I Am In Love with Myself

The ward in the afternoon was quiet and silent, and the door of the ward seemed to be a magical seal, isolating the inside and outside of the ward, and the noise of the corridor did not affect it in the slightest.

An Mu sat on the edge of the hospital bed, with slightly curly hair scattered on her shoulders, her amber eyes staring at her without sharpness, her overlapping legs, and the ice-white hands resting on her legs, not a thousand miles away. The alienation from the outside is not inappropriate like a sly smile in front of the stone statue. The half-closed eyes are even a little lazy, and the whole body is full of casualness, but it makes people feel serious. It is the kind of scalp numbness. The seriousness.

Jian Yixi froze when she blurted out those three words, and her sad eyes seemed to say-is she finally going to tear the reality nakedly in front of me?

Jian Yixi didn't say a word, or even concealed interrogative sentences. After looking at her, her eyes drooped, and her entire face was pale after blood loss.

An Mu curled up her fingers slightly, a little bit unbearable, but if some things are not resolved, there will be endless troubles, and they must be cruel.

An Mu said: "You are a fake marriage, and you didn't get your marriage certificate. Am I right?"

Jian Yixi's eyelashes trembled and did not answer.

An Mu said again: "There cannot be two identical souls in the same world, so we must be together, otherwise one will die, right?"

The corners of Jian Yixi's lips trembled, but still did not answer.

An Mu continued: "I admit that originally I wanted to pretend that I was in love with you, and then coaxed you to cure the disease first, and then talk about the others slowly, as for..."

"Stop talking!" Jian Yixi interrupted suddenly and pointed to the ward door, "Get out!"

An Muzhen stood up obediently, turned around and walked to the door, walked to the door and paused. An Mu looked back at Jian Yixi, his half-closed eyes were still half-closed, and the shattered light under his eyes was as deep as water.

"You sacrificed yourself to save me. It is really great. In order to repay your selfless love, I will get married and live a happy life as soon as possible, waiting for my good news."

An Mu opened the door and left. The creaking door leaf closing, the sound of footsteps, mixed with the noise of the corridor, made people irritable, but An Mu's heart was calm.

This was what Jian Yixi had said to her. Jian Yixi was not a fool, and she would definitely understand what she meant-to treat her alone with her own way.

Jian Yixi can find someone to marry at will, and she can also.

She believed that when the bronzing wedding invitation was delivered to Jian Yixi, Jian Yixi would definitely stop it.

Originally An Mu didn't want to leave

At this step, she didn't want the relationship between the two to be so embarrassing and tense, but after last night, she suddenly realized that Jian Yixi's will was not as firm as she thought, instead of trying hard and defensively. She may not be successful in the exchange, it is better to force her to submit to a direct showdown.

As long as Jian Yixi is willing to be with her, everything else can be resolved slowly.

An Mu took out the phone and dialed the second brother directly.

"Second brother, help me find some men for a blind date, the sooner the better."

"What? Are you not going to school? What kind of date? Besides, have you figured out what happened to Jian Yixi? What is going on with her illness? I asked you so many times and you didn't say anything, you think Are you suffocating your brother?"

"I'll explain later."

"How many have looked back? You..."

"Okay, brother, I'm going to have a blind date tonight, you help me arrange it."

"What? You treat me like..."

"Thank you, brother, I'll invite you to dinner later. I'm going into the elevator, so I'll hang up first."

An Mu didn't give the second brother a chance to bomb, hung up the phone, kicked his pocket, and stepped into the elevator.

Turn back and press the floor number. Before pressing, the corner of her eye swept Jian Yixi's red eye sockets at the elevator door, and she didn't know how long she had been following.

"Are you an earthbound spirit? Are you frightening someone there?" An Mu said while pressing 1. "The caregiver will come in a while. If the two people are working in two shifts, you can tell them to do something if you have anything to do. , I won’t be here these few days, so you don’t bother to see me."

With a boom, the elevator doors slowly closed, and Jian Yixi outside the elevator became narrower and narrower.

"Goodbye."

An Mu calmly and calmly, even changed Jian Yixi and waved his hand.

Jian Yixi's red eyes became more and more pitifully red, and suddenly he came in, grabbed her arm, and walked back!

The elevator door hit Jian Yixi's arm, sensed the obstacle, reopened, and An Mu was pulled through the door and sewn out of the elevator.

An Mu frowned: "What are you doing?"

Jian Yixi didn't answer, and just walked towards the ward. The roomy hospital gown was empty on her body, making her skinny and skinny. After less than half a year, how could she become so thin?

Jian Yixi was born with a baby face. It’s hard to see it by just looking at her face, but it’s different after taking off her clothes. Last night, including the night before, An Muke has seen it with his own eyes and personally felt Jian Yixi’s thinness. It's really... Touch the bones.

An Mu stared at Jian Yixi's empty trousers fluttering and fluttering all the way. It was all driving around, isn't it cold? I didn't know Jian Yixi that day

How did she ran around wearing it, and went to Xu Qinglan's place.

Thinking wildly, An Mu was dragged into the ward by Jian Yixi and locked the door with his backhand.

An Mu said, "Why lock the door in broad daylight?"

Jian Yixi turned back and slammed her against the door panel. The slender glass on the door slid to one side and could vaguely reach a little corridor.

"Are you really going to have a blind date?"

Obviously the aura is so fierce, but one mouth leaked the stuffing, Jian Yixi's voice was hoarse as if he was about to cry, pitiful and annoying.

An Mu glanced at the hand she pressed **** top of her head, honestly, a little surprised.

——Jian Yixi...Is it necessary to compromise? Is it so easy? Without waiting for her to meet a few men, struggling again, and then compromise?

Silence is the most painful thing. An Mu's silence was obviously misinterpreted by Jian Yixi as a default. Her eyes were redder, and bloodshot eyes were layered on top of her eyes, as if she was about to cry, but there were no tears.

"Stop making trouble, please?" Jian Yixi begged.

An Mu lowered his eyes to prevent the trace of distress in his eyes from overflowing.

"You know, I never make a joke."

"Don't be so peaceful...Don't make me feel uneasy when I die."

"You feel relieved, what about me?"

An Mu sneered sarcastically.

"If I don’t know the ins and outs, maybe I’m sad at best when you die, but now I know everything, do you think I will feel at ease when I change? Since it’s all upset after all, let’s be upset together, it’s better than me. People are uncomfortable."

Jian Yixi's eyes widened slightly, but she couldn't find anything to refute for a while.

An Mu raised his head and looked to the bottom with clear eyes, clearly reflecting Jian Yixi's figure.

"Let me guess, why did you reject me at the door of the Civil Affairs Bureau? Is it to retaliate against me? Is it because I don't love you?"

"It's because I don't love you, right?"

Jian Yixi avoided her aggressive eyes in embarrassment, pursing her lips in silence.

An Mu's hand hooked her neck and forced her to turn her face to look at herself. The arm on top of her head was put on top of her head, and her back was squeezed against the door panel. It was An Mu who was obviously detained, but it seemed to be. An Mu was bullying Jian Yixi.

"If I were you, do you know what I would do?"

An Mu's red lips pressed to the past, if there were any lips that seemed to be touching Jane Yixi's pale pink, as if they had kissed them, but they didn't.

"I'll just kiss you like this, let you get used to my breath."

——I said kiss, why don’t you kiss?

Jane Yixi swallowed instinctively.

"Again...

Let you get used to my whole person step by step. "

An Mu's hand gradually slid down, swimming around like a fish through the thin hospital gown.

Jian Yixi's eyelashes trembled twice, and her whole body was stiff, even the strands of hair were solidified. An Mu's hand didn't seem to be on her, but it seemed to go straight into the depths of her soul, desperately tearing her sanity. Seeing that she would be unable to hold on anymore, An Mu not only kept on, but added fuel to the fire.

"Intimate relationship is the key yardstick to define friendship and love. With intimacy, I have already made a big step. The next step is to let you separate me from the inherent friendship positioning, so that you can clearly understand that I am not your friend. I am your lover, the object of your life, and I will be victorious."

--victory? Is it really that simple to win?

Jian Yixi endures, endures desperately, to endure that she can't bear it, she is gnawing her teeth, her brain is about to explode, she doesn't even know why she has to endure it?

An Mu's voice is like gurgling brook water, soft but not soft, cold but not cold. When it is suppressed, her words will reveal a trace of grinning magnetism. Every word is rubbed against Jian Yixi's will, making her tremble. .

An Mu half-grabbed her beautiful eyes, bewitching her every word.

"It sounds difficult, but it's not that hard. You like me in the first place. You just need to reverse your mindset. It's just a matter of time. What I don't lack is time. I have a lifetime. With you, I believe that with our deep emotional foundation, you will fall in love with me in no time."

——It sounds like it’s really not difficult...

——Can she really reverse An Mu's mindset?

Jian Yixi's heart was beating violently, she almost forgot how desperate she was at the beginning, and even more forgot that An Mu was certain that she would never fall in love with herself.

An Mu watched her expression all the time, seeing that the time was about to come, she withdrew her head slightly, leaned against the door panel behind her, and raised a light smile that faded into the fog.

"How? Am I smarter than you? If I were you, I wouldn't be stupid enough to sacrifice myself. No, it's not sacrifice at all, it's stupid death. Happiness, this is what you want? I don’t think so? Think about what I have said. If you really can’t figure it out, then think about it at my wedding.”

An Mu pushed Jian Yixi away and wanted to leave, but before her back had just left the door panel, with a bang, she was pressed back hard by Jian Yixi.

Did she stupidly send Jian Yixi to death? She knew that An Mu was going to run, so she fought.

She wanted to run like this without a kiss for a long time? Was it because she was so burnt that An Mu didn't wake up?

Jian Yixi's head was dizzy, and she pressed An Mu's head and kissed eagerly and passionately, as if to punish An Mu for her inaction. The more An Mu struggled, the tighter she held her arms.

There was only a thin door panel behind him, and there were endless footsteps coming and going in the corridor. There were calls from family members, and the nurses were shouting that the bed should be atomized, although they were unlikely to be seen hiding behind the door. But after all, there is a long glass of glass on the door, and it is not completely impossible to be seen.

An Mu is no better than Jian Yixi, her sanity is always on line, she dare not struggle too much, for fear that Jian Yixi can't stand it, but Jian Yixi keeps getting up, and she kicks her with anger. Jian Yixi gave her a calf and kicked her away.

The corners of Jian Yixi's eyes were faintly red, and her pale lips were moist and pink. She looked at An Mu aggrievedly.

"Why kick me?"

"What do you say?"

An Mu pushed her away coldly.

Jian Yixi followed closely behind her, following her step by step.

"Didn't you teach me to start with a kiss?"

"Thank you to figure it out, I just said what I would do if I were you, and I didn't let you do that!"

"You can do it, but I can't. Do you want such a double standard?"

An Mu glanced back at her, "How can this be called a double label? It's obviously you plagiarized."

Jian Yixi licked her lips. She knew An Mu's purpose and she knew that An Mu was doing her routine, but **** she was taken by An Mu, and she willingly jumped into the sweet trap that An Mu dug for her.

But is there any way? She couldn't resist An Mu's self-bait.

The most important thing is that from the moment An Mu played the showdown, she had no choice.

It is impossible for An Mu to let her die like this, and it is impossible for An Mu to be sad for her.

The only way is...Try it, try boiling the frog in warm water.

Although hope is slim, she has no retreat and can only move forward.