I am terminally ill, but I am healing the world with my songs

Standing by the bridge, embracing the evening breeze, Gao Chongting could no longer hold back the tears that welled up upon hearing Wen He's song.

Yes…

I've felt the same evening breeze as you, doesn't that mean we've embraced…?

Gradually.

Gao Chongting recalled the six years he spent with her on campus.

They met in high school.

Back then, the school strictly forbade early relationships, so they acted like ordinary classmates in class, not daring to make any moves.

The only hint of ambiguity was perhaps walking side-by-side in the sunset after leaving the crowds after school.

In their youth, they were once a couple who would blush for a long time even after just holding hands.

At that time, Gao Chongting always deliberately provoked her, enjoying her chasing after him and gently hitting him.

Gao Chongting felt that was the happiest time of his life.

But…

Those days were like a reflection in a mirror or the moon in the water, long gone.

The thought that she already had a new lover.

And was about to step into the halls of marriage.

Becoming someone else's wife.

Like waking up from a dream, Gao Chongting's heart felt as if it had been hollowed out.

His heart ached terribly.

He thought he could let go of these six years of feelings with ease.

Now it seemed that he was simply running away from facing this matter.

Just as Wen He's lyrics sang…

"Like an overconfident student retaking exams."

"Unable to complete the mission of achieving top scores."

Gao Chongting was also overconfident in thinking that as long as he worked hard enough, he would definitely be able to afford a house and marry her…

How he wished that it was that youthful version of himself who would walk into the halls of marriage with her.

Gao Chongting broke down and wept bitterly.

Every breath brought intense pain.

【Please don't make me recall this, the biggest regret of my life… Please… The one thing I regret most in this life is not confessing back then…】

【I really, really love him, but… I'm really, really bad, I'm like a pathetic rat, only daring to watch him from afar in the dark sewers…】

【The first reaction to liking someone is always inferiority, every secret admirer feels that they are not worthy of the other person.】

【Please don't kill me with the knife of love… Oh my god… I've only liked one person in my life during my school days, and I'm still silently paying attention to them, isn't singing like this taking my life…】

【A gust of wind brushed past him, and also brushed past me, at that moment, I really felt like I was hugging him.】

【No, bro, seriously, don't do this, how can you stab me with every word… I can't stop my tears at all…】

Under Wen He's singing.

Each of them saw the person they had once dreamed of getting.

The person they had secretly admired for a long time, although they might not have said a word, but who would forever live in their hearts.

The vast majority of them really only dared to watch from afar, until they graduated and had no contact again.

If they were given another chance, almost everyone would be willing to try.

Even if there was only a one in ten thousand chance…

They didn't want to leave themselves with regrets.

Even if the end result was rejection, and they couldn't even be friends, they would never regret it like they did today.

"Countless ~ stars witnessing wishes."

"Not fulfilled ~ who will comfort the bad mood."

"The traffic lights flashing non-stop at the crossroads."

"Someone is clearly preoccupied."

"Three words ~ can only be said to oneself."

"Looking up ~ don't let the tears get out of control."

"Where is there a destiny that can take a turn for the better."

"I don't want to listen ~ ~"

Hearing this, everyone present, without exception, almost completely broke down.

For the first time, they felt how ruthless Wen He's depressing songs could be.

Showing the beautiful picture in front of everyone, and then coldly crushing it.

The three words "I love you".

Were words that countless secret admirers had practiced countless times.

They had mustered up the courage several times.

But every time they saw the other person, they immediately felt like a deflated ball…

Panicked and desperately found some clumsy reasons to cover it up.

And those three words…

Could never, ever be said.

After the other person left, they would blame themselves for being too timid and weak, the words were already on the tip of their tongue, but they swallowed them back.

How they wanted to go back to the beginning and say those three words boldly.

But ah…

A destiny that can take a turn for the better is always deceiving oneself.

Missed is missed.

There is no regret medicine in the world.

【I'm really breaking down, why do you have to make me recall this kind of thing… I really regret it so much… Why wasn't I braver back then, what if it had worked out… Even if I couldn't have it for a lifetime, even if I was rejected, I would accept it, but I was just too cowardly to even confess…】

【Wen He's knife skills are really merciless, directly hitting the heart, can't escape, can't escape at all…】

【Who would have thought that Wen He today would use my past cowardice to stab me, two packs of tissues are not enough… I'm so fucking regretful really…】

【Failure is not terrible, what's terrible is not even having the courage to fail, I'm that kind of person.】

【Although I'm not planning to get married and have children in this life, it doesn't prevent me from believing in love, it's just that I don't believe that love will fall on me.】

When everyone was at their most broken…

Wen He ruthlessly delivered the final fatal blow.

"I've felt the same evening breeze as you ~"

"Doesn't that mean we've embraced ~"

"But waking up from the dream, both hands are empty ~"

"The heart is also empty ~"

"… … … …"

"… … … …"

"I've felt the same evening breeze as you ~"

"The air is filled with heartache ~"

"But we finally in this misplaced time and space ~"

"Become empty… Become empty… …"

After listening, everyone cried until their eyes were red and swollen, their expressions numb.

Despair, sadness, helplessness, regret, remorse, pain…

All kinds of emotions intertwined in their hearts.

Tonight was destined to be an emo sleepless night.

In order to let more people feel the "beauty" contained in this song, everyone shared this song with their friends with tears in their eyes.

【I really can't hold it anymore, I just got a pentakill and was happily bragging to others.】

【As a result, a stupid classmate suddenly shared Wen He's new song with me.】

【When I saw it, there was no reason not to listen to Wen He's new song, I clicked in with a "pa".】

【Very quickly, tears came out like crazy, like eating Wallace, I couldn't stop it!】

【Oh my god, why did you have to let me listen to this song, my pentakill is not good anymore…】

… … … …

【Don't mention it, bro, I was just communicating feelings with my second brother, the stupid roommate was playing Wen He's new song out loud, my second brother was directly emo'd, wuwuwu… I don't want to catheterize anymore, I also want to be loved…】

【Wen He used to stab herself, but now she's changed to stabbing the audience.】

【Although I don't plan to get married and have children in this life, it doesn't prevent me from believing in love, it's just that I don't believe that love will fall on me.】