I Have a Crush I Want to Talk to You

After that day, after school, the instant noodles didn't go with me, and Xu Jingjing didn't go with Gao Zhan either. The two of them went home side by side. So there was another "fighting wind" in the class. I dumped the instant noodles and joined Gao Zhan and Xu Jingjing. The instant noodles lost their horses, and Xu Jingjing had a good relationship.

Xiaobai and Jiayao kept nagging in my ear every day that the master was taken away by the monster, senior brother, hurry up and rescue him. With my schoolbag on my back, I looked at the figure of two people leaving side by side, my mood was down to the bottom, and I didn't want to talk.

Gao Zhan, Xiong Shuai, and Dapeng just came over.

Gao Zhan asked me with a smile, "Xiong Shuai, Dapeng and I plan to go to McCafe to do our homework, do you want to come together?"

Xiaobai and Jiayao nodded sharply, but I shook my head and said, "I'm a little uncomfortable today, and I want to go home early. Next time."

Xiaobai and Jiayao looked at me in disbelief, but I didn't expect that I would reject Gao Zhan again.

Xiong Shuai couldn't help but say, "Jingjing, do you really hate me? Even if Gao Zhan invites you, as long as I'm here, you don't want to go?"

I glanced at Xiong Shuai, smiled and said, "Where is it?"

Xiong Shuai said: "Why not? It was playing last semester, and it is also today."

Gao Zhan suddenly grabbed Xiong Shuai and glared at Xiong Shuai, who looked inexplicable.

"Playing last semester?" I scratched my head, "I didn't even know you were going the day I played. If you hadn't come to see me the next day, the devil would have known you went. You are thinking too much. I am today.

Really uncomfortable. "

Xiong Shuai said: "Forget it! For the sake of your aunt's visit, I believe you are really tired today."

I rolled my eyes and said, "I'm going! You are really persistent. Believe it or not, I'm going to make a small report with a piece of fifty cents?"

Gao Zhan came out to smooth things out and said with a light smile: "It's not that you don't know his virtue. If you ask you next time, you can't shirk."

"Yeah." I nodded, "The bus is coming, I'll go first. Bye!"

Saying goodbye to everyone, I got on the bus, swaying all the way, looking out the window at the speeding traffic, my mind went blank. Without paying attention, I sat down again and got out of the car in a hurry, scolding myself while turning my head. In order to get home quickly, I took a shortcut, walked along an old winding alley, and turned right when I got out of the alley. Just as I was about to reach the alley, someone suddenly tapped me on the shoulder from behind. It was as if I had been electrocuted, I jumped up in panic, and slammed into the telephone pole next to me with a "duang". Fortunately, I had a schoolbag to protect me.

I stood up straight and looked back at the person who came. It was instant noodles. Xu Shi was taken aback by my reaction. He still held out his left hand with a surprised look on his face.

"Sneaky, what are you doing?" I soothed my frightened little heart, wishing I could kick him away.

"I'm waiting for you." He finally put down his hand and his expression returned to his natural state.

I glared at him and said, "Wait for me? You ran away with Xu Jingjing as soon as school was over, but now you are waiting for me at my door. Hey, are you telling a story?" It was obvious that he was about to leave after sending him home. Said to be waiting specially

I? My breath was sour, and the sour taste made me feel like I was about to ferment.

"I didn't send her home." He seemed to see through my heart at a glance.

"I don't care if you take her home or not." I turned and left.

He grabbed my schoolbag and I wanted to move forward, but I tried my best to stay still. I turned around angrily and said angrily, "Let go!"

He shook his head stubbornly.

"What the **** do you want to do?"

"It's been a long time since I passed the exam. When I went out in the morning, my dad told me to come to our house for dinner on the weekend. By the way, let's call Xiaobai and Jiayao together." , clean and healthy skin seems to shine with dazzling light. Before I found out that he had longer and thicker eyelashes than girls, but now with his dark and bright eyes, he looked really beautiful. It's no wonder that so many girls have been fascinated by losing weight.

"No!" I refused without thinking.

"My dad will cut me if you don't go." He said in a cute and coquettish tone. what the hell?

"It's none of my business to cut you! Why didn't you tell Xu Jingjing to go to your house for dinner?" I blurted out without thinking, and after I finished speaking, I regretted that I was not annoyed.

His shining black eyes stared at me for a long time, then he bent his lips and smiled, and said, "Xu Jingjing, tell me honestly, do you like me and eat Xu Jingjing's vinegar?"

"You are a snake!" I tried to cover up my guilty conscience through a loud voice. I turned to run away.

However, he saw through me at a glance, reached out and hooked me, hugged me back in his arms, grabbed my neck, leaned in my ear and said with a smile: "Jingjing, you said

To be honest, if you like me, I will definitely not laugh at you. "

"Laughing at you big devil! You are a snake spirit, let go!" I struggled desperately, but I couldn't escape. His hands are very strong.

"If you tell the truth, I'll let it go." He laughed.

"Kang Jiawei, I warn you, let go quickly, or I will tell Uncle Kang to beat you up!"

"My dad will approve with both hands and feet. You hurry up and tell the truth!"

"Say you a big jerk!" I really couldn't deal with his stubborn entanglement, and after thinking about it, I could only step on his instep ruthlessly. However, the sneakers under my feet seemed to be pressed against the cotton compartment. He didn't respond. He was still smiling happily. In the end, he simply picked me up and turned around twice in amusement.

"Ah! Ah! Ah! You bitch, let me down!" I exclaimed.

I happened to pass by an aunt, and I couldn't avoid it. I accidentally threw my foot on her, causing her to hit the wall next to her. The shopping bag in her hand fell to the ground, and the contents were scattered. one place.

The instant noodles finally let go, I quickly jumped over to apologize: "Auntie I'm sorry, I didn't mean it. Are you alright?"

I squatted down and was about to pick up something for my aunt, but she opened my hand in disgust.

"No need! I'm not disabled yet!" She glanced at me, looked at the school uniform on my body, and continued to mumble, "The children these days are really incredible, they start dating when they are just a little bit older, and they start dating in broad daylight. Those who move hands and feet don't know how to be ashamed and avoid it, it's really hot eyes!"

My embarrassed face immediately heated up. It will be dark tomorrow! Where in broad daylight! I

Suddenly I want to beat myself, it's not the problem of day and night, it's obviously that I'm not in love at all.

The instant noodle has silently picked up a few apples that were rolled to the side, and then handed them to the aunt, saying: "Auntie, I'm sorry! We didn't do it on purpose. These apples may have been damaged, and I will compensate you separately." , he took out a hundred dollars from his wallet.

Auntie took the apple and looked at him for a long time, but she didn't take the hundred-yuan bill in his hand, but her anger subsided a lot, "Forget it! It's not a valuable thing!"

Instant noodles said: "Thank you auntie. I'm really sorry!"

Before leaving, my aunt didn't forget to give me a look, but she immediately smiled when she saw the instant noodles, "Go home early after school, don't stay outside, the family will be anxious."

"Okay. Goodbye Auntie!" Instant Noodles politely watched Auntie leave.

The figure of Auntie just turned and disappeared into the alley. As if nothing happened just now, he stretched out his hand to wrap my shoulders around my shoulder as before, and said, "Let's go, I'll take you home."

I almost spit out a mouthful of old blood, and angrily knocked off his hand and said, "You! From today onwards, stay away from me!"

"Why?" He looked at me innocently.

"No reason? I just don't want to see you." Go find your Xu Jingjing!

"Are you still going to our house for dinner that weekend?"

I rolled my eyes, was what I just said nonsense? Too lazy to pay attention to him, I tightened my schoolbag and took it to the alley.

He followed behind me and said cautiously, "Are you still angry with me? Actually, Xu Jingjing and I..."

I turn my head hard

She interrupted him vigorously: "You don't need to tell me or explain the matter between you and Xu Jingjing to me."

He was silent. The smile that was bright like sunshine before disappeared like a cloud of clouds without a trace, the expression on the entire face suddenly darkened, and the frowning eyebrows seemed to be greatly injured.

Seeing his injured expression, my heart tightened, as if being stabbed by a small needle, but when I thought of the way he wiped Xu Jingjing's tears, the nameless fire in my body ignited again.

I ignored him and walked to the gate of the community angrily, but I didn't hear his footsteps anymore, so I slowed down, but I still didn't hear his footsteps. I couldn't help but look back, but saw him very handsomely standing in the alley and smiling at me.

I glared at him and turned around quickly.

The next second, his happy voice came from behind: "Jingjing, don't forget to go to my house for dinner on Saturday. If you don't go, I'll ask my dad to call you in person."

I didn't answer him, I walked slowly into the gate of the community, but the corner of my mouth couldn't help but rise slightly, my mood was also flying, and I ran home jumping and jumping.

I am hypocritical for only two seconds. According to Xiaobai's words, I'm the kind of little **** who says "no, but my body is very honest". On weekends, I dragged Xiaobai and Jiayao to the instant noodle house for dinner. This is also the first time Xiaobai and Jiayao have visited the instant noodle home after their apprenticeships. They were as excited as I was when they first came, admiring them everywhere, and complimenting Dad Kang in various ways.

Dad Kang was very happy and cooked a table full of dishes, saying that the family hadn't been so lively for a long time, and usually only he and Jiawei were the two.

personal.

I have always been curious, why a person as talented as Dad Kang is so low-key and indifferent to the world?

Instant Noodles told me that his dad would think more about customers, save money and materials, whether it was the tooling at the beginning or the home improvement later, so that the company couldn’t make money, so naturally he wouldn’t be used, and he opened his own studio. Afterwards, many of the businesses were introduced by old customers. They didn’t make much money, and they were too busy to die. Because of this, his mother Liu Yunhua couldn't bear it, left his father, remarried his boss, and went to the road of money.

So in my opinion, the inexhaustible money for instant noodles was given by his rich mother. He sometimes wanted to refuse the money from his mother, but when he thought that his father worked so hard to support the family and pulled him out, he would stretch out his hand to ask his father for money again. , as much as you can, and then splurge as much as you like.

When I heard this irrefutable reason, my mouth was so open I could almost stuff an ostrich egg. With such a deformed value of life, why do I feel that it can no longer be right? I like! Although it is said that a gentleman loves money in a proper way, such things as being aloof are actually the most hypocritical.

However, no matter how much he splurges, he is limited to buying various books and school supplies. The most wasteful thing he has ever done is probably asking me to eat...

I told him that my appearance was simply an important starting point to build his perfect life. I've been ashamed to believe that God is moved by my sincerity.

After dinner, the three of us helped clear the table

The son has nothing to do, and the instant noodles do the dishes alone, and don't let us help. I had to take the initiative to ask Ying to help take care of the flowers and plants in the small yard. Xiaobai and Jiayao were lying on the rattan chair with their bulging stomachs, enjoying the warm and soft afternoon sun.

I walked to the edge of the pool and was putting water in the kettle when a figure flashed past my line of sight. I raised my head subconsciously, and just saw Dad Kang approaching the bedroom through the window, frowning and covering his stomach. He crouched down, rummaging through the cabinets under the workbench. After a while, I saw him pick out a few boxes of medicines, then peeled out the pills one by one, and swallowed them. His expression seemed to be very painful, and the hand holding the water glass seemed to be shaking slightly.

The water overflowed the spout and wet my hands and splashed out. I quickly turned off the faucet, put down the kettle, and walked into the room.

"Uncle Kang, are you not feeling well?" I asked cautiously.

As soon as Uncle Kang heard my voice, the water he drank almost choked out. He nervously stuffed the medicine into the cabinet under the workbench and said, "It's okay, it's an old problem, joint pain."

"But Uncle Kang, you don't look like you have joint pain, and your face is not very good. Are you really all right?" I saw that his face was a little pale, the frowning, the expression of pain was obviously serious, and His hand remained on his stomach. Joint pain...why keep covering your stomach?

Kang Shuqiang smiled and said, "It's all right, it's all old. When it's raining, I get sick, and I even feel pain in my muscles, and I can't walk straight."

Maybe it's a related reaction, after all, I don't know what kind of pain method joint pain is.

I half believe

Doubtful: "Does Jiawei know what's wrong with you?"

"He knows. Once he sees me like this, he will become nagging like you, and let me go to the hospital."

"He did it for your own good."

Dad Kang suddenly said meaningfully to me: "Yes, he became so fat because of everything for me. Fortunately, I met you and lost weight again."

"Listen to you, is there a reason why Jiawei is getting fat?"

"Yeah. He was very thin and thin when he was a child. When the typhoon came, he was worried that he would be swept away. Later, I divorced his mother, and because he didn't want to follow his mother, he ate hard, ate hard, and finally ate it. He became a big fat man. He knew that his mother loved beauty, and he felt ashamed to have such a fat and deformed son following her, so he simply stopped arguing with me. "

What Dad Kang said left me dumbfounded. This is the first time I've heard of eating myself fat for such a reason. However, his behavior seems to be exactly the same as his behavior of desperately asking his mother for money and spending, which is irrefutable.

"He's really not an ordinary personality, he has a lot of ideas."

"It's good to have an idea, but you're too young to do things recklessly, and the price is too heavy." Dad Kang sighed.

"Uncle Kang, you don't have to worry. I think Jiawei is a very self-disciplined person, and he will have a good plan for his future."

Dad Kang looked towards the kitchen, looking at the busy figure of instant noodles, his eyes became distant. Suddenly, he frowned again, as if he was enduring great pain in a certain part of his body, afraid that I would see it as a heretic, and said, "Go ahead and help me take care of those flowers and plants. The neighbor next door just asked me for help.

Go get the bathroom, I'll go and help first. "

"Uncle Kang, are you sure you're all right?" I asked nervously again.

"It's okay, it's okay, let's go." He waved his hand.

"Okay, I'll go water the flowers. Call me if you have something to do." I didn't think about it any longer and turned around and went out again. I continued to take care of the flowers and plants. I managed to take care of all the flowers and plants in the yard and just wanted to sit down. I came down and basked in the sun with Xiaobai and Jiayao. Who knew there was a sound I didn't want to hear the last time in the room.

The moment Xiaobai and Jiayao saw Xu Jingjing, they bounced off the rattan chair with a "lean" sound.

The moment Xu Jingjing saw me, the corner of Wei Yang's mouth froze.

I don't know how to describe my bad relationship with Xu Jingjing.

"Yo, Xu Jingjing, what a coincidence!" Since I scolded her in the dark, I'm no longer the coward who only keeps all my emotions in my heart, "Huh? Why didn't I see you today? Follow Wei Xue?"

She stood at the door and stared at me with sharp eyes. If eyes can really kill, I think I must have been slashed by her. She didn't answer my question, but instead said sarcastically, "Why didn't you go to Gao Zhan's house? You should go to Gao Zhan's house?"

"Why should I go to Gao Zhan's house? What you said is a bit strange."

She approached me and deliberately said in a voice that only the two of us could hear: "You deliberately sabotaged me and Gao Zhan, didn't you just want to hook up with Gao Zhan? Now that you've hooked up, you're going to Jiawei's house to play, If it spreads out, people will say that you have two boats on your feet."

"If you don't spread the word, who will make irresponsible remarks at me all day long? Unless you

Boredom and big mouth to preach everywhere. "

She was refuted by me and couldn't find a word for a while, her beautiful eyes were round, and she could not wait to turn her eyes into golden rays of light and shoot me. The last time in the dark, even if I exposed her, she still wore her thick mask, but from the moment Gao Zhan pulled me away, it seemed as if a sharp arrow had worn her seventeenth. Eight years of indestructible mask finally shot down.

At this moment, Instant Noodles came over with two books, "Xu Jingjing, the reference material you want..." He looked at the two of us standing face to face, and got stuck halfway through what he was about to say.

As soon as Xu Jingjing heard his voice, she changed her face and turned around to take the information, "If I had known you had guests at home, I wouldn't have come to disturb you. Actually, I'm not in a hurry." She smiled and said softly, As if the person I fell in love with and killed just now was not her. This splitting skill is awesome!

"It's nothing, there is no interruption. I'll send you out..." Instant Noodle just said to send her away.

Who knew that Xu Jingjing suddenly interrupted him and said: "By the way, I happened to be unable to understand a question yesterday, please teach me."

Instant Noodles frowned and looked at me subconsciously.

She added, "Jiawei, you have already accepted all three of them as apprentices, don't you mind taking me one more? I know I'm dumber than Jingjing, but I'll work hard."

I go! dumber than me? I don't know who has always been "smart" and "beautiful" on my head since I was a child.

Xiaobai and Jiayao winked at me, motioning me to stop the instant noodles, and I rolled my eyes weakly. Again, does he want to

Accepting an apprentice, what's the matter with me?

Jia Yao gave me a contemptuous look, and then sarcastically said to Xu Jingjing, "On the Journey to the West, there are only four masters and apprentices who went to the West to learn scriptures, and if one more is a goblin."

Not to be outdone, Xu Jingjing said, "Who said there are four people? Isn't there a white dragon horse?"

Xiaobai couldn't help but swear: "Fuck!" Is this okay?

The so-called Tao is one foot high, and the devil is one foot high. This time I had to obey, Xu Jingjing won!

I silently stared at Xu Jingjing who was blocking the door. I forcibly held back my smile and said, "I'm sorry, please let me go."

Xu Jingjing moved back very obediently, and I passed her and entered the house. Xiaobai and Jiayao crossed her body one after another, and the two of them did not forget to rub against her slightly when they passed by her side.

Instant noodles stopped me: "Jingjing, where are you going?"

I glanced at the time on my phone and said to him, "The three of us have something to do later, so let's go first. You slowly greet your... White Dragon Horse."

Dad Kang disappeared, and before we could say goodbye to him, the three of us packed our bags and left. Instant noodles kept sending the three of us to the door, and several times to explain, they were interrupted by my sudden conversation with Xiaobai Jiayao.

After going out, Xiaobai and Jiayao began to complain about me, saying, "Why did you persuade when you saw Xu Jingjing? Why didn't you **** the master over?"

I said leisurely: "Tell you, you don't understand."

"Coward!"

"loser!"

Xiaobai and Jiayao finished scolding each other like this, left hand in hand, and abandoned me.

I looked at the sky at forty-five degrees, and the stimulation of the bright sun made me squinted slightly, and then opened my eyes, because the light stimulated the corners of my eyes

It was a little moist.

Xiaobai and Jiayao didn't know, I once promised someone that I would not tell anyone about his crush on Xu Jingjing.

I, Xu Jingjing, is a person who keeps his promises.

I took a deep breath and was about to leave when the instant noodles came after me, "Jingjing!"

I turned around and looked at him.

"Jingjing, Xu Jingjing just came to find the information that I want to study abroad. She plans to go abroad." He was explaining to me.

I didn't speak, when suddenly the phone rang, and the caller ID was Gao Zhan. I looked at the two words on the screen at a loss, and at the same time instant noodles also saw the caller ID. Ghostly, I answered the phone: "Hello?"

Gao Zhan said: "I have a game with Xiong Shuai and Dapeng tonight, do you want to come?"

"Oh, well, what time is it?"

"Seven o'clock. The old place."

"Old place..." I paused. If Gao Zhan and I knew the old place, it should be the basketball court he took me to last time. "I know. See you at seven."

I hung up.

The face of instant noodles darkened slightly, "You are very close to Gao Zhan now."

"Aren't you and Xu Jingjing very close?"

"My relationship with her is not what you think."

This sentence is very familiar. Just a while ago, the person who called me just told me. I don't know if boys like to use this sentence to express it.

I took a deep breath and said calmly: "Instant noodles, I told you that I initially helped you lose weight in the hope that you could go after Xu Jingjing and separate her from Gao Zhan. I know my initial thoughts. It's shameless, but every time you see Xu Jingjing, you blush and stutter, and you want to be with her

thoughts were on his face. Now, my purpose has been achieved. You lost weight, they separated, and Xu Jingjing began to contact you. You can be with your goddess, what happens between me and Gao Zhan is my business. You don't have to always explain things to me about you and her, I won't be jealous because I don't like you, and I can't like you, never! So you don't have to worry, and don't worry about losing my friend. I can assure you that we will always be good friends. "

Every time I said a word, I felt as if someone had slapped me hard with a sledgehammer. Although everyone is joking about me and him, I know that the person he likes is Xu Jingjing, not me. If I think like my classmates joked that he shouldn't live up to me or something, that's moral kidnapping He, I don't want that.

His expression stiffened, his fists clenched tightly.

I sighed again, tried my best to give him a smile, and said, "Go back. I'm leaving, bye."

Turning around, I took a deep breath and gave a bigger smile to the alley in front of me, so that the sourness in my heart must not come out sadly. I am working hard to clean up my heart. I believe that if I can let go of Gao Zhan very easily, I will be able to let go of him very soon. I'm only seventeen years old, and I still have a long way to go. I like him today, and maybe I can fall in love with others when I meet someone better. Anyway, there is a saying that women are fickle, aren't they?

However, that night, I broke an appointment with Gao Zhan again. I went home, hugged the quilt, and cried for a long time. I didn't understand what I was crying for.