I became auspicious

I stood up and walked to the bronze mirror, looking at my face with some confusion. A faint blush appeared on my cheeks, a far cry from my usual skin tone.

At this time, Zhao Jihuan came over. He reached out and touched my forehead, then held my wrist tightly, with a trace of confusion on his face,"Why is your heart beating so fast?" As soon as I finished speaking, I suddenly felt weak all over, and my whole body fell towards him. He held me firmly, and I felt the rise and fall of his chest and the warmth of his hands. My body began to feel strange, as if there were countless ants crawling around. I gasped rapidly and said intermittently:"I...I feel like there are ants crawling on my thighs.……"

I tried to calm myself down, and after taking a few deep breaths, I said firmly:"Find me a doctor. I feel something is wrong."

Zhao Jihuan frowned and nodded, carefully carried me to the bed and tucked me in. Good quilt. At this time, my consciousness had begun to blur.

In the haze, I heard a conversation between Zhao Jihuan and another person, who seemed to be Aunt Haitang. I only caught a few words and tried my best to bite my lower lip to keep myself awake. This bite caused blood to flow from my lips, and my consciousness became slightly clearer.

At this time, Zhao Jihuan came over and gently wiped away the blood stains on my lips. He looked at me and sighed:"You took Dechundan."

I couldn't help but hug him tightly, and an indescribable impulse surged through my body. He squeezed my arm hard enough to bring me back to my senses a little. He stared at me seriously:"You took Dechundan! It's an aphrodisiac."

I tried to concentrate and asked:"Is there an antidote?"

He shook his head.

I bit my lower lip hard again, my face turned red, my eyes were moist, and my mouth was bleeding. I looked at him deeply and asked seriously:"There's nothing we can do about it, right? Can you...can you?"

However, my consciousness began to blur again. I struggled to open my mouth:"Find me a man!"

The sun was rising, and the sun shone through the gaps in the bed curtains, shining on my face, bringing bursts of warmth. I slowly opened my eyes, feeling a little heavy. I sat up suddenly and found that the clothes on my body were as neat as new. This was obviously not a dream, because the physical discomfort was so real.

What happened last night? Who is beside me?

I sighed deeply, and there seemed to be the voice of Aunt Haitang in my memory:"……There's only one, you decide!"This situation was so familiar, I instantly understood that this must be the Queen's doing.

How should I ask her why she treated me like this?

I staggered out of bed, my feet seemed unable to support my body. Just when I was about to get out of bed, I almost fell down. Oh my god, how intense was the joy last night? I only remember the magnetic sighs again and again, I don’t know if they came from me or that person.

Hongmei walked into the room after hearing the sound, and saw me looking pale and walking. Staggering, she immediately said softly:"Princess, do you need to get dressed? Let me help you. Hongmei put on my clothes carefully. I looked at her and said,"Hongmei, are you the Queen's wife?""

Hongmei immediately knelt down and did not answer. I understood.

I said:"Get up. Who took care of me last night? Who changed my clothes?

Hongmei replied softly:"I don't know, this courtyard was tightly guarded last night."

I nodded and asked again:"Where is His Royal Highness now?" Hongmei replied:"

In Junyue Pavilion.""

I stood at the door of Junyue Pavilion, my eyes resting on the antique plaque. After pondering for a moment, I sighed, pushed the door open and walked in. The door creaked open, and

I walked directly into it. In the main hall, Duan Xue Fu Duan was sitting on the couch with a smile. Zhao Jihuan was sitting aside with a frown on his face.

When Zhao Jihuan saw me walking in, he immediately stood up and helped me, letting me sit on the couch. I looked at it in confusion. Looking at him, I noticed that his face was slightly pale, but there was a trace of satisfaction in his expression. Could it be him last night?

When Zhao Jihuan saw me staring at him, he nodded. I felt anxious and wanted to take him out for a private chat. , but found that his legs were weak and he almost fell.

Zhao Jihuan hurriedly supported me and said nervously:"Don't worry! Be careful."

I took a deep breath, tried to keep myself calm, and said:"You go out first, I have something to say to her. Zhao

Jihuan looked troubled and said:"Xing'er, you……"

Duan Xuefu suddenly interrupted:"Huan'er, please go out first."

I looked at Duan Xuefu intently and asked directly:"Why are you setting me up?"

Duan Xuefu didn't seem surprised that I would do this. When asked, she calmly replied:"Xingxing, I'm sorry for you. As a mother, I can only do this. I want an imperial grandson, and the Chen Kingdom needs an imperial grandson. You and Huan'er are in love, why can't we be together? I I just want to test Huan'er. Although your plan is clever, it will hurt him in the end. I just don't want him to get any harm. He is my life now! I know this is unfair to you, and I am really sorry.. If you have any requests, just ask them, and I will agree to them."

I looked at the exquisite teacup on the table, thinking a lot. Although I am a modern woman and know that it is not a big deal to fall in love and live together, but at this moment, I feel angry in my heart. It's really annoying to be manipulated like this! But there is nowhere to vent! What the hell!

I whispered:"Empress, what if my request is a bowl of Bizi Soup?"

Duan Xuefu's tone instantly turned cold,"That won't work. You know that's impossible."

I smiled bitterly and asked:"Then why not Rourou? She will be willing."

Duan Xuefu said calmly,"That's it, are you willing?"

I raised my head and looked at her, but she looked kind! But I just felt goosebumps all over my body. I quickly stood up and said goodbye.

All the good things Duan Xuefu did to me were all because of Zhao Jihuan. I was too naive and really thought they liked me because of myself. Oh, what an irony!

I walked out the door, completely ignoring the soreness in my feet, and ran quickly, as if there was a ghost chasing me behind me. However, within a few steps, Zhao Jihuan suddenly appeared from behind and hugged me.

His voice was gentle but firm,"I'm sorry, it's all my fault. I promise it won't happen again. If it happens again, I'm willing to cut off my descendants!" I didn't struggle, I just looked at him quietly. , asked softly:"Why was it you last night?"

He smiled bitterly and replied:"I took Bu Dao Wan."

I also smiled helplessly,"It's really hard for you."

As we walked and chatted, he said softly :"Yuan'er and the others have left."

I looked at him and asked,"Last night, Rourou also..."

He sighed,"Yes, I gave her the antidote. I'm sorry."

"Why?"I asked

"Do you want me and her..."He hesitated to speak.

I shook my head,"But I don't like this either."

He responded:"No one would like it."

I asked him seriously:"If the Queen and I can only choose one, which one would you choose?" I looked at it. His face, expecting his answer.

He said solemnly:"It is impossible to throw away mother, but if she does something wrong, I will make up for it, okay?"

I understand his choice. If it were me, I would choose my mother.

I said seriously:"Can you secretly give me a bowl of Bizi Soup?"

He was stunned for a moment, and said with a pale face:"Do you want it?"

I stared at his eyes and nodded. Sadness flashed across his eyes and he said,"Okay."

At this moment, the dissatisfaction and anger in my heart finally subsided. So I struggled down and said calmly:"Let's go back to the imperial capital today."

As night fell, the stars dotted the sky, shining with weak but firm light. I returned to Yuqing Palace, lay down and closed my eyes. Zhao Jihuan brought a bowl of medicine, and I drank it in one gulp. Instantly soothed my tense nerves.

I lay on the bed, staring blankly at the top of the bed, lost in thought. Complex emotions surged in my heart, including confusion, uneasiness, helplessness, and a hint of deep fatigue. I was trapped in this gorgeous palace, like a canary, neither body nor soul belonged to me anymore. I feel an inexplicable panic. I don’t know if I will become numb if I stay here for a long time. I don’t know if I will have a child in the future to kill the boring time, and then my whole life will pass like this.

"Why."I sighed deeply.

This sigh attracted Zhao Jihuan's attention. He stood up and hugged me tightly. I didn't resist, but said lightly:"It would be better if you were not the prince."

His body stiffened for a moment, then he laughed softly, straightened my body, and stared into my eyes intently,"So, are you willing to be with me?"

I nodded and thought to myself, how great it would be if Zhao Jihuan was not the prince. Then we might be able to live freely like ordinary lovers.

However, looking at his face filled with joy, I couldn't help but wonder. ,"What are you happy about?"

His eyes flashed with determination,"I will fight for it.

I replied angrily:"Dream, go to sleep.""

After saying this, I instantly fell into sleep.

In the dream, I seemed to be locked in an exquisite birdcage, surrounded by solid iron bars. I could not escape. There were many people watching around, and they pointed at me. Pointing and criticizing. Some people even handed me food, but I knew in my heart that if I opened my mouth to eat, I would be tamed by them and lose myself. However, those big hands grabbed me tightly and made me unable to move. I I felt like I was suffocating and couldn't breathe.

Suddenly, I opened my eyes and found that I was still lying on the soft bed. I struggled to sit up and found that Hongmei had already filled me with washing water and quietly I stood at the door.

While I was washing, I was thinking about my situation. I knew that I could not continue to be trapped in this cage, and I wanted to seek freedom. So, I said firmly:"Hongmei, arrange a place for me." A carriage, I want to leave the palace."

Hongmei glanced at me without much expression. She just replied lightly:"No."

I finished washing myself and combed my hair casually.