I am writing a diary in a crossover manga.

"Do you feel that Amemiya-san contacted you for the first time because you were uncomfortable with other opposite sex?"

"!?"

Kaguya Shinomiya looked at Hayasaka Ai with wide eyes, and her whole face was full of words like "How do you know?"

Ai Hayasaka did not give any explanation, but was ready to reason with Miss Kaguya.

"Miss Kaguya, Amemiya-san actually has a better relationship with Miss Mori and Miss Suzuki, you should know that, right?"

Kaguya Shinomiya's whole body stiffened.

She knew this of course.

Before the weekend trip, Amemiya-san still called Mori and Suzuki by their surnames, but the names at the end had changed.

It was no longer Mori and Suzuki, but Xiaolan and Sonoko.

Even the two people's name for Amemiya-san changed from Amemiya to Lianlian.

Kaguya Shinomiya knew what this meant better than anyone else.

"So, do you want to take this opportunity to get closer to Amemiya-san?"

At this moment, Ai Hayasaka's voice was like the whisper of a devil tempting humans.

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Chapter 143 Awakening of Love

"So, do you want to take this opportunity to get closer to Amemiya?"

Shinomiya Kaguya stared at Hayasaka Ai with wide eyes.

She was not really naive, and did not understand the meaning of this sentence.

Her heart was inexplicably moved, but her voice could not help but tremble.

"Hayasaka, what do you mean?"

In response, Hayasaka Ai's voice still had a hint of smile.

"Don't you know?"

"Your attitude towards Amemiya is different."

"Where... is it different?"

Shinomiya Kaguya pretended to be calm, but she could not calm down at this moment.

"It seems that when you saw the content of the diary before, your attitude towards Amemiya was different."

"It seems that it was also when the diary mentioned the word female neighbor?"

"Did I remind you that you needed to take care of that female neighbor? You refused directly at the time."

Hayasaka's words reminded her that it seemed to be the case.

"If it was you in the past, would you choose not to care?"

"I..."

Shinomiya Kaguya was a little speechless.

For her own purpose, it is natural to do some preparation. 13 Targeting others' weaknesses is one move, and helping others so that they naturally owe her a favor is another move.

If it were in the past, Shinomiya Kaguya felt that she would not have any hesitation and would directly choose to do both.

Weaknesses must be seized, and favors must be owed.

Only by doing both can we ensure accurate grasp.

But the last time when facing the problem of the female neighbor, Shinomiya Kaguya hesitated and chose to do nothing.

Why?

To put it more righteously, it should be that she did not want to use means to win the friendship of Amamiya classmate.

To put it more directly, it is that she did not want Amamiya classmate to find out about her means and hate her.

Shinomiya Kaguya's hesitation was not because she did not want to seize the opportunity, but because she knew that seizing the opportunity was equivalent to being hated.

So she chose to give up after hesitation.

If it is just a simple interest relationship, then Shinomiya Kaguya's choice is undoubtedly wrong.

But if some personal emotions are involved, then Shinomiya Kaguya's choice is undoubtedly correct.

So what is this personal emotion?

"Because you care, right?"

Hayasaka's words made Shinomiya Kaguya's heart tremble again.

"If you don't care, you will rationally choose the option that is beneficial to you."

"But because you care, you will feel that this favorable option is wrong."

"The variable here should be Amamiya-san."

Looking at Miss Kaguya's speechless appearance, Hayasaka Ai knew that her purpose had been achieved.

Today, it is necessary to let Miss Kaguya realize some of her inner thoughts and change her attitude towards Amamiya-san.

"I... but... too fast..."

At this moment, Shinomiya Kaguya's face was full of entanglement.

She knew what Hayasaka meant. Isn't this asking her to admit that she actually began to care about Amamiya-san, which is a sign of liking?

But the past reserve made her only feel that the feelings came too fast?

This too fast seems a bit unrestrained.

It seems that she started to care about Amamiya for some reason.

Looking at Kaguya-san's tangled face and the words she just said, Hayasaka Ai roughly understood the reason why Kaguya-san was tangled.

Reserved.

This is a problem that every young lady has... Ah, for Miss Suzuki, this should not be a problem.

According to the information collected by Hayasaka Ai, it seems that Miss Suzuki had already invited Amamiya-san to a date before knowing Amamiya-san's secret.

The further development of the relationship was also because Miss Mori dragged Miss Suzuki to confess to Amamiya-san.

From this aspect, in fact, Kaguya-san's care for Amamiya-san was not too fast at all.

It can only be said to be just right.

It is because Kaguya-san is too reserved that she is still hesitating now.

Therefore, Hayasaka Ai thinks that Kaguya-san still needs to change her outdated ideas.

"Miss Kaguya, please think back to your past life as a canary."

Kaguya Shinomiya's mind was in a mess, and she subconsciously thought according to Hayasaka Ai's reminder.

But just thinking about it made her confused mind clear up all of a sudden.

"When you were experiencing such a life, suddenly there was a light in front of you."

"That was the light that Amamiya unconsciously cast, but it was indeed the only hope in your desperate life."

Kaguya Shinomiya couldn't help but agree.

That was indeed the only hope in her desperate life.

"You broke the shackles that bound you with this hope."

"You took control of your own destiny and stepped on Shinomiya."

"Then you took the initiative to contact Amemiya."

"He didn't make any excessive demands, but just explained to you what you need to face if you make money from the diary, which is to be intertwined with his destiny."

"At this point, you and Amemiya have a connection."

"You can't help but become curious about Amemiya, and gradually begin to care more about him because of your gratitude."

"This is the situation you are facing now."

Hayasaka Ai's voice is very soft, and the logic she summarizes is also very organized.

This allows Shinomiya Kaguya to see her own changes from a third-person perspective.

Indeed, she knows that she has indeed started to care more about Amemiya from gratitude.

"Amamiya-san has no plans for you, and doesn't even care about your temptations and profiteering." 070

"It is also because Amamiya-san is different from others that you care more about him."

"It even reaches the point where he mentions other opposite sexes that makes you feel uncomfortable."

"Miss Kaguya, your situation can be called love."

"Your uncomfortable emotion can be called jealousy."

Shinomiya Kaguya was completely stunned by this summary.

For the first time, she realized that her emotional changes were jealousy, and for the first time, she realized that her emotions towards Amamiya-san were called love.

"If it were just an ordinary person, you might choose some other methods, but you are facing Amamiya-san, so the methods used to deal with ordinary people will not work."

"In addition, you are destined to not be able to monopolize Amamiya-san."

"Why!?"

The words that cannot be monopolized hurt Shinomiya Kaguya's newly awakened love.

"Because of the diary."

Shinomiya Kaguya paused in thinking.

"Didn't Amamiya say it herself? Your fate is intertwined with his."

"This intertwined fate is not just yours, but also Ms. Sanzenin and Ms. Mori."

"In addition, there will be more people who hold the diary in the future."

"Maybe Ms. Fujiwara will also hold it."

"Your idea of ​​monopolizing it is doomed to fail."

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Chapter 144 Love Confirmation

Hayasaka Ai's firm words made Shinomiya Kaguya silent.

Because she knew that Hayasaka was right.

It's not just her fate that is intertwined with Amamiya, there are others.

Not even just one or two, and it can even be said that there will be more and more in the future.

Although Amamiya did not say that it would definitely develop to that point, Shinomiya Kaguya felt that this was a high probability event.

Because the connection between diaries tends to become deeper and deeper, and now everyone is still on the road of longevity, which is destined to make everyone extraordinary in the future.

In that case, their connection with Amamiya will only strengthen and there will be no possibility of any reduction.

Kaguya Shinomiya was silent for a long time, and finally said a very willful and even deliberate possibility.

"What if I quit now?"

"Can you imagine Miss Fujiwara standing intimately with Amamiya?"

Kaguya Shinomiya, who had just proposed this situation, felt that she was inexplicably angry.

In her mind, she couldn't help but imagine the sow with nutrition growing on her chest hugging Amamiya's arm.

...I can't stand it!

Just a casual fantasy, Kaguya Shinomiya felt her blood pressure soaring.

She couldn't stand such a scene anyway.

"In addition, according to my speculation, Miss Suzuki actually has a tendency to win over Miss Mori."