I summon the shadow army in Pirates

I posted a simple conclusion to a chapter this afternoon, but people questioned and didn’t understand it!

I feel genuinely depressed.

So, I deleted that chapter and re-wrote a closing speech.

Originally, I simply wrote the ending. I didn’t want to say anything, because I shouted out before putting it on the shelves, and I even summarized my unwillingness, but not many people saw or responded to it.

In the end, do you still expect everyone to be able to empathize?

I'm really tired, and I don't want to write any long closing remarks.

However, it was not understood.

To be fair! Come up with all the objective facts and prove them one by one.

I wrote 330,000 words and put them on the shelves naked. How many Pirates fandoms have written more than I did before I put them on the shelves? Isn’t this enough to prove my perseverance?

I hope to write more words to accumulate readers. The cry I made on the last night before it was put on the shelves. I hope someone can see my persistence. I roared with all my heart. I am not willing to accept this status quo.

The results of it? I am just a clown who is being laughed at. Do you know what a clown is? That’s a joke in other people’s eyes!

After two months of no recommendations, I continued to write these 450,000 words!

In three months, I made three to four hundred yuan! If you tell me, people will say you are embarrassed!

Don't I want to keep writing?

Don’t I want to support it?

If I were the rich person who still had spare money last year, I would undoubtedly continue to read this book in a slow way, and I would read it to the end.

But how can I support it now?

What day is it today? It’s the 31st. I have to pay my rent next month. I can’t afford the three hundred yuan rent! If you pay this month, you will be kicked out next month!

Have a meal? How can you eat, you don’t even have money, and they just call you a fool!

I didn't want to write this because it would only make people laugh.

For example, I have deleted the single chapter where I called the police. Why? Because human nature is cold and cold, others will have no sympathy at all when they think you are unlucky, and they will even treat you as a joke.

If you haven’t personally experienced my experience of staying up late to conceive of a plot and code out 450,000 words while enduring constant admonitions from my family and pressure from life, you don’t know what persistence is!

I wanted to write a story that I thought was reasonably developed, but it failed to cater to market trends, resulting in very dismal results.

I thought I could withstand the pressure and continue writing, but life has overwhelmed me, and I really can’t do it without money.

I can not be reconciled!

How many times have I said in my speech that I am unwilling to give in, but is it useful? is that useful!

As a young author like me, not many people even read my final remarks.

Except for the two most basic recommendations, this book has 450,000 words and still has no recommendations.

Sad and powerless!

I have to admit the reality. The bleak subscriptions have made me see the current market trend clearly.

It’s so difficult to write slowly! From what I can see, most of the articles nowadays are fast-paced.

I said that this is the end of the book. This book should be regarded as a "prequel" to the protagonist Coles. I have almost written the slow-burn story.

Next switch to a fast-paced style.

In the new book, I am planning to write the next story of the protagonist, Charlotte Cole, and I don’t want this story to have an end.

Even though I knew that writing the second book would greatly affect my performance, I still wanted to give it a try. I wanted to see if I could make money using a fast-paced method to continue writing this story.

I don’t even want to give up on writing this story. Am I not persistent enough?

Is there any other way I can go?

No more, this is the only way I can go!

As long as there is support for this slow-burning pirate fanfic, not to mention making money in a month, as long as I can afford food and pay the rent, I will undoubtedly continue to finish it in a slow-burning way.

But, is it enough?

Not even half is enough! I can’t even pay one month’s rent!

Do I still need to borrow money from the bank to keep writing?

If this is the case, then why deny my persistence?

I am currently writing a loan. A text message was sent to me this morning. The payment will be automatically deducted next month, and overdue repayments will be reported to the credit report.

I have to repay the loan in installments every month!

Originally I didn't want to write this, because it would be a joke to others, but I ended up posting a simple closing speech but was rejected by others.

I was heartbroken when I saw that question.

I admit that I have no writing skills, I admit that my writing is not very good, I admit that I did not cater to the market and was beaten like a drowned dog.

But my dedication and persistence cannot be denied. These 450,000 words are all my investment. I keep every plot in mind and every fragment is still in my mind!

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So much for this prequel.

I want to write the next story of the main character, Charlotte Cole, in a fast-paced and refreshing style. I want to see if I can get up and make money for me to write it.

However, I can’t guarantee whether the new book will be published or not. It depends on whether the editor approves it. I’m still in the early stages of conception.

If it can be released, I will send out a notification of new chapters when the book is released.

Except give up.

This is my only way now.