I Am In Love with Myself

The midday sun is delicate and warm, with mottled shades, lacquered pillars, and mottled windowsills. In the quaint Yihe Xuan, apart from the rustle of branches and leaves, there are only occasional noises in the distance.

Jian Yixi stood under the porch, looking at An Mu, light and shadow wandering behind An Mu, with slightly curly hair scattered on her shoulders, seemingly casual, but her indifferent eyebrows, red lips, cold and serious.

Jian Yixi pursed her pink lips. She didn't know what expression to put on. Did she take it as a joke? Or do you seriously express your disbelief?

Without waiting for Jian Yixi to think about a response, An Mu spoke again, still looking at the empty balcony.

"I was born again twelve years ago, and I am from the future to you."

"The future? Twelve years from now?"

"Seven years have passed, and what I say now should be five years from now."

Jian Yixi's mind was a little confused, she rubbed her temples, not knowing what to say for a while.

An Mu said, "I loved the little cub very much in my last life, and I would come to see him when I had time, so I knew he passed away in the twelfth lunar month.

In the same way, in my previous life, I ran a large-scale company. I knew the market and the direction of stock market funds relatively well. That's why I can achieve a big increase no matter what I invest in.

I know that this alone is not enough to prove that I am from the future, it doesn't matter, I will send you all the important current affairs that I remember in the next five years.

The time of the specific event may not be accurate. After all, it has been too long and I can't remember it clearly, but the approximate interval will not be wrong, and you can compare it at that time. "

Jian Yixi's eyes widened slightly. Although it was unbelievable, she had read a few articles on the Internet. Of course she knew that the streets such as Rebirth Crossing would have been rotten.

If someone told her this, she would definitely not believe it, at least not at all, but what An Mu said, she believed.

An Mu is not a casual joke, especially in front of Xiaozai’s window.

"Then why did you die in your last life?"

"Car accident."

"How old is it?"

"Twenty seven eight."

"Then when were you born again?"

"The day An Muzi killed."

"An Mu zi killed... that day?" Jian Yixi keenly noticed something wrong with this, "Isn't An Mu the same as you? Why did you deliberately bring your name out?"

An Mu finally looked away from the window sill and turned to look at Jian Yixi. The amber eyes were cold and sullen, hiding the determination that made Jian Yixi flustered.

"I am not An Mu, I am just another person reborn in An Mu's body. The real An Mu is dead."

"Dead?!" Jian Yixi suddenly realized something was wrong. "You said you were reborn after twelve years. In other words, this is not a book, or something different, it's your original world. Then...what about you in the past? You were reborn in An Mu's body, where is she? Is she still there?"

An Mu kept silent, her eyes as deep as the deep sea, staring at her intently.

Jian Yixi was distraught by her stare, and subconsciously squeezed the mineral water bottle in her hand. The slight crisp sound of the plastic bottle was particularly clear in this empty courtyard.

"Why look at me like that? I ask you? Are you still there?"

An Mu remained silent, just looking at her.

Can't wait for an answer, Jian Yixi becomes more and more flustered.

"Just don't want to answer, I shouldn't ask so much, you... why do you suddenly remember to tell me this?"

"in."

Jian Yixi did not ask, but An Mu answered.

Jian Yixi was startled, "Yes? Isn't it the soul of An Mu?"

"Is that someone else's?"

"It's not...that..."

"It's still me, another me."

"How do you know? Did you find her?"

Jian Yixi suddenly flashed the inspiration.

"So...you suddenly appeared in Weicheng, wouldn't it have something to do with her, right?"

"You went to Weicheng to help Qi Liran. Was it Qi Liran in your last life?"

Without waiting for An Mu to deny it, Jian Yixi seemed to give initiation all of a sudden, and then said to herself: "No wonder you care about Jian's family so much. Qi Liran once liked Jian Yihu and was so miserable by Jian Yihu. , You hate her, and you hate the whole Jian family. As for me, I and them are opposites. You also said that you only used me at the beginning, so you used me to help Qi Liran, but you actually helped yourself? Right?"

"wrong."

"No?" Jian Yixi suddenly lost focus, "but you clearly said that you went to Weicheng to help Qi Liran."

"That's a lie."

"You lied to me? Then who are you doing for?"

"For her, another me."

"I know, who is she?" Jian Yixi stopped and suddenly thought of herself, "Could it be...Maomao?"

An Mu's expression was faint, "As smart as you, after guessing, why don't you just guess the one that has the best relationship with me?"

Jian Yixi's face turned pale, avoiding An Mu's sight, and reluctantly said: "The one who has the best relationship with you, besides Maomao...who else?"

"you know."

"I do not know."

An Mu didn't argue with her, they both knew exactly who An Mu pointed at.

An Mu said, "Will you fall in love with yourself?"

Jian Yixi's face was pale, and she bit her lip and lowered her eyes without answering.

An Mu said again: "No one will be good to anyone for no reason. There is always a reason. Why should I show up by your side when I am good? Why do I just add your name to the house and return the stock to you? Why is it so perfect? The Jane’s design? Why should you consider people you don’t know to be godparents? He also tried his best to help them resolve family disputes and improve the environment to change the law and give them money?"

For the first time since rebirth, An Mu said so much in one breath, although his tone was calm, he was still full of awe.

An Mu paused and added another sentence: "Don’t you think it’s normal for me to treat you well? Maomao, second brother, including you, have suspected that I like you, right? But I don’t like you, since I don’t like it, why should I be so good to you? Do you want me to make it clearer?"

Jian Yixi's hand gripped tighter and tighter, the mineral water bottle in her hand was dented obviously, and the plastic rattled.

"You..." Jian Yixi lowered her eyes and laughed suddenly. He couldn't hear anything wrong only by listening to the voice, but the corners of his eyes were very red. "When did you learn to be tricky? There are so many tricky videos on the Internet." "

An Mu tentatively clicked on her heart.

"Here you are, pink, the color of your lips is about the same, here is a small mole, cinnabar mole, just on the edge of the pink, very red."

Jian Yixi subconsciously raised his hand to cover it, and said in a panic: "I was stripped and naked that day, and you will see it and it's normal."

An Mu remained silent, just looking at her.

The two knew that it was impossible to see. At the beginning, the lights were not turned on in Jian Yixi's room. After that, although the blanket fell off once in An Mu's room, it was only for a moment. It has been on her face, even if there is a corner of the eye, it can only be a general idea, it is impossible to see this kind of detail.

Understandably, Jian Yixi was killed when he saw it at that time. This evidence is not a real hammer.

Since An Mu decided to subvert Jian Yixi's cognition, he was naturally well prepared.

She did not hurriedly moved the imaginary finger to Jian Yixi's abdomen, paused, and nodded on the side of her waist.

"There is also a small mole here, black, sesame-like."

Without waiting for Jian Yixi to refute, An Mu's finger continued to move downward, moving to the lower part of the dantian.

"Here……"

"There are moles here too?"

An Mu shook his head, "It's not a mole, but..."

There was the sound of footsteps behind him, and a few tourists came in in the originally empty courtyard, talking and laughing, and An Mu's voice was immediately lowered so that only two people could hear it.

"In the first year of the junior high, you felt disgusting and ashamed because of your hair. You used scissors to cut it secretly. Later, you were afraid that your mother would find out that you would not take a bath with your mother for a long time."

Jian Yixi has never talked about this private adolescence. It can be said that she is the only one in the world who knows about it.

Jian Yixi swayed, leaning against the pillar behind him, his face pale and frightening.

"what do you want to say in the end?"

"I just want to tell you that in my eyes, you are a relative, a friend, a confidant who can talk about everything, even a daughter, but you are not a lover, I can't fall in love with myself."

"Heh...hehe..."

Jane Yixi smiled dazedly, her eyes blurred and her eyes flushed.

"You don't have to make up such a lie, and I won't force you anything. Even if I want to force, I don't have the ability. Why do you bother?"

An Mu said: "You are me, I am you, no matter how you deny it, it's useless, why bother to deceive yourself?"

Jane Yixi hugged her head and paused against the pillar, her narrow shoulders trembling slightly.

"You...what do you want? Why do you have to tell me this? Am I not doing well enough? Why do I have to force me?"

"In my last life... I lived a painful life. I hope you can be happy for at least this life."

Jian Yixi grabbed her hand and looked up at her, with mists in her eyes, and her soft white nose was pitifully red.

"As long as you are with me, no matter what I do, I will be happy!"

An Mu looked down at her. She rolled her unfeeling words to her lips and failed to say it several times. She couldn't bear to look at her like this, but she couldn't turn back, so she could only change a more euphemistic sentence.

"But I am not happy."

Holding her hand loose, Jian Yixi hugged her knees and buried her head weakly, her long hair slipping off her shoulders, every trace of sorrow.

"Then what do you think... is happiness?"

"Just... my parents are well-being, have a good career, marry a good husband, and have time to travel with the whole family. If you can have both cats and dogs, that would be even better."

An Mu's voice fell for a long time, and Jian Yixi didn't respond. She only hugged her knees and buried her head, as if crying or not. Her long hair covered everything, even if she was herself, An Mu couldn't see clearly.

Visitors come from time to time, some look at them curiously, and some turn a blind eye to them, but fortunately no one bothers them.

I don't know how long it took, Jian Yixi rubbed his face and slowly stood up leaning on the pillars. The moment his drooping eyes were raised, An Mu frowned subconsciously.

Sure enough, she was still crying, bloodshot eyes, pitiful and desolate.

"An Mu, you are so stupid, the best fool in the world!"

"This is the happiness you want, not mine! We have different definitions of happiness, how could it be the same person?"

An Mu sighed slightly: "You still want..."

"Don't say I deceive myself!"

Jian Yixi interrupted, her bright red eyes gleaming with scorching light.

"You are the one who deceives yourself! I believe I am the you of the past, but when you cross the timeline, I have been separated from you! We are two completely different individuals, and I am in love with you as the best proof !"

The author has something to say: I'll forget it, I have changed the shallow water of Longlongzi, and the shallow water of Xing Xingzi has also been changed, so today I am grateful for the deep water of Longlongzi~!