I Really Didn’t Want to be a Savior

"I heard that you crushed Zhou A's fingers?"

In the room of Hanzhou Villa, Zhong Lei asked slightly curiously.

Chen Feng nodded, "Yes. I crushed one. He originally promised never to return to China, but I caught him in the act. I should teach him a lesson."

"Good."

Zhong Lei smiled.

"Hey, why didn't you say I was too cruel?" Chen Fengli wondered.

Zhong Lei shook his head, "I think it's okay, it's not cruel. I believe you must have your reasons for everything you do. People like Zhou A should indeed be unable to come back for the rest of their lives. But I don't think you need it. Being angry because of this is not worthy and is not in line with your current status."

Chen Feng shook his head, "Identity? What kind of identity can I have? Aren't I still a person with a nose and two eyes? But I'm not angry. You may not believe it, but what I was thinking about at the time was just the spirit of the contract. He broke the contract and should pay The price is as simple as that.”

Zhong Lei laughed out loud, "Spirit of contract? Your explanation is quite novel. But I just think your time is so precious that you shouldn't spend it on such trivial matters."

Chen Feng smiled and said, "It only took me less than three minutes to get together. I still did everything I needed to do. Besides, no matter who I am, I still have to eat, drink, and defecate. Just like the outside world now I treat you as a goddess, but as a goddess you have to go to the toilet yourself, right?"

Zhong Lei blushed first, then laughed wildly.

After a long time, she poked Chen Feng on the forehead and said, "You're such a bad guy, you're really talking nonsense right now, and you're not doing anything right."

Chen Feng chuckled.

A moment later, Zhong Lei revealed the secret.

"Are you worried about losing your feelings? So you deliberately want to get yourself out of big things and return to ordinary life?"

Chen Feng was stunned, "I was discovered by you. That's it."

Chen Feng's biological lifespan is now 138 years old, but his mind has existed in the form of quantum life for thousands of years.

His mental age is actually very old.

His will is very firm, but his mind has transformed into another life and lived for so many years. The long time will eventually leave some more or less traces in his heart.

These traces are eroding his emotions bit by bit.

This is the active indifference of human beings, which is completely different from the passive dissipation of being a quantum being.

In these days, Chen Feng gradually discovered that he could only have relatively strong emotional fluctuations when facing Zhong Lei or listening to Zhong Lei singing. However, when facing other people and things, although he could still use complex and changeable expressions, His tone of voice sounded like a real person, but in fact, he knew that this was all an illusion of his own.

He is becoming as "indifferent" as the stars.

These are all the sequelae that we have to face after quantization of thinking.

Seeing that he suddenly stopped talking, Zhong Lei knew that she had grasped the truth.

She leaned forward gently and hugged Chen Feng's back.

"you are tired."

Chen Feng nodded: "It's a little bit, but it's okay."

"You need a break."

"But I don't have time to really rest. I always feel too busy every day."

Zhong Lei: "You push yourself too hard."

Chen Feng thought for a while, "It's okay, it's just that some things happened over time and turned into what they are now."

"Tell me what happened. I can bear it very well."

…

More than half an hour later, Zhong Lei looked at Chen Feng with a distressed face, "Have you lived alone in a black hole for a thousand years?"

Chen Feng nodded, "Yes."

"Is it hard? Are you lonely?"

"Fortunately, there were two people accompanying me at the beginning, and I could listen to your songs. Later, I began to actively contact the resistance forces outside and participate in the cause of the resistance forces. For a while, I It was very difficult, but then my mood gradually faded away, and I no longer knew what loneliness was.”

He said the matter very calmly, but Zhong Lei unconsciously put herself into that scene, and her heart was ups and downs, unable to control herself.

"So what do you think will happen this time? Do you want to do it again?"

Chen Feng thought for a moment and said, "It's very possible. If we want to win this war, humanity needs me. I have to keep looking at the victory to be at ease."

Zhong Lei: "In the form of a living person or in the form of quantum life?"

"If I'm being opportunistic, I can change my form as soon as I pass by. But..."

Zhong Lei: "But you have new worries?"

"Yes, when I understood Xiaofu's Grand Unification Formula in the form of quantum life, my understanding of the universe reached a new stage. After I came back, I kept thinking about a question, and then I discovered a point about which I traveled through The secret of energy in space and time.”

"What mystery?"

Chen Feng: "At first I thought it was the will of the universe supporting me in resetting time and having infinite energy. But I found that was not the case. What supported me was a force that conformed to scientific laws and was also the application of the laws of the universe. It's just that We don’t understand it through current research. But this power is limited. Since it is a limited thing, it will be exhausted sooner or later.”

Zhong Lei: "What will happen after it is exhausted?"

Chen Feng thought for a while, "Let's lose the ability to tamper with the time of the universe."

"Huh? What then?"

Chen Feng smiled and said: "Then maybe this is the last attempt I can make. This time when I die in the future, I probably won't come back again."

Zhong Lei's face suddenly turned pale, "This... you want to leave?"

Chen Feng blinked, "It can't be said that I'm leaving. Aren't I still going to grow old with you? Now is the present, and the future is the future."

Zhong Lei: "Uh... So your life may be like this this time. First grow old with us in the 21st century, then resurrect in the 31st century, and then usher in real death?"

It was a bit confusing before, but she didn't understand it, but after Chen Feng explained it, she understood.

Chen Feng nodded, "So I don't plan to commit suicide to take advantage of the situation. I often walk by the river, how can I not get my shoes wet. I always gamble like this, and if I lose the bet, I will lose everything. Although I have mastered a lot of knowledge, But my greatest talent lies in charging into battle. I alone can exert the effect of thousands of troops. Therefore, I will participate in the war with all my strength, even if I age a little bit in the war, it doesn’t matter. Then I will continue to work as an ordinary person. When life comes to an end and you are about to age and die, transform yourself into a more stable quantum wisdom so that you can live as long as you want.”

Zhong Lei: "All your efforts were accomplished in one battle?"

"Yes."

Zhong Lei pondered for a moment, "Why didn't you worry about this before?"

Chen Feng looked up at the ceiling, "My tone became melancholy, probably because I am finally old this time. This incident exposed the limits of the mysterious energy's capabilities and proved some of the answers I want."

Zhong Lei asked in a solemn tone: "Then what should we do now?"

Chen Feng spread his hands and said, "Nothing can be done. The soldiers will come and cover up the water and the earth. In fact, I always treat each time as the last time. I always say 'next time', but I just have to encourage myself."

Chen Feng confessed a fact.

He himself is probably the greatest pessimist in all of history.

I only think about failure every time, and firmly believe that every time may be the last time.

But his thoughts in the past were not as strong as they are now.

Chen Feng took another deep breath and patted Zhong Lei on the shoulder, "So now I have to adjust my state to make myself perfect and make the best preparations for the final war of myself and civilization. I will go see some people tomorrow My old friend, let go of all my burdens little by little, and then pack lightly and move forward."

Zhong Lei hugged her closer and closer.

"Let me write you a new song."

"What song is it?"

Zhong Lei: "The last thousand years. I have already thought of the first line of the lyrics."

"What?"

"Every time I open my eyes, I treat today as the last day."

"very nice."

"I will also treat this time as the last time to work hard. I hope my songs can resound throughout the universe. This will be worthy of this life."

"Hahaha. Good!"