I Am a Master of Light Novels in Japan

Li Yan was slightly taken aback, he looked at the beer cans in this place, and in the end, he chose to sit in the old seat that he sat in a few years ago.

A few years have passed, things have changed...

Two people who pursued their dreams sat here again, under the sky.

"Cough cough cough!"

Sawamura Eriri took a sip of beer, and was immediately stimulated by the pungent malt alcohol, her white and smooth face like egg skin was slightly flushed, she looked at the beer in her hand with some disgust, and said: " Sure enough... no matter how many times I drink it, I still can't stand the taste..."

The girl next to her still can't drink beer.

"So, drink less..." Li Yan looked at her and tried to persuade her.

"Stupid... If I could drink less, and if there were other ways to forget the pressure and failure, I would have tried it a long time ago... Isn't it, Otaku Li?"

Eiri Sawamura looked at Li Yan with her beautiful eyes like the stars, and asked with a grin.

"..."

Li Yan looked at her, feeling that she had been by his side for several years.

"What troubles do you have, can you tell me?"

Li Yan thought for a long time, but still didn't have anything else to ask, so he just asked this one.

However, this sentence happened to hurt the girl who was hiding here. After she heard it, she looked at Li Yan. This young man sitting in the dark has been walking in danger behind her back, whether it is the hard work, the predicament she can see, or the very understandable residents who are eager to move behind their backs... Li Yan has never seen it Complain to someone, just like a wandering knight, only know how to ask one after another [I will help you].

"There are... some troubles."

Ying Lili shrunk her body, hugged her knees with her hands, buried her face in her hands, and said sadly.

"I'm sorry, Otaku Li...I'm sorry..."

Suddenly, Ying Lili said to Li Yan quietly.

"?" Li Yan was taken aback.

"You did a lot of things that were too much for me..."

Facing the moonlight, Ying Lili closed her eyes and said softly.

"So, after thinking back on everything, I still... I can't forgive myself anymore."

Ying Lili, who had been clasping her hands on her knees, raised her face high in melancholy, and Li Yan beside her couldn't see Ying Lili's expression at this moment.

Ying Lili looked up at the starry sky, and said to Li Yan: "Why, when you are most powerless, you always have to rely on the otaku Li, again and again, again and again..."

"Even when I want to escape, I always think of this place, this kind of bitter taste of beer, this kind of mood, as if I can be redeemed if Li, the house boy, is by my side. I... have never been able to change Cheng Li's power, I really hate this kind of myself..."

In Li Yan's silence, he looked at Ying Lili who turned his face and raised his head, and stretched out his hand, wanting to touch Ying Lili.

But staying in mid-air, he didn't make any further moves.

Does he think he is qualified to understand her at this time?

However, just when Li Yan was in a complicated mood, Ying Lili's hands had already grabbed his collar.

"but……"

"But ah!"

Ying Lili finally set her eyes on Li Yan's face, she looked at Li Yan's eyes, and gradually, tears of fear welled up from those calm eyes.

"Idiot?"

She stretched out her hands, grabbed Li Yan's collar, leaned her head on Li Yan's chest, and cried to Li Yan as if her soul had been torn apart.

Li Yan couldn't say a word, he was reprimanded by Ying Lili with a complicated expression.

"In the end...almost sacrificed yourself...if one day, I wake up, and the otaku Li is not there, I don't know anything, I live my life ignorantly, an experience I shouldn't forget, even if I become a ghost , I will think about it sooner or later, at that time, how should I find you, Otaku Li..."

"How many times have I said, no matter what it is, it doesn't matter if you tell me!"

"Otaku Li, it turns out...you don't understand anything..."

Ying Lili tightly grasped Li Yan's clothes, and cursed loudly: "Otaku Li, you idiot, compensation freak, idiot!!"

Ying Lili tried countless times to understand him, but Li Yan never once thought about involving Ying Lili. This time, Li Yan felt Ying Lili's anger and inferiority complex, and remembered that she had asked him again and again. Finally, he opened his hand again, wanting to put it on Ying Lili's shoulder like this.

However, once again, Li Yan hesitated for a while.

Scene after scene, when I was a child, I grew up alone, was bullied, abandoned, and shouted that I had to work hard to live, and I cherished the meaning of life all the time, and I was really qualified to express myself to Ying Lili wish.

In the end, he still hugged Ying Lili.

Ying Lili didn't move, just so peaceful.

"So, Otaku Li, in the future, I will always be your number one... I will keep working hard for this goal."

Ying Lili let go of Li Yan, looked at Li Yan in the moonlight with tears in her eyes, and promised Li Yan with a smile.

Standing under a starry sky, in the strong gust of wind, she opened her hands, smiled at the sky and the earth, and said, "In this world, I will always be with you, Otaku Li."

"..."

Li Yan looked at Ying Lili and her usual expression, finally, Li Yan also started to speak.

"Yingli pear."

Li Yan said: "I have been thinking about whether my soul is dark and cold..."

"Can I find another person who can change my destiny?"

"All along, I don't want others to be like me, lonely and cold all over. I yearn for warmth. Although I have suffered a lot, I have never regretted it... From now on, I will not give up. "

Standing in the dark, standing under the stars, Li Yan looked at her quietly and asked: "If possible, can I like you?"

This sentence, asked simply, seemed somewhat pathetic.

Li Yan has never asked such a question before, even to that woman from before, he has never tried to do so before.

"..."

Ying Lili was stunned for a moment.

She didn't seem to have expected Li Yan to say that, for a moment, her face was flushed, she grasped the corners of her clothes with both hands, and stuttered from nervousness.

Li Yan's attitude and tone are many times better than her previous attempts.