I Just Reopened My Life

Sometimes, an important choice will lead a person to a different path.

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I looked at the endless abyss that leaped forward. In the rush of countless snakes of desire, the moment that flashed out was the terrifying sea of ​​snakes.

In my eyes, what is swimming in this sea is not desire but pain.

Unbearable pain.

Looking at the man drifting on the sea, I gritted my teeth, picked up the rope, and walked slowly towards the snake sea.

As soon as I stepped into the sea of ​​desire for snakes, the pain spread all over my body.

I want to scream, but the pain is like a shadow, I can't even make a sound.

Frightened, I quickly retreated with all my strength, and crawled to the shore to pant with all my strength.

It can't, it can't be saved at all.

He is dead.

I panted heavily, thinking like this.

"It's not that I can't save it, it's impossible." While comforting myself, I hurriedly threw the rope outside the wooden house.

Climbing to the bed as if fleeing, I was afraid that I would slow down, and I would see the uncle's gaze calling for help when I looked back.

Lying in the uncle's wooden house, I was still breathing non-stop, trying to make myself forget all this.

Just thinking about it, I did not know when I fell asleep.

I once hoped that the story would end here.

But when I wake up.

The uncle has been rescued by Ming.

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Why didn't I ask other people to help?

I often ask myself.

But I dared not answer myself, because the thoughts that passed briefly at that time were too gloomy.

I can't save it, and naturally others can't save it either.

Maybe I didn't have this idea at the time, but when I was not rescued, I had already started to question myself.

I even started to doubt everything I did before.

Why should I tell everyone that Ming actually relies on beatings in exchange for food?

Is there a moment when I actually want to watch Ming's dignity be trampled on?

I fantasize that I am extremely gloomy.

Because I failed to embark on that bright path.

I want to find a reason for the dark side that I have not yet determined. What reason should I find?

Why would Ming and I embark on two paths?

Because when everyone was hungry, I didn't come forward? Or was it because of my cowardly behavior when saving people later?

neither……

As I thought, I looked at Ming's smooth chin, so I subconsciously touched my chin with tiny tentacles.

Yes!

Because of this!

If I was born a "person", then naturally I can also be a real person!

All sorrow must be due to this reason.

I deceived myself so.

...

The dream ship really appeared.

I looked at the ark, the shock in my eyes was beyond words.

"Where did he go? Why isn't he coming back?" Guo Tieping looked worriedly in the direction of the imperial city.

Uncle and Ming are both over there.

"Uncle will be fine." I said very confidently.

The dark thoughts that I had three years ago because of self-blame have been buried by me because of my uncle.

He has been teaching us knowledge and morality.

I am also fortunate that I can meet the uncle on this deserted Forbidden Island.

If I were to choose one between the cold Wu family and the uncle.

Then I will definitely choose the uncle without hesitation.

Because I clearly know that this "little prison" wooden house is more like my home than the Wu family. Uncle is more like my father.

There is nothing taboo about this. If I dare not say anything, I dare to say it.

Uncle is my father.

It's just that he never asked me if I should be called Li Ruyuan. Among these children, he only asked Ming.

So I also want to leave here.

Because I, Ming, and Uncle are different.

I can see my desires clearly.

What they want is a home, and what I want is to be them. But stay here, under their protection, I will never be them.

I want to go out!

Looking for the group of people I can bless, I want to live as a real person!

It may be my chance to board this ark that carries hope.

"Let's get on the ship first, they will come over later!" I stared at the ark in my eyes and said happily.

Guo Tieping hesitated, but out of trust in the uncle, they still got on the boat with me.

I found the ropes to board the boat from the cabin.

The rope was thrown out of the wooden house on the day I saved the people, and was later taken by Ming to save the people.

For Ming, perhaps this is a monumental item.

But for me, this is my cowardice.

I handed him to the adults without hesitation, and I watched as the hook of the rope plunged deeply into the body of the ark.

"Ming! That's Ming! Ming is back!"

Guo Tieping excitedly pulled my sleeves.

I saw Ming, but my eyes were no longer excited.

Because I want to become a person like him, and to become a person like him, it is not enough to look forward to it. I have to look at him on an equal footing.

Guo Tieping greeted Ming happily on the boat.

However, Ming seemed to hear nothing, and just stepped into the sea of ​​desire for snakes.

Isn't he afraid of pain?

I thought of it this way.

Ming kept touching the ark like this, slowly sinking into the sea of ​​snakes.

broken!

I looked at him anxiously, trying to jump down, but my body suddenly started to phantom pain!

That was the pain brought to him by the sea of ​​snakes that the body had remembered. This was a warning of biological instinct.

"thump!"

"thump!"

The sound of water fell into my ears.

It was Guo Tieping and the others, they did not hesitate to get into the water.

I stared at them blankly. Once I thought I was just a little bit better, but I didn't expect everyone to be better than me.

I didn't save anyone again.

And the person was rescued by others again.

Under their efforts, Ming was slowly salvaged ashore, at this time the ark also began to move.

Do you want to go down, or stay where you are?

I hesitated.

After thinking for a long time, I turned my back.

Just like back then, I didn't dare to look back and see the uncle in the sea.

I dare not look back at them now.

The Ark slowly moved on the Snake Sea, and the Forbidden Island became smaller and smaller.

It seems that from this moment on, I am getting farther and farther away from the wooden house.

"Ah, freedom."

"I am the hope of the human race!"

There were such speeches everywhere on the boat, and in this positive voice, my emotions gradually stabilized.

For the human race, this seems to be a good goal.

I couldn't help showing a faint smile. If I can bless all the races, then I can prove myself.

Thinking about this, I gradually cheered and started to learn from those carnivals, jumping and trampling on the boat.

He stepped heavily on the hull and made a creaking sound, like the wailing of an ark, or the sound of the wooden door in the old wooden house.

We have arrived.

I am the last person to disembark.

At this moment, I finally dared to look back.

I looked back at the ship with a smile.

"You are the starting point of my dream, and I will remember you."

Then in my horrified eyes ~www.wuxiaspot.com~ the Ark turned into an uncle's soul and gradually dissipated, and his body was trampled with broken wounds.

No! No!

I backed away in fear and looked at the people around me, but they seemed to have known it and left as usual.

They scared me indifferently.

The ship disappeared.

The rope also fell, and I looked at the hook as if it was stained with blood.

I stared at the rope blankly, it was no longer my cowardice, but the starting point of my madness.

But I never dared to look back.

In this way, I trampled the uncle to my twisted dream.

Since stepping on the way to leave the wooden house, I can't look back anymore.

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