I know this ancient god

[Noel] There are two expressions struggling on his face, one is childish and sympathetic, the other is gloomy and dazed. Both looks contained more or less sadness.

Xiao Baixue is still alive.

[Noel] did not devour Xiao Baixue. She found the feeling of being loved that she dreamed of from Xiao Baixue's memory, so she wanted to keep this loved self.

Xiao Baixue's voice sounded in [Noel]'s heart.

"Sister, brother loves you."

"Love you just like grandma loves me."

[Noel] didn't believe it, she turned her head and said angrily to [Ai Li]'s body: "You are definitely not dead! You want to use this piece of shit to impress me, and then let me spare your life!"

She raised her hand and sucked [Ai Li] into her palm.

"You must not be dead!"

"Do you think doing this will make me like you?"

"You can't lie to me!"

"You can't fool me!"

Although [Noel] could not feel the slightest breath of life in [Avery]'s body, she still insisted that [Avery] was not dead. She believed that [Avery] just wanted to use this method to deceive her out of guilt.

As for why there is no breath of life, it is not simple, it must be fake death!

Her face showed intense pain and struggle.

Xiao Baixue's voice sounded faintly in her ears: "Sister, you are blinded by hatred. I share memories with you, and I can see everything you have experienced. My brother is really good to you. I believe He is love you."

"Shut up! What do you know?"

[Noel] scolded angrily.

"He can't die, he is God! This is a conspiracy!"

[Noel] roared loudly, as if she would be closest to the truth if she roared the loudest.

Xiao Baixue was a little confused: "Can God still live after his heart is dug out?"

"Of course!" [Noel] replied without hesitation, "As long as you still have strength, you won't die!"

"But didn't you take away all His power?"

[Noel]’s expression froze.

"So He really died."

[Noel] was stuck in place like a piece of wood. She stared blankly at [Ellie]'s lifeless pale face, and her heart suddenly tightened, as if someone had squeezed it hard.

Tang Xuan felt strange about [Noel]'s performance.

From his perspective, [Noel] picked up the music box and yelled like crazy, and even sucked back [Ellie]'s body that she had kicked away.

[Noel] shouldn’t have such a big reaction to the music box.

Unless Xiao Baixue is still 'alive'.

Tang Xuan felt a sense of expectation in his heart. If Xiao Baixue was still alive, he might have a chance to make up for his shortcomings.

[Noel] grabbed [Avery] by the shoulders and shook him: "No, you are not dead. I order you to talk to me."

[Noel] could not accept the fact that [Ellie] helped her repair the music box before she died and gave her power and died. Because it is a sign of selflessness, and selflessness means love. [Noel] could neither accept that [Ellie] loved her, nor could he accept that she killed the only person who loved her.

Xiao Baixue knows this very well, because she is using this to make [Noel] collapse from the inside out.

Xiao Baixue, who has shared the memory of [Noel], is countless times more mature than before. She doesn't want to be a second consciousness that may be erased at any time. She wants to turn her back and control her own destiny.

To achieve this, unless [Noel] self-destructs or escapes from reality and takes the initiative to sleep, this is originally impossible, but [Avery]'s behavior before his death caused a heavy psychological blow to [Noel].

Now is Xiao Baixue's best chance, and possibly the only chance.

She is using the identity of the second consciousness to influence [Noel]'s emotions and induce [Noel]'s emotions to develop in a worse direction. Once this practice is discovered, it will most likely lead to her being erased by [Noel].

But she had no choice but to continue walking carefully and firmly like an acrobat on a tightrope.

"I want you to talk to me!"

[Noel] roared in [Ellie's] face.

Under the protection of [Ellie], the weak [Noel] had almost never killed any living creatures, and her understanding of death remained at an extremely superficial level. Because the Kingdom of God can detain souls, she even felt that after death Still alive, death is no big deal.

"Sister, brother has never lied to you."

"Not this time either."

[Noel] listened blankly to the voice in his head.

"He is really dead."

This voice came from deep inside her, it was a part of her, and it was an idea that she couldn't resist. The sound was like a hand snatching away the cloth covering her panic and exposing her to the sun. The voice showed her the beauty she had been pursuing but ignored, and then tore it apart before she could react.

Finally, a string in [Noel]'s heart broke.

From the tribe to the starry sky, from weakness to strength, from humiliation to glory, from barbarism to nobility, He took her to higher and farther places, and never thought of abandoning her even at the lowest point.

In the past, He was by her side on every depressing cloudy day; He blocked every thrusting sword with his body; He held every strange treasure in front of her with both hands for her to choose from.

She took it all for granted.

She looked to the left and saw Tang Xuan with a look of expectation that made her feel uncomfortable; she looked to the right and saw the motionless bald head lying on the ground; she looked behind her, but she couldn't see the man who had been with her. A familiar figure that has passed through countless years.

Because He is already dead. She killed him.

[Noel]'s mood became more unstable.

Suddenly, she raised her hand and crushed the old music box with a "click".

The fragments of the music box were scattered to the ground, flying and falling, repeatedly tossed between light and darkness with the howling wind.

Finally, it fell into an invisible place without light.

Xiao Baixue watched helplessly as the music box was crushed by [Noel]. A wave of resentment and anger surged into her heart, and she decided to light a fire to the pile of dry firewood.

"Sister, I can understand your feelings, because just like me, you also lost the only person who loved you."

Xiao Baixue was brave enough to exert her influence on [Noel] to the extreme. [Noel] was suddenly enveloped in a surge of self-blame and guilt. She felt like she couldn't breathe, as if there were countless thorns in every breath of air.

It is very dangerous to manipulate [Noel]'s psychology, so Xiao Baixue did not directly make [Noel] feel remorse, guilt and sadness.

She made [Noel] wake up, and the extreme sobriety made [Noel] realize very clearly what he had done, and the clearer he was about what he had done, the more painful [Noel] was.

When this pain accumulated to a certain extent, something that Xiao Baixue and Tang Xuan were looking forward to happened.