I Heard You Still Love Her

Xiao Ruoyan used to be such a gentle person, she couldn't wait to hold Xiaoyan in her hand, but now she can't see the sad eyes at all, she nervously wiped her hands with a wet tissue, and kissed her perfunctorily with her head down. Xiao Yan's forehead, "Help me see, what else is wrong? Alas, Xiao Yan, you should also wrap the bath towel quickly again, don't show so much."

Yan Zhilan:? ? ?

Who just murmured disgust and said what bath towel she was wearing didn't feel good?

Xiao Ruoyan stepped out with long legs and walked all the way to the door. She didn't open the door directly, but took a deep breath, and secretly lay on the cat's eye and glanced at it. After confirming that it was her sister, Xiao Ruoyan turned around and opened her eyes wide. Yan Zhilan said with her mouth: "It's really my sister!"

Yan Zhiyi outside the door was already waiting quite impatiently, so he opened and kicked the door.

She wondered, does it take so long to wear a dress? What tricks are you playing?

Yan Zhilan:...

It really doesn't look smart.

Xiao Ruoyan was very nervous. She was a little nervous when she kept wiping her hands with tissues. She even raised her hand and smelled it.

Well, it's very fragrant, but not that kind.

Yan Zhilan's body temperature just eased up instantly, and her face blushed, "You..."

Are you embarrassed to say that she in the dream is a bastard?

Who is more confused?

Very "grand" inspection.

Xiao Ruoyan opened the door. She had seen Yan Zhiyi when she was a teenager. At that time, she was still in the arrogant period of adolescence. Everywhere she walked was the focus of the crowd, and she didn’t like being too much. Many people watched, so I developed the habit of not laughing at others.

To Yan Zhiyi, she used to be like that.

At that time, my sister was still in the stage of opposing them to separate them.

Now, it's different.

My sister's attitude has softened.

She also has to say something.

On the one hand, Xiao Ruoyan felt that he couldn't be as indifferent as before, and looked unsatisfactory, but he also thought that he couldn't change too much all of a sudden, and the brilliant smile would be suspected of flattering.

After pondering it over and over again, Xiao Ruoyan's lips rose slightly, forming a warm arc, and his eyes still kept the cold arrogance of high school.

This is very good, and there is a touch of warmth in the coldness, which is very appropriate.

Yan Zhiyi seems to have drunk some wine, her cheeks are a little red, and her eyes are red. Her dress has always been mature, very...sexy. She has a long black skirt with a covered hip, straight and slender white legs, and **** red lips. The high heels stepped on her feet quite condescendingly.

She and Xiaoyan have not seen each other for ten years, and they have not seen each other for ten years.

In the past ten years, Xiao Ruoyan felt that she had matured a lot. It was really that kind of ripe fruit, and her femininity was about to overflow.

Yan Zhiyi raised her hand and hooked the curly hair around her ears. She looked at Xiao Ruoyan: "My sister’s baby bumps, is it because I interrupted your good deeds, so you are so embarrassed and polite. Am I smiling?"

Xiao Ruoyan:...

Yan Zhiyi shook the bag in her hand and entered the room unceremoniously. When she saw that she was sitting on the sofa and looking at her sister wrapped in a bath towel, she understood.

This is just playing on the sofa.

"you've been drinking?"

Yan Zhilan stood up, there was still some faint discomfort in that place, and his walking posture was a little abnormal.

Yan Zhiyi smiled. She turned to look at Xiao Ruoyan, "I underestimated you."

She is the one who knows how tough and temperament her sister is.

The deepest thing Xiao Ruoyan left in her memory was the appearance of crying and asking her to take good care of her younger sister, and then squatting down and crying alone.

She thought her younger sister would be the one above.

Inexplicably, Yan Zhiyi was a little upset, staring at Xiao Ruoyan with sharp eyes.

Her eyes resembled Xiao Yan, but not even sharper.

When Xiao Yan looked at Xiao Ruoyan, she was always soft and full of affection.

But my sister is like a big boss who looks at people from above, very powerful.

Xiao Ruoyan has always been a sensitive character, but now she is not young anymore, she is not the impulsive age of eighteen, she can feel that Yan Zhiyi's verbal strength is just false, but behind it, there is a everywhere. Kind of arbitrary temperature for the "brother-in-law".

Xiao Ruoyan was right, Yan Zhiyi wanted to use such an unceremonious tone to express her attitude.

Yan Zhilan pulled her sister's bag and whispered, "Don't scare her."

"Hehe." Yan Zhiyi looked at her sister's head down. After a few days, she seemed to be a different person. The eyes that were once full of despair and gloom have been replaced by watery tenderness, and her condition has improved a lot. .

Love, it really makes people die again.

"Have you eaten?"

Yan Zhiyi unceremoniously fell on the sofa, covering his stomach with one hand: "I'm a little hungry."

She had just finished a banquet, and the hypocritical smiles of the people above, and the pickled breath made her extremely uncomfortable. She drank only a few mouthfuls of food after perfunctory, and now her stomach was faintly uncomfortable.

When she came out of the hotel, she looked at the twinkling lights in the distance of the city, suddenly feeling lonely in her heart.

She didn't want to go home, and she was lonely when she went back. She didn't have any popularity at all. She simply asked the driver to turn around and come to her sister.

Over the years, she has been worrying about her sister's body on the one hand, and on the other hand, she wants to resist the pressure of her sister, and has taken over many things in the family company.

She didn't dare to disobey her father, so she could only take it silently in this way.

Only when she is strong can she protect her sister and fight for a free tomorrow for herself.

Yan Zhilan and Xiao Ruoyan had just eaten overnight. She was about to talk. Xiao Ruoyan hurriedly said next to her: "No. Are you hungry? I'll do it now."

She wanted to call her sister, but was ashamed to speak out.

Yan Zhilan:...

She looked up again, Xiao Ruoyan was already walking towards the kitchen like a trot.

Yan Zhilan was funny and painful. When she turned around, she saw her sister's thoughtful eyes. Her sister's cheeks were red, and there was a smell of rose and heavy alcohol on her body: "How much do you drink again?"

Yan Zhiyi squeezed his forehead with one hand, his eyes couldn't be opened by the light, and half squinted: "It's not much, two or three catties."

Later, she leaned on the sofa, said a few words to her sister, and fell asleep unconsciously.

In the middle, she was a little vague, she seemed to be covered with a piece of clothing, and the smell of food came from the tip of her nose. She wanted to open her eyes, but her eyelids were very heavy.

On the coffee table opposite her, there are brightly colored and mouth-watering dishes.

Yan Zhilan looked around, "Ayan, you are too exaggerated."

So late... What does she do for squirrel mandarin fish, saliva chicken... chicken wrapped shark fin...

Xiao Ruoyan wiped the sweat from her forehead. She looked at Yan Zhiyi. She was asleep. Only when she was such a courageous person dared to lower her voice and call her sister.

"Sister drank too much, I'll go get her a glass of honey water, you feed her to drink."

Yan Zhilan hugged her waist and acted like a baby: "Okay, it's not an outsider. Don't be busy. Rest for a while. Aren't you tired?"

A Yan had just finished working on her before.

Xiao Ruoyan was too anxious to cook just now, and a layer of sweat oozes from the tip of her nose. She shook her head, "It's okay."

Up to now, she is still a little nervous, she wants to behave better and make her sister like her.

Xiao Ruoyan is really a very arrogant person. She didn't deliberately please anyone since she was a child. Yan Zhiyi was the first one.

She wants to fight for them, even if it is a little bit of happiness.

She knows that Yan Zhilan loves her sister very much, and she knows the weight of her sister in her heart.

If her sister can fully recognize her, then Xiaoyan will be very happy.

Xiaoyan was jealous and distressed. She stood up, hooked her neck with her hand, and pressed her head down like a shame. The tip of her nose gently rubbed against the tip of her nose: "You have never pleased me like this. ."

Xiao Ruoyan's face was a little red, and she was anxious about being a gentleman, and she quickly pushed Yan Zhilan away gently: "Be more serious."

Xiaoyan:...? ? ?

People, went to the kitchen in a hurry.

The scolded Yan Zhilan couldn't laugh or cry. Yan Zhiyi also sat up at this meeting. She looked at her sister with half-squinted eyes, a little charming and hoarse voice, "I'm lying here, you show affection, do you have humanity?"

Yan Zhilan ignored her. She had always been cold like winter to her sister, "Did you meet with the Huang family? Why are you so unhappy?"

Yan Zhiyi was upset for a while when she heard her sister say this.

Her father was a bit "fear of women" by his sister.

Over the years, I took her to basically meet the young talents in the circle, for fear that she would fall in love with a girl like her sister.

Yan Zhiyi is a person who longs for freedom. For her, love can only be the icing on the cake, and it must not be the shackles that bind her.

Those men who can enter Yan Feng’s eyes are not rich. After she marries, she will give up her career and lead a boring canary life. Yan Zhiyi knows that she is disgusted with this arrangement, but with her younger sister. The difference is that she knows how to make falsehoods. She shifted her focus to the Yan family, worked hard to manage her business, and supported her cronies. Over the years, Yan Zhiyi gradually gained her own power and the right to speak. For a while, she did not nod Yan Feng. I can't do anything with her.

The boy Huang Han from Uncle Huang’s family has watched it countless times and he liked it. Yan Zhiyi was very annoyed after seeing it once. Every time he didn’t give that Huang Han a good face, he put on a cold face, but Huang Han It's just being blind and invisible again and again, and approaching with malicious intent, made her extremely disgusted.

It was another occasion like this tonight, Yan Zhiyi was too troublesome and wasted his tongue, so he simply drank all the people.

Xiao Ruoyan came out with honey water, she didn't dare to give it to her sister directly, but handed it to Xiaoyan.

Yan Zhiyi's long and narrow eyes narrowed, "Why, isn't it the fearless and fearless girl who fought with me back then? You know you are shy and afraid?"

Xiao Ruoyan didn't speak yet, Yan Zhilan looked at her sister: "After all, you are so much older than her, we are called respecting the old and loving the young."

Yan Zhiyi:...

She can be regarded as serving the sister who turned her elbow out.

Xiao Ruoyan smiled awkwardly, Yan Zhiyi took a sip of honey water, Dan Feng squinted at the table of dishes: "Don't froze, eat with me."

At night.

A table of dishes, Xiao Ruoyan also accompanied Yan Zhiyi for a few drinks.

She was under the control of Yan Zhilan during this period and hardly drank alcohol. Now, I don't know whether it was nervously or the wine in Xiaoyan's family was too good. After a few sips, she felt a little better.

Xiao Ruoyan is very white and white, she is the kind of natural beauty that does not require any cosmetics. On this top, her cheeks are slightly pink. She leaned against Xiaoyan's shoulders, and a strand of long hair slipped smoothly.

Yan Zhilan looked very accustomed. She lowered her head and caught a piece of fish, picked the fish bone and fed it into her mouth, "Don't drink it if you feel uncomfortable. I will take a car tomorrow, eh?"

Xiao Ruoyan nodded, closed his eyes and ate the fish, "More."

Yan Zhilan lowered her head again and carefully stab her into her mouth.

Yan Zhiyi looked at the fish on the chopsticks and suddenly felt bad.

once.

She also stood by her father's side and opposed her sister.

My younger sister likes girls, and such a thing is too shocking for her.

But now that I think about it, there are many clues.

This has been the case since her teenage years. Every time she mentioned Xiao Ruoyan, there would be a smile that she had never had before.

"Ayan is great, a genius in music, she is very good at composing."

"Sister, she plays the guitar very well."

"Sister, she can still paint."

"Sister, the light in our dormitory is broken, and she fixed it after repeated attempts."

…

There are too many details, but at that time Yan Zhiyi thought that this was a socialist sisterhood, a pure girlfriend friendship, if she had known earlier...their feelings were so deep, she would definitely not let her sister come to this point.

Yan Zhiyi looked at the vermilion bracelet on her sister's wrist, her eyes flashing sadly.

Xiao Ruoyan observed it very carefully. She looked at Yan Zhiyi, "Do you still want to eat?"

"What's your name?" Yan Zhiyi raised her eyebrows, "Do you really treat me as an old man? Didn't it sound good to call my sister before? Now call it again and listen."

Xiao Ruoyan was a little embarrassed, Xiaoyan stared at her with nice eyes just like watching the show.

Ten seconds passed.

Xiao Ruoyan whispered: "Sister."

Her voice was very soft and thin, with a hint of tremor.

Yan Zhilan's eyes were red with the call of "elder sister".

God knows.

How much do they want to be recognized by their families.

Although they were bruised and bruised for this hope, they were exhausted.

Xiao Ruoyan's eye circles were also red, Yan Zhilan lifted her chin and kissed her little crying bag: "Okay, Ayan, don't cry, huh?"

The tip of her nose, gently rubbing the tip of her nose.

Regardless of the sister's presence.

Yan Zhilan comforted her A Yan like that, Xiao Ruoyan sniffed, a little embarrassed, "It's okay, I'm just..."

so happy.

Yan Zhiyi looked at the two people faintly. At that moment, she suddenly felt a little envious.

What is love and what it is like, she has never really tasted it.

"Envy?"

Xiao Yan looked at her sister amusedly, Xiao Ruoyan leaned on her, and listened to the sisters chatting with a smile.

Yan Zhiyi: "What about envy?"

"You can find someone you really like, sister, you are not young anymore."

Her sister likes that kind of simple and straightforward love. In this society, it is really too difficult and too difficult to want such pure love.

Yan Zhilan's kind reminder distorted Yan Zhiyi's angry and good-looking facial features, "I just don't want to find it. I looked for it, but there was nothing suitable. Looking back, I will buy a house downstairs between you two and harass you every day."

For the rich, the mention of buying a house is like buying cabbage.

She is rich, from childhood to adulthood, no worries about eating and drinking.

But Yan Zhiyi envied her younger sister even more. She didn't have her courage, she didn't have her courage, let alone the mundane, she didn't even dare to disobey her father.

"Okay." Yan Zhilan agreed generously. She even turned to discuss with Xiao Ruoyan: "When my sister gets old, we can find a nursing home for her, so that we won't disturb our two-person world."

elder sister:…

Look, is this talking human?

I drank a lot of wine at night.

But while talking, Yan Zhiyi had a few more glasses of wine, and the atmosphere was very good. At the end she looked at Xiao Ruoyan and spoke earnestly, "Ruoyan, to be honest, from the beginning, I didn’t deny it, and I know you are excellent, but before I could not accept my sister to take this path."

Xiao Ruoyan nodded seriously.

Yan Zhiyi shook the glass: "I'm afraid that she will work hard. I'm afraid that she will be guided by the world throughout her life. I'm afraid that my father will quarrel with her again and again. I've thought about your business many times before. I know you. Is true love, how long can cuteness last? The day when the hormones finally dry up, is it really okay to have no name and no part of the relationship?"

"This society is too complicated and too realistic. The national conditions are here. Take a look at Yiyang’s Qin and Ruan. They are the big names in the entertainment industry. They still have to accept many different voices and eyes after coming out. , Not to mention how difficult your future road will be."

"You can't even have a marriage certificate, and you don't even have the basic right to sign for each other when they are hospitalized and sick. Outside, you can't say who you are..."

This is true.

This world is so unfair.

They love each other desperately, but they can't walk in the sun and are even severely injured.

But some people, obviously can love each other generously, but spend a lot of time and get drunk.

Yan Zhilan's body was a little cold, Xiao Ruoyan hugged her tightly, and she kissed Xiaoyan's forehead.

Yan Zhiyi said faintly: "My sister... has suffered a lot over the years, and I also know that in this life, no matter how difficult it is for you to be together, she must be you..."

Perhaps, as Yan Zhilan said, with Xiao Ruoyan, she is alive only when she is alive.

Although my sister's words were full of sadness, Xiao Ruoyan was already very moved. She hugged Yan Zhilan tightly and slowly said, "In fact, my sister, Xiaoyan and I have also struggled with pain."

Her eye circles were a little red. "Let's tell you the truth, from the first day we were together, we began to be afraid of the invisible future."

Love, what a wonderful existence should be.

"The more we love each other and the more invested, the more we worry about tomorrow."

"It's just... what makes us unexpected is that the biggest mountain in front of us is not from the public opinion of the society, not from the unacceptability of many people, not from their tinted glasses, but from the family who should be closest to us. ."

A person, from coming into this world.

From babbling children grow up little by little.

Home is always the warmest harbor.

Who is wronged outside, does not go home to find parents, who has achieved results, and does not want to be the first to tell parents?

For what?

The parents who loved her the most once said the harshest things in person.

—Unexpectedly, I gave birth to a pervert. Homosexuality is a pervert.

Separating them time and time again, doing what hurts them most heartily.

Tore up the paper, tore up the photos, cut off their connection, and even made up unnecessary lies again and again.

The tip of the knife faced Maimang, and without knowing it, he and the closest person came into a dead end.

if it is possible.

Who wants this?

Love is uncontrollable.

Love is love, who can control it? If you can really control a true heart, is it still love?

From the day they met, they were destined to be inseparable.

Whether it was Xiao Ruoyan or Yan Zhilan, they could not obliterate their hearts.

Is it really necessary for the parents to extinguish the love in the heart, hurt the people who love them so much, and then be depressed for a lifetime, and embark on the path of marriage and childbirth that the family hopes to see.

Then when I was with the so-called husband, I resisted his approach and intimacy with the pain every day.

I can only miss the person I love most in the middle of the night, but no one can say, can I only put this secret in my heart and bury the loess in the coffin?

No, they don't want to do this.

Glass after glass of wine.

Later, Xiao Ruoyan fell into Yan Zhilan's arms. She didn't cry this time, her eyelashes blinked gently, and she leaned in her arms softly like a kitten.

Yan Zhilan wiped the sweat from her forehead, and kissed her lips again. Her elder sister's teeth were sour because of her rare pity, "If you do this, dad sees a certain high blood pressure."

Yan Zhilan looked up at her sister: "Will you support me? Sister."

Yan Zhiyi looked at her with a smile, she looked at the wine glass in her hand and said softly, "Am I not enough to support you?"

Yan Zhilan looked at her directly: "I mean, if the day comes to break, sister, will you be on my side, right?"

Yan Zhiyi's expression froze, "You guys..."

Yan Zhilan looked at the person in her arms lovingly, "I don't mind dying for her again."

They have been together, and the whole life is worth it.

Yan Zhiyi raised her eyebrows, not wanting to make the atmosphere too heavy: "Heh, are you dying?"

Just looking at Xiao Ruoyan's eyes at her younger sister, Yan Zhiyi knew that she would definitely not let her go through this alone. This is the so-called promise of life and death.

This kind of love is not only her, but many people may not be able to meet and have it in this lifetime.

My sister was still in the mood to joke, indicating that she was no longer as depressed when she entered the door. Yan Zhilan smiled faintly at the corners of her lips, "Sister, do you miss your mother?"

Yan Zhiyi's eyes were red, and she nodded.

Mom is here, home is home.

If she is still there, my sister will definitely not get it like this.

She missed her mother very much, and she missed it very much.

Yan Zhiyi looked at her and said seriously: "I promise you that if one day, because you are not on our side, I will fail to break with my father."

Her expression is too serious.

Yan Zhiyi put down the wine glass and his expression became solemn.

Yan Zhilan: "If Ayan and I are really ready to die in love, before then, we will take you, so that you can go down to see your mother, it just fulfilled your wish, right?"

A cold breath blew through her body, and Yan Zhiyi was awakened from the wine. She tilted her head and looked at her sister with helpless headache. The corners of her lips rose, and she asked gently: "So, sister, you will stand by me. Is it right here?"

The author has something to say: Yan Zhilan: They are all civilized people, so don't speak well if you can intimidate them.

Xiao Ruoyan: So handsome.

ps: Put it up first, and then the leaves will correct the typo.