I became the tutor of my tsundere ex-girlfriend?

As for the conversations I heard outside the door?

Did it really happen, or was it just my own fantasy?

Of course, it happened.

It's just that the content of their actual conversation is not what my inferiority and cowardly personality thinks.

The conversation I heard at the time was actually like this.

"I really served Wen Mengdie, you tell me that she is so beautiful and has such a prominent family background, it is not good for her to find someone to be a dating partner, why do you have to find that gloomy You Zhuang Zhou to be a dating partner?"

"That's right... We are such a high-quality boy to confess to her, not only did she not agree, but she also told us that it was not suitable, and found someone else, I really can't understand what she has in her head!

"If we lose to someone who is a hundred times better than us, then I won't feel unwilling, after all, our skills are not as good as others, but what is You Zhuang Zhou?" Let's talk about grades, bad grades, let's talk about looks, is he as handsome as one percent of me? As for physical fitness? Not to mention, I can easily knock him down with one finger.

"It's not, I still remember the last time I had an argument with him, it was obviously my fault, but he took the initiative to apologize to me, for fear that I would trouble him, Wen Mengdie would actually take a fancy to such a coward, it's really unlucky!"

That's what was going on inside the door, and the people who said it were a group of boys, not a group of girls.

"His grades are not good? Oh, who are you listening to? He doesn't look good? It's just that he doesn't like to be noticed, and the so-called physical fitness, do you really think you can compare to him? He just doesn't want to cause trouble, ignorant and fearless people will always think that they are the most powerful one in the world, but they don't know that you who have such thoughts are the most pathetic. This

is what Wen Mengdie said at that time.

But at that time, 'I' was only concerned with escaping reality and living in a world of my own imagination.

I thought that Wen Mengdie confessed to me from the beginning just to take advantage of me.

and the so-called appointment of Wen Mengdie to ask for clarity at that time was just 'my' own conjecture.

Actually, 'I' didn't ask Wen Mengdie, and 'I' just imagined what would happen in my mind, and then... took out his mobile phone and sent Wen Mengdie a message to break up.

As for the conversation when I met Wen Mengdie again?

That would be even more outrageous.

The first thing Wen Mengdie said when she saw me was obviously "It's been a long time, how are you doing during this time?" "

But what about me?

I imagined her looking at me with disdain, like she was looking at some disgusting maggot, and then said to me,

"Huh? What are you talking about, gloomy man? If I'm not mistaken, this should be my home, right? Even if you want to go out, shouldn't you go out?

"Or are you kidding me?"

"With our current incompatible relationship, do you think it's appropriate to joke?"

Hahaha...

My inferior and cowardly character is really good enough to fantasize.

But this is me, but she has never disliked it.

Not only did he not dislike me, but he also treated me with an extremely gentle attitude.

I..... I really...... Is it really worth her effort?

Obviously, I'm just an ordinary person who can't be more ordinary.

Why did she do this for me?

However, at best, it doesn't seem to have much to do with me.

Because the person who made the decision was Wen Mengdie.

Speaking of which, many people may wonder why the person who held the dominant idea before was my inferiority complex and cowardly personality instead of the current me, right?

Actually....

It's going to be the way it is, it's all my own making.

Long before my parents died, I knew I had another personality!

Perhaps it is not appropriate to describe it in terms of personality, but it is better to describe it in terms of ideas.

After all, everyone has a lot of ideas.

It's just....

I had another idea, a little different from what other people had thought.

Because I had another idea, it was like a real person.

We can think independently, we can talk to each other, so to speak, we are two people with independent thoughts and personalities, in addition to sharing the same body.

Before I dated Wen Mengdie, I didn't think there was anything wrong with this.

After all, I've always been a loner, and even if I have another personality, I won't hinder anyone.

But after dating Wen Mengdie, I realized that this is not okay.

Because of that inferior and cowardly me, I will always unconsciously cause a lot of trouble to Wen Mengdie.

So....

At that time, 'I' and I decided to let one of them blend into the other and become a real human being.

As for who is fused with whom, it depends on who can not make Wen Mengdie uncomfortable after completely dominating the idea.

Because both me and 'I' like Wen Mengdie very much.

Rather than letting Wen Mengdie be hurt, 'I' and I would rather have to bear it for Wen Mengdie.

Me: "Have you been happy for the past few months?"

'Me': "I'm unhappy, because I'm too inferior, too cowardly, not only did I not help her, but I kept causing trouble to her." Me

: "So you've decided that I'm going to fuse you, right?" '

Me': "Well, after all, it is far better for you to dominate the mind than for me to dominate the mind, promise me that you will never make her sad like I do." Me

: "Don't worry, you know anyway, I like her no less than you, after all, you are me, I am you." "

Me': "That's right, after hearing your answer, I was relieved, I'm sorry, everything I did before, you have to compensate her for me." Me

: "I don't need to apologize, it's the way it is, and I'm partly responsible."

'Me': "That's it, I... Finally free, Dream Butterfly... I'm sorry..... During this time, you were worried..."

If anyone saw this scene, they would definitely be scared, right?

After all, just now I was talking to myself as if I was on the spot...