I Really Didn’t Want to be a Savior

Two hundred years later, when Lu Wei's diary was published, the world gave her the first reversal of the verdict.

Only then did people finally understand what kind of mentality she had that made her life become a joke.

The joke has come to an end, but it is still a beautiful fairy tale that will go down in history.

Nearly five hundred years later, as the prophecy came true, everything that was hinted gradually became reality. Zangna's description of S bacteria antibodies in "The Collection of Madman's Conjectures Version 1.0" was discovered in advance by a group of genius programmers and reported to the then Governments of various countries, Chen Feng's foresight was gradually proven, and he ascended to the altar in the 26th century and became a sage.

After Chen Feng became a god, Lu Wei's life was reversed for the second time.

It turns out that this is what she meant by comrades-in-arms.

The meaning behind the name of the band Salvation was both straightforward and profound.

Zhong Lei, Lu Wei, Ryan, and Meng Xiaozhou have been Master Chen Feng’s comrades from the very beginning until death!

Oh, and so is the son of Mr. Ou Guohua, a folk singer.

In short, Lu Wei's life has been sublimated for the second time.

Since then, she has entered the top 50 in the thousand-year art history with her unstoppable heroic appearance.

She finally surpassed what Zhong Lei had achieved in the first timeline just by standing behind and looking at the other person's back, feeling powerless!

She proved one thing.

Maybe her upper limit is still not as good as Zhong Lei, but if all the shackles on her body can be broken and she can be given the correct guidance, when she finds her talent, she should shine brighter.

The difference between her and Zhong Lei may not be talent, but personality.

In the past multiple timelines, Lu Wei failed to do it, perhaps not because of her lack of ability, nor because she didn't work hard.

There are many reasons why a person fails to reach their full potential.

For example, the efforts are in the wrong direction, or the direction is relatively correct, but not correct enough, or the trivial matters in life slow down the pace.

To summarize, interference from the external environment is the external cause, and lack of personal awareness is the internal cause.

In the past, Lu Wei had stood at the end of most people's struggles and aspirations since she was born, but she had to pay the price for this dreamy beginning of reincarnation throughout her life.

As her attention to Chen Feng led her, either actively or passively, towards another destiny, she changed.

It can't be said that she had an epiphany, it just made some things happen from being impossible to a matter of course.

The momentary Yuliang in the music circle of the 21st century became Zhuge Liang and Sima Yi.

For her own achievements and for Chen Feng's career, Lu Wei paid a huge price and made huge sacrifices at the political level.

This kind of sacrifice is similar to the human sacrifice on the battlefield thousands of years later.

One is to lose life, and the other is to make a perfect life full of shortcomings.

But she finally tore through the thorns with her iron will and rushed forward step by step.

She finally stopped being Zhong Lei's foil in the history books and had her own name.

Chen Feng closed the scanned copy of Lu Wei's diary, and felt a subtle realization in his heart.

This time Lu Wei's contribution to civilization has increased significantly.

Her progress has completely gone from quantitative to qualitative.

In the past, Chen Feng improved her historical status every time by giving her new songs, but it was not until this time that he reached the extreme.

This is of course a great thing.

But it also reminded Chen Feng.

Lu Wei waited for eight timelines before she got a chance to perform perfectly.

So in thousands of years of history, how many people like Lu Wei are there?

After exhausting his efforts all his life, until his hair turned gray, his grave was three feet tall, and his name appeared in history books and was praised by future generations, he still never reached the height he should have reached.

This height is hidden in the ethereal unknown, which is more elusive and difficult to fathom than quantum mechanics.

Have Lai Wenming, Sergey, Franki, Yang Guoding and others really reached their limit?

Is this perfection?

Is there more perfection than perfection?

Can Lu Wei do better?

Chen Feng found that he could no longer draw any conclusions, otherwise he would easily be slapped in the face by history books.

Chen Feng realized his arrogant ignorance again.

I call myself a prophet, so inflated that I think I have insight into civilization, but in fact I am still ignorant.

The direction of an individual is so unpredictable, let alone an entire huge civilization?

Great progress has been made this time, but is it already the limit of humanity?

No, obviously not.

How much potential can human civilization, which has been compressed into a thousand years, still have to be tapped?

Can more people be like Lu Wei and move forward step by step in the timeline with herself to explore the value limit of life?

So what do I do?

Chen Feng was at a loss.

He sighed secretly, unable to think of a way.

It's so hard.

Even though he is now a galactic human and has wisdom supported by an arousal level of up to 36.01%, when facing the flow of civilization in time, he still feels his own insignificance due to his conscious ignorance.

He began to admire the ancient thinkers again. How amazing must those sages who have seen through history, left behind their works, and created the prototype of great systems and ideologies that have guided them for thousands of years, be?

If these people could live to the thirty-first century and have the same arousal level as myself...

Thinking about it, he felt that it was so happy. He could really paddle on the spot, and immediately transformed into a salty bastard, shouting 666 after the big guys, waiting to be taken away.

Chen Feng shook his head, not daring to think about it.

He continued to return his gaze to Hanzhou in 2020 and refocused on one of the hands he wanted to grab.

After being "engaged," the difficulties facing his estate quickly dissipated and everything began to become simpler.

The development of Xingfeng Entertainment is like a grasshopper tied to a rocket, soaring into the sky and never looking back.

Among the six classic songs of Zhong Lei that Chen Feng brought back this time, in addition to the already written "Sleepwalking Virgo", Zhong Lei only chose two songs, "You Are Missing Me Absent" and "No Regrets in This Life".

Lu Wei asked for "The Afterlife".

The two songs "Chasing the Wind" and "Hope of Life" were taken advantage of by Qin Lu, and they were mixed with eight other songs to create her third album.

As for the direction of Ou Junlang, the son of destiny, he is even more comfortable.

The production team of Fatty's fourth album will make future generations drool with envy throughout history.

Chen Feng gave him eight more classic new folk songs that were born between 2100 and 2150, and then gave him two Chinese-style rock songs from a century-old classic album in 2174.

This is not the end.

Lu Wei also included an experimental starry sky rock song that she composed independently for the first time.

Zhong Lei also gave Fatty a children's ballad called "Grudge", which was regarded as a gift to the fetus in Song Siyu's arms.

Chen Feng, Zhong Lei, Lu Wei...

Take a look at the producer list of Destiny's Child's new album. It's not only terrifying, it's simply cheating!

Fatty Ou’s fourth album was a big hit without any doubt.

Especially "Grudge", which Zhong Lei picked up and composed casually, exploded.

In addition to being extremely popular because it evokes the innocence in people's hearts, "Grudge" has been translated and sung in more than eight languages ​​within two years, and has been included in the top ten children's songs recommended for teenagers and children. It was included in school textbooks and became a highly played prenatal education song even thousands of years later.

Sometimes classics come by accident, just like an article that was written by nature and found by a clever hand.

Zhong Lei, who wrote this song, didn't even think of it.

In addition to this round of album explosions, the only single released by the Salvation Band, "Never Walk Alone", was first quietly released online without any pre-publicity.

"Never Walk Alone" does not have the Xingfeng Entertainment sign, nor does it have anyone's name, it simply says this.

【Singing: Salvation】

【Lyrics/Composer: Salvation】

[Publisher: Salvation]

There are no other introductions.

No one knows what this band is about or who the members are. They just put a song in the music library of major platforms such as Q Music without publicity or charting. It is deeply hidden.

I don’t know who clicked this song first.

What happened next is not difficult to guess.

The voices of Zhong Lei and Lu Wei are so recognizable that others will know who the two lead singers are as soon as they hear it.

The man was confused at the time.

Two queens collaborating?

Is the Salvation Band started by Zhong Lei and Lu Wei?

"Come and see the gods! This song is scary!"

This shout-out quickly spread like a virus.

other people……

"Hey, it sounds so good."

"It's very special."

"I didn't expect these two people to cooperate."

"The music style is weird, I'll listen to it again."

"The lead guitarist is so strong! The way he changes the pitch is terrifying. It must be Chen Feng playing it!"

"Fuck, really?"

…

There is a special power in the song "Never Walk Alone."

When you first listen to it, it seems less generous and intense, and very peaceful, but there is a spirit that will penetrate people's hearts little by little along with the singing.

Subtly, some very subtle changes slowly brewed in the hearts of loyal listeners who repeatedly cycled this song.

Maybe at some point, someone will suddenly remember something.

The face of a close friend who broke up when he was a teenager reappeared in his mind like a photo frame that had been dusted off.

The anger that I could not contain when I was young was so unforgettable.

Time can both weaken emotions and thicken experiences. As people grow up, they will gradually understand many truths that they could not figure out when they were young.

Every time I think about it, the anger that fills my adrenaline with grief and anger fades away time and time again.

Finally, on a certain day, year, month, and time, my now mature self thought about it again, but I no longer felt angry. I just suddenly realized that it was an avoidable misunderstanding.

If we talk to each other earlier, friends will still be friends, and we can still sit together and talk, drink and watch football, go shopping and walk the dog.

…

The disappointment and resentment I felt when I borrowed money from my close friends and sisters not long ago and was rejected gradually dissipated.

Audience members began to learn to put themselves more in others' shoes and understand other people's difficulties.

Maybe the other person doesn't really seem to be doing so well.

He/she might just be showing off, or he/she might be holding on because he/she doesn't want me to worry about him/her.

Or maybe he/she borrowed a sum of money not long ago but couldn't get it back, was hurt to the core, and vowed not to borrow money again.

We haven't contacted each other for a long time.

How is he/she doing now?

…

Some partners who were once friends, but now their friendship has been lost in the process of starting a business together. Every time they meet in the company, their noses are not noses, their eyes are not eyes, and they may break up at any time and start their own business. They begin to understand each other and gradually understand each other's understanding.

I understand your position and thoughts, and you also understand my concerns.

The vows they made when they started a business together, which were already shaky, have become louder again.

We each take a step back, and then we take a step forward together.

Let's think carefully about whether this matter can continue.

If not, we can talk it out and break up.

There is a long way to go, you continue your struggle, and I continue my struggle. One day, when you and I need to help each other again, we will no longer indifferently refuse the other's hand for help.

If this matter can continue and has value, then don't waver, cheer up, resolve conflicts, and in order to achieve the ultimate goal of this common cause, we will give each other another chance.

…

Outside the Civil Affairs Bureau, a middle-aged man with an indifferent expression crossed his legs and sat on a bench playing with his mobile phone.

The briefcase beside him contained a marriage certificate and household registration book.

He is waiting for someone, waiting for his wife.

The deep love that the two had once had when they were dependent on each other had been completely dissipated in the years of rough meals and quarrels day after day.

Time has worn away the enthusiasm of youth, leaving only the cold eyebrows.

No one cheated, no one betrayed, but life could no longer go on, and there was only complaint and disgust in the eyes looking at each other.

forget it.

Let's end it like this.

Give everyone a relief.

The man opened the WeChat group "Haohao Family" and found a message just sent by his son who is in junior high school.

"Mom and Dad, I won't be back during the weekend. I'm going to stay at a classmate's house."

The man replied: "Okay, got it."

The man switched back to the private chat and asked his wife: "How long do you have left?"

"fifteen minutes."

The man was bored and clicked on Q to listen to music to relieve his mood.

He first saw a pop-up advertisement.

"Invite you to taste, the new work of the mysterious band - Salvation Band, "Never Walk Alone"."

The middle-aged man clicked in casually.

Seven minutes later.

He rubbed his eyes.

He thought of that autumn fifteen years ago, when the two of them walked hand in hand under the avenue covered with dead leaves.

The autumn wind blows off the withered yellow leaves, and the yellow leaves are flying all over the sky.

I don’t know how long I’ve been gone.

The man said: "Let's get married."

The woman said, "Okay."

Everything is very peaceful and natural, there is no grandeur and eternal vows, it is a matter of course.

Men once thought that this kind of love is the most beautiful, because plainness is the truth.

But what's happening now?

The man touched his cheek, which was cold and moist.

His wife arrived.

The woman said, "Hurry up, I'm in a hurry."

The man held out his headphones and said, "Listen to this song."

…

Art will not change the times like science. Instead, it will be like a spring rain that silently spreads over the earth, nourishing the world in people's sleep, allowing some withered spring buds to bloom again, and allowing some frozen soil to bloom again. The dying seeds inside sprout gently.

…

Since the beginning of 2020, the new renaissance belonging to the entire civilization has still begun as scheduled, and has been injected with new impetus.

The flower of creative thought seems to have been given a stimulant and grows crazily.

With Lu Wei's release of "God of War" in 2028, the star rock style was completely formed, and this literary and artistic development that has lasted for two hundred years has suddenly entered the next stage.

The new Renaissance created by Chen Feng was still within the logical tolerance of the world. Looking back at history, you will find this period of time amazing, but still reasonable.

This time, no one dared to name it "revival."

Before that, human artistic creativity, no matter what era it was in, should be collectively called the primary stage.

After that, human artistic creativity suddenly jumped to the intermediate stage.

This is called taking off!

It is the epiphany of civilization!

In the following hundreds of years, anthropologists, historians, scientists, and top artists all had basically the same view on the rise of literature and art.

This is a real, unprecedented, leap-forward progress that will never be repeated no matter what stage human civilization develops to. This is a miracle.

After seeing the large-scale changes in the art field, Chen Feng once again focused on the artists of Starfeng Entertainment.

Zhong Lei's fate is closely related to Chen Feng. Every change in Zhong Lei can be reflected on Chen Feng himself.

Shortly after completing "Eight Notes", Zhong Lei released three singles in succession, "You Miss Me Absent", "No Regrets in This Life", and "Sleepwalking Virgo".

Except for "Sleepwalking Virgo", the creator of the other two songs is still named Chen Feng.

At that time, Chen Feng was still very embarrassed and wanted to refuse.

"This is your song, write your name."

Zhong Lei said: "I wrote it, but in fact it wasn't."

Chen Feng: "Huh?"

"This is your work."

"ah?"

Zhong Lei: "I don't care how you created it, or what will happen to your other songs. But these two songs have actually completely disappeared and will never appear in the future. You took away something that completely disappeared before I could get it." When you come back, it will naturally be yours."

Chen Feng: "Huh?"

Zhong Lei smiled and poked his forehead, "Ah what? You haven't lied to me in this life. I already know the truth. My world view has been greatly affected, and my state of mind has changed too much from the past. Now you force me to If I write these two songs again, I may be able to achieve the same level, but the emotional expressions in the works must be completely different. I can't write "You Miss Me Absent" and "No Regrets in This Life" like this."

Chen Feng: "But..."

Zhong Lei: "Nothing. The achievements I have not achieved are not my achievements. This time, I will complete "Morning Wind" faster and write better songs. What, do you think I can't do it? "

This conversation between the two has not been recorded in history books, and Chen Feng has not actually seen it now. It is regarded as an anecdote lost in history.

Now Chen Feng is in the process of reviewing history, based on the final appearance, combined with his understanding of the two people's personalities, and subconsciously simulates the discussion between the two as a participant.

I think that's probably the case, there won't be much difference.

Zhong Lei did what she said.

In 2041, when she was 42 years old, she completed "Morning Wind" again, nineteen years earlier than the last time, taking "only" a total of twenty-one years.

This time she no longer pursues spiritual liberation because she was never trapped in the first place.

The direction of history is not only inconsistent in time, but major events have also become completely different.

The two did not hold the wedding of the century, but quietly went to get the certificate, put their names in the same household register, and their marital status changed from unmarried to married.

There are no plots that bring tears to the eyes, and there are no scenes that are envied by the world. Everything is very ordinary.

According to historical records, the six members of the Salvation Band went to Caiwei Lu again that day, drinking and singing, and having a great time.

No one knows what the people in Caiwei Lu talked about that day. After the next day, everyone returned to their respective places and completed different tasks, as if nothing had changed.

People at the time didn't even know what was happening.

It was not until many years later, after Master Chen Feng passed away, that someone dug out this yellowed paper filing from the Civil Affairs Bureau of a county in Sichuan and learned that the two were actually married.

Some archaeologists tried to find the household registration book and marriage certificate of the two people, but in vain, and finally found that these things were taken to outer space by Master Chen Feng.

Now, when Chen Feng himself sees this piece of history, he has an unconscious smile on his face.

He thought to himself, I will definitely not cry this time, and I will feel much more relaxed.

Let go of lies and you will definitely gain peace.

But it’s hard to tell.

Because he gave Zhong Lei a real life, and owed her a wedding that a woman dreams of, and he couldn't pay it back.

Why is this wedding in debt?

It has nothing to do with the reputation of one-sided courtship that Lu Wei, the mistress of Caiwei Lu, still carried at that time.

If the two of them have a wedding, how should Lu Wei handle herself?

So it’s really hard to tell who owes whom.

It can only be said that we have become comrades-in-arms. In the process of moving forward side by side, you often sacrifice a little, and I sacrifice a little. In the constant compromise and accommodation, we can see each other off one after another like a relay race.

This time, at Fatty Ou's still funny funeral, Zhong Lei, Lu Wei, Meng Xiaozhou, and Ryan all shed tears.

This has not happened before.

However, Chen Feng was the worst. He attended a total of five funerals of his comrades.

There is such a passage in Zhong Lei's biography.

In 2121, before her death at the age of 122, Zhong Lei said to Chen Feng: "I paid so much attention to maintenance this time. I wanted to live longer, but I still lost to you. I'm sorry for asking you to attend my funeral again."

Chen Feng, who still looked energetic at that time, hugged her and said nothing.

"Actually, it's a relief for you, so that you can do what you want to do earlier. If you think about it carefully, you are really happy. We are together in this life, and we will still be together in the next life. You attend more funerals than ordinary people It's more, but your happiness is also much more. Next time you come back, you have to explain our affairs to me more clearly. I also want to experience this kind of happiness."

It is said that Master Zhong Lei, a great master of a generation and the undisputed number one in the history of music for thousands of years, passed away suddenly.

A thousand years have passed, but Zhong Lei's last words still make the world confused and can only be told to those who understand.

It’s a very large chapter of 6,000 words. I will add more chapters even if I don’t have a leader. Please vote for recommendations.