I Will Always Love You

Gu Ningshu looked into her eyes, was silent for a long time, and then said in a low voice towards her: "You know...I am...I am an HIV carrier now?"

At the end of his sentence, the voice was extremely low, and the three letters of HIV were like a sharp knife, stuck in his heart.

"..."

"..."

Cheng Shitong was stunned for a moment. She probably didn't expect that he would tell the matter so directly. At that moment, she actually looked at him and didn't know what to say.

She originally thought he hadn't said it, so she pretended not to know.

But he didn't expect that in his heart, she was more important than him.

After Gu Ningshu finished speaking, he kept staring at Cheng Shitong closely, wanting to see from her expression how she would react when she knew about this.

However, Cheng Shitong just looked at him indifferently, for a long time, for a long time, she nodded gently and said, "I know now."

"So... knowing that in the future..." Gu Ningshu asked her with a trembling voice, "Are you still going to be...with me..."

"Yeah." Cheng Shitong nodded vigorously.

"Don't be kidding..." Gu Ningshu turned his head, looked at the sky outside the window, and said in a low voice: "This disease is terminally ill, and unlike other terminally ill gastric cancer, lung cancer or tumors, it is not as non-infectious. Will it be contagious? Are you afraid of getting HIV after contacting me?"

"I'm afraid." Cheng Shitong looked at him calmly and said.

Gu Ningshu turned his head, those beautiful eyes looked straight at her, and said every word: "Then you want to be with me?"

"Correct."

"why??"

"..."

Cheng Shitong was silent for a moment, then gently put the lunch box in his hand on the bedside table next to his hospital bed, and then took his hand and said: "Everyone is afraid of death, and I am no exception, but I am even more afraid of losing you. I know the fear in your heart and the sadness in your heart, but you said that you will marry me in the future and will stay with me forever..."

"If we get married, the witness will definitely ask me,'Will you be with him forever whether he is rich or poor, healthy or sick in the future?' My answer is'yes', so Gu Ning Book, even if we are not married now, even if we have not held a wedding, if you ask me the same, I will still answer'yes'."

Cheng Shitong looked into his eyes and asked seriously: "If the person lying in the hospital bed today is me and the person who is sick is me, Gu Ningshu, will you leave me??"

"...I won't." Gu Ningshu looked at her and replied with a trembling voice: "But I hope you can live healthy and safe."

"Alright..." Cheng Shitong only felt that her eyes were sore. She blinked her eyes and squeezed Gu Ningshu's hand and said, "If you have normal contact with you, you will not be infected with HIV. You forgot about our high school. Did you learn the relevant knowledge in biology textbooks?"

"Hmm..." Gu Ningshu responded in a low voice, his eyes drooping slightly, watching her white and slender hands hold his hands tightly, her palms are still warm and soft as always.

"Hey...I regret one thing so much now..."