If you don’t accept my confession, why are you crying when the goddess chases me?

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Zhao Jinghan returned to the room, washed up briefly and put on her pajamas and nestled into the quilt.

In fact, Lin Yu talked to her about his little Qingmei, and she didn't feel uncomfortable.

Especially when she could see that Lin Yu really just couldn't figure it out and wanted to ask her for advice.

And she was just a little helpless, helpless in such a place with an atmosphere.

Between the two of them, they were interspersed with the shadows of others, explaining his psychological doubts to Lin Yu like a psychiatrist.

It's as if he treats her like an elder.

There was no spark between men and women at all.

But in fact, she is not reluctant to help Lin Yu answer those doubts, and she feels good that she can help him.

The sour feeling in her heart didn't actually come from her feelings for Lin Yu, and she didn't get a quick response.

It's because she saw the melancholy on Lin Yu's face and heart, as well as the lack of confidence that the whole person didn't seem to have been treated well for a long time.

I feel that compared to when she first met Lin Yu, he has changed a lot. In her heart, he should have been a confident, hot and brave boy.

There was a crackling sound that smashed against the huge floor-to-ceiling windows, and the rain trails left traces along the windows.

The sudden heavy rain reminded Zhao Jinghan of the day she first met Lin Yu...

It was on such a rainy day.

That was a year ago, a year and a month to be exact, in mid-August of last year.

At that time, Zhao Jinghan was still a second-year student, it was a holiday, the beginning of school was a third-year study, and her original brand had just been made, and the small online store had just opened.

She didn't study design, she studied translation, and her parents wanted her to study abroad for a career in diplomacy or translation, which seemed more decent.

So, when she proposed that she wanted to become a designer halfway through and start with a small online store.

Her parents were outright negative.

Even her mentor and her friends and classmates, who were proud of her, were unanimously incomprehensible, and they held an attitude of incomprehension or contempt for her dreams.

Therefore, even though her family situation is still good, no one has helped her on the road to original design.

And on that rainy day, she, who has always been brave and independent, was also deeply defeated...

In the contemporary short video industry, live streaming and inserting advertisements are the easiest way to promote your products to the outside world.

Qingcheng is a gathering place for media companies, and Zhao Jinghan did not waste this convenience.

Therefore, Zhao Jinghan took the original works of her own brand and went directly to several media companies, wanting to find media companies to help her with promotion and product advertising placement.

But...

Obviously, she is the one who is Party A, and it is clear that she is going to the media company with the money to promote herself, but the white eyes she has received are not one or two.

"We haven't heard of your brand, which affects the level of our company's Internet celebrities!"

"Your money is not enough to pay the pit fee of our Internet celebrity, a pit is 20w, and we will also share 30% of the profit from bringing goods for you in the future, so come over with the money ready."

"Sister, you are such a small brand, and you still want to let us bring you goods first, and then pay us money, isn't it funny, let's leave quickly."

Merchants are all about profits, no one is obliged to pay for her dreams, and she really has very little money in her hands.

But too many voices of rejection and negation, but it is difficult not to have a deep sense of frustration for her. Especially when she just walked out of school, where did she suffer from this.

And it turns out that there is no end to the difficulties.

After running for many days and running many companies, I also ran into an unscrupulous company, and after contacting her on the Internet, Zhao Jinghan went over, and the other party disdained her works, and also said something else to her.

"Little girl, we're not interested in your motley clothes."

"Brother will show you the way, you see that you are very good-looking, come to our company as a female Internet celebrity, and the big brother on the list will brush something for you at will, and make money more than how many clothes you sell."

"When the time comes, you will take good care of your eldest brother, contact more offline, coax people well, and you will have money for the rest of your life. Even if you don't want to contact them, it's okay, the company has a special person to help you talk to them, and the company will help you check when the time comes, and you can take the time to go out to eat and have fun with the big brothers.

Zhao Jinghan didn't know how to describe her feelings, and the other party approached her with words that she was interested in her work, not only degrading her dream as worthless, but also stepping on her personality in the end.

She turned around and left, but the words that came out of the other party's mouth kept following her.

"Take advantage of your youth and don't eat a meal of youth, when you are older, you regret it, brother, this is to give you instructions, I don't know each other at all. Just that bullshit you made, who cares to see it. Previously

, Zhao Jinghan had been studying campus and Xi studying hard, although she was a tough and sunny character, she had always been well protected by her family.

This is the first time that I have come out of my own independence and felt how indifferent and ruthless the big classroom of society is, and it is normal to speak coldly, and even more, they will infinitely devalue others in order to achieve their own interests, and carry out workplace CPU.

Zhao Jinghan walked out of one company after another in despair, sitting on a bench in the commercial street, carrying her own big bag and small wraps.

And the next second she found that people are not unlucky, only more unlucky, and not long after she sat there, a heavy rain poured down.

The heavy rain instantly drenched her whole body, and by the way, her original clothes in the bag, those 'dreams' that she had been devalued by others were destroyed.

It was the evening rush hour, and the traffic on the road was bustling, just when she didn't know how long it would take for the heavy rain to get a car...

She met a young boy, dressed in a crisp white T-shirt and denim, his clothes were soaked with rain all around, and his light blue jeans were soaked into a dark color.

The slightly broken hair on the forehead is a little damp, and there is also a little rain, and there is a pair of beautiful peach blossom eyes underneath, and under the straight nose bridge, there is a pair of lips with a warm smile.

The words 'sunshine' and 'warmth', Zhao Jinghan felt that she had found it concretely from a person at this moment.

The young boy, carrying a heavy-looking bag in his right hand and a transparent umbrella in his left hand, walked straight at her, covering the umbrella over her head.