I Want to be Alone, Beautifully

Hearing Feng Qingyu's words like this, Xu Jiao was stunned for two seconds. She refused to say anything before she heard Feng Qingyu's urging: "Go ahead, is your next scene about to begin?"

as predicted.

There was already a urging sound from the assistant director holding the horn from a distance. Xu Jiao’s new assistant had gone to buy her a warm baby before, but now he came back and didn’t see her in the usual resting place. When he came back, the whole person was there. Babbled and gasped.

"Sister Xu, Jiao... The director and the director said that the next show will be—"

In her unreasonable voice, Xu Jiao nodded faintly and replied, "I know, let's pass now."

Now that the crew was urging, Xu Jiao stopped being politely involved with Feng Qingyu here, and turned to go there, because it is almost the lunar new year now, so the weather is very cold, and the water droplets from the previous face wash are not there. Dry, now there is a cold wind blowing, making her face feel like a knife cut across, chilly.

Feng Qingyu stopped her assistant, handed him a tissue, and asked her to take it to Xu Jiao.

The little assistant chased after her, Xu Jiao took the paper towel with her head and dipped her face casually, and then asked the makeup artist to touch up her makeup, and then she entered the state of acting.

Another mirror ended, Xu Jiao turned her head accidentally, and saw Feng Qingyu sitting there outside the place where she often rests. Because Xu Jiao often likes to leave places with many people, there are no people in the rest place. As if isolated from the whole world.

Xu Jiao didn’t feel anything when she was sitting there. When she saw Feng Qingyu sitting there quietly, very occasionally, Xu Jiao would have a kind of person who seemed to come across the whole world abruptly. The feeling in front of me.

Everyone gradually got used to Feng Qingyu being there, so they didn't pay more attention to that side. Only Xu Jiao would look at that side. After watching for a long time, it was almost impossible to distinguish between reality and illusion.

As Feng Qingyu said before, Xu Jiao almost regarded her as the person she once liked.

Thought that person had returned to his side.

after all……

Feng Qingyu is also so gentle.

"Ka! It's over today!" The director stood up from behind the monitor and waved his hands to announce the news. The staff collectively breathed a sigh of relief. Qiu Yongli raised his hand and slapped Xu Jiao with a palm, and then smiled with her. Said:

"I saw Sister Yu guarding you over there for a day today. Would you like to have supper later... Huh? Where's her?"

Qiu Yongli looked around the crew.

But where can I find traces of Feng Sapphire?

This person was as silent as when she came, and even when she left, she was silent like this. When everyone came back to their senses, she would no longer be in the place where she was waiting.

Xu Jiao followed her gaze to look at the previous seat, and even the little Mazha was put away on the ground, empty, with no trace of the bitter orange smell.

Even the smell of the wind is clean.

She pursed her lips, and just said, "She's going back first, no need to ask her, let's go."

Qiu Yongli nodded as if he knew nothing, and quickly put the matter behind him, holding Xu Jiao's hand affectionately, not at all the time when he played the role of a bionic person.

Cold, like a chirping little sparrow, telling Xu Jiao about which bar he went to two days ago.

...

During the filming of the entire "Sapphire Case".

The whole crew could see Feng Qingyu from time to time, but she always hurriedly came and left, watching Xu Jiao from a distance, and when the other party's scene was about to end, she left early.

No one has seen the two of them together.

Some people feel that Feng Qingyu is calm and considerate, because she is worried that Xu Jiao can't keep the mood of filming with Xu Jiao, so she just looks at it from a distance, and it is clear that they are married partners. But Feng Qingyu was so obedient, and didn't disrupt Xu Jiao's sense of drama.

Some people guessed something from the fact that they met and didn't hear each other, and they only sighed secretly in their hearts, and did not publish any messy gossip outside.

Until the "Sapphire Case" is about to be completed-

Feng Qingyu never came again.

That day, Xu Jiao opened the chat dialog with Feng Qingyu and found that the chat records of the two of them were still at the time when Feng Qingyu asked her to bring her credentials to go through the divorce procedures a few months ago.

It seems that Feng Qingyu had already said goodbye to her when he was in the previous hotel.

She knew that Xu Jiao would never fall in love with herself, so she only guarded her heart and would not come to approach actively unless...Xu Jiao changed her mind.

...

"The Sapphire Case" was filmed from the end of the previous year to March and April of the second year. When the special effects were finished and the film was released, it was already time for the end of the year.

During this period, Xu Jiao did not accept any more works, just waiting for the award ceremony of the White Peony Award.

Because "The Willow on the Palace Wall" has ten nominations at this ceremony-

Best Actress, Best Actor, Best Supporting Actress, Best Screenplay, Best Director, Best Soundtrack...

and many more.

Xu Jiao is waiting for the results of "The Willows on the Palace Wall". By the way, the work "The Sapphire Case" hurt her a little. During the time she was retiring from the shadows, she traveled to many places in the world and tasted many things. For food, every time a po is posted on Weibo, it can attract fans' rants.

Later, when the aegyo fans saw her posting pictures, they teased her:

"The food blogger is out for business again!"

"This is obviously an internet celebrity blogger!"

"Isn't an internet celebrity who can't make good food a good star? [oe]"

"I haven't seen you interact with Sister Yu for a long time, are you two divorced?"

"The imperial concubine's reincarnation is so good! I'm jealous! Damn it!"

Xu Jiao always opted for answers most of the time, but interacting with fans does not take up much of her life. She will have a colorful and colorful life alone, and she also taught herself painting skills until the White Peony Award. The day of the award.

This day also happened to be the screening day of "The Green Jade Case".

The entire crew is very nervous about the audience's feedback, because if the effect of this spot is not good, it will directly affect the real-time box office forecast in the later stage, and it will greatly affect the production and profit of the theater line in the later stage.

...

"Did the romance film of Qiu Yongli and Xu Jiao be released today? Speaking of being from Q, Xu Sajiao has been completely popular, right? As a result, she did not continue to be exposed when she was the hottest. Isn't this her last work?"

"Waiting for the repo of the first batch of viewers of "The Sapphire Case"...I am also very curious, no one has found it? Xu Sajiao has not interacted with Feng Qingyu in her Weibo in the past six months, and Feng Qingyu's endorsements and those cooperating brands , Did not bring Xu Sajiao, what's the situation? The concubine broke up in reality? Xu Sajiao was injured by love and quit the entertainment circle?"

"I don't rely on it! I don't accept it! Other people's p is fired, only Feng Jiao Ri Nuan is certified! Can this also be divided?"

"Two hours have passed. Didn't any of you go and take a look at the real-time box office? This is almost 10 million? I just saw a few software adjust the box office forecast of the "Sapphire Case" to two. One billion, don't you go take a look?"

"I've finished reading-I'll come back to the repo! Please bring paper towels, bring paper towels, bring paper towels, and say the important thing three times! Let me briefly praise the elements inside. The special effects are really great. Really, I feel like I'm here. The theater seems to be playing a large-scale live-action 3 future game! There are so many things in it that I am eye-opening! The screenwriter's brain is really good! Why didn't he go for a science fiction award! Of course, I cried even more for the beautiful love in it. Simply put, This is the story of a separation from a lover a hundred years ago, and a hundred years later, there is only one bionic person who looks the same as his sweetheart...well, I’m not spoiled! [oe]"

"Is it be or he? The fragile star can't stand the excitement! You guys at the ball, tell me if the ending is together!"

"The following comments involve spoilers! The editor's mind is really big! The heroine woke up a hundred years later, and was taught the skills of living in the new world by a bionic person who looked exactly like her lover. She found out that I can’t forget my sweetheart, so I took a bionic person who looks the same as my lover to teach her to fall in love. When I saw this, I thought the screenwriter was a stand-in for dog blood! The result was not! At the end, the bionic has never learned. She fell in love and even returned to the factory for repairs because of the old model. However... after the repair, she found a new memory file and loaded it... Mom, this is a he! Xia Weiyang never I was willing to leave that one behind! She knew she would not live a hundred years later, but she kept the memories of her life, and at the beginning, she was going to load the memories to accompany her in a hundred years. !Qaq! Although it was a coincidence, they finally met!"

"The sister upstairs said my heart! I'm so afraid that I didn't find the person she loves most, so I spent my whole life in despair and loneliness in my thoughts! But! Aha! This is a commercial romance. , How can it be! I want to blow up the director and two leading actors! I announce that from today I will be Xia Zhi. This fan of p!

I'm still a fan! God knows, in the last scene, Xia Weiyang smiled at Zhile, and when I walked over, my eyes were moistened with Zhile..."

"What! Is it he! Charge for me! I'm going to search the theater near my house if there is any show!"

"Today is the ceremony for the White Peony Award? Will Xu Sajiao come to double happiness! Looking forward to it! I feel that there are not many actresses in the entertainment industry like her in recent years! Weird, obviously Feng Qingyu and Qiu Yongli were both at the same time as her, why did I only remember her?" "Because there are not many vases like her that can be washed white! How many idols we have fanned in those years? Someone who can transform from flow to power? No more! Only Xu Sajiao! Let me lick her red carpet look today! Ah, ah, ah, I miss her waist, her legs, and her beauty!"

...

White Peony Award Ceremony.

The red carpet, the spotlight, and the female star with cheeks and powder shoulders, the male star wearing the sparkling high-definition suit, abo has its own characteristics, but it varies from person to person. The smell of perfume and flowers is everywhere on the red carpet. Huafu brings together the best designs in the world, as well as the best looks.

This is the entertainment industry.

This is the starlight.

Xu Jiao wore a golden couture skirt, made of tulle-like material, with fine rubies on it to make a beautiful pattern, and glittering golden flakes embedded a phoenix bird in the center, and the skirt was a tutu skirt. The design is a bit tall, but with a reasonable waist design, the neck is just in the direction that the phoenix bird looks up, and a beautiful flower is held in the slender beak.

Everyone traced the petal shape and found that it was an impatiens flower.

The audience in the live and in the live broadcast room was a little excited, she knew too well! Obviously, after half a year, everyone was instantly reminded of the memory of "The Willow on the Palace Wall", thinking of the scene when the queen dyed the imperial concubine's nails, and also thought of the last scene, the white-haired imperial concubine gave the queen the fairy The appearance of flowers in front of the booth.

The sound of taking pictures at the scene kept coming, and the spotlight flashed again and again on her face.

Xu Jiao was not in a hurry to enter the venue. Instead, she looked in the other direction. She and Feng Qingyu agreed to enter the venue together, because it was not time for them to announce their divorce. Naturally, they had to show their last appearance before others.

Feng Qingyu came from the other side, wearing a black dress, but the floral decorations on it were all golden. There were too many stars in this circle who liked to wear black, but few could wear her temperament.

The two have never made an appointment with clothes. Now when they are on the same stage, they can continue to buckle the sugar because of the similar golden color.

Xu Jiao entered the stage holding her hand and walked across the red carpet, with a faint smile on her face, and asked Feng Qingyu: "How many awards do you think our crew can win today?"

Feng Qingyu thought about it seriously, "There are a few awards that are relatively unsettled, and the best director will definitely be awarded to Zhen. The male lead Lu Xun has several competitors, and so does the female lead. Qiu Yongli is relatively unsettled. If they both take it down—then our best actress is absolutely nothing."

This is the rule.

It is impossible to give all awards to the same crew.

Especially the best male and female lead and the best male and female match.

Xu Jiao nodded clearly, and did not speak any more. At this moment, the two of them had already walked from the beginning of the red carpet to the place where the central government signed their photos, and there was no need to talk about anything else.

What's wrong.

After signing, taking photos, and answering questions, the two of them went to sit down in "The Willow on the Palace Wall". The crew usually sat together. Qiu Yongli waved to them. Lu Xun It was a gesture of one hundred compared with Xu Jiao, reminding her that he had promised to cover one hundred games of "The Sapphire Case".

Xu Jiao smiled faintly, chatted with them casually, and the award ceremony almost began.

Sitting in the starry seat, Xu Jiao actually feels a little unreal, especially the surrounding lights are slowly dimming.

, Which made her feel like a dream.

The host announced the shortlisted works and awards one by one, and the spotlight kept flying overhead and then fell somewhere beside her.

Zhen Nie is indeed the best director.

The best soundtrack, the best background design, etc., are all taken over by "The Willow of the Palace Wall".

The bottom is the best supporting actress.

The light suddenly fell on her and Feng Qingyu.

At the same time there are two or three on the actresses of other crews.

But most people's eyes are on the two of them, because they know how hot the concubine P is, but they don't know which one of them will be.

Qiu Yongli whispered to them beside him: "Come on."

Xu Jiao looked at Feng Qingyu at each other--

The host on the stage has already read the line:

"She is so beautiful, as if she doesn't need acting skills at all; she has such acting skills, and people will always remember her beauty."

"The winner of the 38th White Peony Award for Best Supporting Actress is..."

Just go back and forth between the five of them!

Suddenly!

Frozen on them both! Both of them are on!

The scene was cooled for one second, and applause broke out randomly: "Xu Jiao, Feng Qingyu-congratulations to them! The imperial concubine and the queen did not get the best ending, but you should have!"

Qiu Yongli jumped up with a wow, hugged them one by one, and said: "I think it should be hard for me to forget this day. You two are really great! You are the best lovers I have ever seen! "

Lu Xun curled his lips, as if he had discovered something, but he didn't say anything, just smiled and nodded at them.

Hearing Qiu Yongli’s sentence, Xu Jiao and Feng Qingyu didn’t say anything, they just walked side by side in the direction of the stage, as if worried that it would be embarrassing not to say anything about this long road, Feng Qingyu suddenly turned his head and asked Xu. Jiao:

"Have you thought about your acceptance speech?"

Xu Jiao looked at the high platform at the end of the road, the microphone already placed there, and the trophy in the host's hand. She nodded to Feng Qingyu: "I'm thinking about it."

When the two came to the stage, the carved trophy was passed to their hands.

Both are heavy.

Feng Qingyu smiled at her slightly and motioned her to go up and talk first, but Xu Jiao shook her head and told her to go first.

Feng Qingyu took a deep breath and walked to the microphone: "Thank you for the judging team's love, thank you also for the cultivation of Director Zhen, and the crew's friends for their continued support..."

The previous content is very polite, nothing more than thanks to the official thank the crew for thanking parents and friends.

But behind, she turned around suddenly--

"I know, everyone treats the queen and the imperial concubine

There are regrets in Biren, but I think this ending is very good. It always reminds us that life is short. We should cherish every minute and every second of being with the beloved, because I don’t know when, you will be next The intersection is separated. "

"May you all grow old with the one you love and live a peaceful life."

There was a wave of applause below.

Feng Qingyu's expression was still faint, she politely stepped back and asked Xu Jiao to come over and speak.

Xu Jiao walked to the microphone, the light in front of her was too vacant, so she could not see anything else, as if only

When her voice needs to be communicated, she spoke softly:

"The person I should be most grateful to is Feng Qingyu."

"It was she who helped me win the audition for this role, so I have Rong Qing and Xu Jiao that everyone can see this year."

The people below thought they were showing their affection, and smiled and applauded them.

Xu Jiao's eyes fell for a while, a smile was raised, and she went to look at Feng Qingyu next to her. The look in her eyes was temporarily indistinguishable from Feng Qingyu. After a pause, she said seriously:

"thank you."

Thank you for making my dream come true, and thank you for loving me so seriously and passionately.

Then, she took a deep breath and said, "Goodbye."

Goodbye, this stage, goodbye, Feng Qingyu, goodbye, this world.

Goodbye, "Starlight".

...

Everything behind becomes blurred.

There was only the cold voice of the system, pulling her back into the space: "Welcome back to the virtual space."

Xu Jiao looked down at the palm of her palm. The trophy for the best supporting actress had disappeared. Vaguely, she seemed to see Feng Qingyu's eyes, a little sad and a little relieved.

She looked up at the bookshelf in the virtual room and asked the system for the first time: "How is the ending?"

The system was silent for two seconds.

Afterwards, the golden book of "Starlight" on the bookshelf flew out and spread out in front of her. The pages of the book were traversed, and finally stopped. When it was closed again, the light suddenly flourished!

The voice of the system then sounded: "Congratulations to the host for successfully modifying the ending-because you entered the time point before the story happened, and you corrected Shangguanyan's love for the heroine in time, so this article became...no p The story of the drama! It is in line with our socialist core values! Feng Qingyu eventually became a myth in the circle and won the grand slam of the queen award! Enter Hollywood! Become a myth in the entertainment industry!"

Xu Jiao saw that the book was golden, and when she thought about it, the book opened. At the beginning of the story, it was mentioned that Feng Qingyu had a marriage, and even the content was almost the same as the original.

Only this time, it was the other party who didn't love Feng Qingyu and divorced her. Feng Qingyu was sad for a long time, and finally put all his thoughts on his career.

A few simple words...

All the stories about them are hidden.

Xu Jiao couldn't help thinking, if she didn't leave her name in this book, would Feng Qingyu remember it?

Best forget it too

.

She closed the book, nodded in satisfaction, and sighed somehow: "Feng Qingyu...it's good."

It seems that this should be her original ending.

...

In another space.

The female voice woke up and asked, "How many are there this time?"

"Congratulations! Get the creator’s favorite value of 10...no! 11, 12, 13...15! A total of 15 points! Your performance is so good! Please keep working hard, so that as long as you live through eight more worlds, you can realize your wish Up!"

"15 o'clock?" The female voice smiled, and she asked: "Do you think you like 15 o'clock?"

The mechanical sound was silent abruptly.

The man sighed lowly, "Look, even you know that this is not love, this is compassion."

"my God--"

"She is always above her, even her love is like a gift."

"I'm not reconciled, I want her to stand in the same place as me, I want her to no longer overlook me, do you understand?"