I am terminally ill, but I am healing the world with my songs
#28 - Chapter 28 Born Guilty
"Leaving me with a back view~"
"That I dare not chase~"
"I'm trapped~ In that year, I was eight years old~"
Wen He's sorrowful and helpless voice continued to chant…
Every word he sang was like a knife slicing open the flesh of the listeners.
Everyone felt a suffocating pain.
Tears, wiped away and then returning, streamed down their cheeks, like a light rain, drop by drop, falling on the phone screen.
The child, pushed out the door, looked at the backs of his parents, his steps faltering in mid-air as he tried to catch up.
Until the moment his parents closed the door, they never once looked back at him.
In the end, he could only watch helplessly as his parents closed the door…
Leaving him, a child of only eight years old, standing outside the door, at a loss.
[A child who grew up in a normal family couldn't write a song like this, let alone sing this kind of desolate feeling. Wen He must have experienced something in his childhood… ]
[Wen He, please stop with the angst… Even the coldest heart can't withstand you like this… I'm listening to this and my depression is about to relapse… ]
[From the songs he sang before, you can already vaguely hear that his life must be filled with thorns and hardships that ordinary people can't imagine… ]
[I know the early bird gets the worm, but no one ever said that people who stay up late get angst… How am I supposed to sleep now… ]
Those who listened attentively to this song and were moved by it.
No matter how cold and hard their exterior may be.
Their hearts are always warm and gentle.
This song also came to its final conclusion…
"A pile of white paper on the table~ Grinning~"
"Grandma said I'll sleep with her in the future~"
"The lost me sits across the street, refusing to go back~"
"I might…"
"Be born with sin."
This slightly timid tone at the end was like a fuse, completely igniting everyone's hearts, and everyone burst into tears.
This song was clearly only a little over a minute long, but it felt like a lifetime.
In the dead of night, they hugged their quilts and sobbed uncontrollably.
Without empathy, where does the emotional resonance come from?
The reason why Wen He's song can easily enter people's hearts is not simply because he sings well, but because everyone has more or less similar experiences.
And Wen He's song made them all recall their former selves.
[I've been praised for my high EQ and ability to handle things since I was a child.]
[They don't know that after my parents divorced, I've always been living under someone else's roof.]
[Every thing I do, every word I say, has to be carefully considered.]
[I must learn to read faces and accurately capture everyone's psychological activities, and celebratory words come out of my mouth.]
[Only by making everyone happy can I feel a little more at ease.]
… … … …
[My grades could have gotten me into a good university.]
[But because I was too nervous, my mind went blank during the exam, and I only got into a mediocre second-tier university.]
[My parents didn't blame me for this, and I also clearly knew that my strength shouldn't have been like this, but I still didn't choose to repeat the year.]
[I know that no matter how many times I take the exam, no matter how good my grades are usually, I will definitely fail once I enter the exam room.]
[I have lived in a high-pressure environment since I was a child, and if I made a slight mistake, I would be scolded loudly.]
[Because I accidentally broke a bowl while eating, I was scolded for an hour.]
[From the initial roar to the later complaint about her difficulties.]
[I once thought that I was really some heinous person.]
[Since then, whenever there is something important, I will be so nervous that my whole body trembles and my palms sweat.]
[Countless times in my mind, I imagine how terrible things will happen after failure.]
[I failed the second subject five times, and I just randomly chose a university, and my parents didn't blame me for any of this.]
[But they don't know that the trauma of childhood will accompany me for the rest of my life, and no matter how good they are to me in the future, that nightmare-like shadow will never go away.]
… … … …
[The characteristics of a pleasing personality can be summarized as follows:]
[1. Thinking for others: Good at reading faces, able to quickly perceive and meet the needs of others, always thinking for others, and even willing to do things beyond their scope of responsibility.]
[2. Suppressing self-needs: Very concerned about the evaluation of others, afraid of letting people down, so it is difficult to refuse others, and in order to maintain harmony, they are even willing to sacrifice their own interests and dare not express their own ideas.]
[3. Afraid of conflict: Trying to make everyone except themselves happy, but this idea and behavior seriously disrupts their own lives.]
[4. Catering to others: In social interactions, they often say things like "You are right" to other people's opinions. This catering comes from inner timidity, and they always feel that others are better than themselves, so they will put themselves in a very low position.]
[5. Not knowing how to refuse: Because they care so much about themselves in the eyes of others, they put other people's evaluations in the first place, afraid of refusing, in fact, it is also because they are worried that once they refuse others, others will hate themselves.]
[6. No principles and bottom line: In interpersonal interactions, they always ignore themselves and hope to maintain a harmonious relationship with others. Therefore, in interactions, they sometimes become unprincipled and bottomless, and blindly please others.]
[7. Undoubtedly, you must have hit all of these. A pleasing personality has never been a minority, because our growth environment leads to our character being destined to be so.]
Wen He's new song, released in the early hours of the morning, is spreading like wildfire at a viral speed.
《Sin》ruthlessly takes away the tears of every listener.
This blockbuster caused a huge reaction comparable to an earthquake the next day.
"After listening to 《Sin》, I went back and listened to Wen He's 《Grandma Bridge》 again, and I burst into tears. These songs must all be Wen He's personal experiences…"
"Clearly they are both talking about childhood, 《Grandma Bridge》 is full of beauty and warmth between the lines, 《Sin》 really made me feel the coldness and despair."
"No one is born with sin! Because our birth is never up to us, no matter what family we are born into, it is not our fault, we have never had the right to choose from beginning to end."
"To everyone who sees this comment! I love you all!"
"I feel so sorry for Wen He… I really want to hug him… How desperate he must have been at that time…"
"I swear that I will never let my children experience my childhood in the future. I will do my best to love him and care for him."
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