I am A Villain

This is probably the closest time Luo died in his life.

Prior to this, his closest death should have been when he was shot in the chest by a pirate sniper in Somalia.

At that time, the doctor thought he was not saved, but Luo finally supported it, the bullet was only two centimeters away from his heart.

He had been in a coma for about five days. The first thing he woke up was to ask if Luca had killed the sniper.

The answer is of course yes.

Because they were surrounded by a sea reef at that time, the opponent's snipers kept locking them but did not shoot, and the frontal gun battle continued, while the snipers of the two sides were calmly confronting each other in search of each other's position.

No one in the team could show up, many people were wounded, and they needed to retreat quickly because the reinforcements of the enemy team were approaching here.

And Luo, who had just joined the club at that time, only said to Luca in the communicator:

"ready."

Then he rushed out directly behind the bunker.

Cowboys and others didn't even think that this **** under fifteen would suddenly do such a crazy move.

The crocodile who had been staying with Luo didn't even have time to pull him.

When they saw Luo rushing out, each of them was madly cursing his mother.

With his thin body and his flexible skills, Luo quickly shuttled among the reefs.

But in the end, with the sound of a gun in the distance, he still steadily ate a bullet from the other sniper.

However, Luca also judged and found the hiding place of the other sniper.

Then it was naturally locked and shot away from the other party's head.

The team also smoothly retreated from the battlefield.

That was the first bullet that Luo had eaten in his life.

It was also the most serious gunshot wound before this.

Because after that, after "education" by cowboys and others, Luo rarely did such a stunned move.

Including these later missions, Luo never suffered too fatal injuries.

Although the gunshot wounds on the body gradually increased over time, it was never as dangerous as that one.

After all, if the bullet is a little bit toward the heart, he will say goodbye to this beautiful and disgusting world.

And this time.

In fact, Luo could not remember that this was the first time he was injured in the mission.

But he can be 100% sure that the bullets that hit him this time are definitely much more than all the bullets that were removed from his body in the past.

The feeling of being hollowed out by a bullet in just a few seconds is one of the few moments in Luo's life that are still fresh.

Perhaps this is not the worst picture on the battlefield.

But those who have encountered similar or even more terrible situations have basically gone to God with this wonderful memory.

Luo is not.

This is the second time he passed by death, this is an extremely strange experience.

Although his intimate contact with death is not small in the future, Luo at this time does not know about them.

All he felt now was endless pain.

Due to the state of death.

Or it can be simply understood that the subjective nerve consciousness and the body perception have a temporary separation.

Caused the body to be in extreme pain, but Luo failed to realize this.

He is now in a "magic" state.

With him, there is also Yang.

"It's interesting to say, you know, in my hometown, this kind of death situation can generally be described as 'going to the door of the ghost door', but foreigners like to call those ghosts called ghosts of death. Something like a scythe is cool, but in contrast, I still think that the black and white impermanence in traditional stories is more scary. "Yang's words are still so **** nonsensical.

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"Thank you for science. There is no black and white impermanence and no death. Those are used to deceive children." Luo responded lightly.

"You can't directly deny some traditional things, maybe they will appear in a moment? After all, we now look like souls waiting to be harvested by the death, oh, of course, it may be black and white, or This type exists at the same time, only part is responsible for domestic business, and the other part is responsible for foreign business, but we are still Chinese, so we should be taken away by black and white impermanence, but it is estimated that they may still be on international flights. . "

"Listen to me, if you have successfully completed nine years of compulsory education, there will be no such but his ideas."

"Haha! You're actually going to hurt people! Luo Ju is also joking!" Yang suddenly laughed.

"Did you know that in the past seven years, I have always felt that you have some problems similar to autism or social disorders in addition to split personality, but in fact you don't have it, you just don't want to talk to others well, or It ’s because you ’re not good at it at all. For you, it might be easier to kill a strong man twice your weight, is n’t it? "

"If possible, I will choose to kill you first." Luo replied lightly.

"Hey honestly, I feel empathy, really, but this thing is not so simple to do, like your sister of psychologist, she has worked hard to help you for so long, but she doesn't even know Every time I talk to you, there is a hidden listener crouching in the corner, although I ca n’t say anything. ”

"You're just a lunatic." Luo's response was still cold.

"Yes, you are right, I have a strong desire to destroy and destroy, so basically every time I dominate, I want to destroy everything I see in front of me, including living and not living. Yes, everything! "Yang said with a smile.

"So you are just a lunatic, just a lunatic who can realize that you are a lunatic."

"A lunatic who can realize that he is a lunatic? Well, this concept is very interesting, but there seems to be some problems with logic. If I can realize that I am a lunatic, then at least I have not lost myself. It's crazy, at least not in the traditional sense, right? "Yang asked.

"As you say."

"No, no, this question is worth discussing. You see, both of us have lost our minds and lost control. You can't deny this. The difference is that you choose to suppress your uncontrollable emotions crazy. , And I released my instincts, but from a fundamental point of view, we have the same nature, we will all be out of control, but we have adopted a different attitude towards this matter. "

"Wait, you are you, I am me, without us, thank you." Luo emphasized a question.

"Uh, okay, you are a good person, and I am a lunatic. This is something you have been emphasizing right, then I will give you a little hint now, do you think there is a possibility that I actually do not exist at all Oh, I know that the second personality does not exist from the perspective of the physical world, but I am talking about the spiritual level, so do you think it is possible, you have always been you, and never have a second personality, There is no time lost due to the dominance, everything is what you are experiencing "

"Including that you went crazy to kill everyone, wrote a letter to yourself, and so on, and these are things that you did when you couldn't resist your emotions. You can't accept doing it yourself. There is such a thing, so I think that this other thing is done by myself, but in fact, this is just a mistake you made yourself. "

"It's just an academic discussion of this issue, nothing else." Yang said a whole bunch of things that Luo had never thought of.

"Can I understand what you said as a spiritual thinking inducement of the master personality by this second personality that failed to occupy the initiative, trying to reach agreement between the subjective thoughts of both parties to achieve a special purpose such as, more How many opportunities dominate? "Luo Rao asked with interest.

"Oh, you found it, so the atmosphere looks a bit awkward." Yang yelled.

"Actually, you and I are very clear what caused this situation, so there is no other explanation." Luo said.

"Wow, this is the first time you have taken the initiative to mention that thing, oh right, to be precise, our positive communication just started a few hours ago," Yang pretended to be surprised.

"You are right in the note you left before. When the grief is too much to bear, another person needs to share it."

"But this is not a share! You just let me bear it, and you chose to escape !!" Yang's tone suddenly became very angry and mad.

"You are right about this, so you say you are the demon I fed with pain, and I have no objection to this, because I am suppressing emotions from beginning to end, and you fully accept emotions This is what makes us different. "Unlike the manic Yang, Luo seemed very calm:" In fact, I occasionally recalled what happened that year. My more feeling is that I was watching you, I didn't Digging in the yard, I just sat on the steps, or sometimes stood by the window upstairs, I was watching you plant trees, dig soil, and then you dug out those things, then later you collapsed, and I It appeared logically. "

"No, no, it's not like this. The purpose of your saying is to make me think about it. The purpose of your saying is to keep myself and me clear. I can maintain two personalities. Independent of each other, because you know in your heart that the only connection between us is what happened that year, and you want to tell me that the nine-year-old child who collapsed is me, not you, so you can make the two personalities more Independence! "Yang's thinking is no longer as clear as before.

"But what is the purpose of this?" Luo then asked.

"Because you do n’t want the fusion of two personalities ?! Right! You know very well that one of the treatments for personality splitting is personality fusion, but you do n’t want this fusion to appear to you, so you continue To exclude and separate the connection points between us! "Yang tone said very positively.

"Maybe, maybe I prefer another treatment, that is, to keep only one personality and delete the rest of the personality, maybe you are right, I refuse to integrate, I do n’t want to be connected with you, I want The purpose achieved is to completely wipe you from my mind, in short, it means to kill you. "Luo slowly said.

"Okay, refuse to merge, in fact I also refuse. After all, there are too many problems for you, at least in my opinion. But why are you not willing to merge? Just because I am a bloodthirsty lunatic? No, no, do n’t forget that you are also such a person, and 99% of the people killed by Luo Yang were killed by you, and the remaining 1% is the poor few minutes that I am dominating. Killed in time, by contrast, you are the bloodthirsty person. "Yang's tone returned to the original calm again.

"So why are you reluctant to see the fusion of two personalities, oh right, maybe you still can't face the things you saw in the yard that year, right? Do you think once the fusion occurs Situation, you will suffer the kind of collapse again, right? Huh? So you did n’t even sit on the steps or stand upstairs and watch me dig out those things, you just fear that you are the poor Child, hahaha, I still guessed you, Luo! "

"You said there was no us, only you and me, but in fact, when we were nine years old, it was us! We witnessed those beautiful things together on that beautiful afternoon."

Yang's voice began to change from calm to proud madness.

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At this time, Luo stopped talking.

"Why don't you talk, Ronaldinho, do you feel that the lies have been taken through, and I don't know how to refute it? You can't find any rebuttal, right, haha!" Yang laughed.

"You can rest assured that your story and mine will be very long and long. It will never end so soon. There is no integration, no one kills anyone, no matter what the situation is, it is impossible in a short time. Achieved. "

"All I need is to leave this **** **** and experience it in the real world, especially now that we have seen earth-shaking changes from before, I can't wait to experience it !!" Yang alone Laughed.

"Um not to mention that our conversation may come to an end. In view of the egg pain situation that I can't dominate, it is time for you to wake up." Yang suddenly stopped his laughter.

"How?" Luo asked.

"Something crawled towards you."