I Really Didn’t Want to Become a Scumbag

Zhou Yuwen's mentality didn't change when he was in college, and he still had the attitude of playing with the world in his previous life. He felt that although he fell in love, he would have to separate sooner or later, so it was over after a while.

But now with the growth of age, Zhou Yuwen's mentality has also changed a lot. The showdown with Jiang Ting this time is to tell the truth. In the future, he just hopes that Jiang Ting will stay by his side well and don't break up emotionally.

Zhou Yuwen felt that Jiang Ting also had such a mentality, otherwise she would not have gone abroad to give birth to her without saying a word, so since Lang Youqing's concubine wanted to, she just let it go and explained it, and there was no need to hide it. Keep it, lest there will be troubles if something happens in the future.

So Zhou Yuwen told Jiang Ting everything about Zhang Nannan and the child, but he also said very seriously: "I didn't know Xiaoyu existed at the time, and Jiajia was indeed an accident. Now she lives in Europe and is one year old. Half, I know this is a bit difficult for you to accept, but Xiao Yu is my eldest daughter anyway, and I treat all my children equally, even you can put forward your request, and I can satisfy you all."

"Zhou Yuwen." Jiang Ting looked at Zhou Yuwen's serious face, and didn't know what to say for a while, she called out Zhou Yuwen's name, and it took a long time before she said: "You are such a scumbag!"

Zhou Yuwen was silent for a while, not knowing what to say, and Jiang Ting's mood was a little unstable, and she even felt aggrieved and wanted to cry. What did she do for these four years?

Orphaned and widowed, he brought Zhou Xiaoyu to a foreign country for four years. He thought that when he came back, he would transform gorgeously and let Zhou Yuwen see a different version of himself, but in fact, he was a happy family of three, and even forgot about himself.

"In the past few years since I left, have you never thought about me at all?" Jiang Ting asked aggrievedly, shedding tears. .

"No, I definitely miss you. Basically every time I'm with Linlin and the others, I feel very sad when I think of you. Tingting, I was the one who really let you down four years ago," Zhou Yuwen said with a guilty look.

"Then why didn't you go find me?" Before Zhou Yuwen could finish speaking, Jiang Ting continued to ask.

"I," Zhou Yuwen was held back for a while, not knowing what to say, what to say, Zhou Yuwen really liked Jiang Ting, but at the time the idea was to give up and give up, there is no reason to say that he would get back , not to mention that I am not a good person in the first place, and Jiang Ting may not be happy if she follows her.

But to be honest, Zhou Yuwen really thought about Jiang Ting, and he really said that he had an impulse to go abroad to find Jiang Ting, but no matter how he thought about it, it was unrealistic.

"Tell me." Jiang Ting pressed Zhou Yuwen, her eyes were red.

"I just don't want to hurt you again." Zhou Yuwen finally said this after holding back for a long time. He looked up at Jiang Ting, but saw that Jiang Ting was still looking at him with red eyes and said nothing. Zhou Yuwen said: "I have said since we first got together, I am not a good person, I will hurt you if you are with me."

Jiang Ting nodded, crying was crying, but she laughed when she heard this. She wiped away her tears and asked, "It's still my fault."

"..."

Is it not your fault?

Zhou Yuwen thought that girls are really interesting creatures, but on the surface she still shook her head and said, "No, it's not your fault. In the final analysis, I'm too selfish, just like you said, I'm a selfish boy. In fact, you My analysis is also correct. I grew up alone, and I have never experienced the feeling of being loved, so I can’t refuse people. Whether it’s you or Linlin, I really like it, and I also love it. They all want to be really responsible to you, but, "

At this point, Zhou Yuwen couldn't make it up anymore, and sighed, "Maybe it's because I didn't do it well enough."

Jiang Ting wiped away her tears, sneered after hearing this, and said, "Zhou Yuwen, I'm not a child anymore."

"Um."

"Do you think I will soften my heart when you say these words?"

"I never thought that a few sweet words could make you change your mind, I just told the truth, I have always had feelings for you, from the first time I met you,"

Jiang Ting felt more and more funny, who are you lying to? At that time, my old lady chased you so fiercely! I almost ran downstairs in the dormitory and yelled like Su Qianqian, but what about you? What do you mean now that you liked me the first time you saw me? Then why did you go early? You treat my wife like a child, right?

"Don't laugh. What I said is true. If you don't believe me, ask Qianqian. At that time, I asked her to help me chase you."

"Oh! Then you can talk to me directly."

"Because I have low self-esteem." Zhou Yuwen looked directly at Jiang Ting and said seriously: "You were a talented and beautiful official lady at the time, but as for me, I am just a poor boy from a single-parent family. Like you? Even if you're with me later, can't you feel it, our identities don't match at all, and I can't give you happiness at all."

"That's not a reason for you to be on two boats."

"I know that you are angry because of Linlin's affairs, but you should also know that when I was with you, I was already with Linlin."

"You should have made it clear to me then."

"But I like you so much. If I told you about me and Linlin, would you still be with me? I admit that I am too selfish, but you can't deny that I really like you !" Zhou Yuwen looked at Jiang Ting seriously.

"You!" Jiang Ting looked at Zhou Yuwen, and was speechless for a moment. Jiang Ting knew that Zhou Yuwen was lying when Zhou Yuwen spoke. She told herself not to believe it, not to believe it! But why did Zhou Yuwen speak so seriously?

Ren Suxi's "I Want You" was also playing on the speakers.

The wind blows tonight~

My heart itch~

you are in another land~

looking at the moon~

There was silence for a while, until the song ended and the environment became quiet, Zhou Yuwen said, "Do you still remember this song?"

"I know, you wrote for Su Qianqian."

"It was your hand that I held at that time."

"Oh! You don't have any other candidates!" This Jiang Ting had an impression. At that time, Jiang Ting asked Zhou Yuwen why she held her hand, and Zhou Yuwen asked her to guess.

Jiang Ting said that it was because it was not appropriate for Zhou Yuwen to hold Qiao Linlin's hand, so he held her hand.

At that time, Zhou Yuwen praised Jiang Ting for being smart. Because of this compliment, Jiang Ting stayed up all night happily. Thinking about it now, Jiang Ting felt that she was really stupid at the time, just because of Zhou Yuwen's few words. Dian fart Dian.

"Why didn't I have any other candidates? Can't I pull Su Qianqian?"

"You didn't like her then."

"...." Zhou Yuwen thought for a moment: "Yes, you can say that, but even if I don't choose Qiao Linlin, then I can find any girl to lead me out. Why should I lead you? You really didn't notice me Did you fall in love with you already?"

"?" Jiang Ting was taken aback.

"Then I confessed to you..."

"The moonlight is so beautiful tonight, isn't it? I haven't even watched Natsume Soseki! Besides, I already had girlfriends at the time, how could I be with you?" Zhou Yuwen said seriously.

"You really liked me back then!?"

At the beginning, Jiang Ting was clearly prepared, thinking that what Zhou Yuwen said was a lie, she must not believe it, but at this point, Jiang Ting still couldn't help asking.

"Why don't I like you? You are beautiful, confident, and good at studying. A boy would like you, but because you are so good, do you remember me at that time? You are a top student at the University of Science and Technology, one book , I’m just a Sanben, I don’t even know what job I will do in the future, how dare I be with you? Even if I am with you, you never thought that I am not good enough for you? Yes, you sure Unexpected, because you only think about yourself in your heart, but you never think about it, the light on you is too bright, everyone around you will be overshadowed, you never think about others."

"I don't! How can you be as bad as you said? You can write novels, and you bought a car just after graduating from high school. You have a confidence that your peers don't have. Zhou Yuwen, do you know how much I liked you at that time? You Do you know, every night in my freshman year I went to bed very late to wait for your news. Every day when I went to sleep, I would hold my mobile phone in my hand, because I was afraid that I would not hear the message you sent me, and Do you know that I don’t actually go for a run every day, but since I met you on the playground, I basically go every day, how I wish I could meet you one day, even if only once, I will be very happy, You don't know what kind of mentality I was at that time, how much I wanted you to see my excellence, I tried my best to show myself, in front of you, I was like a stupid child, but I don't know why, every time I obviously want to show a better version of me in front of you, but every time you see me, I worry that you think I'm too naive." Jiang Ting cried as she spoke, thinking of the stupid things she did in college , Jiang Ting really wanted to cry.

Zhou Yuwen didn't say anything, just hugged Jiang Ting, kissed her tears and said, "Okay, baby, let's stop talking, can we make up?"

The touch is true, but Jiang Ting is not a child after all. Jiang Ting wiped away her tears, and finally asked a question that bothered her for a long time: "Why didn't you choose me in the library?"

At first, I thought that the great achievement was complete, but Jiang Ting could not forget it because of this incident. Zhou Yuwen sighed and said, "Is this important?"

"I just want to know, since you said you like me, why didn't you choose me? At that time, you already had your own company, and your movies made hundreds of millions at the box office. Do you still think you are not good enough for me?" Jiang Ting asked with serious eyes.

Zhou Yuwen was a little helpless, but still said: "Because you could live without me at that time, but Linlin couldn't live without me,"

"You said you liked me!" This is really important to Jiang Ting.

Zhou Yuwen didn't lie to her either, he looked at Jiang Ting seriously and said truthfully, "I like Jiang Ting too."

Jiang Ting was silent for a while, and looked at Zhou Yuwen aggrieved, why is there such a man, why can he like so many girls?

Most importantly, how could he say such scumbags in a serious manner?

Seeing that Jiang Ting was silent, Zhou Yuwen explained Qiao Linlin's family and Qiao Linlin's situation. Zhou Yuwen said that the reason why he didn't choose Jiang Ting was because Jiang Ting was too good.

The more Jiang Ting listened, the more she couldn't understand. At first, she liked that she didn't confess because she was too good and he didn't deserve her?

Then in the third year, they were all together. Was it because I was too good that I chose the junior and not myself?

What's the point?

However, Zhou Yuwen said with reason: "You are still Jiang Ting without me, your parents still love you, and you are still Jiang Ting who is both talented and beautiful."

"But Linlin is not, Linlin is only me, in that environment at that time, if I chose you and didn't choose her, she would be spurned by everyone, I think you don't want to see this, if I am really such a scumbag , you may not like me so much?"

Jiang Ting sneered after hearing this: "How do you know?"

"?" Zhou Yuwen was puzzled.

"No matter what, she deserves it. From the day she snatched someone else's boyfriend, she should have been prepared!" Jiang Ting said very darkly.

"...." Zhou Yuwen thought that he and Qiao Linlin had been together longer than Jiang Ting, and if he was talking about the mistress, Qiao Linlin might not be the mistress.

When Jiang Ting said this, Zhou Yuwen was really silent and didn't know what to say, but Jiang Ting picked up the diamond ring again and put it in her hand to look at it.

Seeing her pick up the ring, Zhou Yuwen thought there was still hope, but Jiang Ting hesitated for a long time, and finally raised her head to look at Zhou Yuwen: "One last question."

"You ask."

"If you were given another chance, who would you choose in the library?" Jiang Ting looked at Zhou Yuwen with beautiful eyes.

"..." This question silenced Zhou Yuwen.

"Tell me." Jiang Ting pressed Zhou Yuwen.

This question is actually not valid, because there is no if at all, and this kind of if question can be solved with Zhou Yuwen's personality.

Send sub-questions.

"I will still choose Linlin." Zhou Yuwen looked at Jiang Ting calmly and said flatly.

Jiang Ting met Zhou Yuwen's eyes, but Zhou Yuwen's eyes were spotless, extraordinarily clear and clean.

"There is no if in the world, but no matter how many times I choose, I will choose Linlin in that situation. I like you, but I also like Linlin. I am her man, and I must be responsible to her. If someone One day, if you ask me to sacrifice my life for something, I will not hesitate, but in that case, I must choose her." Zhou Yuwen was rarely serious.

After hearing Zhou Yuwen's answer, Jiang Ting also fell silent. In fact, after this incident happened, Jiang Ting also thought about it for a long time, and felt that what Zhou Yuwen did was right. If Zhou Yuwen chose herself, Qiao Linlin would be worthy of the name. There is always a kind of stubbornness in my heart, that is, I know it is impossible, but I still want to ask Zhou Yuwen if he will choose himself!

This was just a small wish in Jiang Ting's heart, and Zhou Yuwen was unwilling to satisfy herself.

Why?

You obviously only need to tell a lie to deceive me and you will be consummated!

But why don't you even want to tell this lie?

Do you really like me?

Jiang Ting was very sad.

Zhou Yuwen took a step forward and wanted to hug Jiang Ting: "Tingting."

"Don't come here." Jiang Ting reached out her hand to stop Zhou Yuwen.

Zhou Yuwen stood still. Jiang Ting looked at the ring in her hand. She thought about it for a long time, but she didn't know what to say. She wanted to wear this ring too, but Zhou Yuwen wouldn't let her wear it this week!

"I'm in a mess, please let me be quiet," Jiang Ting said.