I give the world destruction and rebirth

Before summarizing, I would like to apologize to all readers. I have been slack on updating recently. I will resume updating after New Year's Day to ensure normal updates.

How can I say this year? Since the end of the epidemic, I have been a bit confused. I have had Yang three times. For someone like Lao Mo who is over 30 and stays up late all year round, it is obvious that his body is not as good as before, especially I checked my body recently and found that my heart rate is very fast and sometimes I have chest pain which is really scary, so I have been taking care of my body almost this week.

On the other side, two elderly people in the family have been hospitalized and bedridden this year, and they all need to be taken care of. My father and mother basically take care of grandma and grandma on one side, but they are older after all. When we were in the hospital, the breeder and I With the need to replace escorts, and the need to take care of Rourou during the day, it feels like life is just a piece of cake.

To be honest, after an old man passed away in December, Lao Mo could clearly feel that the mood of the family was more of a relief than sadness. It is difficult to say what meaning the death brought to the family in the end, but he has been in a coma all year round. Being bedridden is not only a financial burden, but also a mental burden.

Watching the person who once took care of you and raised you gradually become thinner and unresponsive to your calls is also a kind of farewell in itself. Before death in the biological sense, it allows you to accept it in the sociological sense. The arrival of the other person's death.

It must be said that this is a process that can greatly alleviate the inner sadness.

My grandpa passed away a few years ago. He passed away very suddenly. He was a very strong man. He was so strong that he could arm-wrestle with me a few months before his death. He could carry fifty kilograms of rice up to the fourth floor without breathing much. As a result, He suddenly suffered a heart attack and was pronounced dead less than 24 hours after being admitted to the hospital.

That kind of sadness, it's true that after a few years, every time you see a familiar environment and think of this person, you can't help but shed tears.

But when Lao Mo's grandma passed away a few days ago, the mood was indeed not so volatile, because psychologically you had already accepted the fact that she was destined to leave.

I digress, let’s talk about this book. After finishing the previous one, I was very excited and said that I would start a new book soon, but it took more than a year. I was a bit ashamed, because at that time I really thought about giving up writing a book. After all, Lao Mo is the most popular one. I have been in a book drought for a long time when I started writing a book. I started writing books on my own out of anger. If I didn’t have so many friends to support me at the beginning, I probably wouldn’t have kept writing.

Later, due to the birth of Rourou and the change in family priorities, Lao Mo did have to balance for a long time before he found a way to balance the three things of family, work and writing books. The price was that he was almost open all year round and was very mentally exhausted. exhausted.

So as soon as you take a rest, people's laziness comes up. But writing is like mellow wine. As long as you take a sip, you will never forget it.

Especially when the world you describe can be recognized by other people, that kind of happiness is probably more addictive than the comfort effect brought by nicotine. Therefore, after recovering from mental fatigue, Lao Mo finally determined that he should It is inseparable from this line of work.

When he started the new book, Lao Mo was thinking about writing a protagonist different from Xu Yichen. To be honest, when he wrote "The Witcher", he did make some mistakes and portrayed Political Commissar Xu as a very stereotyped character. People come to scale emotional descriptions.

Of course, this also led to many times reaching a deadlock in the advancement of the plot. Because the protagonist’s mobility was insufficient, I often fell into the dilemma of how to make the protagonist do something reasonably, because with the character of the protagonist, he Shouldn't be motivated to do this.

So I had to narrate the background more, describe the supporting characters, and use the general trend of the world and the bonds of friendship to push the protagonist to do this. Originally, given his character, he would probably choose to sit back and watch.

Therefore, in this book, Lao Mo wanted to challenge a more passionate protagonist, a more emotional, even extremely emotional protagonist, which is the origin of Fury-Tang Ji.

But now it seems that Lao Mo's preparation for this book is still insufficient. This book is a very emotional book. It needs enough emotional rendering to make the story more compact. However, authors in the real world also It is difficult for Lao Mo himself to be full of energy and emotion every time he writes a story.

Of course, all of this is ultimately caused by not saving the manuscript and updating the crotch. Lao Mo deeply believes that the lesson will lead to a better performance in 2024, especially after the end of this book, he will definitely save the manuscript when he opens a new book. Three hundred thousand more books will be issued.

According to my current update volume, this book will probably be finished around February or March. The new book will probably start to be deposited after the year. At that time, I will first seek the opinions of the wise people in the book club. Those who are interested can join the group for discussion. The current group number. I will look for it later to see if I can add it to the author's words. Because of the sages' ability to make trouble, five groups have been blocked in the past year, and I have accepted them all!

Finally, updates are back to normal starting next month, so today.

Group number: 485528072

Group number in case the one above is swallowed: ④ 八五五 ② 八十七二