I left because I was deeply hurt, and the seven young ladies cried with regret

Qin Fan's car did not stop and disappeared on the winding mountain road.

Xue Yalan turned around and continued to thank the ladies who sent her things.

With a smile on her face, she felt very bitter in her heart.

In her mind, there were countless happy times when she and Qin Fan played together in college and when she first arrived in Longdu.

Once for Seeing him shy, I forced him to hold my fingers together. His warm hands were so powerful, and he looked so shy.

I once asked him to hold my waist to reject a boy who was pursuing me. His shaking hands, The reserved look was so funny.

I used to be able to laugh with him without any scruples,

close contact,

but later...

Tears welled up in my eyes uncontrollably,

but why did I become like that later...

Xue Yalan thought of her junior year, Once, Qin Fan was seen looking at her phone with red eyes, as if she was crying.

Under her questioning,

Qin Fan said it was because she watched a movie.

It was the New Shaolin Temple filmed by Lou Dehua and Jie Tingfeng.

In the movie, Xie Tingfeng was originally Lou Dehua's younger brother, but later betrayed Lou Dehua and killed Lou Dehua's daughter. He became cruel and unforgivable, and chased Lou Dehua to Shaolin Temple.

The originally quiet and peaceful Shaolin Temple The killing of Xie Tingfeng's men turned the temple into a sea of ​​blood and corpses.

Xie Tingfeng was determined to kill Lou Dehua. During the fight between the two, the foreigners fired cannons and collapsed the temple.

Just as the huge beam was about to fall on Xie Tingfeng, Lou Dehua pushed Jie Tingfeng away and saved Jie Tingfeng, but he was knocked to the ground by the beam and vomited blood.

That scene pierced Jie Tingfeng's heart, and he kept asking why.

Jie Tingfeng didn't understand why he was determined to kill Lou Dehua , why did Lou Dehua save him.

Xie Tingfeng walked out of the ruined temple and saw the ruined temple, the dead monks, and the sins he had committed everywhere.

He stretched out his hands, knelt on the ground and wanted to cry silently, and suddenly realized.

Xue Yalan recalled that she had laughed at Qin Fan for being moved to tears by a movie plot, and she didn't think there was anything to be moved about.

Qin Fan said that in the movie, Xie Tingfeng was in a turbulent era, and all he saw when he opened his eyes was killing. He lost himself seriously. In order to strengthen his own strength, he did not hesitate to cooperate with foreigners and betray his compatriots.

Lou Dehua's character used great love to make the self-lost and ruthless Xie Tingfeng wake up, which was quite touching.

The result was that he was laughed at by Xue Yalan again paused.

Now Xue Yalan recalled,

she suddenly felt that

she was very similar to Xie Tingfeng in the movie.

Xie Tingfeng in the movie lost himself in the killing in the turbulent times,

while she often attended extravagant banquets after the company developed. , gradually felt superior to others and lost herself.

In the movie, Jie Tingfeng had to stay in the temple to repent after he came to his senses,

And she had to stay with Qin Fan and pay for the mistakes she made.

The ladies who delivered the things left.

The setting sun cast its afterglow on the tallest tree on the hillside.

The sunlight that shone through the leaves turned into streaks of starlight in Xue Yalan's tearful eyes.

The workers left. After work,

Xue Yalan drove back to the hotel where she was staying in S County.

Her stomach was growling, but she was so sad that she couldn't eat a single bite.

The night curtains rolled up,

a star lit up in the sky,

a lamp lit up on the ground. One sound after another,

One after another,

Banana trees outside the window, lights inside the window.

Xue Yalan sat on the windowsill hugging her knees, the night wind blew loneliness all over the room.

At this moment, Xue Yalan remembered the surveillance video that Wang Shiyun asked her to watch, where Qin Fan stood in front of her countless nights. A lonely figure on the windowsill.

In the surveillance video, Qin Fan just stood alone without shedding a tear.

But this made Xue Yalan even more heartbroken.

A truly sad person doesn't shed a single tear.

Qin Fan was the one who was deeply hurt by them.

Time, time ,

Give me a button to go back,

I hurt a boy who was very kind to me and whose only purpose in being kind to me was to repay me, a very pure boy,

If I could go back to the past, I would definitely...

Xue Yalan was suddenly stunned,

If If she could go back to the past, what would she do?

Why did she have so many sweet memories of wanting to act coquettishly to Qin Fan, wanting to snuggle up to him, wanting him to go crazy with her, wanting him to be quiet with her?

It was as if...she Just like being in love with Qin Fan.

Suddenly,

Xue Yalan covered her mouth and burst into tears, she was so heartbroken that she couldn't breathe,

She suddenly thought

After many things happened, she seemed to understand many things.

She didn't like boys to get close to her since she was in kindergarten. When she was in junior high school and high school, there were boys who sent her love letters. She directly used her family connections to dig out the boy, and scared the boy to take a detour when he saw her and dared not look at her.

But after meeting Qin Fan,

She was just curious about what kind of person Qin Fan was at the beginning, liked to tease Qin Fan, and gradually began to like to rely on Qin Fan and pester Qin Fan.

Sometimes Qin Fan on that day clearly belonged to other sisters, but she would still pester Qin Fan unreasonably.

She knew she was very beautiful,

Other boys looked at her, which would make her feel that they had other purposes and were not clean.

But Qin Fan's eyes looking at her were clear and bright, making her feel that leaning on Qin Fan was as clean and comfortable as lying in the white clouds.

Did she forget that Qin Fan was a boy?

No, no, no...

Tears burst out of her eyes,

Xue Yalan understood that she fell in love with Qin Fan at that time.

Foolishly, she didn't realize her feelings.

She was slowly influenced and led astray in those extravagant banquets, and began to speculate Qin Fan with the worst malice.

Perhaps, as the eldest daughter of the Xue family, she was spoiled by six aunts and everyone in the family since she was a child. She had some inferiority roots that made her so easily influenced.

Xue Yalan suddenly felt a little scared.

If she didn't wake up and continued to lose herself in the extravagance, what kind of vicious Xue Yalan would she become?

Xue Yalan didn't dare to think about it.

Xue Yalan was very fortunate.

She suddenly woke up.

She understood her heart.

She knew what she wanted to do.

She knew what she wanted.

But life is like a sea.

Perhaps,

She can do some of what she wants,

She will never get what she wants,

But that is the cause and effect she planted herself, and she can't blame others.

She felt that she would never fall in love with someone else again.

People only fall in love once,

and the rest of the time is spent looking for shadows.

I miss someone, who is far away from me.

It turns out that

I don't want to go back to Longdu,

I always want to see him,

It's the taste of missing him.

In the night,

Xue Yalan looked in the direction of Qin Fan's hometown,

The stars and the moon were silent,

It was a distant mountain, there was a village in the mountain, and there was a yard with jujube trees in the village.

That yard called me, I had dreamed of it thousands of times, the wind blew a flower down, and it fell on his shoulder, and there was no more words...

She had a lot to say, but she didn't know what identity she could use to say it to Qin Fan...