I, Funina, just want to be a fun person

My name is Carres.

I lied.

CarresI

was born in Baisong Town, in an ordinary family.

My parents were ordinary fishermen, and I was just an ordinary child.

Baisong Town is not a good place to be.

It's dark and damp, and the air smells of rust, which many outsiders don't like, and they will run away in a few days, but maybe I'm used to it, and I don't think there's anything wrong with it.

When I was a child, I heard my parents say that Fontaine is a land of water, so fishermen are a noble profession.

At that time, I didn't understand, just nodded, but my parents said that water can also bring danger, and they said that Baisong Town is near the sea, so it is forbidden for me and my friends to go out of Baisong Town.

However, Baisong Town also has small rivers and lakes left from high places, and I don't need to go outside to play in the water, so I never thought of disobeying my parents' orders, but I was a little curious.

"Xiaoka, go, your mother is a little uncomfortable today, follow your father to Fontaine to sell fish!" my

father beckoned to me, I nodded, sat on his shoulder, and went out of Baisong Town for the first time.

The sun was shining on my face, warm and comfortable.

This is the first time I have come out of Baisong Town, and it is also the first time to face the sun, I looked around, Baisong Town came out, and there was indeed a lake on one side.

My father led me towards the shore, and I asked, "Daddy, why can't we

live on the ground?"

and my father just smiled, and then he carried me to the boat, touched my head, and said, "When Carres grows up and becomes a real man, he will be able to let Mom and Dad live on the ground." "

Well, I will!" I

nodded innocently.

The boat sailed leisurely with the fish to Fontaine, a big city, at least for me.

I had only heard about the city from my parents, but it wasn't until I got to its feet that I realized the difference between it and Baisong Town.

There was an iron chest that allowed us to go to the heights automatically, and the ground was all white and shiny flat stones, and the tall buildings amazed me again and again.

I didn't notice that my father's clothes and I didn't fit in with the people here, and the people around us looked at us with strange eyes.

I didn't notice that even though I was carrying some of the fish, it wasn't as much as my mother's back, and the fish on my father's shoulders were heavier than ever, almost bending his back.

I noticed only all the novelties in Fontaine, and everything on the road made me curious, so that I did not feel tired with a dozen pounds of fish on my back, until I reached my destination, and my father took the burden off my shoulders.

I didn't notice the way my father nodded as he bargained with the shopkeeper, and I looked around at everything that attracted me.

Until my father's big hand touched my head and said, "Let's go, go home." I

took my father's hand and walked towards the way I came, on the way, I suddenly thought and asked, "Dad, should we live here in the future?"

I didn't remember everything, but I remember that my father was slammed, and then quickly covered my mouth, and then, as if he remembered something, he let go again, and said to me kindly:

" Carres, Baisong Town is our home, it must be better to live in

Baisong Town!" I seemed to think of something, and it was not until I got on the boat with my father that I

asked, "But Baisong Town is dark and damp, and people from outside don't like it." My

father just smiled and rowed the boat by himself, and did not answer what I said, until we returned to Baisong Town, my father did not take me down for the first time, but stood on the ground, hugged me and pointed around:

"Carres, I don't have much ability, but you may be able to take everyone in Baisong Town to live on the ground when you grow up." "

Oh......

" I thought it was my father who didn't know how to build a house, and thought that I wanted to learn how to build a house, so I asked,

"Then why don't you go to Fontaine?"

There were so many people in Fontaine that we couldn't live there. "

Oh......"

I didn't understand what my father meant at the time, but I took it literally.

Later, I went to Fontaine-Fontaine with my father to sell fish more and more often, and I would do some hard work, so that my body became stronger, and the friends who played with me could not beat me.

In Fontaine, I am not blind for nothing, sometimes I will stare at those tall and beautiful buildings, thinking about building them in Baisong Town in the future.

However, the frequency of my mother's cough gradually increased, and I gradually took over my mother's work and steadily followed my father to Fontaine's fish sales.

Then one day, a doctor came to the house, and my father asked me to go out and play with my friends for a while, but I just stayed next to the house.

When he came out, the doctor left without looking back, and my father watched him leave, then touched my head and said,

"Don't worry, your mother will be fine." "

He lied.

A year later, my mother was buried on the mountain.

On the day of the funeral, my father and I stood in front of the grave, and I was not young at that time, but I was not an adult, and I had a premonition about my mother's departure.

So that day, I didn't cry.

My father and I stood in front of the grave for a long time, and we did not speak, until the sky began to rain heavily, but my father touched my head and said slowly

, "Let's go,

go home." "

After that, I gradually took over my father's job, not only to sell fish with him, but also to go out to sea to fish.

I got to know the Chambers of Commerce in Fontaine, and I knew which ones would bid higher and which ones would not welcome us.

I'm not a kid anymore, I can tell the difference between good and bad.

My father began to cough as well, and I began to have a bad premonition, and sure enough, on a rainy day, we went out to sea in the rain, and he fell on the boat.

I rowed the boat back on my own, carried my father to my home, and went out to the doctor with all the money.

When the doctor came, he called me out, shook his head, and patted me on the shoulder: "A year at most." "

I was really panicked, but the doctor said it was a terminal illness and couldn't be cured, and told me not to spend money in vain, so

my father just called me over and touched my head: "It's okay,

Carres." "

I tried my best to go fishing, but it didn't slow down my father's life, and I could only exchange it for some medicine to make my father feel better.

It's just that day, it still came.

Before his death, my father called me to the bed and touched my head one last time:

"Carres, you are different from others, I believe that you can take everyone in Baisong Town and really go out." "

Well

, I will, Father!"

I really understood what I meant, and Father nodded, and the hand hung limply.

On that day, I became an adult.

Carres

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