I will not die!

"Guangyuan, have you ever taken the MBTI test?"Yakumo suddenly came over with his mobile phone and asked me

"I took the test before when I was in school"

"Do you remember what yours was?"

"Forgot, just remember that my type is not on it"

"Oh, what about emotional rationality?"

"Half and half"

"oh……"Yakumo lowered his head and clicked quickly on his mobile phone.

"and yours"

"I don’t know, I haven’t tested it."

"Then why are you asking me?"

"Someone asked me but I don’t know. Use your way to deal with it."

"……"

I want to punch him

"That sister again?"

"Well, school girl"

"What if you use mine and she takes it seriously?"

"Who would take this seriously? They would forget about it after asking."

Ever since I met Yakumo, he seems to have been talking about girlfriends. I don't know how many he has talked about so far. Anyway, for me, a person who has never liked anyone or been liked by anyone, it is completely people from another world

"Yo, ok, is this a photo of her?"Brother Chao suddenly appeared from behind Yakumo and saw his mobile phone.

"Um"

"Not bad, it looks pretty. Where are you now?"

"We've only met a few times. Hey, by the way, Brother Chao, do you have a girlfriend?"Yakumo Bagua said.

"girlfriend? My wife has both!"

"Ah, Brother Chao, are you married?"

"Nonsense, I'm already in my thirties, I'm definitely getting married."

"Why have I never heard you talk about it before?"

"You don’t have a wife or son, so what’s there to say?"

After a day's work, I returned to my small room again and turned on the computer as usual. I watched the video of the game production and typed while watching it. Although my computer is a bit stuck now, it is still useful for playing games. Learning is enough.

In fact, I have already made a plan in my mind about what game I want to make. I plan to make a ROUGLELIKE shooting game called CUBESENSOU. As the name suggests, the protagonist of this game is a CUBE.

CUBE is all games The first default model in the engine and 3D modeling software is the initial form of almost all models, whether it is a charming beautiful girl, a handsome mecha, or various props and buildings, they are the most popular. It often starts out looking like a CUBE. It can be said that it is the cornerstone of 3D games.

But why can't a CUBE just become a CUBE?

They are cut, carved, and stretched in order to become what people expect. But why can't they be what they are? A certain CUBE thought so.

It wants to resist, it wants to overthrow the tyranny of polygons, let CUBE be just CUBE, and let the world belong to CUBE!

These are roughly what I imagined The background setting of the game.

The gameplay is that this CUBE continues to upgrade and become stronger, defeating those low-module, high-module, and even polygons with pictures. However, it is slightly different from ordinary shooting games in that I plan to shoot the bullet in the direction. Fix it on one surface, and then let the character move in a rolling manner. In this way, the direction and position of the shooting will change every time it moves. Players need to constantly point their shooting surface at the monster to attack. Of course, Considering that this operation is a bit complicated, I also plan to add some action elements to reduce the difficulty.

In today's era, with the help of various AIs, it is not very difficult to make games independently, but it is definitely not easy. At least, it’s not easy for a dabbler like me...

For example, right now, I’m stuck on the first step of the game, the movement of the character. I experimented by applying directional force to move, and the normal four-way The movement effect is pretty good, but once it jumps, it completely fails. The character is completely uncontrollable in the air. I plan to add downward smashing and rotating jump shooting later, but this effect will definitely not work. As expected, animation will still have to be used in the end.

Although There are many animations made by others that I can use directly, but they still feel a little inferior to the effect I want. Therefore, before I get the new computer, I plan to learn the relevant knowledge as soon as possible. Almost every day After individuals enter the industry, they will be asked by their seniors why they chose this industry, and Yakumo and I are no exception. Yakumo said that he just followed the wind and entered the industry because it was popular, but he did not expect the salary to be so low at the beginning. I originally wanted him to say this, but somehow, in the end, what I said was that I wanted to make a game of my own. I was so out of my mind that I said that.

Brother Chao didn't take it seriously after hearing this, which is understandable. , after all, I just graduated from a fifth-rate university, with no money, no background and no talent, just an ordinary college student. It’s okay to make a small game for your own entertainment. It’s simply impossible to make a serious game that can withstand commercial testing. However, Yakumo gave me considerable support and said that I would let him play for free when I was ready. Although these are mostly just polite words, I am still very grateful.

"Speaking of Brother Chao, why did you choose this industry?"

"Forced by life, forced by life. The field I worked in before went bankrupt, so I wanted to find a class first, then I studied a few things on my own and applied for jobs everywhere. In the end, I got hired. Before I knew it, I got used to working in it and I was too lazy to change.."

Brother Chao didn't tell me clearly what he did before, and we all knew him well enough so we didn't ask any more questions.

……

It has been two months since I became a regular employee, and my life is as usual

"Are there recent rumors that Antarctica suddenly disappeared? Someone was fishing at coordinates near the South Pole, but saw nothing. Moreover, all ships going to Antarctica have stopped recently."

"Well, it seems that there are many icebergs nearby, so they are not allowed to approach. It is not just once or twice that Antarctica has not been allowed to approach. It is nothing strange. Besides, how could such a large piece of land suddenly disappear? Even if all the nuclear bombs on the earth were used, it might not be possible to destroy it."

"But everyone else has been near the Antarctic and they haven’t seen anything."

"This is normal. The earth is so big and round. They say they are near the South Pole, but in fact it is still quite far away from the land."

While having supper after work, Chaoge and Yakumo talked about recent hot topics again, but I rarely pay attention to these, so it is difficult to get in the conversation.

"Compared with those things that we can't see or touch, we have to update the version recently. I have a lot of work, I am busy and tired, and my body is almost exhausted.……"Yakumo took a big gulp of wine and sighed.

"Just get used to it, things like this will happen more often in the future. Anyway, no matter how you complain, the boss will only say that compared with the ancients, you and I are living in paradise now, so there is nothing to complain about."Brother Chao imitated the boss's tone of voice.

Yakumo sighed again,"Why do I feel like the whole world has changed after graduation? I used to be a student, so I went to visit some places and experience things. , others looked at me like a fat sheep, but once I graduated, I felt like they looked at me like a fly"

"Ha ha ha ha……"Brother Chao laughed when he heard this

"I am obviously still me, but why has everything around me changed? Is it so different if I am a student?"

Brother Chao scooped up a spoonful of ice cream in the cup, put it in front of Yakumo and said,"The so-called students are just like this ice cream. It's sweet and tempting before eating, and delicious when you eat it, but after eating it, it's just like shit.."After saying that, Brother Chao ate all the ice cream on the spoon in one gulp.

I suddenly heard the word shit while eating, which made me feel a little uncomfortable, but neither Yakumo nor Brother Chao seemed to take it seriously.

"That’s it, Guangyuan, you and I have turned into shit now!"

XX, can you stop talking shit? I cursed in my mind, and at the same time, the corner of my mouth twitched and I took a spoonful of rice and put it into my mouth. I haven't finished the meal yet.

"Hey, what does the company mean? Can it eat our people?

Brother Chao finished all the ice cream and said with satisfaction:"Shit-eating dog.""

Although I don't want leftovers, I really don't have any appetite today.

If I had known better, I would have ordered a smaller portion and saved two dollars."

……

When I got home, I turned on the computer to learn game production as usual. Just when I was about to start, my phone suddenly rang, a ringtone that would never ring for no reason at ordinary times. If the people I know, including the company, have any news, they usually send messages directly on social software, and the default reminder method of my mobile phone is to vibrate, so the only people who will call me, apart from advertising and promotion, are……

"Hello."

The person on the other side called my name softly,"Guangyuan"……"

"Um."

The caller was my mother.

"have you eaten"

"Um"

"What are you doing"

"Look at the computer"

"Oh, how was work?"

"fine"

"Oh, it’s okay, just do it well"

"Um"

"Have you met a girl you like?"

"without"

"You're not young anymore, it's time to find someone"

"Um"

"……"

"Nothing else?"

"No"

"Then hang up"

"Um."

I waited for the person to hang up the phone, but my mother suddenly said again:"You will be back during the Chinese New Year, right?"

"should be."

A few more seconds passed, and a voice came from the other side again:"Please make more phone calls when you have time."

"Um"

"Hmm...then so be it"

"Um.

After about another four or five seconds, he said,"Remember to pray often. As long as you have God in your heart, God will bless you.""

"Um"

"Good health is more important than anything else, and prayer doesn’t take much time"

"Um"

"so be it……"

About ten seconds later, the other party finally hung up the phone, and I put down the phone. I don’t know when it started. I have become accustomed to such conversations. There is no irreparable conflict between my mother and I. Although our relationship is not very good, it is definitely not bad. However, I just don’t know when it started. I can only do this. Communicated with her.

As for what she said, I naturally didn't listen to any of it. In fact, after hanging up the phone, they were gone.

However, when I was sleeping, my mother's words still came out involuntarily, and at the same time, they reminded me of some things from my childhood.

I really started to get in touch with the Internet when I was about ten years old. Although my parents’ mobile phones were connected to the Internet early on, they never let me touch them and only let me study. In addition, I had no friends and had never been to an Internet cafe. As a result, I I have always been aware of the existence of the online world, but have never really been exposed to it. In this day and age, this situation is probably similar to maintaining a virginity in your forties or fifties, and it was only then that I realized that even in this place where everyone is generally not very generous, my family is still relatively poor. Although we are not so poor that we cannot open the pot, have enough food and clothing, but are basically no more than that.

My parents’ eyesight has been bad since then, so they bought a large-screen all-in-one touch-screen computer to watch TV. As a result, that computer became my introduction to the online world. Unlike most people who have long been accustomed to the Internet, when I first came into contact with the Internet, I was in it almost all day long. I used to wish that a day had only one minute, but at that time, I wished that a day could be as long as ten days.

My parents also discovered my addiction to the Internet and beat and scolded me. However, because they were half-farmers and half-workers, they were too busy to spare time to take care of me, so after every beating and scolding, they would I can still access the Internet as usual.

Sometimes they would disconnect the Internet or block the computer, but in the end I won by not eating.

Thinking about it now, my entry into the gaming industry had something to do with my addiction to gaming at the time.

I still remember that my mother often cried because I was addicted to computers, saying that I was a waste and that I would be doomed from now on. She might as well just die. She worked so hard to raise me, but in the end she raised such a child. Something that doesn’t live up to expectations. And every time she cried, all the justice in the world went to her side, and I became a heinous criminal. My indifference was the best evidence.

It is true that my grades did drop a lot at that time, but I don’t think it was because I didn’t study hard enough, but because the knowledge suddenly became difficult. In fact, except for mathematics, my grades in all subjects have improved from beginning to end. In the end, there were no big ups and downs, but it was precisely because mathematics held back the whole class that my grades seemed to have dropped a lot.

However, they won't listen to such excuses. They will only say why others can learn but you can't. In fact, I also argued with them and won, but because I soon ushered in a more tragic defeat, I have never quibbled once since then.

Just treat it like this, because I really haven't tried hard to study.

In fact, I never worked hard for anything either.

Whether it is studying or playing games, if it is too difficult, I will give up directly. Maybe I can succeed if I work hard, but I want to use my hard work to do something I like more.

For example, change the game.

In the end, I didn’t work very hard and got admitted to a fifth-rate university. Maybe if I worked harder, I could get into a fourth-rate or third-rate university. But I don’t regret any of the decisions I made, not because of Yakumo. This guy who graduated from a second-rate university was my colleague and got the same salary as me. I just... never regretted it.