I Really Didn’t Want to Be Famous

Lu Yuan did not pay attention to the ups and downs of China, nor did he pay attention to what happened during this period.

At this moment, he just wants to play the role of the clown...

Is this role good?

Do not!

This role is very difficult to play, especially the kind of absurdity, madness, and irony between laughter that are deeply rooted in people's hearts.

Ordinary people do not perform well at all.

Then...

Does the clown have any background in the comics?

Some people say that he is Batman’s own brother, which symbolizes one black and one white. Some people say that he is just a lucky and mentally ill maniac. Some people say that he was born in a slum and he was used to many dark things in his childhood. A crazy personality...

but……

There is no background in which the Joker was born in the comics. When he appeared, he was Batman's opponent.

In the original world, there was an actor named Heath Ledger who once acted as a clown. For a long time after the performance, he was named Heath Ledger and there was no clown.

Later, until another actor appeared to break this statement...

At this moment, the clown Lu Yuan is going to play is Heath Ledger's version of the clown.

wrong!

Not any version of the clown, but his own version.

Yes!

Lu Yuan wanted to challenge this role.

……………………………………

Staying in a room, Lu Yuan watched the sunset calmly in the sky.

As long as he closes his eyes, the laughter of the clown in the original "Batman 2" and the presumptuous and unpredictable expression will appear in his mind.

There seemed to be too many things in the expression.

If you laugh, then please laugh madly.

When the setting sun fell and the earth began to be gradually enveloped in darkness, Lu Yuan stood up and turned around to see a line of words written by himself on the desk.

He took a deep breath, then went to the tall mirror next to him.

then……

"hahahahahahahahahahaha……"

Without warning, he saw himself in the mirror and laughed, and his voice sounded extremely harsh.

After laughing for a while, Lu Yuan's smile stopped instantly.

Then he stared at himself in the mirror.

My eyes in the mirror turned red, and I stared at myself.

His eyes gradually became fierce.

The more you stare, the more ferocious.

As if she would rush out in the mirror at any time to tear herself apart.

Under the dim light, the room with only one window and the closed door were accompanied by the sound of running water in the bathroom.

Everything looks so strange and cold.

It's like a scene in a horror movie.

Among the fierce eyes, there seemed to be thousands of countless voices roaring, roaring...

Depressed to the extreme, I can't even breathe.

then……

"hahahahahahahahahahaha."

Lu Yuan suddenly laughed again.

In a room alone, Lu Yuan in the mirror seemed to be crazy and laughed, even without warning, even Lu Yuan himself didn't know why he laughed.

Obviously the last moment was when the sword was at a stretch, why is this moment...

Laughed?

He has been in this room for more than a month. What he does every day is looking at the mirror and smiling, and then looking at the sunset in the sky in a daze.

No one said a word to him, and there were no entertainment tools.

Everything is blocked.

Lu Yuan still remembered that not long after "Star Wars" was released that day, Thomson, who was supposed to be immersed in many glory, suddenly found him.

Saying he doesn't want to live in his shadow, he wants to try to see if he can do it.

A month later, the "Dawn" script he wrote himself was born, and he asked Lu Yuan for 100 million U.S. dollars, and the filming was in full swing.

Although I don't know what the future box office will be, at least, Thomson is working hard to be himself and does not want to live in the shadow of anyone.

In fact, Lu Yuan is the same.

Once, what the world originally gave to Lu Yuan seemed to be wealth. This wealth allowed Lu Yuan to live a good life. For a long time, he maintained a mentality of making money, marrying a wife and having children.

But as the day passed, after experiencing one thing, Lu Yuan's heart began to change a little bit differently.

The things in the original world seemed to be under pressure, making Lu Yuan very uncomfortable, and it seemed to be a cage. Lu Yuan was trapped in this cage and could not get out.

He can live well, have things that ordinary people can never imagine, and can live in glory for a long time.

He wanted to be a real Jiang Lang more than once, what would he be after nothing?

What is the point in my own life?

I always want to prove something. Even if no one witnesses it, at least I can still witness myself.

Although, this seems a little overwhelming...

"Hahahahaha!"

When he laughed this time, the laughter and expression of the clown of the original world Heath Ledger appeared in his mind.

Reverberating in the room again and again, reverberating, Lu Yuan seemed to merge with that clown.

slowly……

Lu Yuan in the mirror closed his eyes, and shook his head, as if there was an unwilling flame in his body, striking everything in his mind.

He is himself!

He is not anyone, he is just himself!

He is Lu Yuan!

Always just Lu Yuan!

Countless voices echoed around him, and Lu Yuan in the mirror began to twist the dance. It seems that some melody has been echoing with this dance...

He was still smiling, his expression gradually distorted, and he felt the shackles of the breakthrough.

Countless things resembling monsters and nightmares echoed around him.

When he opened his eyes again, he looked around, and then he found that the whole world had turned gray.

He went to the bathroom to wash his face, then looked up and saw a strange self in the bathroom mirror.

He was not smiling, but he seemed to be smiling in the mirror.

Capricious, tyrannical, hippie smiley, crazy but calm...

He tried to open his mouth, and then it turned into an arc of a smiling face.

This is a very strange state...

call……

"Hair seems to be messy..."

"Ok."

"However, very comfortable!"

"Ok……"

"..."

He nodded to himself, then returned to the bed and closed his eyes.

…………………………………

"What is the name of our third child?"

"Just call it, Lu Zhou!"

"why?"

"I don't know, I feel that our child will be a college bully in the future..."

"what?"

"..."

"..."

Sleeping.

Vaguely, Lu Yuan heard a voice.

When he opened his eyes again, he seemed to see another person who was exactly the same as himself teasing the child in a daze.

Lu Yuan looked around.

Then he found that he had dreamed of such a dream of the original world again.

This is a hospital.

It should be the county hospital.

Then, Lu Yuan saw a woman lying on the bed petting the newborn child.

By the bed are the parents of the original world...

They were smiling, watching the birth of this child with happiness and joy...

Everyone's focus is on that child.

Everything is so happy.

This is a small life.

Lu Yuan looked at it and suddenly laughed.

really good.

After that, Lu Yuan left the room, went to the hospital lobby, left the lobby, and saw this once, familiar world.

then……

"The mysterious screenwriters of "King Kong" and "Titan Behemoth" are in this hospital. I must make a headline this time!"

"Correct!"

"Their child was born?"

"It seems to be born!"

"..."

Lu Yuan saw a few sneaky reporters rushing across his body to the ward.

"I really am not!"

"You admitted the wrong person!"

"..."

Before long, another Lu Yuan in the ward walked out helplessly.

Although the other Lu Yuan denied it, the reporters were still extremely excited.

They didn't believe it, instead they asked various questions. Another Lu Yuan finally nodded reluctantly to admit, and then said that he would say something publicly next.

After finishing dealing with these reporters, watching them happily leave the hospital, another Lu Yuan took out a cigarette and came to the side to smoke.

"Hey……"

"I just want to live a normal life, never want to be a well-known screenwriter... How nice it is to have a wife and a kid!"

"Hey……"

"I really didn't want to be famous!"

Under the shining sun, Lu Yuan watched the other Lu Yuan sorrowfully and touched the scum, then took a deep look into the distance.

then……

He sighed for a long time, looking through Hong Chen.

This appearance is forced to the extreme.

How could there be such a brazen person in this world?

Somehow, Lu Yuan wanted to beat him.

At this moment, the other Lu Yuan turned around as if feeling something.

He looked at the far direction of Lu.

"Thank you!"

"No matter the time, no matter where, no matter what moment..."

"May my loved ones be well..."

After speaking, he pinched out the cigarette butt, turned and walked towards the ward.

Lu Yuan looked at his back.

Then, the whole world went dark.

When Lu Yuan woke up again, it was already daytime.

"May you all be well!"

Lu Yuan stood up, then opened the door.

He suddenly felt that the sun outside the door was dazzling...

When he really got used to it, he saw Fatty Wei standing at the door.

There was an arc of his mouth, and he smiled unconsciously.

"Director Wei, you have been waiting for a long time."

"A Yuan... Are you... okay?" Fatty Wei asked timidly when he saw Lu Yuan come out.

"It's fine."

"You... are you really Lu Yuan?"

"Is it me or who?"

"amount……"

"You can shoot!"

"what……"

Fatty Wei's heart trembled.

Fatty Wei looked at Lu Yuan with a weird smile in front of him, somehow he felt stranger than ever.

At the same time, there is a sense of fear and depression from the bottom of my heart.

Although he just stood so simply, he looked extremely calm.

but……

Fatty Wei has a kind of Lu Yuan who always has trouble at any time.

This is something from the depths of the soul...

chill.

It seems to be a calm lunatic.

What exactly has this person experienced?