited five years later, finally, she seemed to understand a little bit, this is the meaning of life...

Her snow-white and delicate cheeks were raised slightly, and she was sitting by the window in the form of a monster, looking at the different sky.

"that……"

Suddenly, the girl opened her mouth slightly and asked.

With a pair of dark circles under his eyes, Li Yan was concentrating on copying the unrecited Japanese poems and classic compositions. He raised his head, looked weakly at the monster beside him, and asked, "Well, what's wrong?"

"Li Yan, what do you think of monsters?"

The unknown monster girl turned her head and asked with some hesitation.

"..."

Li Yan looked downcast and tired, and gradually had some curious and unexpected expressions, looking at her.

"Ahem, that, don't get me wrong, I'm not asking for your opinion, but I'm also curious about how you humans who can see monsters look at us, after all, aren't monsters very dangerous in your eyes? It's also very weird, very scary, isn't it..."

The girl immediately blushed slightly and explained.

"Are you afraid of what Natsume thinks of you?" Li Yan asked.

"?!"

Immediately, this young girl was shocked all over. Li Yan saw it and knew that he had hit the mark.

"Phew, don't think about it, you guys, what horror, danger, there is no danger of the same kind in human beings, whether it is human beings or monsters, how can it be so easy to distinguish the difference between good and evil... So, don't worry, Natsume is not that kind of person, and he must be looking forward to meeting you."

Li Yan smiled, put down the pen and notebook in his hand, looked at the beautiful girl whose eyes were covered by a paper blindfold, and said: "That person is a person who will never give up when he sees difficulties. Let me declare, I won’t lose to him on this point, it’s just that I’m a little more selfish. But… I’ll take you here this time, and I’ll take you back by car early tomorrow morning, so don’t plan to be playful and think you can stay longer Stay with Natsume for a while."

The monster girl stared in a daze at this man who didn't change his face when he got along with monsters, and even showed such a gentle smile. Her face was a little frightened, but she clenched her fists, but she didn't intend to regret it.

"Thank you... I recently discovered that there are interesting people like you among human beings. It's really a surprise." The monster girl said with a smile.

"However, I always feel that... maybe I can't go back." She smiled and looked out the window, and continued.

Li Yan was slightly taken aback. He was looking at the topic again just now, but he didn't understand. He looked at her curiously and asked, "What?"

"Um, it's okay!!" The monster girl immediately responded nervously.

"...I have already decided to go to his side. If he really can't find time to see me, then I will go to his side..."

The monster girl showed a happy smile, and said against the slightest wind outside the window.

"Even if you give me another hundred years, what about a thousand years? I want to see the world that Natsume has seen, no longer just stay on the tree and look at things I am familiar with. Take this step, sooner or later Individuals need enough courage to do it, so I’ll just step over here, I don’t want to be alone anymore, hey, human beings, this is my choice.”

The monster girl's hair fluttered slightly. She put her hands on the edge of the window, looked at such a vast world, and said to Li Yan with a happy smile.

"..."