I am the zombie king of the apocalypse

Chapter 1108 Greatness or selfishness

As for cannibalism, even someone as crazy as Lin Jie will feel disgusted unconsciously. Only under certain special circumstances will he become more crazy. Everyone he killed was not eaten by him. All of them were slowly losing their lives under his cruel torture!

However, at this moment, he actually wanted to eat someone. As soon as this thought appeared, Lin Jie was instinctively excited, just like a person who wants to do something very meaningful when he is bored.

He slumped down, with a look of pain on his face, but he kept letting out maniacal laughter of "hehehehe" from his mouth.

He really seemed to do that, but now, it seems that he is not allowed to do it, and he is going to die...

But, is this true? Lin Jie had imagined how he would look like when he died countless times, and nothing was normal during these countless deaths.

He might have been killed by someone at some point, suffocated while sleeping, drowned in water, or had his body burned to black charcoal in a fire, or he might have been burned to death by someone using the same tools as himself. He tortured himself to death, and there were many, many ways to die, but he didn't think about the fact that when he died, he would beat gongs and drums and die like a normal person.

Because he was not born like this, he was destined to be a person, a person with a miserable life experience, a person composed of all the negative emotions in the world!

Rather than die like a normal person, he preferred to die alone and silently in a corner unknown to anyone until his body was discovered by someone many years later.

Speaking of which, this idea is ridiculous. It is likely that Lin Jie wanted to make his death pitiful, so as to arouse people's sympathy for him.

However, before he dies, he must take crazy revenge! Revenge all dissatisfaction against yourself!

Push everyone to the abyss!

He wants to use his own power to tell everyone in the world that this world is actually sick! It's not right, this world is made up of killing!

Because this is the first law that appeared in the beginning, because only the death of other lives can save one's own survival.

In fact, Lin Jie didn't know when this idea came to him, but after he turned into this crazy look, he stopped thinking about it and started doing his own things crazily because it made him feel happy.

No, this doesn't seem to be happiness, but a kind of satisfaction...

In fact, it seems that it is not satisfaction, but something more complicated...

Suddenly, Lin Jie remembered a psychiatrist who was killed by him five years ago. At that time, he jokingly asked the other person: "I want to consult you, is my psychology normal?"

At that time, Lin Jie did not expect that the other party actually answered seriously and seemed to make a lot of sense. However, Lin Jie didn't like his answer because Lin Jie thought the psychiatrist's answer seemed direct and cowardly.

This was his answer at the time.

"Your psychology is very different from that of normal people. From the perspective of the industry we work in, you have antisocial personality and heartless personality disorder. You are indifferent to many things and lack the emotions that many people have. That's why you kill people. There is no psychological pressure, um... If I guess correctly, not only did you not feel scared when you killed someone for the first time, you were also very excited."

"Sorry, looking at your smile, I seem to have guessed it. In fact, you don't have to think that you are special. Your symptoms are actually much more serious. But this kind of personality disorder is very common in our society, such as soldiers. In the war, more people were killed and more bloody scenes were seen than ordinary people, so the probability of this symptom appearing in the army is very high."

"There is only hatred in your eyes, not for one person, but for everyone. You told me that this world is fake, but what is real? Just because it appeared first? This kind of thinking is actually wrong. , because for us, our laws call people!”

"The reason why people are human is because of emotions. Emotions will prevent us from doing things that harm others and ourselves, but you don't. Of course, this lack also has a deeper meaning. How can people have no emotions? You Yes! But you are an antisocial personality, you are too selfish, you are self-centered and think that everything you do is right."

"And this is also an obvious symptom of antisocial personality. In your thoughts, no matter what your view of the world is, to change it, you will never consider whether it will hurt other people. What you do will You won’t be hated by everyone. In your mind, you think everything you do is right.”

"But really? The reason why you are like this is not because you think you are great. On the contrary, you are just escaping. You can't integrate into the current society, so you want to change! You are a devil, well, that's right , but after all, the human world is not a place for demons to live. The environment in which people live does not allow you to survive here for a long time, so you want to change and change this world into a world that you can adapt to. "

"You think changing the world is great, but you are selfish! There are many people in this world who can adapt to this world, but some of you can't, so you want to sacrifice most of the people who can adapt to make things easier for you little people. For some people, is this called greatness? No! It’s called selfishness!”

The words that the psychiatrist said to him were still vivid in his mind. The more Lin Jie wanted to think that these words were an insult to him, but the other person was dead, and no matter how unhappy he was, he had nowhere to vent.

At this time, Lin Jie's body twitched violently, and his consciousness became blurred. His eyes were blurred and he could not find the focus. The bloodshot eyes in his pupils became more and more dense, and his consciousness was blurred, making him unable to control his thoughts. Drifting outward.

In his mind, his life started from the starting point and ended at this moment. It seemed so dreamy that it made Lin Jie feel a little unreal.

The faces of the people who died in his own hands appeared in his mind, and their faces smiled ferociously at him. Gradually, their faces began to rot, their skin and flesh peeled off, and the flesh and blood inside began to rot and turn black. Some people had... Out of the bat wings, some people's eyes disappeared, their bodies were covered with eyes, some people's arms were crossed and fused together, and some people's faces were completely occupied by a mouth, which opened and closed in an attempt to eat them.

Many, many people, all of whom were killed by themselves, showed expressions of pain and begging to themselves before they died.

I believe that these people all resent themselves, and at this moment, they have become monsters in their own minds.

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