I Am God!

Sha Jin repeated the lighthouse maintenance that he had done thousands of times. He carefully took care of the lamps in each tower, filled up the lamp oil, and then looked at the passing ships in the distance.

He had taken a leave of absence when he arrived, as he made a long trip every year at this time.

He took out the equipment he had stored here before, a storage space backpack, from under a lighthouse, and then loaded it with some daily necessities and some precision measuring instruments.

At this time, a young wingman suddenly appeared in the sky and then landed on the rocks.

He said: "I'll go with you!"

Sha Jin shook his head: "This is my mission."

The other party replied: "I also want to see what the deepest part of the black storm is like."

Sha Jin: "Very far away."

The young wingman said: "When I was in the academy, my wind control was always my strong point."

Sha Jin did not refuse anymore, and the two set off together.

"call!"

The two of them stirred up the wind, and propelled by the power of magic, they jumped into the distance as fast as possible.

They fly in the wind during the day, and at night they take out inflatable rafts and rest on the sea.

This is a method that can only be used by Winged Extraordinaires. It is a bit difficult and not something ordinary people can try, but it is very fast.

Day after day passed, they flew to the primitive ocean, passed through layers of icebergs, and experienced the test of the coldest climate.

When they were shaking with cold, they finally saw their destination.

And when I saw the wall of storm that isolated the sky in the distance.

In an instant, the young man felt that his understanding of the world had been refreshed.

He opened his mouth wide: "Is this the Black Storm?"

Sha Jin also looked at the wall of storm in the distance, his eyes showing something completely different from the other person's.

"How about it? It's spectacular!"

The young man nodded, then turned to look at Sha Jin.

"But, I remember your mission was to wait until it dissipated and then go inside?"

Sha Jin didn't answer.

He took out professional tools to measure the black storm, and unknowingly he became half a meteorological researcher and navigator.

He observed everything here, spent many days recording data, and finally showed the contents recorded in the notebook to the Yiren youth.

He was a little proud, as if he had proved something.

"Look, it's really fading."

"I come here every year to record, and I also send these records back. It's not like I haven't done anything in the past ten years."

The young man glanced at the data on the booklet and saw that Black Storm was indeed shrinking, but at a very slow rate.

At least, it has no meaning at all for this huge and boundless storm wall.

He looked at the book full of memories and felt a little sad for a moment.

"useless."

The young man looked at Sha Jin and clenched his fists.

"How could they do this to you? This mission has no meaning at all."

"Brother, you are the genius among us. If you didn't come here, you would definitely be able to accomplish a lot of things."

"You were so good before..."

Sha Jin stopped the young man and continued: "I won't talk about this anymore. I have been here for so many years."

"And I'm doing well here, aren't I?"

Young man: "How can such a poor, remote and extremely cold island with nothing live well?"

Sha Jin: “Sometimes I’m quite happy.”

After finishing all this work.

The two of them rushed back immediately. The hardship of this trip alone made the Yiren young man feel indescribable.

However.

As soon as I returned to the lighthouse, I happened to see a familiar face sitting on Sha Jin's chair reading a book.

"Sha Jin, you..."

Mustache came back. After the door was opened, he first looked at Sha Jin and was about to say hello to him when he saw Lao San behind him.

The young man with a mustache and the winged man looked at each other, their eyes changed, but neither of them spoke.

Finally, Mustache stood up and stepped forward to hug the winged youth very happily.

"The third child is here too!"

"It's great that the three of us brothers are now together."

The Yiren young man's originally tense strings relaxed and he nodded.

"Oh, that's alright."

At night, the three Shajin brothers gathered together for the first time in ten years.

There was a lamp on the table, a fire burning in the fireplace, and two bunks on the floor.

The three of them didn't mind anything, so they just wrapped themselves in quilts and talked together. Mustache talked about what he had gained from this trip. He first boasted about his huge network of connections and his super abilities.

I chatted a lot, but the final result was just a few words.

"Anyway."

"If you want to enter the Black Storm, you can only get permission from the Supreme God."

"Let the legendary Tenth Ruhe Void Mother come to greet you and open the door for you."

Mustache spread his hands and expressed something to Sha Jin.

Sha Jin didn't seem to understand: "What's wrong? Are your hands cramped?"

Mustache curled his lips helplessly: "Give up, it's impossible."

"Abandon this mission and report everything you know. So much intelligence and clues should be enough. What else do they want?"

"It's just a request to change the mission. It's not like you don't accept the control of those guys. This way, there is no way that the hands of pain will hunt you down!"

At the end of the sentence, Mustache even gave the Yiren youth a special look.

Sha Jin: "I know, but I..."

At this time, the Yiren youth who had been silent spoke up: "I have reported the situation on your side, and I should reassign you new tasks and missions."

Sha Jin: "Ah, is this okay?"

The Yiren young man said: "There are some things I can't do, but I can still do this."

Mustache laughed loudly: "I told you, the third child is going to be successful now."

Sha Jin was silent. He shook his head and looked outside.

"Who will keep the lighthouse if I'm gone?"

"The old man can't do it alone!"

He got up and prepared to go outside to do things again.

"It seems to be raining and windy outside again. I want to go out and take a look."

He seems to have become accustomed to the busy life of a lighthouse.

Mustache said to Sha Jin's back: "Sha Jin, wouldn't the world stop turning around without you? Can't you live a good life for yourself?"

Sha Jin didn't reply and didn't know how to answer.

Shajin left.

There were only two people left in the room, the mustache and the winged youth.

Under the light, the two people just looked at each other and immediately moved their hands.

The Yiren young man pulled out his magic crystal repeating crossbow from under the quilt, pointed it at the other person's face, his eyes were extremely cold.

The mustache took out a scroll and pointed a ring at the winged youth. The carefree look on his face disappeared and turned into an evil smile.

The Yiren young man looked at the mustache and said, "Come back with me and I will find a way for you to survive."

Mustache smiled: "A way to survive?"

"I don't want you to give me any way to survive. I've had enough of those guys."

Yiren young man: "Do you want to die?"

Mustache: "Who said I must die?"

He pushed the Yiren youth's repeating crossbow aside: "However, even if I die, I will never listen to the arrangements of those guys again."

"Every moment from now on, I have to live for myself."

The Yiren young man said firmly: "Everything is for God's plan, to let God's power and light enter the Yiren world."

The mustache looked at the Yiren youth as if he were a fool: "You are even more stupid than Sha Jin."

"No, Sha Jin is just stupid, and you are a completely brainwashed lunatic."

The Yiren young man stopped talking, but slowly put away his repeating crossbow.

"I won't do anything, I just don't want to kill you in front of Brother Sha Jin."

The two finally stopped being at war with each other and pulled away from each other and returned to where they were.

Mustache blew out the light and lay down, covering himself with the quilt.

In the darkness, he suddenly spoke.

"Are we fighting for the future of all people, or are we fighting for the desires of some people?"

“Does everything we do really mean something, and does God really know that?”

"If it makes sense, why don't we see everyone becoming happy because of us, but we see that we are bringing pain to others."

There was a long silence.

he said at last.

"I'm tired and tired of hurting others for the sake of my so-called God-given mission."

The Yiren young man did not speak. The two of them just stared straight at the darkness above their heads in the darkness, neither of them able to sleep.

——

Iceberg Island.

A huge stone ball suddenly appeared on the edge of the sea, and the light from it fell, creating shadows one after another.

Several puppets appeared here, looked at the island, and then glanced at the primitive ocean on the horizon.

Ossis checked the situation here and then confirmed it.

"Let's build a skyport here. This island is just right."

The three-leaf man on the side said: "But the entrance and exit of the Sky Ladder is deep there."

Osis: "It is not suitable for life to live there, and there is no way to build a skyport."

"Build it here first, and maybe a large warehouse can be built there later."

The Sanye people actually don’t understand it because it’s unreasonable.

The entrance is in the black storm, and there is no chance to open the entrance to the sky ladder. They don't understand why Ossis is so stubborn and must build a sky port here.

However, since Osis insisted, they didn't say much.

"I know, I will arrange for someone to buy the island."

As soon as Sha Jin woke up, he saw a huge sphere floating in the sky in the distance, and he jumped up instantly.

"What it is?"

He ran downstairs and happened to see the old man talking to a group of people. He didn't go over, but he roughly heard what those people were saying in the dark.

After those people left, Sha Jin came to the old man.

"The lighthouse was sold?"

Old man: "Not just the lighthouse, but also this island."

Sha Jin asked the old man: "Do you agree?"

Old man: "The lighthouse is not mine, and this island is not mine either."

Sha Jin was a little confused and looked at the old man.

"So, this is the end of our lighthouse?"

"We have guarded it for ten years. Don't those passing ships need a lighthouse anymore?"

"Then what will happen when they sail in the future?"

The old man sat down and waved Sha Jin over.

"Those people said they would transform the entire island and build it into a port of some kind. Then there will naturally be a new lighthouse or a way to guide navigation."

"Nothing is static, and people don't have to work only one job for the rest of their lives."

He seemed to have a lot to say to Sha Jin. After organizing the conversation for a while, he formally spoke.

"Shajin."

"Actually, I wanted to tell you about this before. Now that this has happened, I just want to talk about it. I'm already old and can't do it anymore."

"I can recommend someone to go to the Cape Hope and serve on that famous adventure fleet. I was once an adventurer on that ship."

"I can put your name on it, do you want it?"

The old man looked at Sha Jin: "Leave here, this is not suitable for you."

It was the first time that Sha Jin saw this side of the old man. This grumpy old man could actually consider others.

But in the end he refused: "My life is not something you can decide."

The old man asked him angrily: "Then do you know how to decide your own life?"

Sha Jin lowered his head: "Of course I know."

The old man pointed outside, and the thunderous roar in his throat exploded: "Then just do it, what have you been waiting for here?"

"That's what I've always done," Shakin said.

The old man laughed angrily: "What a coward said. All I saw was you standing still."

"I really don't understand why you want to lock yourself here. You are not an ordinary person. Why do you want to trap yourself on an island with nothing."

The old man said some harsh words and then slammed the door and left.

But at night, he found Shajin again.

With a stinky face, he handed something to Sha Jin.

"Go home!"

"If you don't like taking risks, that's okay."

"It's good to be an ordinary person as long as you do your duty."

"It's not like an old guy like me, alone and disabled."

Sha Jin was in a daze. He took the thing blankly and found that it was an airship ticket to the Principality of Matale. This was a very precious and rare thing.

There is no docking station for the skyboat on the island. You can only pay a lot of money to have the skyboat make a circle to pick you up here. This is a half-way ticket, and you have to fly up yourself.

But even so, such a ticket is something people on the island can't ask for.

It won't be available for a short while. It seems that the old man has been planning and preparing for a long time, and has even bought it before.

The old man waved his hand and told Sha Jin.

"go home."

"Go meet your family and see your hometown. It's already been ten years. Don't go back and there will be nothing left at home."

"Go back and get a wife and have some kids."

"Live in peace and quiet."

He stared blankly at the smelly old man in front of him.

The other person looked impatient even when he was trying to do good things for others, and he still looked like he was going to quarrel with someone when he spoke.

Sha Jin didn't know what to say for a long time, but couldn't help but tilt his head and laugh.

The old man said that the sand gold was useless, and then roared at him for not making progress, and in the end, he chose the most ordinary path for him.

When the old man saw Sha Jin smiling, he immediately became angry again.

"What are you laughing laughing?"

"Think about your own affairs clearly, don't be so confused all the time."

He still defended: "I'm not confused."

The old man didn't bother to listen.

The entire island is about to be sold, but Sha Jin is still doing his job without any slack.

After finishing his work, he wiped his dirty hands and took out the empty boat ticket from his pocket.

He put down the ticket and looked into the depths of the sea.

His eyes were filled with confusion and a hint of longing.

"What is it like in the depths of the sea?"

"Supreme God?"

"Creator?"

"another world?"

He said with some reluctance: "I really want to take a look!"

At this time, the huge sphere fell from a high place again, surrounding the entire island as if scanning something, and at the same time, it happened to pass over Sha Jin's head.

"Here you go again, what are you buzzing about?"

Sha Jin flew over immediately.

He wanted to know what those people wanted to do and what they wanted to do to transform the island.

With the arrival of this behemoth, the second child and the third child have become low-key recently, not daring to appear in front of each other.

From what they said, this strange thing seemed to belong to a species of god called Osis. It was a very special existence. It followed the red and blue gods of the snake people. It was a very powerful pantheon.

And as Sha Jin flew over, the sphere happened to stop in front of Sha Jin.

originally.

Sha Jin thought the sphere was a flying device, and he searched everywhere for a door. Unexpectedly, in the end, the sphere directly printed a "body", and a person appeared in front of Sha Jin.

Sha Jin had never seen such a scene before. He seemed a little embarrassed and took a while to explain the problem.

The other party told him: "Don't worry, I want to build a sky port here. This is not a bad thing, but a good thing for the people on the island."

Sha Jin once vaguely heard: "I seem to have heard that it is the port connected to the Ladder of the Sky!"

The other party replied: "Yes."

Sha Jin's worry subsided: "In this case, this place will become very prosperous, right?"

The other party: "I'm not sure, because the entrance to the Sky Ladder here has not been opened yet. It may take many years to complete the construction, or there may be some other situations."

"However, it should be better than before!"

Sha Jin thinks this is good, at least the other party built this place with good intentions.

Sha Jin was about to leave, but he didn't expect the other party to ask him: "Why did you go in there?"

Sha Jin turned his head: "What?"

The other party pointed to the depths of the primitive ocean: "I saw it when I came here. You flew towards the primitive ocean. You wanted to enter the sacred place inside the black storm."

"I heard your sigh just now. Do you also want to see the Supreme God and the Creator?"

What Sha Jin once thought was a secret seemed not to be a secret at all in front of some beings, and no one thought it was a secret at all.

Sha Jin was a little helpless, and finally he said: "Actually, it's not a secret, because I once swore an oath!"

The other party said: "It's just a vow, and no one insists that you fulfill it."

Sha Jin said loudly: "Is that an oath?"

"What's going on with you people? Don't you take the vows you made seriously?"

The man looked into Sha Jin's eyes and finally shook his head.

"Actually, you are just unwilling."

"Because you paid too much and got nothing, so you just can't bear to let it go."

Sha Jin's mouth opened wide, he had no way to defend himself.

Because what the other party said was true, but it was an understatement.

That was something he swore an oath to do and spent ten years doing it.

That's ten years.

He studied at a young age, accepted God's mission, and finally came to this island to do such a thing.

Even if it is something that is meaningless in the first place, when you have spent everything of yourself and your youth year after year to do it.

This matter will also become different.

Unconsciously, the desire for the depths of the black storm was no longer a simple mission and task, but was like a stone pressing on his head and tied to Sha Jin's body like a rope.

Finally, the man told Sha Jin.

"It's not worth it. If you just want to take a look, it's not worth doing this kind of thing."

Sha Jin looked into the depths of the sea again and touched the tickets in his pocket.

He thought of the old man's face, his hometown where he had somewhat forgotten his face, and the people in his hometown.

Then he let out a long breath.

Sha Jin finally seemed a little relieved.

He said sadly: "That's right!"

He didn't say anything more and just left.

But the man still stood under the universal manufacturing machine until one figure after another appeared next to him.

Sha Jin has withdrawn his gaze, but Ossis is still looking at the deep sea.

He watched intently and said to the people around him: "He also wants to enter the black storm, and he also wants to see the Supreme God."

People around me think there is nothing wrong with this. Who doesn’t want to see the Supreme God?

"What's wrong?"

Ossis shook his head: "Nothing, he is more daring than me."

He said: "I can only dream, and even in dreams, I never dare to think that I can see the Supreme God."

At this moment, Osis seemed to have finally made a decision.

——

The universal manufacturing machine has arrived in the North Sea, but the body of Ossis is now in the Kingdom of Silence.

He met Breeman in an empty auditorium. There was no one under the stage, but there were musicians rehearsing above the stage.

At this moment, Osis and Briman, the two elites left behind by the Trefoil people, were sitting side by side, watching the rehearsal on the stage and talking to each other word by word.

Ossis: "How can I enter the Mirror of Heaven?"

Briman: "I never entered the Mirror of Heaven last time."

Osis: "Then do you know how to get in?"

Briman knew what Ossis wanted to do, but because he knew it, he didn't understand it.

"You have completed the reincarnation plan of the Sanye people, you have built the universal manufacturing machine, and you have built skyports and magic network cities one after another."

"Ever since you left the Kingdom of Blood, you have been doing these things non-stop and chasing something."

He turned around and asked the other party seriously.

"Osis!"

"What else do you want to do? Don't you think it's enough?"

Osis didn't understand why he couldn't stop for a moment. He seemed unable to live his life leisurely and enjoy every reincarnation peacefully like other three-leaf people.

He wanted to say, enough is enough, I am working hard to do a lot of things, and I have already done a lot of things.

But, he still felt like it wasn't enough.

Even too different.

No matter what he did, no matter how much he did, he felt that it was still far from what he wanted.

Briman looked at Osis. He was different from the other party. He had not yet chosen to transform into a cloverleaf form, while the other party had already turned into a cloverleaf man and an intelligent species.

"Your Majesty Ossis, have you forgotten something?"

"You are no longer a species of life."

"You have spent your whole life on this, and you are still far from being an apostle!"

Briman reminded the other party: "Shouldn't you try your best to ascend to the rank of apostle, then find a way to perfect your strength and embark on the road to becoming a god, and then think about other things?"

Ossis looked at Briman, smiled and said nonchalantly.

"Become an apostle?"

"Why be an apostle? Why eternal life?"

Briman said matter-of-factly: "You are the descendant of Henir, the former king of Xiinsai. Even among the three-leaf people, there are few who are more qualified to become a god than you, right?"

Ossis looked at the performance on the stage and murmured to himself.

"yes!"

"I am the heir of Henir, and I am the king of Xinsai."

Under Ossis's gaze, the large stage seemed to turn into the palace of the former Wisdom Palace, and he seemed to see the scene 250 million years ago again.

He saw his young self wearing a crown, holding a scepter high and shouting to all the Trefoils.

"I will be a great King of Hinsa."

His eyes were dim and he said softly.

"but."

"What I long for is not God and eternity, that's not what I'm after."

"Even if I become a myth, even if I gain eternal life, there is still no way I can get what I want."

Ossis was in a daze, and at this time, there were noisy sounds from the city outside. It seemed that powerful people were fighting and making shrill roars.

Ossis looked outside: "What happened?"

Briman seemed to have known something for a long time: "It's nothing. One of the chosen gods is dead, and his followers and servants have lost their pillars, while the servants of another god-turned-god are taking away everything he left behind."

Ossis withdrew his gaze: "Did another god-like person die?"

He looked at Briman with a smile and said to him.

"It seems that the road to becoming a god is not a big deal. They failed to fulfill their ideals and vows until they died. Maybe they are not as good as me!"

"Whether it's becoming a king, an apostle, or a god."

"In the end, isn't it all about getting what you want?"

Ossis stood up and inched toward the stage.

As he walked, his eyes continued to rise from the stage as he moved.

Finally, he stared at the light shining down from above and stood under the stage; he bathed in the light, seeming to regard it as the afterglow of the eternal stars at the beginning of the myth.

He turned his head, laughed and said to Briman.

"you say."

"If I can see the Creator, I can fulfill the long-cherished wish of the Sanye people for hundreds of millions of years."

"Can I just call it great?"

While he was persuading Sha Jin to let go, he said that others were reluctant to let go.

But actually.

He himself is the one who can't let go no matter what.

He kept chasing the greatness he wanted, but he never knew how to truly become great.