I love posting on Weibo and have become a professional genius

"Not getting what you want" is one of the eight sufferings in Buddhism. The most painful thing in life is not getting what you want.

When Heart plays professionally, he also wonders why he can't beat the opponent, why each opponent is stronger than the last, and why he chooses the wrong target and puts the wrong skills in that wave.

Why are you hesitant, hesitant, and too impulsive?

Every time I get less than good results, I always have similar questions in my mind.

At a low point in his career, he read a comic.

The heroine in it is very pessimistic because a lot of things happened at home when she was a child and her life was relatively unlucky. So one time when she saw the hero talking and laughing with other girls, she collapsed...

He forgot the general plot.

But I still remember a sentence: I am too afraid of the future, so I am so pessimistic.

Just like in The Alchemist, at the beginning of the journey, Edward fell into deep self-blame for failing to save Nina.

In the sad rain, the expression on his face was distorted, and he shouted at the top of his lungs, saying that he was just a human being. He is an insignificant human being who cannot even save a little girl.

But at the end of the journey, he opened the door to negotiate with "truth" and said something similar. Said that he was a mortal from the beginning, a small mortal.

Only this time, there was only relief on Edward's face, no more entanglement.

Compared with the vast starry sky, people are really small. Sometimes, people need to tolerate their own weakness.

Heart still remembers the day he announced his retirement. Several teammates, including the coach, were also surprised.

People like them seem to have no other goals besides their career, so they are surprised.

And what prompted him to make this decision was not a whim. He just recognized the current situation and chose to reconcile with himself.

But after the transformation, Heart felt sincerely relaxed——

In fact, there will still be pressure, but the source of pressure is different.

You don’t have to train every day, you don’t have to feel the helplessness of being shown off, and you don’t have to worry about what your teammates will think if you don’t perform well.

He still stays in the e-sports circle, but it is not the road full of flowers and thorns.

What is the purpose of playing a career?

Love?

maybe.

In fact, I just didn’t know what I could do at that time. I happened to be paid professionally and had more fun playing games, so I became a professional player.

When it comes to career alone, he fails miserably.

Compared with the set goals, what he wanted and asked for was not so satisfactory. I shouted the championship slogan and used winning the championship as motivation.

As a result, he jumped out of the car and ran away because of fear of the future.

Is this also called persistence? Also called a dream?

But that's life.

The so-called escape is probably like this, right?

The wind, rain and dew of the past, the pure beauty flashes like a movie.

You start to want to give up, something is stirring in your heart.

It wasn't until I actually made that decision that I felt at peace again.

…

A mobile phone suddenly appeared in front of Qin Hao's eyes.

It says: Why aren't you sleeping yet?

Qin Hao turned back to look at the coach, smiled sheepishly, and started typing: "I am playing a vampire with a violent appearance...I found that this hero is quite suitable for threatening the back row.

There is no need to consider so much survival space. The damage can be poured out before death, and teammates can also harvest it. The wave that this hero brings with Flash is a bit rogue, and may only be restrained by weakness.

Also, if the laning is not so difficult, the talent point Storm Knight is also very useful. When R is connected to EW, acceleration will be triggered. When combined with sprinting, it is difficult for the opponent to get up, because the blood pool and E are slowed down. If you reach a certain range, you can also play a second set. "

His pupils were bloodshot.

A very serious discussion about the feeling of vampire magic power.

Heart suddenly felt ridiculous. Somewhat at a loss.

The more Qin Hao said this, the more he felt that his work was not done well.

in addition.

Is this self-punishment?

Are there really that many dissatisfactions?

Three weeks ago, if anyone had told him that they could enter the playoffs with the goal of finishing in the top four, Heart would have thought it was a mockery.

Because after losing to WE and IM, the team's integration speed was much slower than that of its opponents. What he wanted to do was to steadily defeat the following less powerful teams and compete for the top spot.

This way there is still a chance to fight.

I am afraid that I will not even make it to the playoffs, so my goal for the season is to be promoted and relegated.

So when MaRin talks about him, he never talks back.

From the spring split to the summer split, their running-in has been average. As a coach, he can't find a distribution model that allows the players to play comfortably. Try a little here and a little there every time.

I even let Godv play Lulu and Karma, although the effect was very poor.

It can be said that whether he is playing in the lower half or letting MaRin play on the side, he has tried it all, but sometimes there is always a gap between ideal and reality.

The selection of some heroes has already determined half of the outcome.

So Qin Hao's arrival surprised Heart.

Because Qin Hao has a good sense of support and can share the command. Moreover, when playing support heroes, the midfielder has a better rhythm and can take advantage of the side attack.

If you play Jess, Clockwork, or Viktor (who have practiced in training games), then you have to be careful about being targeted in the top and bottom lanes, otherwise it will easily fester in the early and mid-term, and become the kind of game that forced development when Godv was still there in the spring game.

At this point, if the opponent gives you a chance, you can still fight. If your opponent plays more rigorously, there's nothing you can do.

Because that’s what the game looks like.

PawN Vampire had 21 fewer swords in the lane and lost a head. He was not in a hurry because he had an advantage in the bottom lane and LGD needed to spend energy to deal with it.

Eimy captured the effect around the midline, but they were in a hurry because they suffered more losses in the bottom lane, and Kalista and Spider would play very strongly.

Heart feels that losing EDG is not a matter of practicing vampires or not.

But all along, the games they win need to be able to not be bad in the early and mid-term, and they need to have a mid-range rhythm. Even if the early and mid-term can't be bad, it's still less acceptable than some teams.

Like SKT, they have had several games where they fell behind by 3K in the first 15 minutes and were able to come back.

They just can't do it.

Eimy's current gank rate in the first 10 minutes probably ranks last among all junglers. His focus is on brushing the jungle, doing wards, and forming a group to start a group.

In this way, he can play comfortably.

The corresponding premise is that online teammates cannot get that much help.

IMP is the team's biggest output, but bot lane laning is never a matter of one person. Sometimes a weak combination can't beat a strong combination, and the opposite jungler will come to catch it.

Including the three-level TP overpowering routine they designed in the training matches, they also rely on laning to win the round.

This is not just a matter of having a few more heroes.

It took two weeks to train Jace quickly enough, but what about another two weeks to train a vampire?

Winning with RNG does not mean winning in the hero pool, and losing with EDG does not mean losing in the hero pool.

This is not the most critical issue.

The most critical point is that the coordination ideas are limited to a level that is relatively easy to use and cannot impose too much pressure.

When doing push operations, you can only put one side of the line to put pressure around the middle, otherwise it will be easy to give opportunities. Because the longer the battle line is, the more complicated the operation is, which means the more things need to be taken into consideration.

So they are very similar to IM in the mid-term. And IM is also recognized as being very slow to finish the game.

Because hard power is not enough, we resort to tricks and give up on doing radical things.

I'll stick together.

I will actively press the center, invade the forced team, and won’t play any fancy tricks with you. Just like the Passenger Bureau, it is definitely better to have one goal every time than to be greedy for too much.

Instead of finishing the baron, this one is going to eat the wave on the line, and eat a wild monster along the way, and the other one is going to eat the wave in the middle line, which is really short of money.

By the time everyone gathered, 2 minutes had passed. By the time they pressed into the high ground, the dragon buff was gone.

It's obviously a matter of team selection and team adjustment.

No need to put too much pressure on yourself.

"Go to sleep. Listen to me, our goal is to make the playoffs. This is not difficult to achieve."

Heart typed.

"Um."

"I just didn't feel like falling asleep very much when I was practicing, and then I kind of lost track of time."

Qin Hao added: "I know my body myself."

Heart put her hand on Qin Hao's shoulder, feeling that he didn't know.

Young people always have high spirits, which is not a good thing.

The media likes to promote Faker's amazing debut. No one will talk about the SKT team that was almost stopped by NJS in front of the final stage, but was stopped by a wine barrel for 2 games, and was beaten to the point where it had to be banned.

S4 is more ambitious. From the media to the fans and themselves, everyone feels that they can defend the championship. As a result, the accumulation of small disappointments in the regular season can destroy this team. After it was confirmed that he would not enter the World Championship, champion support Fumanduo left.

The reason why Heart knows it is that everyone in the Korean e-sports circle basically knows it.

It's no secret.

Some things just happen.

The mentality does not match the actual performance, the gap is too big, the mentality is unbalanced, and the operation also declines.

So, if you hold it too high, it will hurt if you fall.

It's just that S5's victory again erased all this, and fans actively forgot that there was still a period of special struggle.

Heart is now also afraid that Qin Haoding's goals are too high, so high that their team cannot achieve them, and their mentality will eventually become unbalanced.

Some things cannot be done just by thinking about them.

He likes to start with small goals and make plans and slowly move up the ladder. Just because you do this, it won't be particularly painful if you fall.

"I hope you know what I mean."

The coach's eyes seemed to see through Qin Hao's psychological defense.

In the Weibo post that was criticized, there was a person who said it right, he was nothing.

The reason for practicing.

This way, he doesn't have to think about anything else.

All hope and courage are empty in the training room late at night, only the touch of the keyboard is real.

They said that if they changed the mid laner, they might not even be able to enter the World Championship, which is simply ridiculous.

They said that for the good of the team, they should take the initiative to step down and ask Godv to come out. Otherwise, they are too selfish and unwilling to give up the starting lineup.

It turns out that the first launch is really so important...

The wind and snow lingering in my ears are whispering repeatedly.

Those words are clear and distinct, revealing the devil's malice, but they are also irrefutable truth.

If you lose, whatever you say is wrong.

Maybe it's like what those people said, it would be better for everyone if he gets out.

But outside of these voices, there are still people who will encourage and support.

This small group of people is hostile to the mainstream and takes the trouble to make explanations over and over again. Only then did Qin Hao click on Weibo to see it.

Very strange.

He just thought about strange principles and practiced all night.

In this training room where he was the only one, he suddenly returned to the self he had been in the water cell a few months ago, training hard as a hero.

He didn't practice fast.

But hard work does pay off.

Compared with himself a few months ago, he should be satisfied, but compared with those champion mid laners, he cannot be satisfied.

In a sense, hard work and self-discipline are your eternal good friends, because they never abandon you, so more and more people in the world are shouting to lie down, but in fact they are getting involved.

It is easy for everyone to become a duplicitous person.

At this moment, the coach was concerned about him and asked him why he didn't go to sleep.

Qin Hao discovered that it was important for him to keep training. This is his safe haven.

As for why, there aren’t that many reasons.

Because he won't feel uncomfortable doing this.

It's strange to think about it. He is so looking forward to a future where he can "own the world", but in his heart he is afraid of losing his humble self.

"I know." Qin Hao typed.

Heart looked at Qin Hao's eyes, changing from hesitant and evasive to firm.

He was very confused. He didn't know what Qin Hao "knew".

But that’s okay, it’s better to have a more positive idea than not saying anything at all.

"I'm going to bed."

Another line of text was typed.

Qin Hao said hello with a smile and stretched out of the training room.

It's another sunny day.

The Sun Also Rises.

…

Song Ming and EDG extreme fans fought for a long time, but were eventually outnumbered.

From the Weibo homepage to Kangba, to Chaohua, we have lost in every battlefield.

EDG fans can even generously admit that the Penicillin card is very strong, because in this BO3, they are the winners, and only the winners will give good words, proving the power of EDG.

When he woke up the next day, his thoughts were not going his way. Just as Song Ming was about to continue ridiculing the idiot, he opened the LOL box to check the results and saw more than two pages of vampires.

Win or lose, the only thing that remains unchanged is the hero.

Judging from the time, the fight started at 10 o'clock in the evening and continued until about 10 o'clock in the morning the next day. This is double the usual rank amount.

The reason why Song Ming knows so clearly is that Penicillin used to post his results on the news. After joining LGD, he stopped posting so much, so he was used to searching by himself.

Just look at these achievements.

He even knew what Penicillin had done.

besides.

Do you feel guilty for practicing like this?

But except for the first one, which is a pity, the third one was firstly caused by problems in the field, and secondly, by the rush on the road, giving away big waves.

The vampire is the factor that speeds up the end, not the point that sets the pace.

After a long while, Song Ming regained his composure and thought: There is not much I can actually do.

He silently counted statistics, took screenshots, switched to the anti-bar trumpet, and said: Surprise! Penicillin’s training volume in the past month was actually...

Come up with a good title.

The most eye-catching place you click on is the performance chart from last night.

Then he switches to the trumpet and comments at the end, attracting those who have had fierce confrontations with him.

Just as Song Ming thought, when most people saw the title, they thought it was green garlic. After coming in with this attitude, what they saw was a player who played 340 ranked games in a month.

This is still during the schedule.

A little comparison of the ranks of other players can tell that excluding training matches and some miscellaneous time, the last Hou Ye, who was called diligent, played 290 ranks from mid-May to mid-June.

And this is more than many players who have around 150 games.

Everything can deceive, but not the investment of time.

"He is so diligent, why doesn't he play heroes like Victor and Clockwork?"

"Can hard work cover up the fact of the dish? At best, he has a good attitude and doesn't wash it."

"I don't know, I thought LGD's record was very poor. I think the summer split is only three weeks away from the end, and LGD has only lost four games. It will definitely not be the seventh and eighth. It still has a chance to compete with WE for the top four and get a favorable seat. "

"The Marquis doesn't play with clockwork much either. Is he a loser?"

"Good guy, I've been practicing as a vampire all night, but my results are a bit ugly."

"Since when have we been so harsh on newcomers? Those Korean players have higher wages, but they don't play very well."

"IMP is an AD, how can he have four eyes with one god? AD needs to be developed. It would be good if he can stand up and turn the tide in the end game."

"The problem is that Easyhoon can't be brought, but everyone will only say that he is a pity and that he works hard. When it comes to Penicillin, they are all ridiculing. I think he is better than Xiye in the first year. It's not that he is strong in laning, but that he The performance was very stable.”

"Ren Xiye is a talented mid laner, and Penicillin's dutiful son is here again, right? Is your father's ID on the solo kill list?"

"Penicillin's name is not on the list of single kills. Does Xi Xiaozi only have solo kills in his eyes, and single kills don't count?"

"Oh, Rookie's number of solo kills is also ranked in the middle."

"If you want to operate, you will take risks. Don't you understand this?"

A bunch of people making noise.

The post was refined and became popular.

In the eyes of those who appreciate Penicillin, this is called stability, while those who do not appreciate it are called cowardice.

In the eyes of those who appreciate Xiye, this is called genius and show, but if you don’t appreciate it, it’s called a genius. As long as you have the advantages and few mistakes, your WE results will be two levels better.

Those who admire Hou Ye say that he works hard, and he is the only normal person in VG. Those who don't appreciate him say that he won the championship by accident, and has no deterrent power in the middle lane. He is a typical parallel import: high value, low ability.

When someone talked about Penicillin's rookie contract, a bunch of people started arguing about "Does it mean he should be c if he gets more money?"

Veterans of the anti-bar actually know a small thing, that is, Uzi temporarily changed heroes, which caused Insec to play Lucian in the jungle. The reason was that Insec's salary was higher than Uzi's, and Uzi felt that he was cheated by the club.

He always thought that he was the one with the highest annual salary in the team. He didn't expect that the club would hide it from him, so he was a little nervous.

There is a saying in the sports circle that high salary means low performance. It can be seen that people have many opinions on whether the salary does not match the strength.

The night is gloomy.

The EDG Club has reached its busiest time of the day again.

Let’s go before the training match with KT.

Meiko came across this post and chatted with Ming Kai during her free time. She also said, "I only played more than 200 games last month. I'm afraid he doesn't stay up late every day."

Ming Kai felt strange when he saw the quarrel below.

LGD's strange division of labor has almost become that the middle lane depends on the jungler's rhythm. Unlike other teams, the jungler depends on the solo lane rhythm and takes care of the side.

The words spoken in the second game were not angry words.

He felt that Eimy was not very rhythmic, and LGD was under a lot of pressure online, so there was no reason to lose.

I stepped on the horse to help break through time and time again. If we can't win, it must be our own problem.

If LGD is really playing well, why is there so much pressure online? The middle lane was so forced that they didn't dare to pass the teleportation line easily.

Mingkai shook his head silently.

I feel that under the pressure of public opinion, Penicillin is getting closer to his predecessor. The results have not been achieved first, but public opinion has already arrived.

Another thought.

Maybe this happens if you post too frequently on Weibo. If you get too much attention, some people will always dislike you and think you like to show off.

It's like making a promotional video and talking trash. It's not all his intention, but it will become evidence of crime. Who made him the protagonist of the promotional video?

this moment.

Mingkai sympathizes a little with this little brother. After just a few weeks of debut, he is expected to lock in a high pick in the playoffs. This starting point is higher than many others.

If you can keep working so hard, your future achievements will not be low.

"Resistance is all about venting your emotions."

Ming Kai said casually, but in his heart he wanted to get to know Penicillin.

This kind of effort is to his liking.

No chapters.