I Heard A Hallucination After A Breakup, And The Whole Internet Felt Sorry For Me

"Ooooo, Xiaofan, you are suffering!"

After listening to this song "Actor", Lin Yi looked even sadder than Gu Fan.

The good eight-foot man almost burst into tears when he clung to Gu Fan's shoulders.

Gu Fan was speechless.

He patted Lin Yi gently and sighed: "Well... Brother Yi, stop pretending, stop pretending."

"Oh~" Lin Yi glanced at Gu Fan secretly, his expression suddenly returned to calm, and he coughed and said, "How did you find out?"

Gu Fan couldn't help but roll his eyes.

"You've been using this trick for more than ten years, and you're still using it!"

When Gu Fan was a child, he was chased and beaten by Zhou Lan after being naughty.

Lin Yi would pretend to feel sorry for Gu Fan, but who would have thought that he would start laughing when he turned around.

They have been discovered by Gu Fan several times.

"It's... boring!"

Lin Yi pursed his lips, held his head and walked out. As he was leaving, he didn't forget to remind Gu Fan, "Remember to come to my concert! I'm leaving first, no need to send him off!"

He still has things to do.

"Oh, I see."

Gu Fan didn't stop him.

He was also very obedient and did not send him off.

Just look carefully at the corners of Gu Fan's mouth and you will find his meaningful smile.

Lin Yi's character has been completely grasped by him!

No, Lin Yi turned back three times step by step until he walked out of Gu Fan's small room and poked his head back again.

A head like a spinach popped up next to the door.

"Hey! Xiaofan, you really don't want to give it away! I'm just kidding!"

"You said you wouldn't give it away!"

Gu Fan is very simple and spreads his hands.

It really looks like that.

Lin Yi finally understood.

Gu Fan is no longer the child he used to be able to tease!

He couldn't be more amused!

I can only say arrogantly and helplessly.

"Give it away!"

"Then you should have told me earlier!"

Gu Fan walked over with a smile.

...

September 14th.

Penguin Music.

Recommended seats on the software homepage.

Gu Fan's song recommendations are crossed.

[Top new singer Gu Fan’s new single "Actor" is released today]

The hungry fans immediately clicked in.

The low piano solo reached their ears for the first time.

Just the beginning leads people into the sad emotion.

When Gu Fan’s magnetic and soulful singing sounds.

Even more sad.

“Keep it simple, keep it simple in the way you speak.

Please omit the progressive emotions

You're not an actor

Don't create those plots

No objection, I just want to see how you behave

Your sadness is too superficial, like a talentless actor

The audience can see it at a glance..."

The lyrics are like Gu Fan's experience.

Extremely true.

Every story in the lyrics.

It just happened around everyone, they saw it in their eyes and remembered it in their hearts.

Everything Gu Fan experienced and everything they saw gave the audience a strong sense of involvement.

"The protagonist in the lyrics is Gu Fan, the actor is Gu Fan's ex-girlfriend, and the audience corresponds to us who are listening to the song now."

"Yes! We saw through her clumsiness at a glance, but she was still crying hypocritically in an attempt to win back Gu Fan."

"Gu Fan's love must have been gone after that car accident!"

"He almost gave his life for her, but she broke up with him. It's really realistic!"

"..."

The song progresses to the chorus.

Stronger emotions emerged.

"I turned a blind eye when I was supposed to cooperate with you in the performance.

You're forcing the person you love most to perform an impromptu performance

When did we start to put away the bottom line?

Adapt to the changing times and watch those poor performances

But why did you love me so much? Performance details

What should I become to delay boredom?

It turns out that when love lets down its guard, these things

That is the test. "

After the two are together.

Gu Fan put down all his guard against her and loved her wholeheartedly.

Treat her like a god.

Remember every word she said, every expression, everything we did together, and every place she went.

Every experience is deeply and clearly engraved in my heart and memory.

The past Gu Fan will be recalled and daydreamed in my heart day and night.

Recall every wonderful experience.

Imagine every possibility in the future.

Getting married, having children, and growing old together were all dreams that Gu Fan once had.

It's a pity.

The other person has always been an actor.

Every experience he recalled was just a show she put on.

The former Gu Fan couldn't see it.

Now Gu Fan clearly knows that every move and expression she makes is carefully designed.

gradually.

The singing came to a turning point.

"I should do my best to coordinate with your performance.

Like the guests on an emotional show, anyone can choose

If you can still see the side of me that loves you

Please cut those scenes to make me look decent.

But why did you love me so much? Performance details

The look of not caring is my last performance

It’s because I love you that I choose to perform, this kind of fulfillment..."

The song ends here.

The audience suddenly woke up.

turn out to be.

There is not just one actor named Zhang Fei.

And Gu Fan.

He is also an actor.

Since Zhang Fei wants to be an actor.

Gu Fan also cooperated with her to act in a scene.

It's just in this scene.

She acted like she still loved him.

But he acted unconcerned.

"Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu Gu Fan must be very sad to give up such a person whom he has loved for a long time!"

"Gu Fan is also an actor!"

"She acted like he loved him, but Gu Fan acted like he didn't love her!"

"When you left me after I gave my life for you, I knew we could never be together, even though I loved you."

"Gu Fan usually looks so silly, but the songs he writes are really painful to listen to, and I feel sad from them."

"I really feel sorry for Gu Fan. How unruly a person can be, how affectionate he can be."

"We are not Gu Fan."

yes!

The reason why the audience can have such a sense of involvement.

Many of them are not actors!

In love, even if you know clearly that you are destined to get it, no matter how hard you work, you will eventually lose it.

He would also wear a mask and run away from a distance, staring at him from afar.

But my heart was aching, thinking about, and looking forward to it over and over again.

In the end, he was just a floating cloud in her (his) colorful world. When the wind blew, he was easily lost in the dust of time.

I have always played the role of an actor, always alone, unable to start a new relationship.

Only occasionally do I hear about her (him) from other people.

I heard that she had a new love, and heard about her.

When all memories and emotions are gradually lost in various "hearings".

Suddenly one day, he suddenly woke up and realized that she (he) could no longer make waves in his heart.

All kinds of emotions came over me.

Happy? Pity? relief? Indifferent?

It turns out that no one will be remembered forever. All that can be remembered forever are memories.

...

Somewhere on the rooftop.

The sky was overcast and a howling cold wind kept blowing.

On the fence of the rooftop, "Actor" is still playing the single on the mobile phone.

Tao Ziming looked at the dim sky in the distance melancholy.

PS; From here on, Gu Fan’s ex-girlfriend is completely settled! ! !