I am writing a diary in a crossover manga.

If you cooperate with a weapon, you can play a good role.

The early aggression of the gate path is indeed too poor, and they are basically desperate.

After sighing, Yu Gonglian did not feel any disappointment. The path of the sequence was originally slow and solid, and her ability was not achieved overnight.

The early stage of the gate path can be said to be the worst offensive, but once the true god of sequence 0 is reached, it can really destroy the space at will, causing destructive damage to the space.

The worse the attacking sequence in the early stage, the more extraordinary the ability is, in the later stage, the more extraordinary the ability is really a pervert.

This is the way the door, the mistake and the fool.

"The fraudsters are in the last place."

In fact, the functionality of a fraudster is above the magic master. Charm, eloquence, spiritual interference and misleading thinking are actually very practical, especially in conversation and communication, which can be used for the extraordinary abilities of the fraudster.

As far as I am concerned about the fate of others is concerned, the fraudster is actually quite effective.

But there is really no way for the fraudster to come.

Relieve the state for a while and calm down the spirituality that has grown.

But it still takes time to master this part of the spirituality that has grown.

Just right, it takes time to adjust your state and then divine the situation there to better grasp the spirituality of the growth part.

Sitting in the chair, I adjusted a little, and then started washing the tarot cards.

Slowly draw three cards from the deck.

Reverse tower, right judgment, right world.

"Oh~ It's good news."

The tower is a very bad card in both the right position and the reverse position, and it can be said that it is almost comparable to the God of Death.

The reverse tower indicates the premonition of separation and the crisis of love, that is, the separation of emotions.

Judgment indicates frankness and good news, and the world indicates success and fulfillment of mission.

The combination of these three cards is a complete combination of good news.

Especially for those couples who love each other, it is the best difference.

The previous divination of the fate of those two people was still bound to die and imprisonment, but now it has become a frank separation.

This has changed the most to the greatest extent for the two people who have already reached a bad end.

"The words just now played a role."

Ayumiya Lian smiled, put away the tarot cards on the table, continued to wash and cut, and once again drew three cards.

Reverse Priestess, the Wheel of Destiny, the Judgment of the Right.

"The woman's psychological problem is still a very serious problem, but it has been alleviated, and she even had symptoms of recovery from the third phase of the serious period. It seems that the interruption of the relationship has also allowed the woman to grow up and begin to know the psychology. The severity of the problem.”

"As for that gentleman..."

Reverse moderation, positive moon, reverse world.

"The marriage is not suitable for a strong blind date, and the emotional turmoil is still quite serious. There are also problems with being harassed before. After marriage, these problems still seem to have some side effects, which contribute to the poor adaptation of themselves. The relationship becomes more unstable. After marriage, the relationship is unstable, and the days ahead will be settled."

You should not be too extravagant about the future results, at least the future that is about to happen has been changed.

After getting this answer, Ayumiya Ren did not clean up the tarot cards on the table, but leaned her back and leaned against the soft sofa backrest.

“It’s not a bad thing for me to be involved in the story and try to change something.”

"Whether it is considered from the perspective of human nature or from the perspective of profiting from the diary."

PS: New book is listed on the shelves to find data.

Chapter 263 Separation and future

As night falls, Benkei Hot Spring Hotel looks particularly quiet.

It was because they were troubled by a divination, and they were asked to talk to each other for the afternoon.

"Kogoro is really enthusiastic."

Yumi Hiroshi was also slightly distressed at this moment.

"That kid has been like this since before, and you don't know."

Zhongdao and Zhi were smiling unrestrainedly beside him, his smile was relaxed and a little bitter at this moment.

"I really didn't expect you to have serious psychological problems."

"Each of each other. I didn't expect you to have a thought for me once and for all."

Yumi Hiroyuki refuted without hesitation~ Go back.

But she was not so angry at this moment. It should be said that she actually had the idea of ​​committing suicide many times in the past. Or she is emotionally unstable and unconsciously doing things that hurt others, perhaps she is instinctively - wanting to self-destruct.

Some things were broken, some were forced to say something, but actually she felt relieved - a lot.

"My thoughts are inevitably a bit extreme. After all, I have just changed the direction of my life, and my fiancée has just made it. In addition, don't say you are right. I don't count you as a harassment for half a year. .”

Kazuma Kazushi, who was poked into the pain, was also a little embarrassed. After all, he really had that idea, but Yumi was the one who prompted him to have this idea.

"In half a year... I am also confused."

"Who said no?"

For both sides, the past six months have been too chaotic, which has also left their spirits in a highly tense state, thus making the wrong choice.

Neither of them wanted to talk about the past.

Yumi Horikoshi looked up at the darkness and could still see the stars. It was as if there was still some hope in her dark life, and her depressed mood was slightly relieved.

She began to think about herself in the past six months.

She hoped that her other half would be the one she loved, and that the one she loved would be tolerant enough to accept her unbearable side, but she was afraid of being disgusted by telling her past experiences.

On the other hand, it was probably because of the things that happened in the past that she was very wary of the opposite sex.

It was because of this wariness that she could never agree to Kazushi's proposal. This situation became more and more obvious as Kazushi's desire to get married became stronger, but with Kazushi's complete departure, her nerves were also broken.

The manic and violent mind completely occupied her, and the idea that I would completely destroy it if I couldn't get it grew from the bottom of my heart.

Now that I calm down, it's really scary to imagine.

I should go see a doctor.

Yumi Horikoshi could no longer remember whether she had such thoughts in the past, but she knew that under that manic mind, she would continue to act impulsively according to her past thoughts.

However, it was amazing that today, in that situation, she not only did not feel a trace of mania, but even felt very peaceful in her heart.

Although she didn't know how the situation came about, this feeling of complete spiritual calmness made Yumi Horikoshi feel a rare relaxation.

It was because of this spiritual relaxation that Yumi Horikoshi had a calm thinking and realized that her mental state was not stable and needed systematic treatment.

"That's the topic. It's not good for Kogoro to find out that we've been away for too long."

Turning around, Yumi Horikoshi had already made a decision to separate from her past self.

"This should be the last time we meet. In the future, let's not disturb each other's lives."

After knowing that Nakamichi Kazushi had murderous intentions towards her, Yumi Horikoshi realized that her mental state had affected many people.

But regardless of whether his mental state caused the impact on others, when Nakamichi Kazushi had this thought, the best outcome for them was separation, and they would never meet again.

"Yeah."

Nakamichi Kazushi did not say anything to keep her. After 18 years of love, he only knew about Yumi's dark experience until now, and it was from the mouth of Kogoro's daughter's friend.

Perhaps he should have noticed it earlier.

Unfortunately, there is no so-called maybe in this real world.

Yumi Horikoshi ran into someone as soon as she turned the corner.

"You..."

Yumi Horikoshi looked at the person in front of her, Atsushi Omura, who was the most honest and simple person in their judo club.

But at this moment, his face was a little sad. Yumi Horikoshi immediately realized that Omura had heard her conversation with Nakamichi Kazushi.

Yumi Horikoshi laughed.

"Omura, I'm not dead, don't look sad for me. Didn't Kogoro guess it right away from your look?"

"Yumi, your mental illness..."

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Omura Jun still looked at Yumi with worry.

"In that case, I don't think there is no way to treat it. After this class reunion, I plan to find a psychologist to cooperate with the treatment, but I may have to live a life of taking medicine in the future."

Yumi Horikoshi didn't think there was anything wrong.

Mental illness still needs to be checked. After the current peaceful and calm state, she can no longer accept the uncontrollable self. Even if she uses drugs to control it, she doesn't want to be a madman controlled by emotions forever.

Mental illness can also be solved, but the conditioning should be longer.

As for how long it will take, Yumi Horikoshi doesn't know.

In the past 18 years, she has never felt that there is a problem with her mental state. After delaying for such a long time, who knows how long it will take to recover?

"Yumi, do you want to date me?"

"..."

The sudden confession caught Yumi Horikoshi off guard. She turned around and looked at Omura Jun, who was uneasy because of saying such a thing. She couldn't help laughing.

"Omura, I'm a bad woman. I'm not as simple as you see on the surface. I have been playing with a person's feelings for 18 years."

"...I know."

"???"

"I knew that you and Nakamichi were dating when you were in college."

Omura Jun said something that surprised Yumi Horikoshi even more. She was silent for a while.

"Omura...are you serious?"

"Yeah. When we first met, I had a good impression of you."

Yumi Horikoshi really didn't expect it. She really didn't know that Omura, a taciturn guy, had such feelings for her.

"You said such things to me even though you knew what happened to me?"

"I...don't want to see you get into trouble. I didn't know before, but now I don't want Yumi to become like that."

These words are absolutely true. Yumi Horikoshi can hear the sincerity in them.

“I don’t know when my mental illness will be cured.”

“It’s okay. I want to be with you.”

“…”

Yumi Horikoshi sighed and turned away.

“Then stay with me for a while. If you get bored waiting, leave as soon as possible. I’m not a good woman.”

PS: New book is on the shelf.

Chapter 264 Fireworks Festival and Dinner

It’s already six o’clock in the evening.

The sky is already dark, and many stars can be seen in the dark sky. At this moment, tourists from all over Tochigi Prefecture have begun to prepare.

There is a celebration in Tochigi Prefecture tonight, and there will be a grand fireworks show during the celebration, so all tourists who come to this hot spring town in Tochigi Prefecture are ready to see it.

Of course, Amamiya Ren and others are no exception.

But compared to squeezing in the crowd, the hot spring hotel located on the mountainside actually has a place to enjoy the scenery and fireworks closer to the top of the mountain.

The place to go to the higher observation deck is also to continue walking up from the corridor leading to the open-air hot spring.

It was a space that could accommodate more than 20 people. There was a square table in the middle, with seats on both sides. The lights on the ceiling were slightly dim, so that people could only see the food on the table clearly, without affecting the view of the scenery outside.

"The environment here is really good."

Arriving at the observation deck, Amamiya Ren walked to the edge. There were no lights on the periphery, so that guests on the observation deck could better appreciate the distant view, rather than being affected by the lights nearby.