I made myself the protagonist

In the afternoon, the editor informed me that this book will be officially released on March 1st, that is, next Monday.

It’s 270,000 words, which is a lot free in a suspense genre. If I progressed normally, I should have picked it up in the second volume, but seeing the constant recommendation of resources, I thought this book would have good results. I didn’t expect that it wouldn’t even be on the sixth channel.

Mixed in.

The results were not good, but I tried my best. I couldn’t beat the few books published in the same period. I didn’t expect that there would be so many suspense writers publishing books in the New Year. There were so many competitors there at the same time, and the popularity was far behind. Of course.

It also has something to do with my own writing level, subject matter, and reader base. I don’t mean to blame others.

I hope everyone will make an initial reservation by then. I originally wanted to go up to 1,000 for the initial reservation data, but now I'm just letting it go and I'm all in love with you. How about your love?

I'm in a bad mood today, don't rush me. I have placed too many hopes on this book, just like looking at my own children, thinking they can get ahead.

After four years of writing a book, I still thought that this time I would get the best results in history, but this is the result?

I feel like my efforts in the past two months have been like a joke. The gap between it and expectations is too big, and I feel frustrated and disappointed.

I am in a very, very bad mood right now. After spending such a long time in uneasy waiting, I suddenly received the notice and I didn’t write anything all afternoon. My mind went blank and I was completely lost in whatever I did.

It was like a basin of cold water was poured on my head, all my expectations and enthusiasm were shattered to pieces. I didn't know what I was expecting, only disappointment and unwillingness.

I felt so uncomfortable that I wanted to go home, crawl into bed without doing anything, and have a good sleep.

I will adjust my state as soon as possible. When I wake up tomorrow, it will be a new day. But today is indeed the darkest day for me since I published this book.