I have to teach the world a lesson

The world is gray.

I stumbled from a small place to Yanjing...

I was number one in the class and the whole school all the way, but I failed on the last night before the college entrance examination.

I walked into the examination room with a fever. I had vomiting and diarrhea halfway through the exam. I only finished half of the paper...

No one would have thought...

The boy who once had the most hope of going to Yanda University will fail in the most critical exam.

Failed the college entrance examination!

It means that the rows of honorary certificates on the wall, the proud smiles on the faces of parents who praised their sons' progress when meeting people, and the voices of fellow villagers praising the proud son of heaven have all turned into harsh sounds.

After checking his college entrance examination scores, Lin Cheng looked at the results of the second line in confusion, and sat on a chair in the county Internet cafe like a fool all night.

The Internet cafe owner was so frightened that he called the police.

He secretly thought that this man was staring at the dark screen in a daze, maybe there was something wrong with him.

Falling from a height and realizing reality is an extremely painful thing.

Despair, like ants, kept biting at his heart. For a long time, he locked himself in the room and repeatedly read the books from high school, reading like a man in a daze. , repeatedly solving math problems that have been solved countless times, trying to let these things torture my spirit and make myself forget reality...

Then……

It will always be dark.

As time goes by, people have to accept reality.

At least he passed the Yanjing exam.

At least, studying hard can change your destiny.

The college entrance examination can change your destiny. It is like a carp jumping over a dragon's door, but it is not the only dragon's door in life.

finally……

Carrying his luggage, he came to the big city of Yanjing in a daze.

Playground wind.

It's getting bigger...

He felt suffocated...

He yelled uncontrollably, pulled his hair, laughed maniacally, and cried again.

He has always believed that knowledge changes destiny.

Be more confident that you can achieve results if you work hard. If you are not serious enough, you are not working hard enough.

He desperately squeezed his own space and time, and did not even have any social interaction. He huddled himself in the library, dormitory, canteen...

He felt like a sword, sharpening it over and over again, until it shined, and until it was unsheathed, it became a blockbuster!

But this world is so unfair.

He should work hard to study in the library and enrich all his knowledge.

People like Qi Haifeng exuded the stench of capital. They were idle every day. He had a conflict with Qi Haifeng. Qi Haifeng pinned him to the ground and beat him severely. He was almost sent to the police station...

Although reconciled, he suddenly realized that he was incompatible with this world.

Someone told him, "A rich second generation like Qi Haifeng comes to Yanshihua to study just to get a diploma. Studying is of no use!" 】

Some people also said to him, "What's the use of studying like this in college? After you go out into society, you don't understand any worldly things. Even if you join some good companies, you will only be at the bottom and be treated like a cow..."

【……】

Everyone told him to accept this harsh reality.

But he told himself [Knowledge changes destiny! ] and told myself [faith must be firm, no one can shake it].

He is eager to prove that he is right!

What I desire even more is that I am a practitioner of the truth!

This desire was stronger than that moment during the college entrance examination. He would not allow anyone to collapse his worldview again.

Then……

First semester.

The final exam is out.

He looked at the second grade. Although it was also a first-class scholarship, it was the second grade!

Zhang Sheng!

It's the first...

Zhang Sheng, who often asked for leave, actually got a very exaggerated score.

His score is not far behind Zhang Sheng...

However, in the second half of the first semester, Zhang Sheng asked for leave every three days!

For the first time, cracks appeared in his faith. From a young age, his teachers told him that as long as he worked hard, he would achieve results.

However, no one has ever told him that there is actually a difference in intelligence between people. Of course, there are also differences in learning methods.

After the second semester...

Zhang Sheng's requests for leave became more and more frequent, and Zhang Sheng was often nowhere to be seen every three days.

After seeing this scene, Lin Cheng worked harder than last semester.

Then, everything seemed to be going in a good direction...

There was a girl who often read books with him in the library. I don’t know who struck up the first conversation with him. Over time, the two of them became familiar with each other.

The feeling of falling in love is sweet and sweet, which makes Lin Cheng feel unprecedented happiness. The girl is cheerful and smiles beautifully...

playground.

The wind was blowing harder and harder.

Lin Cheng stripped down to just a pair of shorts!

But he still roared like a wild beast, as if he was willing to use up the last bit of his strength and then die on the playground!

The past events appeared in his mind one after another...

He knew nothing about love, so he fell in love easily. Then, he used the money earned from his part-time tutoring job to buy a mobile phone...

Since the advent of iPhone 4, various domestic copycat phones have sprung up like mushrooms after a rain, and the prices of some smart phones have become cheaper and cheaper.

I don't know since when, the girl occasionally said, "Wow, you and Zhang Sheng are roommates." This sentence made him suddenly become a little vain.

I don’t know when he started telling Zhang Sheng’s story inexplicably...

Zhang Sheng and he would often sit in the front row to study. He often met Zhang Sheng in the library last semester, and Zhang Sheng would even ask him questions...

When he said these words, he felt a little proud in his heart. In his life, he never thought that he could impress a girl with such words.

He felt respected as never before, as if he was the chosen one, and luck and happiness seemed to have everything befallen him...

He started talking about Zhang Sheng often!

He said that Zhang Sheng rarely came to class this semester. He said that he did not have Zhang Sheng this semester. He felt that he was missing some goals. He said that he felt lonely without an opponent...

His vanity was growing little by little, and he was sure that he should be able to reach the top this semester!

"Wow, Lin Cheng, you are so awesome!"

"Yeah, you know Mr. Zhang so well. When can you make an appointment with Mr. Zhang for dinner..."

"Yes, Lin Cheng, the sisters in our dormitory all want to meet Mr. Zhang..."

"..."

When Lin Cheng handed the photo of himself and Zhang Sheng to his girlfriend, he felt admired again!

Then, his vanity was satisfied as never before, and even reached its peak!

He almost agreed.

However, when he saw that Zhang Sheng had been cramming in all kinds of knowledge for this semester these days, even going out before dawn every morning, leaving early and coming back late every day, he realized that he couldn't do this.

"Brother Sheng is studying and cramming in the knowledge he has gained this semester. After all, he has missed too many classes this semester. If he doesn't cram in for a while, he might fail..."

"I can't disturb him..."

"You don't understand Brother Sheng. Although Brother Sheng is very powerful now, he has never given up studying. In a sense, Brother Sheng and I are also the same kind of people..."

"..."

In the playground.

Lin Cheng finally got tired of running...

My throat was hoarse, tears kept flowing out, I was laughing like crazy, my spirit was hit like never before, and the beliefs, worldview, and everything I once insisted on collapsed in an instant.

The results for the second semester are out.

He was actually second again...

Zhang Sheng actually ranked first again, and his results were so amazing...

Why!

He has worked hard and accumulated for so long, but why not let others just make up for it and then take the test casually and easily?

"Hahaha, haha!"

"Hahahahaha..."

While laughing, he pulled his hair desperately, pulling out several hairs, and then hit his head hard with his hand.

"boom!"

Faith collapsed.

What I once insisted on has now become nothingness.

The previous understanding and the so-called "hard work will lead to success" were like a joke, a big joke.

His cell phone was ringing constantly, it was a call from that girl...

He picked up the phone and slammed it down.

Then, he beat his head even harder!

As he passed by the door of the girls' dormitory, he heard a familiar voice.

Sometimes, just like what is written in the novel, many things are so bloody! He heard that "familiar" voice chatting with his roommates.

"Sisters, I have sacrificed so much for you and devoted myself to a nerd for so long...you also want to give me some benefits, right?"

"Emotions? Don't be joking. I'm a native of Yanjing. If I bring such a boyfriend back, wouldn't I be embarrassed to death?"

"Go back to the countryside with him? Cut pig grass? Go raise pigs? My mother will beat me to death if she finds out..."

"I just want you to meet Zhang Sheng and take a chance. That's why I work so hard to please this nerd..."

"Shh, don't discuss this issue, that nerd is coming soon..."

"..."

turn out to be……

That girl approached him because he was "Zhang Sheng"'s roommate, not because of Lin Cheng, how well he studied, how outstanding he was...

It turns out that he is a clown, a clown through and through...

When the so-called love, the so-called studies, the so-called dreams...

Collapse overnight!

When all these years of hard work are just a joke from others, they are just a "nerd".

When the original family is broken, when the real sense of inferiority surges into my heart, when everything in front of me is cracked, and finally shattered as completely as glass.

He turned into a joke.

If you have never seen the light, you will not be afraid of the dark.

If you haven't got it yet, you won't be afraid of losing it.

I don't know how long it took, but he finally stopped pulling out his hair. He just stared at the sky with distracted eyes, blank and cold.

Just at this time……

He saw Zhang Sheng walking in front of him and looking at him condescendingly.

His pupils suddenly became bloodshot, he wailed in pain, and then stood up again like crazy.

"why why why……"

"why why……"

He rushed towards Zhang Sheng, grabbed Zhang Sheng's collar, and kept roaring.

but……

He did not punch Zhang Sheng. It seemed that deep down in his heart, there was an instinctive respect and gratitude, but it was also mixed with anger, hatred, and sadness, as if he was despairing that he and Zhang Sheng lived in the same era.

He finally roared hoarsely and was speechless.

"It's good to relieve some stress!"

Zhang Sheng straightened his clothes, let go of his hands, lowered his head dejectedly, and smiled faintly.