I live in a desert island property

I saw the diary continued to write:

"What date is it today... I can't remember clearly, and the concept of time is slowly blurring. My daily routine has deviated from the original track."

"According to the staff outside, the first leap was successful, and we are not the only ones who have been destroyed. Damn it, many communities have been destroyed."

"But I don't have that anxious feeling."

"I just realized that my mentality has changed subtly. I only care about myself now."

"For some reason, being locked in a mirror cage brought me more and more irritability."

"Originally, I should cooperate to complete various experiments, but my patience is declining uncontrollably, and my personality is getting more and more violent."

"I started to hate the light, because there was a ghost field around my body..."

"I'm like a fish, and You Yu is like water. I can move freely and instantly in the water."

"And the light is like a hard rock. My activities in the light are severely restricted, and I even have a feeling of suffocation due to lack of oxygen."

"Researchers believe that this is a normal physiological phenomenon. I do not fully control this strong rule, but this rule controls me in turn, so it distorts my cognition."

"What we have to do now is to take full control of this rule and make it retractable."

"Can we really do it? My cognition is being slowly changed, am I still the same as I used to be? Even what happened to my tribe, I started to be indifferent...I..."

...

In the following diary, the handwriting obviously became scribbled.

"Today I completed another light experiment. I am like an animal in a cage, and under the light, I make a sound of painful wailing!"

"I was exhausted and asked the researchers what the outcome was, and they were silent, obviously thinking that I might become corrupt and eventually lose my will."

"I have developed a vague hatred for creatures that can live in light."

"This hatred is growing day by day, and even though I carefully try to restrain it, it is difficult to overcome... Just like my natural dislike of eating vegetables, no matter how I hypnotize myself, I just like meat and not vegetables!"

"No, no, no, I have to overcome! Those people and those things are what I loved and cherished in the past!"

"I have to tell them all the psychological changes!"

"Even if the experiment fails, I must let them know and let them gain the data and experience!!"

"So I told them the truth: my thinking has undergone a fundamental change, and I want to turn them all into shadow creatures! This is a brand new evolutionary path, which can allow us to reach the sky in one step and become the fifth type of civilization. That is the pinnacle civilization! Even the sixth type of civilization that surpasses the pinnacle civilization!"

"They... those scholars have a deep fear of my imagination and description."

"I smelled that kind of breath called panic, and felt that the thick panic was like celestial nectar, which was extremely delicious."

"Maybe I'm right, maybe I'm wrong, who knows?"

After reading this, Zhang Ming held his breath, and even felt a little admiration for the experimenter in his heart.

His willingness to describe his psychological changes is already an extremely precious courage!

You know, after saying this, how much malice must be induced in the compatriots?

Maybe, in the next second, he will be executed!

No matter how rich you were, how high an official you were, how much contribution you made to civilization, as long as you say these words, it is equivalent to losing your life...

The pain is terrifying to think about.

At least, he, Zhang Ming, may not have such courage.

...

The handwriting that followed was even more scribbled.

"What date is it today...I have completely lost the sense of time...(*some undecipherable weird text)...I am not interested in most things, as if everything has nothing to do with me."

"I can only recall the distant past, looking for some fun..."

"What experiments they want, I don't care anymore. I tried my best to control the crazily expanding malice in my heart, but it was only a matter of time before it completely got out of control, and I didn't explore any effective experience."

"Damn it! I want to turn them all into shadow creatures! Why are they treating me like this?!"

"...(followed by long, expletives)"

Zhang Ming has some psychological shadows about this kind of diary that is depressed day by day.

That kind of terror that you can't even resist, and you don't know who the enemy is.

It's really... overwhelming.

He could only sigh deeply, and then continued to read the diary with some empathy.

The following diary has been spent in a long-term seesaw. This person who is the limiter of the spirit controlled by the dark rules spends most of his time cursing and angry. He begins to hate the world and wants to destroy everything.

Only a small part of the time is awake, wondering why the current self has such thoughts, and then writing some experimental records in the diary to comfort myself that "it will be successful".

But it's clear that he himself doesn't believe in future success in a situation where his form is getting worse.

The following diary: "Human will is worthless in the face of strong idealistic rules. My personal will is slowly collapsing."

"Only the will of the world protects my soul with the light from the source of the world, and can I regain my short-term sanity. This is also the most common way to become an extraordinary person... But too much source of the world needs to be consumed! How could we afford it!"

"When I was sober, I felt that I should die immediately."

Zhang Ming swallowed, this method... how should I put it, even he himself has used it.

If a source of hundreds of units can produce a sober transcendent, it is acceptable for a civilization.

But the bad thing is that it is a coincidence that he himself became an extraordinary person, and it is difficult to replicate.

Then there is the content of the last diary, the handwriting is very scribbled, first there is a lot of customary cursing.

"What date is it today... They didn't use the source of the world on me... It's so sad... But I still regained a little bit of sanity and recorded this information... I hope future generations can use it... It's very sad, I’m like a rabies patient, a little light will drive me crazy, I want to kill the light source. But in the dark environment, it’s very comfortable.”

"I felt a faint calling... as if something was calling me, and I became one with it..."

(Large paragraphs of nonsense that I don’t know how to translate.)

"There were panicked screams outside, what happened?"

"What?! Shadow beasts appeared inside our continent?!"

"How can it be!"

"I heard the sound of desperate panic, as if countless panics surrounded me. But I was extremely excited, and a strange longing was brewing in my heart... I gained the ability to swallow panic... The more panicked the surrounding lives, the more I panicked. more powerful."

"I'm going to kill the damn things!"

"I just want to transform my people into rational shadow races, instead of being hunted and killed by shadow beasts and transformed into irrational species...Once this goal is accomplished, we will become the fifth type of civilization! But they don't Willing to let me out, damn it!"

...

...

"I, I, I... We have become the sixth type of civilization... The sixth type of civilization... That is black, white, gray and blue! The red in the interval!"

"You... you actually...you all have to die!!!"

Then came the illegible text, which took up more than half of the diary in total.

The owner of the diary fell into a state of madness, and all the sentences were incoherent.

It may be that he saw a large number of deaths of his clansmen, which led to his madness, or it may be that he was already mentally unstable after fusing the strong rules.

But he's still logging a lot of information.

He wants to pass on this information to future generations.

What's even more sad is that no one can understand his words anymore, at least the current humans and snake people can't translate them at all.

"It may be because of the contract signed with the Zhengqi civilization, or because of a little instinctive obsession, that made him guard the entrance and exit of the corridor of mirrors, attacking all invading enemies."

However, his reason is no longer able to distinguish the extinction of the mother civilization.

He turned into a shadow beast, just like in the past, guarding the years and the place he is familiar with.

Until he was beheaded by Zhang Ming.

A person with amazing talent and a will like steel, but in the end he ended up like this.

It's really... so embarrassing.

Zhang Ming was silent for a long time before he let out a long sigh: "So the monster I killed was a former spiritual limiter, even an extraordinary person..."

"No wonder this monster is so powerful."

"But the diary still doesn't explain how the civilization became extinct. We still need to continue digging for treasures, right?"

"That's true. The information we have obtained is still insufficient." Lao Wang on the screen said hastily, "But you don't need to do it yourself."

"On the one hand, it's too dangerous to go to the interior of the mainland and fight with shadow beasts."

"Maybe there are more powerful species."

There is a ready-made example in front of us, and the human side absolutely dare not let Lao Zhang go in and investigate rashly.

In case of being polluted, like the owner of the diary, his cognition undergoes a serious change, wouldn't it be the end of it? !

Anyway, no matter how you think about it, even if Zhang Ming wants to run in for excitement, the human side will definitely try to dissuade him.

Moreover, the information in this diary is indeed precious enough, completely describing the nature and ability of the Shadow Beast.

How strong the light can cause restraint and damage, how thick the wall can block the space transition, etc., this information is valuable in future wars that may break out!