I Just Want to Copy Books in Peace

Chen Quan took off his glasses, rubbed his sour eyes, and lost his mind for a while.

The pale, handsome face appeared in her mind.

Those beautiful eyes looked dead, and the whole person looked lifeless.

She remembered the intense sympathy that rose in her heart.

At that time, she clearly realized that the reason why she sympathized with each other so much was because the child was too handsome, and beautiful things always had a strong halo, even if she was a senior psychologist, she was not completely immune to this kind of appearance halo. , you can only consciously adjust yourself, don't be too affected.

The second is because she knows how much suffering the child has gone through. It is impossible for those who are a little more fragile in spirit to endure cyber violence. Although it is said that it was actually caused by himself, few people think that he is actually a victim.

Putting on his glasses again, Chen Quan continued to read.

Summary of the second consultation: The mental state of the visitor Du is relatively stable, which is better than what I judged before.

His personality traits are actually not like those described on the Internet. In the process of talking with him, his language reflects a good education, and the "rough" and "vulgar" are actually not involved.

After repeated inquiries, Du did not have any other hallucinations and could not judge that he was mentally abnormal.

Du's "another existence in his own body" may be some kind of alienated cognition of himself. In some people who are particularly sensitive to psychology, this symptom may appear, although it is indeed very, very rare. Of course, no conclusions can be drawn yet, and we must continue to observe.

This symptom did not affect his life, social interaction, etc., and even had a better promotion effect on him, helping him to become a genius in the fields of music and comics. In the consultation for a period of time in the future, you can temporarily not touch it, and focus on solving the problem of depression first.

At present, it can be inferred that the onset of Du’s depression originated after the photography incident. Due to cyber violence and the betrayal of some people he regarded as friends, it had a great impact on him.

In addition, "car crash events" may have far-reaching consequences. Du said that the person driving the car at that time was actually Su Manqian, but Su Manqian was worried that her career as a singer would be affected, and begged Du to help her, and Du agreed to help her face the crime.

After this incident was exposed, Du suffered another wave of online violence, and Su also left him, which was a huge blow to Du. He thought Su was the true love he finally found.

Key points for the next consultation: First, guide Du to re-understand his relationship with Su. Second, learn more about Du's family background, especially explore Du's relationship with his father, and look for other possible causes of depression. Third, help Du to find a support point.

After reading this consultation record, Chen Quan shook his head and turned to the next page.

time flies.

Before she knew it, she had seen the last page.

17th consultation, November 24, 2007.

...

Q: How are you feeling this week?

Interview (with a smile): Not bad, I noticed a lot of beauty in life. By the way, I went to see my daughter yesterday.

Counselor: I remember you mentioned that you and Ms. Yan have an agreement that only in June every year will your daughter live with you for one month.

Interviewer: Yes, so I went to find her secretly. I took her to eat pizza and grilled chicken wings. If her mother knew about it, she would definitely scold me to death. But she was very happy. Seeing her innocent smiling face, the flesh and oil beside her small mouth, she smiled so happily, I think it was worth it even if she was scolded.

Counselor: It sounds like you and your daughter are getting along well, congratulations.

Interviewer: Thinking about it now, when I first saw her, I didn't really want to pay attention to this crumpled little thing. But now, unknowingly, she has taken over all my mind. Before she was 4 years old, I got on very badly with her, I didn't know how to get along with children, and she was too young. In the past two years, she has become a little more sensible, and her language skills have become better, and my relationship with her has gradually improved.

Counselor: Talk about your emotions. The happiest and happiest are 10 points, and the lowest and saddest are 0 points. What was your highest and lowest score this past week?

Interview (without hesitation, laughs): Of course the highest is 10 points, when I get along with my daughter. The minimum... 6 points, pass. The overall feeling is ok.

Counselor: Did you know? I'm actually a little worried.

Interviewer: Why?

Consultation: Because, you donated the shares of "Zhenzhen Culture" to your daughter, and you used the subsequent proceeds from the copyright of your songs and comics to set up a charitable foundation. If I remember correctly, you used your daughter Its name is called "Caiwei Charity Foundation", and it focuses on two aspects: one is to provide small interest-free loans to unmarried single mothers, and some subsidies are given according to actual difficulties; the other is to face teenagers with mental retardation. Children can be given certain subsidies to help them go to specialized vocational and technical schools to learn a craft. Your approach is great, but I am disturbed.

Interview (smile): Why are you upset?

Counselor: With all due respect, because it feels like it's arranging a funeral.

Interviewer: Teacher Chen Quan, I have to say, you think too much. Actually, I've wanted to do this for a long time.

Consultation: Forgive me to ask again, you are now taking over the debts of your parents and carrying tens of millions of debts, but you gifted Zhizhen Culture to your daughter, and donated the future income of music and comic copyrights to Foundation, plus you gave your daughter the shares of Genesis Chinese as a birthday present two years ago. Now that you can say that you have cut off your source of income, how are you going to pay it back?

Interviewer: Teacher Chen Quan, please be blunt, how I plan to repay the money, that is my private matter, and you seem to have no right to intervene.

Counselor: I thought our relationship was so close that I was allowed to ask these questions.

Interview (silence for a while): Sorry, I said something I shouldn't have said. I do not mean that.

Counselor: You don’t need to apologize, I just want to know what thought process is behind you when you say this?

Interviewer: It's nothing, I just thought about it for a while. You are right, Mr. Chen Quan, you are qualified to ask this question. How am I going to pay back the money? I'm still young, and I have memories of "another being", a precious treasure, a great treasure.

I've released hundreds of classic songs, you think that's all? No, I remember songs that were several times that number, some more classic. So, as long as I want, it is easy to make money.

Consultation: So, you plan to start writing songs again and return to the entertainment industry?

Interviewer: Not necessarily as "Lin Ke". But yes, I'll start over.

Counselor: Sounds good. Looking forward to seeing a brand new you!

Interview (laughs): Yes.

Counselor: I have to ask, what happened in the past two weeks? During the last consultation, I felt that you were still struggling with depression.

Interview (with a relaxed expression, smiling): I just figured it out, I had an epiphany, understand? I met someone a while ago, and I chatted a lot with him, and then I had an epiphany. Sometimes people just need this aura.

Counselor: Well, sometimes it is. Well, Xiao Du, if you realize that you are under the influence of depression again, and feel that you cannot pass the next hurdle, don't hesitate to pick up your phone and dial my number, understand?

Interviewer: I know, thank you for your long-term care, Mr. Chen Quan, I am honored to meet an excellent consultant like you.

...

Chen Quan took off his reading glasses, sighed, and spread the consultation record on the table.

At that time, I was also deceived by your expression. I saw your relaxed smile... Although I had a bad premonition, although I felt that some of your words had the meaning of farewell, I didn't go into it.

As a result... you really are arranging the funeral. And your relaxed smile is probably because you have made up your mind to throw everything away and go to another world, so you feel relaxed.

Left me with one of the biggest mistakes in my counseling career.

It is said that people who commit suicide once, if they are lucky enough not to die, their three views will be permanently changed. Chen Quan gently stroked the ugly scars on his wrist.

How about you, will you make a big difference? Are you...really amnesia?

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