I Really Don’t Want To Be A Time Traveler
41. You Can't Have Your Cake And Eat It Too! [Begging To Subscribe]
After eating, Liu Chen and Meng Qi also led the cow towards the grassland in the distance. They put the cow aside and Liu Chen also lay on the ground to rest.
Sure enough, Liu Chen would feel most relaxed only at this time. Lying on the soft ground, looking at the clear sky and counting the clouds floating in the sky, everything was so comfortable.
Although he was a priest in his first life, he was one of the two most noble people besides the gods in the country of Moriya. He was inferior to one person and superior to ten thousand people. He was extremely noble.
But I have been too tired. In order to help the gods collect faith, I traveled around and solved some villagers' problems. It was not easy at all. When something happened later, Liu Chen sighed helplessly.
The second life was even more tiring. In order to fulfill the agreement with Master Wu Nian, Liu Chen has been working hard to become a [Holy Monk], saving people and helping people, non-stop every day, even neglecting his own family. Although I also realized it at the last moment, but it was too late!
Only in his third life, Liu Chen truly lived for himself, living a carefree life without any worries or problems.
"Brother, you are sleeping here again!"
Mengqi was also helpless about Liu Chen sleeping here again. She hoped that Liu Chen could see her more and play with her more.
But she also knew that this was impossible. Liu Chen, her brother, had always regarded her as a younger sister. Even if she acted coquettishly towards Liu Chen, it would be considered a younger sister's dependence on her older brother.
Moreover, Meng Qi also feels that she has never been really close to Liu Chen. Her parents may think this is a sign of Liu Chen's maturity, but as Liu Chen's younger sister, she can feel a sense of loneliness, just like Liu Chen always. Not really integrated into this home, it seems like he might disappear at any time.
This feeling frightened Mengqi. She didn't want Liu Chen to leave her. Even if this was just an illusory feeling, Meng Qi kept getting closer to Liu Chen to erase this feeling, but it was of no use. Liu Chen's heart did not open to her.
Liu Chen didn't know what his sister was thinking, nor did he know that his sister was the first person in the world to initially understand his true side.
"Mengqi, it's very comfortable to sleep here!"
The gentle breeze blows on the cheeks, and the warm sunshine shines on the body, which is very comfortable.
Meng Qi also knew that she could not persuade Liu Chen to get up, so she simply lay down on Liu Chen's side.
Liu Chen's masculine aura surrounded Meng Qi. Perhaps it was the first time she slept with Liu Chen at such a close distance, and Meng Qi also felt a little hot-skinned.
But Liu Chen's warm aura also made Meng Qi feel at ease.
Liu Chen also looked at Meng Qi in his arms and smiled slightly. Liu Chen was just as Liu Chen's mother said, Liu Chen didn't know Meng Qi's feelings for him at all, she just treated her like a coquettish sister to her brother.
Liu Chen caressed his sister warmly, and it was this warmth that deeply attracted Meng Qi.
Liu Chen looked at Meng Qi in his arms and asked what he thought of.
"Mengqi, if I'm no longer here, you have to take good care of your parents, you know?"
Liu Chen also wanted to tell Meng Qi in advance that after all, he only had thirty years in this life, and it would be difficult for him to take care of his parents for the rest of his life.
To be honest, Liu Chen regretted a little and regretted using his own life to repair his soul.
In the first life, Liu Chen's adoptive mother passed away in front of Liu Chen. His only regret may be that he did not see his mother for the last time.
In the second life, Liu Chen never met his parents. The only grandfather who had any kind of upbringing to him also died.
But in this life, Liu Chen was unable to repay his parents for their kindness in raising him. This may be Liu Chen's only regret. But at this point, there is no other way. Liu Chen only hopes that when parting, he can be less sad.
But Meng Qi was stunned when she heard it, and asked with some excitement and some fear.
"Brother, are you leaving?"
Mengqi, who didn't know what Liu Chen meant, didn't know that Liu Chen was referring to her own death, and thought Liu Chen was leaving because she also heard that some men in the village went out to wander and few came back.
Liu Chen also knew that Meng Qi might have misunderstood, but he did not resolve Meng Qi's misunderstanding.
Because maybe I really left when I was thirty, so I used this method to erase some sadness. After all, leaving is easier to accept than dying.
He also gently stroked Meng Qi's head and said.
"Mengqi, we will grow up eventually, and it is normal to leave."
"No, I don't want you to leave!"
It was originally a question that most people knew, but it was the question that Meng Qi was least willing to answer. She didn't want to leave Liu Chen, and she didn't want to leave this warm embrace.
When she thought that Liu Chen might leave later, and when she thought that she might not be able to have this embrace anymore, Meng Qi was filled with fear, and tears flowed down unconsciously. After all, Meng Qi was just a fifteen-year-old child.
Liu Chen also didn't expect Meng Qi's reaction to be so big, and he quickly comforted her.
But Meng Qi still couldn't stop her tears and kept sobbing.
Helpless Liu Chen could only hug Meng Qi to comfort her.
It was through Meng Qi's reaction that Liu Chen realized how ridiculous his idea was.
I thought that this would reduce the sadness of my parents and relatives, but I had to admit that I was already a member of this family.
No matter whether it is death or departure, only the relatives will be sad, and no matter what method is used, it will be useless.
"Alas, is this the reason why no one can complete this [ten reincarnation] test?"
Liu Chen finally understood the biggest difficulty of this test, the obsession to return to the original world and the desire to live up to his family in this world. Liu Chen was caught in a dilemma between the two.
"Forget it, just take it one step at a time, and maybe there will be a way to get the best of both worlds in the future!"
Liu Chen wanted to have his cake and eat it too, but this idea only caused an even greater tragedy!
Today's update is a little late, sorry!
I found that I really can't write about daily life, but this is not water. This chapter also expresses the contradiction between going back and staying.
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