I Just Want To Farm

Originally, the decision not to guard against theft yesterday was due to various considerations, and it was also a kind of helpless compromise, but overall I was in a relaxed mood, probably as if I had untied the rope.

But soon someone told me: Da Da, in fact, you are very popular in the pirate literature circle.

I didn't quite understand the meaning of this sentence at the time. Is this a compliment or a derogation?

Then she said that because many novels are pirated, mine is very popular, because most people will download it and read it, so it is very popular.

I was in Sparta at the time, because I always felt that my novels had many typos and thieves, and sometimes they were procrastinated and had bugs. No one would like to steal my novels.

She said, you don’t need money, there is a plot, you can watch it, and because you basically don’t ask for tickets, and you rarely ask for this or that, and you don’t ask for anything, we all think you are not short of money, and the novel you wrote was pirated It doesn't matter.

Watching it makes me feel at ease, looking at it, I watched TXT all the way from Zuowei to farming.

I didn't know what to say at the time, I just teased a little bit, but when I went to bed last night, I couldn't sleep, so I cried a little for some reason.

In fact, I don't know why I was crying, probably because I thought I did something wrong.

It is true that I am definitely a person who loves money, I have my own financial needs, and I also aspire to be famous and rich like others, but it is the same as my parents educated by honest people-no matter how poor you are, you can’t ask for help, and try not to Trouble.

Yes, I don’t ask for it, although it’s because I’m a bit lazy, it’s also because I don’t want to put myself too low, and I don’t want to pretend to be pitiful—actually, I’m not pitiful, but I’m really far away from your kind The "Bai Fumei" who writes for others to watch for free or sell TXT for free is far away.

Therefore, I should reveal what kind of person I am, at least I am not a strong person who doesn't mind being treated harshly.

I was born in a rural area, and the county was still a concentrated area of ​​typhoons back then. In a poor county, my village was still a poor village in the county. At that time, I only went to a bookstore in the county when I was in the second year of junior high school, and I carried fifteen The books in the store cost more than 20 yuan, because I told my classmates how much money I had, and it seemed that I couldn’t afford it. The staff member heard it and said one thing-don’t touch it if you don’t buy it.

This sentence left a deep impression on me, and I can't forget it until now.

Then I didn’t have a mobile phone until I was in the third year of high school, and I didn’t know how to use it at the time, but when I was studying, I met people of the same age, some of whom were poorer and had no idea, so I didn’t feel painful.

Later, when I went to Ningbo at university, my sister from the same village took me to take the bus for the first time. I didn’t know that I had to pay two yuan in coins, and I didn’t have a bus card. When I was on the bus, I realized that I should Started using facial cleanser.

After graduation, it’s difficult to find a job, let’s not talk about it. My family is definitely not able to help, and girls, the family’s network resources will basically not be used on me. I tried to drag a suitcase to a city, and dragged it that night. The dilemma of returning with a suitcase.

However, the difficulty in finding a job has something to do with my failure to study well. There are many people like me, so there is nothing to complain about. After all, this is also a causal relationship.

Then let's talk about the present, after all, the present is the most important.

In fact, I think this is when I feel the poorest I have ever been, because I grew up knowing how important money is.

Last year, my mother accidentally knocked out a tooth. It was a front tooth. Yes, a front tooth. As a woman, you should all know that. My mother insisted on not fixing it for half a year, and insisted not to smile in public. It looked very awkward. , because it is too expensive to make a front tooth, it costs several thousand.

Later, relatives and children got married, and she had to go to drink, and her aunts and uncles all persuaded her to get one, otherwise it would be too much.

PS: When my mother was young, she was famous in several nearby villages for her good looks.

She was very hesitant, I couldn't stand it, so I gave her money and forced her to have her teeth done, otherwise her teeth would still be leaking, but I also chose the cheapest one, and didn't dare to use too much force when eating.

And in March and April this year, our hometown has a lot of tea, which is also lucky. The tea in the first season is very expensive, and the old and young in the village are very happy. My parents are also, although I have to get up at four o'clock in the morning and sit for an hour. I used a tricycle to go to the mountains to pick tea, but they might think that if they can make money, they don’t have to work hard. It’s useless to persuade me, but no one thought that the day after my mother picked tea, more than 9,000 yuan was stolen from the house by thieves.

At that time, I was very worried that they would be too sad, so I took 10,000 yuan to give them. My mother didn't want it, and said: It's okay, this is probably fate.

But she later told me that she endured it, because she believed in Buddhism, it would be good to recite some scriptures silently, there are gains and losses, but my father was in great pain, and when he sent her to Chashan at five o'clock the next day, He said: Why is it so hard to be a human being.

During those two days, my dad's face was ashen.

More than nine thousand, how many things would he have to do to earn it back?

And my mother, with the mentality that the family had lost more than 9,000 yuan in advance, had to brave the rainy weather and the hot weather from picking tea in the morning to the evening, eating two dry bread and a bottle of water a day.

After that, every day of hard work was to make up for more than 9,000 losses. I think this kind of gain and loss is no less than a kind of spiritual torture-your efforts are always just to make up for losses, not gains.

Or everyone can compare their hearts.

In fact, I have been out of the society for many years. I graduated in 12 years and wrote novels full-time in 13 years. I have been working for five or six years. In the past few years, my income was not high. , At that time, I left 3,000 yuan for myself for food expenses for the next month-I thought, after these few years to help the family build a house, at least I would be worthy of my daughter's filial piety.

Then it was only last year that I started to save my own money, because I am not young, I am 27 years old.

Are these poor? I'm not pitiful, I don't suffer from any disease, I don't have a husband or child to raise, and I'm still a single dog. At two o'clock, I just think that if I really want to die alone in the future, I can save a small house and live a small life by myself, so please don't think of me as a person who wants nothing , I just... can't let go.

It is said that laughing at the poor is not laughing at the prostitutes. I am always afraid that I will become the most philistine person, and I envy other people's achievements and income. I am changing a little bit, and I am also maintaining my own heart little by little. I am very moved by people who have been reading the original version, and I will thank you for liking my book for those who read the pirated version, but I hope you can try your best to read the original version and come to Qidiangirls.com, because every time you read A monthly subscription of 10 yuan can give me more comfort.

Basically, it is very possible that Zhongtian is also the last book. When I started writing it, it was already scheduled to be a farewell article on Girls.com, because I was really tired from standing still forever.

I hope everyone can cherish this last fate,