I disguised myself as the second personality of a beautiful girl

Before she could kick the door open, Hoshinomiya Shiraha inside seemed to have had a premonition and opened the door first.

Hoshimiya Shiraihagi crossed his arms with his hands on his chest, a rare serious look on his face. Seeing his sister on the verge of going berserk, her eyes showed a little helplessness, and she stepped aside: "Come in, if you want to know what you know now."

Chiyo Hoshimiya said nothing and entered the room silently with a cold face.

"Do you really know him? Let me ask you."

"..."

Chiyo Hoshinomiya was about to say "Nonsense, we all grew up together", but when she thought that she didn't even know why she wanted to leave, she was speechless.

She suddenly discovered...

It seems that I really don’t understand others at all.

I thought I understood, but in fact it was just self-righteousness based on the long time we spent together.

"If you really understood, you wouldn't have this kind of problem. You could be regarded as a fan of the authorities. Moreover, you were young at that time and wanted to play every day..."

"..."

Seeing that she had calmed down, Hoshinomiya Shiraha calmed down the alienated cells in her body, and her eyes returned to normal, and continued: "There is an old saying, people are not born with knowledge. Afeng is different, you should know that he is not just smart.

But you are born knowing a lot.”

"You know the look in his eyes... I didn't understand before... why a person has that kind of lackluster eyes, until..."

When he said this, Hoshinomiya Shiraha paused and became slightly absent-minded. His eyes seemed to span time and space, and he saw a very distant yet very close scene.

"I saw a similar look in the eyes of a woman who wanted to commit suicide. That woman really had no regard for life or the world."

"Later, I thought about it carefully and realized that Afeng should be the same. It may be because he was born knowing it, or it may be due to other reasons, which leads to low desire... Only with desire can you be happy and feel that you are still alive.

People don’t have the seven emotions and six desires. They’re either immortals or they don’t have souls. You understand that.”

"……is that so?"

Hearing what she said, Chiyo Hoshimiya murmured twice and wanted to understand a lot in an instant.

My mood suddenly dropped.

She was very remorseful.

He actually needed someone to tell him before he could understand such an important thing.

Hoshinomiya Shiraha sat on the chair and sighed leisurely: "Those who have no desire are sad, because they don't know the meaning of their existence and what they need to do... When we think about it carefully, we actually feel that it is meaningless. Maybe it is just here.

We suffer, but because we have emotions and desires and trivial things that force us to keep moving forward, we often forget to think."

"fortunately……"

Hoshinomiya Baihagi picked up a photo of three people on the table, caressed the expressionless face on it, and showed a trace of happiness in his eyes: "Feng still has feelings, but his desire is not high..."

"When a person is alive, he has no worries, no dreams, no desires... he always needs to find something to do."

Exhaling a breath, Hoshinomiya Shiraha put the photo frame back, "This kind of people often have missions. Their previous mission was to take care of you. Otherwise, do you think that people like you, a fool, will take care of you?"

"..."

Hoshinomiya Chiyo was speechless.

She had to admit that she was indeed stupid before.

Orihara Kaede is just the opposite.

Once, she overheard his parents discussing whether to take him to the laboratory to do scientific research together.

At that time, Orihara Kaede was less than 10 years old.

"With so much foreshadowing, we can get back to the topic."

"At that time, something happened to Afeng's family. He probably felt that he had taken good care of you, so... he planned to go outside the city to look for his parents. You also know that it is almost impossible to find them. Going out is almost like courting death."

"But he still plans to go out."

"You would do this if you think he has deep feelings for his parents..."

"That could be very wrong."

"I guess... it's probably just for an... explanation."

Hoshimiya Shiraha has never analyzed a person so clearly, just like the research report on the new variant, and he has never talked about this matter with others.

but.

It feels surprisingly good to talk about it.

After all, I can't suffer alone and worry so much.

Everyone has the desire to talk, but even after holding it in for a long time, there is no one suitable to listen.

"Explain?"

Hoshinomiya Chiyo was stunned.

Surprisingly, she was not too surprised by this reason.

It's human nature.

If her parents are missing, they will still be found when they have enough ability.

only.

At the current level, missing someone outside the wall is equivalent to death.

The mutants outside the wall are as numerous as the stars. They are mutated from humans, animals, insects, and plants. They are more powerful and changeable than the mutants in Tokyo. Some of the craters can even catalyze mutant monsters of level seven or eight, which are no less powerful than those of special mutants.

Photographing monsters in dramas.

Even nuclear bombs may not be able to destroy them.

If you encounter one, your life will basically be over.

In the vast majority of incidents where human cities were destroyed, there were almost always traces of mutants above level seven.

Yes.

A level seven mutant has the power to destroy a city.

"This... it involves a matter of principle. I don't know about this. You can ask it yourself." Hoshinomiya Shiraha shrugged helplessly, "Although it seems to me that it is a matter of death, and my physical condition is so poor..."

"I can help!"

Chiyo Hoshinomiya's eyes lit up and she answered quickly, as if she had found a new goal in life.

"..." Hoshimiya Shiraha rolled his eyes at her and smiled, "What a coincidence, he won't accept help from others. Not only that, he also wants to draw a clear line with you."

"ah!"

"You are stupid. You still want to help him, right? Help him go out to die. You two should die together. You are so stupid."

"That's his mission, it has nothing to do with you, do you understand?"

Hoshimiya Chiyo: "...Oh."

Finally, Hoshinomiya Shiraha sighed and shook his head:

"And he himself couldn't guarantee that he would come back, so he left early four years ago to have time to buffer. By then, you would have almost forgotten about him. You wouldn't be very sad knowing that he was dead. Who knew that you would bump into him again inexplicably?

Come up."

"It's okay now. You messed up my good plans, and you actually came over to ask for help?"

"..."

Chiyo Hoshinomiya didn't know what to say for a moment.

It's impossible to apologize anyway.

It's been hidden for so long.

"Then what should we do? Now Afeng is out..." So much information came down at once, Hoshinomiya Chiyo's head was buzzing, and she couldn't figure out her thoughts for a while.

No one can leave the protection of the city walls and still ensure their own safety.

What's more, Orihara Kaede is still a level 1 evolver.

Without help, it would be impossible to come back alive.

"Neng~"

Seeing that she suddenly lost her mind, Hoshimiya Shiraha turned around silently, took out a high-strength alloy suitcase and handed it to her: "S18 type full-balanced strengthening injection, see if he accepts it."

"Full Balance Strengthening Injection? Where did you get it?"

After receiving the suitcase, Chiyo Hoshinomiya was extremely surprised.