I just want to be self-reliant

In fact, Zhao Dezhu's greatest achievement was knowing where Sister Long lived.

It's really a school district room, just near Jiangda University, not far from Nana's middle school.

It is not a high-end community residence, but there is an old residential building behind the lively neighborhood.

However, the area of ​​each set of buildings with a height of three or four floors should be quite large.

Zhao Dezhu was quite particular about taking things step by step. When he got downstairs, he didn't even mention it and followed up, as long as he knew the place, he said, "I have to go back quickly and take care of that e-sports baby. Shall I pick you up tomorrow?"

Long Zhiyu's tone has been adjusted, calm and stable: "Don't be so troublesome, you should pay attention to safety on the way back, thank you for buying the mobile phone for Nana."

Hearing the change, Zhao Dezhu felt a little apprehensive, and hurriedly waved goodbye with a flattering smile.

Nana stared at her, and continued turning as soon as the car left: "He told me that he likes you, but if you don't accept him, then he will try his best to make you happy. In fact, he also wants to make you happy today."

Long Zhiyu stopped getting mad, hmm: "I'm a little surprised that his scheming is so deep, it seems like a big trap."

The fifteen-year-old high school student hastily said, "But he did all this for you!"

Thirty-five-year-old women will not be moved, but hehe: "When a man is pursuing a girl, he can do things like exploring the moon, but as long as he catches up with her, he will go to the next moon."

So Lei Yuena's growth experience must be different from that of her peers.

Pan Jiangyuan is another kind of growth experience.

Zhao Dezhu also stopped at the gate of this community, and asked a few old women who were leaning against the wall and watching him intently.

It is known that this community is the cadre building of the electric energy system, but later it was restructured and part of it was sold to the outside world.

Laolong guessed that when he was engaged in energy colleges, he seized the opportunity to buy a set, which was more than 200 square meters.

Zhao Dezhu even knew the information that there were only three people in the family plus a nanny.

He even knew that Mrs. Long was arguing about something. She went to her son's house a few years ago and never came back.

But a few old women wanted to find out what the relationship between this young man who was driving a car had to do with the mother and daughter.

It just didn't work out.

Instead, he watched the young man walk away.

But to Zhao Dezhu's surprise, he bought a few sets of inner and outer clothes at a casual clothing store and rushed back to the vicinity of the Military Medical University.

But he saw Brother Xiaosa, a beggar, sitting helplessly on the curb.

The plump young woman was still unwilling to stand at the door of the Internet cafe, watching with a teasing face.

Zhao Dezhu understood at a glance: "The hotel won't let you in?"

Then he slowly raised the phone to give it back to his disheveled hair and tapped it lightly.

Zhao Dezhu smiled and sat down next to each other on the curb.

He took over the mobile phone and changed the card: "After charging 200 yuan, starting today, I will give you 2,000 yuan a month as a salary. You will be a professional video game player. If you can work hard for two years, I will help you." You get a college diploma, maybe a diploma from Southwest Associated University, is there anything else you want to ask?"

The beggar brother Xiaosa looked at the mobile phone handed back in front of him, still a bit in disbelief.

Zhao Dezhu also dialed a number on his mobile phone: "Hey, your mobile phone number is not bad, the ending number is 8809."

After speaking, he got up and opened the car door: "Get in the car and follow me."

But did not feel the follow-up.

Looking back in surprise, he saw the disheveled hair sitting on the curb with his head buried, his whole body was pecking and shaking uncontrollably.

Then I saw tears dripping on the A760's phone case and splashing.

That mobile phone number seems to be a new number and code that proves that Pan Jiangyuan has returned to human society.

Finally completely smashed the closed state of others not being human or ghost.

Zhao Dezhu seemed to understand the other party's feelings.

There is a place called Sanhe Market in Pengzhen, which is full of Sanhe masters who have been abandoned by the society, do odd jobs and live in Internet cafes every day, and live a day.

That should be it.

He leaned against the car door without speaking, and looked down.

Seeing the disheveled-haired guy's deep and regretful cry burst out, he tried desperately to suppress it.

In the end, he knelt down and kowtowed heavily to Zhao Dezhu.

Zhao Dezhu accepted it with peace of mind: "Get in the car, I am full of failed people, even I was given a chance by God, I will never let this life fail again."

Pan Jiangyuan sobbed and got up, shaking a little bit dizzily, and wanted to send back the door card he was holding in his hand.

Zhao Dezhu hehe: "Screw him, let's go."

As a result, Pan Jiangyuan got into the car, even though he carefully made himself only sit in the corner of the back row, the strong breath still filled the entire car.

Zhao Dezhu hurriedly opened all the car windows: "My name is Zhao Dezhu. I'm sure I'll remember your name. What's your name, where did you come from, how did you get mixed up like this? Is there anything you want to tell me?"

Pan Jiangyuan repeated in a low voice: "I can cover it...well, I can cover it, I know."

It took me a while to sort out my thoughts: "Pan Jiangyuan, from Changde in southern Shonan, I was admitted to the Military Medical University last year. Except for the military training period, I spent most of my time playing games in Internet cafes. I was expelled when the second semester started, but I didn't dare Tell the family, just hang out like this all the time."

Zhao Dezhu was surprised: "Haven't been dressed for more than half a year? You haven't been found when you go back like this?"

Pan Jiangyuan is obviously not stupid: "I went back before the summer vacation this year and said that the school has urgent tasks. It was this time when I went back that I completely lost my mind. I don't know what to do in the future. I took this year's tuition and came back here. It ended up like this."

Zhao Dezhu didn't know how much the military medical university paid for a year, but it could be spent in a few months and still be like this.

I have a very close relationship with him, although it is still far away.

So he didn't care about the smell: "Yo, why did your mentality collapse?"

He didn't understand how painful it was to have the scars uncovered.

At least until now, he has not told anyone what he has experienced.

But for Pan Jiangyuan, it seems that he needs to dissect himself in this way, and put himself on the dissection table thoroughly.

Seriously thought about it: "My dad is an engineer, a college student in the 1970s. He was very strict with me when I was young, but I liked playing games since I was a child. It can be said that from the earliest joystick planes to the red and white machines, Arcade, as long as it’s a game machine, I don’t like to play it, but because of the strict control at home, primary and secondary schools can still be delayed, but since I was admitted here, I have been staying in Sister Feng’s Internet cafe since the day I registered, and I still participated in it. Military training, I didn’t go to more and more courses later, it’s like taking solo, as long as I don’t play games, I’m listless, and all my time is spent here...”

Zhao Dezhu didn't go to college, but he heard a lot of words like Internet addicted teenagers: "Well, I was expelled."

Pan Jiangyuan covered his head in pain: "I was already in a panic when I went back to the winter vacation. The counselor told me that I could not continue my studies if I failed so many subjects, and asked me to prepare to drop out of school. But when I went back to see my parents and family during the Spring Festival, I couldn't talk to them at all. Tell me what I did, so I had no choice but to forge a report card, and my father would proudly say that I was the first to be admitted to the Military Medical University, and now I am also an outstanding student..."

Zhao Dezhu has never experienced the pressure of being a top student. His parents only need the baby to live and spend money, so they bought the first sports car in the county to help him chase his daughter-in-law when he was only in his third year of high school.

The life of dismantling the second generation is unimaginable for the poor. If you are used to this kind of life, will you deposit your money in the bank for interest?

It is really the gold pole used by the peasants in the country.

Pan Jiangyuan is already tearing himself apart bloodyly: "But I still can't stand the temptation of games. The winter vacation is to visit relatives and friends, and I will play whenever I find an opportunity. When I get back to school, the first thing I do is go to the Internet cafe to recharge. Living expenses are all charged into Internet cafes..."

Zhao Dezhu also teased: "That woman has been hooking up with you, but she didn't let you do it."

Pan Jiangyuan is like a wounded cub, struggling and low-key: "It has nothing to do with her, it's because I have no control. I have relied on my father to force me to study for more than ten years. When I face it independently, I have no self-control at all. I just want to sit in front of the computer and play games, the dopamine secretion in my brain is the same as that of smoking alone, completely destroying my reward system..."

What are you talking about?

Zhao Dezhu felt that it was all in Chinese, why he couldn't understand it.

But his advantage is that if you don't understand, then don't ask.

There has never been a spirit of seeking to find out the bottom line.

Hearing Pan Jiangyuan ramble all the way, he finally poured out all the bitterness in his stomach.

After being fired, I dare not go home and have no place to go, let alone the idea of ​​working to make money.

He just hid in the Internet cafe, and he has been here for several months, and he has completely become a ghost hiding behind the screen.

I dare not go out of the Internet cafe to face the real society, and dare not contact my family.

I don't even dare to think about my future.

He didn't know how to face his father just because he was expelled from the nationally famous military medical university.

In his mind since he was a child, all kinds of beatings, scolding and strict education left his father with infinite shadows.

Let him fear the consequences just thinking about it.

So he can only seal himself in the Internet cafe.

In the end, after tossing and turning, even his father broke many of them with the stick, and told Zhao Dezhu, he remembered to ask the future: "You really asked me to play games... Didn't you want to harvest my organs and sell them?"

Fortunately, you are still a medical student, you can believe such rumors.

Zhao Dezhu sneered disdainfully, bypassing the feasting and feasting in the logistics market, and vaguely saw that there seemed to be an Internet cafe here too.

After driving Jetta King into the campus, when many people rushed over to pick up the car, they were all bounced away by the smell of the door opening: "Damn it, Lao Zhao, did you go and bring back a load of garbage?"

Zhao Dezhu smiled and pointed around the garbage: "There is not a computer here that can play games, but you have to figure out a way to build all of this."

He won't do anything with his own hands.

Then he threw the bag of clothes over: "Go take a shower first, and then see if you can be a person again."

The garbage man got out of the car tremblingly, holding the Motorola A760 tightly in his incomparably dirty and sloppy body.

Looking at the backward campus in front of me, which is quite clear and watery, but full of infinite vitality.

Pan Jiangyuan gripped the phone even tighter.