I will swear to protect the beauty with my life.

Shihua regretted speaking the moment she opened her mouth, but she didn't dare to say anything more. Since the question had been asked, there was no way out and she could only wait for his reply. There was a long silence, and finally it was Fang Wuwei who broke the dead silence.

"In my own way? Do you know how I got out of this situation in the first place?

Fang Wuwei spoke suddenly, and there was no emotion in his voice.

"At the beginning, after my family members passed away, I couldn't accept the reality. I was also addicted to fantasy like Liuhua, but I was more serious than her now. At that time, I even tried to commit suicide several times. I just felt that the sky had fallen and there was no need for me to live."

It was difficult to extract the emotions from the original memory. Fang Wuwei finally decided to recall the despair he felt after his sister died in his previous life.

"At that time, I was almost sinking and couldn't get out of the fantasy.......I even dreamed that she was still by my side. Every time I opened my eyes, I hoped it was just a nightmare. I lay in bed blankly, hoping to hear her calling me to get up. Even if it was just a complaint, I hoped to eat the food she cooked for me again, even if it was terrible.

But no, even if I lay in bed until I could hardly hold my urine, it still didn't happen."

Fang Wuwei said these words expressionlessly, but his hands gradually began to clench, which showed that his heart at the moment was far from as calm as his face.

"I didn't even dare to leave the room. I was afraid that when I saw the familiar table outside, there was no food, no familiar figure on the chair, no homework beside the desk, and even, there was no laughter that made me happy in the air......."

Fang Wuwei's choice of words was very wrong. He had completely pushed his mind back to his previous life. Shihua was so smart that she had heard something wrong, but she didn't dare to interrupt Fang Wuwei who was in this strange state. She could only let him continue.

"......For a long time after that, I didn't even dare to go home. I kept wandering outside and didn't go to work. I felt confused and there was only me left in this world.

In the end, I had spent all my money and hadn't eaten for several days.......I also thought about just walking away, and even after being rescued, this idea never changed.

But that person only told me that life must go on.......I realized that my body didn't want to die.......

So I forced myself to go back home and clean up the stinking house. Even though I had to take out a loan and was in debt, I insisted on replacing all the furniture because I was afraid of reminding myself of the past.

I walked out, and what made me walk out was the hopeless life that had to continue.......Survive."

Or......I didn't even come out.......

Fang Wuwei sighed deeply and stopped talking. The watermelon in his hand had been squeezed into watermelon juice, which flowed all over the floor. At that time, the only motivation that allowed him to persevere was revenge, but even after reincarnation, he could not achieve this goal.

For him, that world was only despair, but even so, he was still unwilling to......

Shihua was silent, and her grandmother did not speak either. Looking at Fang Wuwei, who was clearly not right, she realized that she had cruelly torn open the scabbed scar.

Pain and guilt filled Shihua's heart, making her feel suffocated.

"Feel sorry......I, I shouldn't......"

"No......"Fang Wuwei interrupted Shihua's words. His mood was indeed complicated, but the reason for his complexity was......

"Thank you, Juka......I thought I had let it go, but......Maybe not. Deep down, I still don’t want to accept this reality. I still don’t want to accept my sister’s death.......And the disappearance of that bitch......You let me see my heart clearly now, thank you......"

Fang Wuwei looked at his empty palm. Even the watermelon rind was crushed into powder by him. His inhuman strength was manifested at this moment, and his mood was not calm at all. If it were not for his mental strength being much better than before and his emotions becoming more stable, perhaps when Shihua brought up this topic, he would have been furious and then escaped, just like......Just like before.

He understood that even after reincarnation, he still couldn't get out of it, just like even though he had nothing before, he was still unwilling to completely accept the identity of"Dongfang Konghong" after reincarnation. In a place that did not belong to this world, he still called himself"Fang Wuwei".

He was still living in the past.

The past was like a huge birdcage, binding him in it. He was just a bird in the cage, unable to fly out. It was also like a fog, tightly covering him, and he could not see any light.......

"In conclusion......Shihua, I can only tell you that the death of a loved one is not just a temporary rainstorm, but a lifetime of dampness. To help her get over it, she can only rely on herself.......

Believe in Yuta, Juuka-sister, and Rikka, give them some time.......You have put too much mental burden on her."

Fang Wuwei turned and left. Shihua still sat there, looking at the sky, biting the sweet and delicious watermelon from time to time, feeling a blockage in her heart.

This time, Shihua did not get anything she wanted from Fang Wuwei. She only knew his past, but did not know how he got out of it.

His answer was even more worthless. This method of turning despair into motivation, and still being able to live so wonderfully, I am afraid only he can do this. If it happens to Liuhua, I am afraid it will destroy her instantly.

In other words, this time it was a waste of time to ask, and she felt guilty for no reason.

But Shihua did not dare to ask to keep him. It was already a waste of time to tear open someone's scar.���

At the same time, after carefully tasting what Fang Wuwei said, she found something that could be called a loophole.

"younger sister......I remember Yuta said that Dongfang is an only child, right?"

Fang Wuwei returned to the living room and happened to run into Danshenggu who led the dog away. At this time, she was a little curious about what the two had done, but she keenly discovered that Fang Wuwei was a little bit wrong, so she didn't ask.

But Isshiki Makoto behind him was not as careful as Danshenggu. When he saw Fang Wuwei coming back, he immediately asked anxiously:

"Yoyo, Dongfang, we are going to the beach! Are you coming?"

Ishiki Makoto was very excited at this time.......He can see Senior Sister Fennel's swimsuit!!!

This is so fucking great!

Tuo Shou, who is standing next to him, is sticking something on his belly, and Senior Sister Fennel is also looking forward to it.

Facing a group of funny people, Fang Wuwei took a deep breath. It's good. Compared with his previous life, he is in this world.......He gained friendships that he had never had in his previous life.

A smile appeared on his face and he nodded heavily.

"you......Are you okay?"

But, the smile was too fake, so fake that Danshenggu could see that something was wrong with him at a glance. Fang Wuwei just shook his head, indicating that she didn't need to worry. In addition, Shihua walked slowly not far away. Thinking of the two of them just chatting aside, she didn't ask too much, but just told him not to be stubborn and went to change clothes with Tushou and other girls.

"I'll go call Liuhua and the others.......Go relax, and, sorry......."

Shihua passed by Fang Wuwei, whispered something and went upstairs to find Liuhua.

Now, she didn't dare to face Fang Wuwei. The guilt of tearing open other people's scars was too heavy for her. Moreover, she had to ask Yongtai again about Dongfang's inexplicable"sister".......

Fang Wuwei just stood there, doing nothing and saying nothing.......