I will not die!

Soon after, Guangyuan returned to the land of the Sun and Moon God Realm. He was not sent through the tower but was sent here by Tarin, so he did not appear directly in the tower, and Tarin sent him there. The nearest tower is naturally the most special one to them.

In this tower, Guangyuan experienced a rare period of life since he came to the Fighting God Realm, which could be called a stable life. It was also in this tower that he rarely felt the kindness of others towards him. One of the people who showed kindness to him is now standing in front of him

"Guangyuan, is that true...are you really the God of Death?"

Driven by a certain premonition, Jian Yun arrived at the Sun and Moon God Realm through the transmission of the tower, and successfully met Guang Yuan outside the tower.

Guang Yuan did not answer Jian Yun's question, but went straight to Go forward, come towards her

"How is this possible? You were obviously so weak before, and I watched you become stronger step by step. Although you do have some inexplicable problems, such as amnesia that is obviously lying, and the speed at which you become stronger is unreasonable. Well, the power you use has never been seen before, but even if you are like this, you can't be a god... Even if you are, you can't do anything like killing everyone. It's that woman, what did the Phantom God do to you, right? But, since you are all God’s words, why should you listen to her? Does she have some leverage over you, or is she using something to control you? No, if you really were a god, what could she use to control you? If you can't get rid of her, what can I do?……"

While Suga Yun was talking to himself, Guangyuan had already reached a position less than three meters away from her, and was still moving forward.

"Guangyuan...are you still Guangyuan?……"

Jian Yun looked into Guangyuan's eyes and saw him getting closer and closer to her. In just a moment, she understood

"How could you not be him?……"

Jian Yun's bitter smile solidified on her desperate face, and then melted under the combined action of gravity and time, melting into a beautiful arc, melting into a falling star, and melting into an upside-down world.

Suga Yun has always known that he is just a non-essential person who can be abandoned at any time. Because she was a woman, she was abandoned by her parents, and because she had no decent talent, she was abandoned by her family. The God-Slaying Society knew from the beginning that Wan Jing was an apostle of the God of Thunder, but they still let themselves go with them, and their purpose was self-evident. Ever since I was a child, I have always been a waste that no one wants, a trash that has been abandoned by others. No matter how hard I try, no matter whether I have surpassed most people in this world, I still can't change that I am among those who are unattainable. The fact that he is still a waste in his eyes.

The fact that he is trash that no one wants.

It would be fine if I could be like other people and regard killing gods as a lifelong belief, but I just can't do it. It is precisely because we have surpassed the majority of people that we know how inaccessible that small group of people are, and we know what God really means. Before God, I am no different from most ordinary people who have been surpassed by me.

Just an insignificant insect.

Waste, garbage, scum...

On the day I became a God Hunter, my mother was beaten to death by my father because my performance did not meet their expectations. They thought this was all caused by my mother's kindness, although she never treated me She laughed, never said a word of care to me, and even beat me to death several times, but I knew that she was only fulfilling her duties.

It was me who failed to meet their expectations, it was me who killed my mother, it was me who was not needed. I thought about it as I was about to lose my life.

I thought that my life would end here, but Yi saved me at the last moment and even vouched in front of my family members without authorization that I was just not that powerful for the time being, but I would definitely become a powerful person in the future. Although he had become the Blood Sword at that time, they still didn't take him seriously because of the family's curse for a long time. Just because they didn't take me seriously, they let me continue to live. Come down.

I asked Yi why he saved me, but he always gave a vague answer: The death of a person like you is a loss to all mankind.

I couldn't understand the meaning of his words, and I really didn't understand what the loss would be if there was one less person like me in the world, but I did survive because of these inexplicable words.

Soon after, a girl who was younger than me became my new mother in name. She came from a middle-class family. If I were a few years older, she would have no problem calling me mother. I don't hate that person, but I definitely won't call her mother, and she completely treats me as if I don't exist. We both know that this is enough. If it weren't for the knowledge given by God that people should be monogamous, with my father's character, it wouldn't be unusual to marry hundreds of women at the same time. This would be very good, although I heard that some people are already doing this secretly. I did, but a big family like my own is always extremely obedient to God's instructions.

Later, because I couldn't stand the atmosphere in my family, I asked my family to go out on my own to gain experience. Originally, I wanted to join the guild, but because my qualifications were too low, my family members felt that I might lose the family's face, so they removed me. After being thrown into the tearing academy, since that person appeared, although the family still sent some people in, more people were sent in to monitor every move of the school and to gather information. In a situation like my own, it is said that I was exiled. It’s not an exaggeration.

However, as far as the results are concerned, I am still very happy with this exile.

Although a vicious incident happened against me not long after I came to school, it was thanks to this incident that I met him. That one is like a newborn baby, ignorant of everything, full of curiosity, always asking endless questions, coming from unexpected angles, speaking and acting in a strange way. He is obviously much weaker than me, but he is actually protective of him. own man

"In that case, you will be my little brother. No matter what happens in the future, I will protect you."

I can't stop laughing just thinking about it. How could I say such a thing at that time?

But thanks to him, I have people who I can truly call friends or family, although there are very few. , but enough. If possible, I sincerely hope that that period of time can last forever.

However, just as I have never responded to the expectations of my family, fate has never responded to my expectations. Everything follows the death of that person. And completely changed. The man who once saved me, gave me the motivation to live, and helped me remove most of the obstacles, told me that the death of people like you is a loss to all mankind. Man.

Dead.

At the last moment of his life, he released everything about himself, his anger, his reluctance, his arrogance, his tenderness. In the end, it was he who stirred up thousands of waves with one stone. The identity that he values ​​the least. He may have refuted it loudly, but the world is too big and his voice is too small. No one can hear his scream, and no one will hear him.

Including being drowned by all kinds of sounds and having no time to care. Others.

Later, in order to maintain their status, the family entered into large-scale marriages with other families. Normally, they rely on this to oppress, but now, they rely on this to win over, and I am also one of the tools for this large-scale marriage to win over. First, the person to win over is a former accomplice, and the person to marry is a man who is more than capable of being his own father.

Although I have always hated that home and have imagined the scene of its destruction countless times in my mind, when it is really going to be destroyed However, I can't laugh as loudly as I imagined, but can only be a puppet that can be manipulated by others.

Guangyuan, how I wish I could leave with you and go to a place where no one cares about me. Live a smooth and stable life, but as weak as we are, what other way out is there besides being at the mercy of others? I cannot liberate you from that woman's hands, nor can I liberate myself from the control of my family......

This time, I failed to respond to my expectations.

I thought that would be the last time we met, but fate played a trick, and I survived again, and when I was completely discouraged, we met again But this time, you have thrown away the pain of the past, and there are people around you who can protect you.

This time, I am no longer needed by you.

If it were not for the God-Slaying Society, if the Moon God did not come, I would Maybe I will completely disappear from you.

I thought at the time that this should be the last time you need me.

In the end, it was really the last time.

Guangyuan, I am standing in front of you now. A waste that has lost all value, this is meEven if he is abandoned, it is natural. However, I can't convince myself not to come and see you for the last time, even though I know it's meaningless.

Guangyuan, I have answered so many of your questions, can you answer me this time?

"Why do you look like you're crying?"

Looking at the figure in his sight that quickly blurred, and the face that never wavered at all, Jian Yun got Guangyuan's answer.

"It turns out that it was me who was really crying."

The star fell to the earth without disturbing any sand, stone, grass or tree, because it knew that the earth could not bear its own weight, so it melted in the sky early, leaving only a momentary light to the world.

"From now on, I won’t be able to protect you anymore, I’m sorry... Guangyuan……"

Watching Guangyuan slowly walking past Jian Yun, the ribbon she gave to Jian Yun flying in the air, Tarin couldn't help but lowered her head and rubbed her eyebrows, and stopped watching.