I Like This Dream!

The author has something to say: Yesterday, for the sake of self-motivation, I put yesterday's paper in the manuscript box for a timer. As a result, there was a power outage today. I went out to find the security guard. I forgot to change the time and sent it myself. I'm sorry! ! This is not an update otz. One of the rare days when I finished writing early, there was a power outage. The manuscript was in the desktop computer and could not be posted. The author of Lucky e completely collapsed for two days in a row...

There was a power outage in the entire community. I asked the security guard and said that there should be a call today. I turned on the headlights and waited, and the call would be sent as soon as it came. Everyone should go to bed first. Anyway, the call will definitely come tomorrow. The tiger apologized otz

Yesterday, for the sake of self-motivation, I set the timer for putting yesterday's photo in the manuscript box. As a result, there was a power outage today and I went out to find security. I forgot to change the time and sent it myself. Sorry! ! This is not an update otz. One of the rare days when I finished writing early, there was a power outage. The manuscript was in the desktop computer and could not be posted. The author of Lucky e completely collapsed for two days in a row...

There was a power outage in the entire community. I asked the security guard and said that there should be a call today. I turned on the headlights and waited, and the call would be sent as soon as it came. Everyone should go to bed first. Anyway, the call will definitely come tomorrow. The tiger apologized otz

An Xu's emotions have always been light and unreal. Happiness is like the moment when you clear the game and get the achievement reward. Negative emotions are even more so. Even the brainless king she has scolded many times is just someone not worth caring about in her heart. The clown is like a minor villain in a story used to set off the protagonist.

Of course she is the protagonist.

Anxu lived a very happy life every day. She had a territory that was getting better day by day according to her thoughts, and she had stronger and stronger powers, as well as Chris. Chris' face, personality, and various settings were completely her dream lover. It would be better to say that the more she got along with Chris, the more An Xu discovered what kind of person she really liked.

Chris's handsome face, toned body, gentle personality, saint-like ideals and her own identity, the forced look when he first got along with her, and the way he started to care about her as his favorability increased. It looks like it was tailor-made for An Xu. An Xu has never doubted his love for Chris, never doubted Chris' identity as the "hero", and never doubted his authenticity.

Such a cute male protagonist is of course her delusion.

Until now.

Anxu proposed to Chris. She really wanted to marry him. She never thought that this marriage would not happen, because she hoped it so strongly. There was no reason why her wish couldn't come true. In the "dream" that lasted for more than ten years, Anxu's invisible arrogance grew with her invincibility, like a dragon with arrogance engraved in its bones, never doubting its dominance. If the earth suddenly fell apart when she was proposing, and a big devil appeared and kidnapped Chris, Jie Jie said with a smile that An Xu had to cross thousands of mountains and rivers, defeat countless monsters, defeat the four kings, and fight the big devil eight times. If it takes a hundred rounds to marry Chris, Anxu wouldn't be surprised. But the reason for getting married or not has nothing to do with whether she is strong or not. It is just that the other person involved said: Sorry, I refuse.

An Xu was completely confused.

She seemed to be playing galgame and was opening a new session to conquer new characters. However, the character she had conquered in the previous round grabbed the computer screen and cried out that she had always been confused and abandoned herself. Anxu felt at a loss, and a little scary, as if something he had hidden as a stress-relieving toy suddenly had a will of its own.

...This is most likely either a metaphor or a straightforward explanation.

The male protagonist of the love game she was deeply in love with made a voice that was beyond her expectations and said to her: "If possible, I want to be treated as an equal."

An Xu's body seemed to be sealed in gel, and he couldn't even move his eyes. Her thinking also seemed to be frozen, unable to analyze the current situation and send the analyzed answers to her mind. It was the uneasiness of being completely spied on, the fear of things being out of control. If she admitted that "Chris" was not a perfect microcosm in her mind...

Imagine that you are madly in love with your boyfriend, but you are too embarrassed to talk to him, so you have to close the door and write about you and your boyfriend, and how you grow old together happily. In addition, you also have some ulterior hobbies. For example, you like to put a dog leash on your male god, and you want to see your male god cry and beg you for mercy. You are usually a normal and somewhat shy girl, and you are always harmless except for your delusions. Then one day, your novel was read by the male god himself.

No, no, the above assumption only makes people feel ashamed and angry, but it will not lead to something more serious, such as guilt. Let's change the hypothesis and turn the "novel" into a simulation game. In this game, you treat the male god in this way and that, causing death. Later, you find that the male god in reality is missing and the male god in the computer is desperate. The ground called out your real name, begging you to let him out of this strange place.

Chris had a suspicion that it was actually very close to An Xu's mentality. He felt that painlessness was the reason why An Xu lacked real awareness of the suffering of others. An Xu knew what pain was in her previous life, but she just didn't think people in dreams would be in pain. How could she develop empathy for dream characters who could disappear at any time?

If Chris is a living being with self-will, then he will have emotions, anger, sorrows, and pain, and Anxu has caused him a lot of mental and physical pain, and what happened cannot be like playing a game. Use storage and reading again infinitely. If Chris is real, then this world where Ansu has gone too far...is it real?

An Xu took a step back as if he was startled, and crossed his arms defensively. "No..." She didn't look at Chris, lowered her head, frowned and muttered to herself, "It shouldn't..."

She didn't know what she was talking about, but the idea that was shaken violently by this impact miraculously stabilized, like a ruin that had been uncovered and a truck of cement suddenly rushed out and covered it underneath. If Chris' words shocked her in the first few years, Anxu would indeed reflect on her situation after the shock, and maybe "wake up" like that. But now, what happened in more than ten years has exceeded the psychological endurance of "ordinary An Xu". The moment she was shocked, she defensively interrupted her thoughts.

used.

Outstanding effect.

Before Count Anna could catch her breath and say something to drop the topic, Chris had already taken the lead. He took a step forward, ignoring the aura of resistance emanating from the person in front of him, and kissed An Xu's lips gently.

An Xu was paralyzed for the second time.

Chris smiled, his smile could be described as calm. Mr. Knight smiled and shook his head, looked at An Xu tenderly, and said, "Not everything is as you wish."

Unlike An Xu, who was about to panic, Chris's mood was almost calm. His mixed emotions and concerns about gain and loss reached their peak at the moment when he spoke out his words. When he actually spoke his thoughts, he felt relieved.

It is no exaggeration to say that Chris is the kind of weirdo who lives for his ideals. If Carina, a psychiatrist of this era, had a chat with him, she would probably dig up from his childhood. For example, Chris's father has been on the front line all year round, his mother shows no concern for him and has no friends, and his cousin, who is the same age as him and lives with him in the castle, is ill-intentioned towards him, resulting in a lack of love in his childhood... Let's talk about this. There was a long discussion. In short, Anxu is a person who can get love from "getting", but Chris is the type who seeks love from "giving". This situation intensified. When Chris' personality matured, his self-perception of the value of life became "giving." He lives for his ideals and lives by his ideals.

The chief knight has always been a person who has made things difficult for himself. He is obviously just an ordinary person, but as a human being, he longs for things that gods and saints can achieve. He hopes for world peace and for human beings to live and work in peace and contentment as equals. For this foolish ideal, he can sacrifice everything, but he has human emotions and will suffer and blame himself for the sacrifice. Such a noble and cruel person is destined to receive both praise and praise. If he had not met An Xu, he would probably run all the way on this almost pathological "selfless" road until he burned himself out.

Meeting Ansu undoubtedly changed Chris's life, and he could see his ideals emerge during his lifetime. And Anxu's influence on the Paladins is actually far more than that.

When did it start? I can't remember the exact time. In the past, the first thing Chris considered when doing something was the impact, rather than his own preferences. His likes and dislikes were very weak, and his "self" was compressed to the extreme. If it were the same Chris before, he would never refuse An Xu's proposal. He would consider that "agreeing to propose marriage will help stabilize Count Anna's mood" and nod without hesitation, because that will make Anxu happy, and a happy Anxu will do good things and will definitely benefit the country and the people.

Chris Field is the kind of person who will not hesitate to sacrifice himself for the greater good.

Anxu made him selfish.

He would feel miserable when he thought An Xu had betrayed their ideals, and would be depressed for a long time, instead of calmly thinking about "leaving a green mountain without fear of running out of firewood" to please the other party. He would tell Ansu that "our souls should be equal" instead of being obedient, because Chris could not help but love her, and after so many things happened, he found that he longed for equality.

I want you to look at me squarely, as you would look at another individual who is your equal.

Ann liked him but never took him seriously - no one knew this better than Chris, who was able to read minds after being around her for a long time. Count Anna is a very benevolent lord, and the Thunder Queen has been deified. Any strange behavior she does will be explained by her admirers. Only Chris, who was in a special position, felt keenly that she didn't take other people seriously, not even herself.

When gamers don’t value their own lives, what can others do?

Therefore, Chris was not surprised by Ansu's resistance, nor was he disappointed by her lack of answer. Telling him how he felt made him feel relieved as if a weight had been lifted off him.

He said it, he fought for it. No matter what the outcome is, there will be no regrets.

"Shall we go back?" Chris smiled, "It's quite cold in the open air this season."

While the instigator and initiator of a huge event can still worry about emotional problems, the initiator's hard-working staff and allies are working at full capacity.

Alderman Charlotte dealt with the accompanying honor guard as quickly as possible to ensure that no news of the envoy's death was exposed. Queen Eve, who was far away in Urburg, got the news. She suddenly stood up from her seat and sat down again.

Eve had anticipated the possible outcome when she knew what the king's delegation was going to discuss. She couldn't stop her even if she wanted to die, and no one would dislike a pig opponent. The queen pretended to persuade her, but secretly added fuel to the fire. , quickly prepare things that are beneficial to yourself. Of course, she still didn't expect Anna's reaction to be so, um, intense.

The envoy was not a high-ranking figure, but he represented the king's face. When he found out that Richard II had been slapped in the face, he was destined to be furious. Now that the plague in Yamenan has been controlled, and the Holy See of Alinggu is unexpectedly peaceful, the king will definitely send troops to trouble Count Anna for the sake of face. Eve couldn't stop this, all she could control was the time when the king found out.

The king's eyes and ears in Wengaro had long been replaced by Eve silently. The power of the Holy See completely withdrew from Wengaro during the plague. Charlotte turned out to be Eve's subordinate, and Eve trusted her skills. Now the only person who can know this breaking news is Prime Minister Roland.

Roland and Eve initially reached a cooperative relationship during this year, and the clever testing of each other during the cooperation never stopped - he didn't know that His Majesty the King, who thought he was extremely charming surrounded by warblers and swallows, knew that his wife and prime minister What do you think when you keep communicating in a way that is out of vulgar taste? Eve was sure that the Duke had some appreciation and recognition for her, and they had common interests for the time being, but when it came to trusting her more and being tied to the same warship, the old fox had not given her a chance yet.

So, that's not a bad thing. Eve smiled and twisted the letter. She thought it was great to have a pig opponent who could send your teammates to you.

Duke Roland stood up suddenly in his mansion. He looked at the new news sent by Wenjialuo's spy in disbelief, and felt panicked for a moment.

As before, he didn't think the king's envoy would bring good results at all, but now this result is too exaggerated, right? Count Anna killed the special envoy with a thunderbolt in public? For an omega? For that Chris Field who was taken away in court? ! The special collar has been worn for so many years, shouldn't he be killed? Duke Roland never expected that the killer weapon he built would be used as a prop for fun. The chronic curse he put on the collar out of caution was useless - Chris' self-healing ability was not for show. You see, the blood added when taking off the collar is greater than the blood slowly deducted when putting it on. If you want to kill him with this, you will have to kill him forever.

The old fox's abcd backup plan was all scrapped, and he finally felt the frustration of a scholar meeting a soldier when Eve met Anna Sullivan. Roland's mentality is not as relaxed as Eve's. He also treats Richard II as half a teammate, or he really wants to use the king as a mascot for sealing. Unfortunately, the king insists on being a wild dog on the loose. He worked hard to attract hatred everywhere. The Holy See's intentions are unclear, Count Anna's troops are strong, Roland touches his forehead, and his hairline has been rising year by year. In the future, he will probably achieve the achievement of a smart head without hair.

Just then he received a letter from the Queen. It said righteously and solemnly that for the future of Amenan, they needed to cooperate sincerely, first keep the king in the dark, and slowly figure it out.

The death of the envoy cannot be concealed for a lifetime, and the suspicious and willful Richard II is destined to regard concealment as betrayal. But now, if we don't hide it, can we allow the king to go to war at this time? Roland sighed and finally made up his mind.

Queen Eve used this incident to finally drag Duke Roland into the water. Richard II's most trusted minister and the most unsuspecting omega teamed up to make him deaf and blind. The envoy's passionate "handwritten letter" quickly came to the king's desk, complaining and begging for mercy, and finally issuing a bunch of oaths. , indicating that this protracted negotiation will surely succeed.

Richard II cursed his useless courtiers and then forgot about it. At this time, Eve's secret message spread throughout the king's rule, warning the teams of doctors and bards who were treating diseases in Amenan to evacuate as soon as possible. However, almost all doctors declined her kindness.

The plague in Armonan was almost under control, but now it was the coldest time of the year. Doctors who had seen the plague resurgence in the spring chose to stay, deciding to wait at least until the next spring to prevent the return of the disease they had cured most of.

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A hooded man and a child holding a horse for him were walking on a mountain road.

There was a big bag on the horse's back, and the fine cloth was exposed in the bag. The hooded man wore a well-made robe and a pair of expensive calfskin boots. She walked unsteadily and unsteadily, and from time to time she yelled in a loud voice to tell the child holding the horse to go faster.

"You can ride on a horse or rent a carriage, madam!" The child couldn't help but said, "You are drunk..."

"I'm not drunk! You... little bastard!" the hooded man said drunkenly. Her voice sounded clear and crisp, probably young, but her tone was old-fashioned. "What do you know? Madam, I have a lot of money, hiccup, It's just that... walking on this mountain road is interesting! I'm so tired of listening to them every day, not being able to do this or that, so I just want to walk on my own!"

After that, she took out a big money bag and shook it vigorously, making a jingling sound. The child looked back at her, and she kicked the child, causing him to fall over.

"Get up!" The hooded man kicked him again, "lead the way! They also said... that there are bandits here, bah, there are no bandits in this remote and remote place where no one travels!"

The child said nothing and led the horse forward with his head buried. The roads are becoming more and more deviated, but most places in Amenan do not have official roads. There is not much difference between having no roads and having roads. Mrs. Fool, who had drunk too much, didn't notice this. She followed the child for a while, one foot deep and one foot shallow, when she was suddenly surrounded by a group of figures.

The hooded man looked around blankly, rubbed his eyes, turned around and ran away as if he had sobered up. There was a "boom" in the air, and an arrow hit the ground in front of her. The hooded man fell to the ground, as if stunned, and kept staring at the arrow.

"I opened this mountain, I opened this road! If you want to live forever, leave money to buy the road!" The crowd surrounding him heard the common cuts of green forest heroes, and the robber who spoke said with a smile, "Please Madam Keep the money and goods, right? Otherwise, you’ll have a few more holes in your body.”

"You..." the hooded man's voice trembled, "Are you the Wind Bandits?"

"It's the Rogue Group!" someone shouted dissatisfied, "We seek wealth without killing people, steal from the rich and give to the poor, and don't hurt children and omegas. We are much better than you ladies and gentlemen!"

As if to prove his words, the local kid who was leading the way for the hooded man had already run behind the blocker and made a face at the hooded man. Compared with the foreigners who forced him to lead the way, he was obviously closer to the local strong... thieves.

The hooded man jumped up from the ground and lifted his hood.

It was a young female beta, not very beautiful, with sporadic freckles on her face. The people surrounding her were stunned. Some people didn't understand what she was doing by showing her face. Others shouted uncertainly: "Cherry?"

"Cherry?"

"Cherry! You're alive!"

The voices quickly joined together, and the tense atmosphere just now completely changed. "It's me!" the person named Cherry screamed, naming a long list of names in one go. Her head turned here and there rapidly, so happy that she didn't know which way to look. Every time she called out a name, she got a response. Finally, someone dropped their weapons uncontrollably, rushed over, and gave her a bear hug. There are more and more people like this, surrounding Cherry, turning her into a human ball that cries and laughs non-stop.

The child who had brought her looked at them blankly, as did the people who had joined the group later. The leader of the bandit group squeezed out of the crowd. The beta, who was blind in one eye, laughed for the first time in a long time and watched Cherry being thrown up by the excited people.

"You're hiding well enough! I've been looking for you for a long time! I have to pretend like this to get robbed by you! You're pretending like I'm a fool!" Cherry shouted out of breath in mid-air, turning around to see the robbers The leader let out another cheer, "Hank! I knew you old loach was still alive!"

"The harm will last for thousands of years!" Hank laughed.

"Long live!" someone in the crowd shouted, "for the new survivors of the Hayate... regiment!"

"Long live!"

Everyone started crying and howling, even people who were strangers to Cherry and were baffled by this scene became excited in this atmosphere. Cherry laughed so hard that she shed tears. It took a long time to stop. She wiped her face and shouted: "Don't throw it away! Be quiet! The leader is still alive!"

Silence suddenly returned to the forest, and the revelers stood still, barely catching Cherry. She clambered down and said loudly: "The leader is fine, he is in Wenjialuo!"

There was silence.

"Isn't he the leader?" After a while, someone asked hesitantly.

"Not being executed..."

"Bah! Shut up, crow!" Someone yelled in hindsight, "I know that good people, captain, will be rewarded, and good people will be blessed by heaven!"

"Hank, you idiot! What kind of half-information did you ask for!"

"Rumors are all lies!"

"Yeah, yeah, I'm stupid!"

The stunned members erupted with a loud bang, and loud voices gathered together, and no one could hear clearly who was talking.

But it doesn't matter anymore.

The remaining members of the Knights of the Wind, who mistakenly thought their leader was dead in rumors and have been hiding in the barren mountains since then, can now return home.