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Sebastian suddenly felt a little dizzy and his breathing was a little weak, but he didn't dare to take a big breath - he was afraid of smelling the smell of chestnut flowers after the oxidation of polyamines - this was Mr. John yesterday Although the boy didn't understand what polyamines were, he mentioned it while chatting with him.

He held his breath tightly at this time, and mentally persuaded himself to calm down, Sebastian, you must calm down! Maybe things are not what you think!

He first knocked on the door panel gently, and after tapping his knuckles three times, five times, and seven times, there was still no response from the room.

At this moment, the young man could no longer restrain the urge to rush in. He pushed open the door panel and rushed directly into the house.

As soon as he opened the door, he saw that in the middle of the white and clean hall filled with flowers, on the row of soft and comfortable cloth sofas, were two haggard and dilapidated flowers.

The remaining flowers looked as if they had been beaten by strong winds and rains, their stamens were wilted and wilted, their petals were withered and bloodless, and their branches were covered with gray and white traces like those that had dried up after fertilizer was poured on them. There were so many puddles, one after another, as if they were watering the flowers. Because the inventory is about to expire, I have no choice but to spend it recklessly.

The weather in the town today is rare and sunny. The rising sun's slightly brilliant golden rays shine through the gaps in the white gauze curtains, reflecting on the two broken flowers. However, such a holy dawn cannot wash away those two broken flowers. Traces of turbidity.

The petals are like a face, and the same blue eyes are all turned white at the moment. The lips that have lost too much water due to sweating appear dry and cracked, but there is still a weird smile that is difficult to describe in words.

Sebastian looked at the two broken flowers. His face suddenly turned pale and lost all color. His eyes suddenly became completely wet, and tears kept rolling around and were about to burst out.

His calves were trembling because he witnessed this shocking scene. He was no longer able to support his body and would stagger to his knees.

His lips also began to tremble violently. He suppressed the discomfort and desire to vomit in his heart and shouted in a trembling voice: "Ka...Caroline..."

The two broken flowers lying lifeless on the sofa seemed to tremble slightly because they heard their names, just like the convulsions of an epileptic patient.

Their souls seemed to be returning to the boring and turbid world at this moment, and they seemed to be about to wake up.

However, this was just a momentary illusion after all. The exhausted mother and daughter had lost the ability to think. Their spirits seemed to have left their bodies and moved away to the supreme place. Their faces once again showed the hey hey hey. A silly smile.

"Uuuuuu——"

Such a scene is undoubtedly a brutal attack on the innocent and immature heart of the young man. The pale, bright red and black color, and the weird and heartbreaking laughter are just like arrows shot out like dense rain. , piercing his heart with holes!

Due to the violent shock in his heart, Sebastian could no longer support his body. He covered his heart uncomfortably and knelt down in front of his beloved, shaking his beloved's shoulders with a ferocious expression, feeling heart-rending pain. shouted:

"Caroline!"

"Wake up!!"

"What happened?! Who hurt you like this?!!!"

"Wuwuwu——Why on earth! Wuwuwu——"

The pale green boy choked speechlessly, unable to restrain the tears as big as peas, and these tears containing grief fell on the bruises on his fiancée's body.

But these warm tears could not wake up the absent-minded girl who felt as if the god of death had taken away her soul with a scythe. She was just smiling dreamily, and the whites of her eyes seemed to be looking at the ceiling, or she seemed to be immersed in memories. Extricate yourself.

As Sebastian cried with his head buried in his head, he could not help but smell the disgusting smell like the putrid dead spring water flowing out of the deep forest in the canyon, especially after his naturally keen sense of smell further enhanced the information about the smell factors. The ground was expanded and detailed - he seemed to be able to deduce the fierce battle situation at that time in his mind!

Wow - the miserable green boy could no longer suppress the churning feeling in his stomach. The morning milk-fried fish and bacon all spurted out and were poured over the withered stamens of the ruined flowers. They were so shocked that the ruined flowers twitched and twitched again, with evil laughter. echoed in the white hall again.

The vomiting juice finally completely covered up the ugly traces, but Sebastian had closed his eyes hard - he really couldn't bear to look directly at the scene in front of him, even though he was once so obsessed with Caroline!

But now when he looked at these two broken and dirty flowers, he felt only disgust, ugliness and disgust in his heart!

But this is obviously my favorite Caroline! These encounters were not her intention, she must have been forced by someone as a last resort... But why does she still have that heartbreaking smile on her face now! ! !

The young man only felt that his heart was so painful and uncomfortable, as if he had been pierced by thousands of arrows, as if there were countless rotten dead eels drilling into his heart along the blood vessels, dancing and twisting wildly, and as if there were a swarm of bees. Ants are eating his heart!

Woohoo, it hurts so much, Caroline——

It's all my fault, I didn't protect you well——

Anger, resentment, grief, guilt... all kinds of complex emotions filled the heart of the green boy, like the swirling and mixing of various colors of paint, but such mixed and mottled colors will only condense into the darkness of deep depression!

In the severe pain of heartbreak, Sebastian, who covered his face and cried bitterly, seemed to hear a strange flapping sound coming from his ears in a trance, which seemed to be some kind of bird flapping its wings. But if you listen carefully, If you look at it, you will find that it is more like a lepidopteran insect flapping its wings.

But the pale green boy had no time to listen to the strange sound. He didn't even realize that the strange flapping sound did not come from the outside world, but from inside his own head!

Sebastian only felt that he was itching all over in discomfort at this moment. The weird itching feeling when he met Mr. John came back again, but this time it was so hot and wild!

Something incomprehensible swam freely between his skin and flesh, riding on the flow of blood and quickly spreading throughout his body.

His heart began to feel a tearing, tingling pain, as if the strange itching sensation was transformed into ants that were digging inward and accidentally dug up the long-sleeping winter cicada, which had been sleeping for nearly eighteen years. The long-lasting wild insects were able to wake up from their slumber because of the harassment of these small insects!

The wild cicada broke out of the heart cocoon that was both protection and restraint, and screamed out a sharp and piercing roar. This strange cry was like a pair of scissors making virtual cuts, but it did have some unnecessary and unsatisfactory sounds. Necessary things are cut out.

The cicada struggled to escape from the cage that was as sticky as blood. It could finally flap its wings unscrupulously without having to hold back in that tiny space. The flapping sound of its wings vibrated and echoed in the young man's body, just in time with his head. The unknown sounds echoed each other, and something deep in the flesh and blood heard the call of the flapping wings, and squirmed out of the sleeping soil of flesh and blood!

This undoubtedly made Sebastian feel a stronger and more turbulent itching sensation. It was like raging waves hitting his brain one after another, making him unable to help but want to scream. Relieve inner discomfort.

But no matter how hard he roared, his vocal cords seemed to betray him, completely disobeying orders. He couldn't even roar to vent, and could only silently endure the increasingly intense torment!

Apart from the tearing pain of the heart, the strongest feeling of strangeness was in the young man's eyes. Now he felt as if there were millions of ants digging holes in his eyeballs, and then, just like the heart, there were Something deeply hidden is revealed under the digging of itchy ants!

In the dark vision with his eyes closed, the pale green boy seemed to be able to see patches of pale marks, which seemed like scars and turbid marks on girls and women, and also like marks on the soul being shed!

Bang——It was like the sound of broken glass, and the awakened thing popped out from the depths of the eye!

Sebastian opened his eyes, and he seemed to see some kind of transparent white flakes falling from his eyes and falling on the soft carpet, melting quickly like ice and snow, but there was no trace of melted water at all.

He raised his head suddenly, and the world he saw was already dark and pale. Everything in the world had lost its bright colors, but at the same time, it also showed its original true appearance.

The pale green boy seemed to see tiny scarlet and pink moths emerging from the mottled marks on Caroline and Susan's bodies, slowly fluttering their wings and flying into the air, chirping and dancing wildly. They circled around the house, and finally gathered in a group and flew towards the door and into the distance.

Sebastian couldn't help but reveal a weird smile. He stretched out his forked tongue and licked the sharp fangs. He ran amidst the whispers that kept echoing in his skull, chasing and gradually flying out of the town. A swarm of brilliantly colored moths.

"Hey, hey, Caroline and Aunt Susan, please don't worry, I'm going to avenge you!"

The young boy who was reborn smiled like this, but he did not notice that when these words came out of his throat, they turned into a series of weird sounds of unknown meaning when they fell into the air, which seemed like It's like the clicking of scissors and the chirping of insects.

He slammed his feet on the ground with such force that the wooden board under his feet screamed under the weight, and he was already flying out the door like an agile cheetah, flying on all fours in an extremely weird and uncoordinated posture. Chasing after the pink little moths.

If there are other people present at this moment, they will see this young man who used to have a smile as bright and friendly as the sun. He is leaning on the ground tightly at this moment, with a weird and scary smile on his face, and his arms stretched forward. With its legs spread out and its spine twisting as it moved forward, it looked more like a weird lizard or spider than a cheetah.

Hey hey hey, I'm so happy, I'm so happy! ! !

The alien boy clung to the frozen ground and crawled quickly. At this moment, he felt that his body and mind were relaxed and joyful as never before. It was as if he had abandoned those extra heavy burdens, and his spirit and body were released and welcomed. True freedom!

His limbs are filled with the power of expansion and explosion, as strong and powerful as a strong cow full of pasture. Crawling on the ground in such a four-legged posture is actually much faster than running on two feet. Why do I always Didn't you think of this method? Obviously cattle, sheep and horses also run on all fours, and they can run much faster than us humans!

His thoughts were filled with unexplainable inspiration, just like Adam and Eve chewing the fruit of wisdom. The sky in his field of vision showed a different kind of gray and darkness. It was a color that was far darker than the previous gloomy sky. No matter how much I gather my companions together, those gray clouds can't cover up the dark and lightless sky of the universe... I seem to be able to analyze the mysteries of the universe from the bright starlight, which are far apart. Aren't the stars just some kind of writhing and dancing pictograms?

The boy was crawling on the ground quickly, while raising his head high and looking up at the sky. The back of his head was pressed tightly against his back, and his neck was bent at such a weird and inhuman angle that the cartilage of his Adam's apple was obvious. The ground protrudes forward like the triangular tip of a gun blade... Anyone who sees it can't help but have a violent thought: I really want to smash this kid's Adam's apple with a punch and dent it!

But Sebastian didn't notice how weird and anti-human his current posture was. He just happily chased the moths that pointed the direction.

However, when he instinctively left the town along the deserted streets, he sensed the fragrance of the wild grass with his new and more layered vision, smell and taste, licked the wet grass with two touches of his tongue, and used the gray Visually watch the dance of earthworms, and use the visual sense of smell to appreciate the collision of the smell of sea and earth... The boy could not control himself and deviated from the direction and pursuit, briefly immersed in these new and interesting experiences, as if he was distracted by a new toy children

"Hehehe, it's so interesting, so fun!!!"

It was not until the swarm of pink and bright red moths guiding the direction impatiently urged the young man that he suddenly recalled his persistence and longings when he first woke up. He spat out the singing earthworms and dancing earthworms in his mouth. The ant thought for a moment and then stretched out its forked tongue to flexibly tie up the earthworms and ants. While enjoying the performance with his sense of taste, he continued to run quickly in the direction of the moth group.

"Hehe, I almost forgot that I still want to avenge Caroline and Susan - I'm so sorry, it's all because the earthworm and ant song and dance show was so wonderful that I couldn't help but be distracted."

"But now I can enjoy musicals and chase revenge... Hey, I'm really a genius!"

The moths flew very fast, and Sebastian's movements were also very fast. They quickly found the target of their trip - Cup Man who was immersed in the woods as if searching for treasure!

Huh? Why should I call him Cup Man? I should call him Mr. Khalsa, right?