I Have Paid Too Much For This Home

Su Xingchen stepped out of the door of the consultation room and looked up at the sky that had unconsciously lit up the stars. The tears in his eyes once again felt the urge to rush up.

Fortunately, I had already cried once in front of Dr. Fang, but this time I closed my eyes and endured to go back.

Su Xingchen has always been a positive and optimistic person.

He was passionate about life before the only loved one died.

Until the day when his father left, he used to be full of energy, like a deflated balloon, and his condition was worse every day.

University work has also been affected, and it has become unintended to study.

At first Su Xingchen thought that it was too short, and he hadn't come out yet. Later, he learned that this feeling of inability to face life is called depression.

The only difference from ordinary depression is that after Su Xingchen knew that he was sick, he actively cooperated with the doctor's treatment and wanted to make himself better.

To this end, Su Xingchen has also deliberately registered many social platforms, and strives to chat with friends online, or broadcast live learning, cooking, and show his talents.

but……

A half year passed.

There is still no way for Su Xingchen to find the motivation to persist in this empty city.

Today is the last time he came to the consultation room to find Dr. Fang's solution, because he has decided to temporarily suspend school and return to his father's hometown to cultivate for a while.

The reason why I cried a lot with emotion today is that Su Xingchen thought that he would only be able to communicate with Dr. Fang in the form of video or telephone in the future.

"You see, in the face of people who are familiar and trusted, you will slowly develop a sense of dependence and a bond. As long as the bond is deep enough, you will not feel that there is no meaning in your world without your stay." Just now, Dr. Fang tried to suggest Su Xingchen for the first time: "Actually, if you don't exclude, you can find someone who trusts your feelings ..."

Hearing that Doctor Fang was not so sure, let Su Xingchen in this state get into the relationship.

After all, in today's society, married couples can divorce in minutes, let alone just be in love.

If Su Xingchen really falls in love for recovery, wouldn't the other party break up with him to cause double harm?

So Dr. Fang finally said, "Either find a thing or environment that trusts you."

Things and things, Su Xingchen have tried, nothing useful.

Later, he thought that his father had a house in his hometown. After his father passed away, he became a legacy and left it to himself.

Speaking of this old house, there is also a story of a god.

That was what Su Xingchen heard from his father when he was young, saying that the house in their hometown was the place where the grandfather was looking for a feng shui master in the 1970s. He didn't ask for the convenience of life, but only seated on the acupoint.

After all, Su Xingchen was still small at the time. He could hear the fog and fog, no room in which to buy furniture, opening the door is the wealth of other people's home, and he can share it.

However, the contents inside can only be used inside, not sold out.

In retrospect, Su Xingchen just thought that his father told some rural news and used to fool himself when he was a child, so he didn't care.

He wanted to go back to his hometown. One was to leave this empty city. The other was that his father had lived in his hometown for several years before his death. It is also a memory.

After making this decision, Su Xingchen quickly completed the suspension of school.

Then there was the vacant house on the cooking side, a four-ring house of more than 50 square meters. It was a residential house that his father bought to save frugality.

If rented out, more than 10,000 yuan can be collected each month.

In this way, he also has a source of living in his hometown, and can save a lot of money.

Su Xingchen was thinking about this, and his face that had been frowning for a few days had unwittingly revealed a rare ease.

Packing the luggage next, Su Xingchen seemed to have hope, and seemed much happier than before when he had no goals.

...

In order to return home earlier, Su Xingchen booked a high-speed rail ticket the next morning.

On the high-speed rail, he opened a video platform that he hadn't visited for a while, and found that several netizens asked about his current situation under a cooking video he had previously recorded.

And the rest are commenting on his cooking skills.

"..." This is a thing that makes Su Xingchen more confused, because no one cares about the dishes in his cooking videos, almost all comment on how his hands are, and how his face must be.

Su Xingchen, who is introverted and unwilling to express himself, picks out a few comments on the recent situation and responds to them.

Then he turned on the camera, pointed at his face wearing a mask, and slowly pulled down the mask. The voice was not loud but the word was very clear: "Now it is 6 o’clock Beijing time. I boarded the high-speed train back home. Reached the end after more than four hours ... Thankfully, I feel a little bit excited today, although a bit dazed, and a little worried. Can I live my own life in my hometown, I think ... I can, I It will definitely get better, come on. "

After speaking, just like saving a diary, Su Xingchen ordered the release.

Then follow Dr. Fang's advice, try to think less and try to sleep more.

Because as soon as Su Xingchen thinks about things, he will involuntarily fall into a panic of the situation. For example, if he feels lonely, there is no place in the world called home.

Feeling lonely, no one except me will remember those memories that belong to the parents.

In other words, no one in this world will remember the pictures of how Su Xingchen came to earth.

Suddenly, Su Xingchen found tears in his eyes.

"father……"

Su Xingchen held his backpack and secretly hid from the person for a while and then relaxed. He slumbered against the chair for more than an hour, and was finally awoken by a burst of urine.

He got up and went to the bathroom, then kept looking at the scenery outside the window until he got to the station.

It is Mayday, one of the most comfortable months of the year in southern cities.

Su Xingchen got off at the north station of the city and had to make a long-distance bus back to the remote towns and countryside.

Coupled with the time spent in the middle of various transfers, when he returned to the village on a small bread, it was already dark.

Su Xingchen, who had just got out of the car, looked at a completely strange place and felt that his feet were a little weak.

In the end, the uncle who brought him back couldn't see, and said, "Where's your door? Uncle helps you get your luggage over."

Just now in the car, the driver uncle Su Xingchen pulled up a bunch of crickets, knowing that the young man with a clear eyebrow turned out to be a native of the village, and his house had a house here.

The driver is also a local. His name is Wang Hanxiong and he lives in the second-floor self-built small building in the village.

In fact, Su Xingchen didn't have much luggage. He only had a backpack and a suitcase. Besides, he heard his father said that he could not take people home, so he shook his head and pulled down the mask on his face. Thank you, "Uncle, I don't need it, I You can walk over by yourself. "

At this time, Su Xingchen didn't know, and it took him an entire hour to walk from the village to his house.

During the period of various black lights and blind fires, the mountains were overcast, and the sound of birds and animals in the forest made Su Xingchen, who was less than 20 years old, want to retreat.

But he was unwilling to come here after a hard day, and there was no room for retreat?

So settled, walking on the overgrown path by the light of the mobile phone flashlight.

In order to brave himself, Su Xingchen embarrassedly sang a five-tone incomplete volunteer march.

When he sang for the fifth time, the cement-paved path finally came to an end.

Fortunately, a large house that looks good stands darkly in front of Su Xingchen.

There are two floors with a small yard.

Su Xingchen stared pantingly at the house in front of her, thinking of her embarrassment just now, while raising a faint sense of accomplishment in her heart.

He smiled and thought that the decision to change the environment was not wrong, it was the first victory.

Then found a bunch of keys in the backpack and opened the brass lock on the courtyard door, but found that the door was heavy and pushed a little hard.

After Su Xingchen entered, he carefully locked the courtyard door to prevent beasts from entering.

Seriously, in a mountain with no fingers, a person who comes to such a deserted place will be scared no matter who it is.

And Su Xingchen, probably because he was not afraid of death, so he didn't hesitate to find a house, so he took it as his destination.

Oh ...

He opened the second heavy door, and it was no accident dark inside.

But fortunately, no serious odor came, just a little musty smell caused by long-term unventilated.

Su Xingchen faintly saw the shadow of some furniture through the flashlight of his mobile phone, but he didn't look much and looked for the switch directly on the wall near the door.

"Huh?" But after touching it, he began to doubt that there would be electricity in this kind of barren mountains and mountains.

Sure enough, there were no light switches on the wall at all.

However, Su Xingchen didn't control it. According to his father's description, he carried the suitcase directly to the second floor and found that there was indeed a door on the second floor entrance.

This time Su Xingchen took a deep breath, then opened it with a little trembling.

First, there was no moldy smell inside, but a faint air freshener.

Su Xingchen depressed doubt, reached out and pressed a switch casually by the wall, only to see a small light on the entrance.

What he saw next made Su Xingchen startled and stunned.

What did Su Xingchen see?

He saw a set of stylish and beautifully decorated suites, which supposedly only appeared in first- and second-tier cities, which made him hardly believe it was true.

In order to prove that he is not an illusion, Su Xingchen immediately opened the exquisite workmanship of the shoe cabinet, and saw that there were rows of brand-new leather shoes, sports shoes, and other shoes, but they were all men's models.

"..." Su Xingchen took out a pair of leather shoes, flipped over the sole, and wrote forty-three yards, which was not suitable for forty yards of himself.

However, slippers can be worn, he took out a pair of slippers, bent over, took off the original sneakers and put them in the shoe cabinet.

Then closed the door, dragged the suitcase into the incredibly luxurious living room, and sat down thoughtfully on the sofa.

I just feel that the sofa under the buttocks is good, how can I say that it has not been packed here for more than ten years ...

"..." Su Xingchen, who was stimulated, rubbed his silly face, and finally believed in the things that his father had said to himself. Everything turned out to be true.

There really is such an incredible spatial overlap in this world.